"Baby I’m your maa-aa-aa-aan… I’m your ma-aa-aa-an…"
That song is haunting me. The video is kind of cool too and they all look super hot in it ^^
Anyways, what's new? Oh, It's really hard to be a teenage housewife. I woke up and read "Geisha". Then decided to work out a little, since I had a sitting day yesterday, and Yuki interrupted me. She came to reclaim her wire for the MP4 player, which she left behind yesterday. And my aunt TR interrupted our conversation. Anyways, when I was all alone again I got a call from mom. She told me that they will be home in an hour but they wanted to go to the store and she invited me along. But there was a catch. I had to walk to the store, since it would be pointless to drive home and then back to the usual store. So, I had like 30 minutes to take a shower and so-to-say make myself a human being ^^ I rather failed miserably (they had to wait for me) but I wore my new dress today. Wanna see it? :D
Well, that's it! Do you like it? Anyways, this was my outfit for today. I turned some heads with it. Basically when I walk the colorful layer floats. So, it's a very short dress ^^
My leg looks awfully fat in this picture. Usually it's not that large :)
I think I will start now, archive my looks. I really want to some day look back what I have wore ^^
Well, after the store we went straight home and I started to make a cookie cake (it sound awful in English xD) for dessert after dinner and then I made macaroni salad for dinner. And no, I haven't left anything out. I really haven't eaten all day around 4PM, I got my first taste of food - I heated up a small slice of lasagna. And at the moment I'm waiting for BBQ, which we gonna eat with the salad, and after we will eat this bad boy.
I CAN'T WAIT!!
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I already missed my parents BUT I was really enjoying the independent life. Oh well :)
I haven't blogged for a while...but I have a perfect excuse. Usually when dear Yuki is here, computer is off limits for me. She stays a lot in the net. I could write with my iPod but there will be another problem - too many spelling mistakes and I couldn't add pictures nor videos either and I would really sometimes like to add some ^^
What I have been up to lately? Well mostly Yuki has been here :) Folk is in full speed and she came day early. So we just hung out ^^
On Wendsday we had a rather lazy day. We didn't do anything much. I mostly remember (since a goldfish's memory) sitting in a place I love. It's next to a lake in Viljandi but not exactly the Viljandi's lake. It's next to Paala's lake and It's a rather shady place. I like lying in there ^^ But before I got there I accidentally met up with MS. She is one of my best friends but we don't see each other as much as we would like. For one she has a boyfriend, or finance is more accurate, and she lives with him in the north and two she is just too busy screwing up her life. Everything is in place for her and she still wants to make some drama and hangs out with a guy she has a HUGE history with. I just don't get her!
In the evening there was a huge thunder storm. SO COOL!! I just sat by the window and stared outside. It was so awesome. I could watch it all night long ^^ but we had to meet up with LS at 9AM, so we had to go to sleep.
But before we could go to sleep. I cleaned up a little around my room. I found make-up everywhere so I decided to sort them out and I counted them a little, so-to-say, and the results were shocking. I have:
20 eyeshadows (5 liquid + 15 regular)
11 eyeliners (3 liquid + 7 pencil + 1 more pencil, there are two one of a kind but I think I have lost one of them xD)
10 lipstick (8 + 2 example ones)
9 lip-glosses
8 mascaras (6 black ones + 1 blue one + 1 see-through which suppose to make my eyelashes grow, I'm not really sure why I have this)
3 concealers (2 + 1, which also has a treating purpose)
2 powders
1 eyebrow pencil
3 foundations
3 lip-palms
2 eyelash curlers, one of them is busted, I don't know why I can't throw it away ^^
1 make-up base
1 blush
1 highlighter kit
+ whole lot of pencils and samples :)
But, fortunately, I can say I haven't bought all of them. My stepsister used to work in a make-up store and now and then she brought us things. To my mom, mostly creams and dad got some stuff too.
Next morning, with LS we collected rocks xD Well, anyways she got a job in so-to-say clean up crew and we, me and Yuki, were just friends helping out. It was rather fun, I think, and not really a bad job. More to the end I got tired and my head started to ache. I think I got sun stroked again. In the evening we went out again, but this time we had another girl with us. She talked much and I learned that she is obsessed with Infinite. It's good to hear that someone is into the same stuff as I am. There are so few people who are into Kpop, so meeting, as Yuki would say, with our own kind, is nice ^^
The highlight had to be the time when I got to taste Asian food. Well, it was spicy. I LOVED IT xD I'm usually into spicy stuff, so it was great. Yuki exactly didn't enjoy it as much as I did. She felt like her lips were full of Botox xD
OR maybe the time when we sat on the stairs was better. Anyways, me and the girls were sitting on the stairs and talking when this older guy came to us and started talking how our chit-chat was disturbing his sleep. Out of the blue, Yuki told him in English "We can't understand you!" So he started to talk to us in Russian, there was a word in German, little English and some hand gestures. It was hilarious xD
As soon as we arrived home we went to bed. We were exhausted!
The morning wasn't that great either. Natsumi didn't feel so well - I felt a little queasy and my head ache was in full power. So, I stayed in bed as long as I could but eventually I got up and sat with Yuki when she ate. I didn't have any appetite (and I don't have it now either) but eventually I eat a small slice and two delicious sandwiches. They were overflowing with mustard. I love mustard! xD Anyway, she made a run for it aka Yuki drove home with the first bus that came. But who could blame her. I wasn't really in the communicating mood and I kept my nose in the book the whole time. I'm reading "Geisha" by Mineko Iwasaki. It apparently talks about her life as a geisha, how did she become one and so forth. I'm still in a place where she becomes one. She just got a "big sister" or ...I thought about writing the Japanese name to it but I would rather not. I would just probably embarrass myself ^^ But I love that they haven't completely taken out the Japanese words from the book. Let's me to get to know the Japanese terms, so if I hear them, I would know what they are talking about :)
What else have I done today? Nothing much actually. Sat on the computer all day (weird term right?! I don't mean it literally xD) I have been talking to couple of Korean today. One of them is really interesting. He at least talks to me. I have found out so much about him today, so I won't be naming the things he have said but I want to say that he's AB blood. So awesome! I think couple of weeks ago, I actually told Yuki that I would like to have an AB friend and now I got one. They seem so exciting! But he told me that usually in Korea, it is believed that if you are AB, then you must be genius or mad. I think he is the first but eventually we agreed that he might be a little bit of both. I actually like talking to him. But the other guy...don't know where to begin. I know three things about him:
1. where does he work
2. what car he drives
3. and he's opinion about himself...it's not very a good one, I have to add.
And no matter what I say, he's dead certain that I'm lying when I think the otherwise. And that really pisses me off but I just can't ignore it either.
Well, I have been in Twitter too. I read all of the tweet I have missed for these couple of days. And there is a lot of them ^^
I saw that there will be a new Kpop band out soon. They released a teaser for their first song and I'm actually looking forward to it. The band is called Twi-Light. But the guys on the band seem pretty young. Or I'm getting old? No, it must be the first one. I'm only 18 for crying out loud. There is this band called INFINITE where the guys are around my age, and then there is Teen Top where every guy, EXCEPT one, is younger than me. TERRIBLE! And the same goes to Boyfriend.
Not only the bands are getting younger but the older ones are going crazy. I mean, they are...I don't know what they are doing. Like Super Junior, what is their new concept?! I know, UBERSEXY or something like that. I mean...WHAT!? Why!? And Heechul's new look. Some weeks ago I read he wants to be macho and now he got perms and have been training too. For what? Fans love him with out all of that and, although I have never been a Heechul's fan girl, I still liked him with straight hair, and skinny body.
Just look how cute he looks in here. I like that Heechul more! He's an AB too, btw. And in this video a bad ass too ^^
For a long time I have wondered about this Kpop band HOMME. And why, you might ask. Well because in Estonian, the band name means "tomorrow". But the band's couldn't come from Estonian dictionary. Well, because Estonia is rather unknown in Asia, I believe. So, my question is, where does the name HOMME comes from?
In the beginning of 2011, a new Kpop girl group came out. A little different one then the most of them. They were called Piggy Dolls. Why?! Because they are not some skinny girl like most of those Kpop girls are. And to be honest I felt proud of them. But it seems that they have given it to some pressure of being bigger because when they did a comeback this week, they had lost some weight after all. They do look a little smaller than they did in the beginning of this year. But who could blame them...
Oh, I wanted to talk about my "superb" leg again. IT'S GETTING WORSE!! I LOOK HORRIBLE!!
The day before it was black, then something like red and now it's this. Oh, the agony!
But do you want to hear the good news about it? Ah...who am I kidding there isn't anything good about it. I looks hideous, it hurts (actually not as much as before) and it not going away. I want my leg back, with little bruises or better, with no bruises. Okay, I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it would go away soon :)
Do you guys know that I have been writing this blog since 4PM and the time now is....9.22PM. Yayy, 5 hours. And now my left shoulder aches. But I think I will be on the bike for a little time. Oh, wait! I haven't eaten, so I shouldn't :/
Anyways, I think I'll drink Beershake (Tequila & Citrus) now and relax in front of the TV a little.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Beershake Tequila & Citrus is a refreshing cocktail of beer and lemon juice, which is spiced with the crisp aroma of tequila. It is an ideal light summer drink, which brings spunk and excitement to your life!
I don't get it, why people want to move to Estonia?! I mean the prices are high, there is hardly no salary and most of the people are racist. If me an Yuki saw an Asian, and we did in the near future, we would probably scream on top of our lungs from the excitement. Well at least she would xD I know I'm really demolishing my country. Of course there are a lot of good things too. Estonia has over flowing culture, BEAUTIFUL nature and cheap alcohol xD Anyways, why I'm even touching this subject? Well, today wrote to me another guy who loves Kerli and wants to move here. He stared talking to me to make a friend in Estonia and he's visiting next summer. Yeah, according to my plans I won't be in Estonia whole next summer. I sincerely hope I can fulfill my plans ^^
What I have been up to lately? well, living my free life xD The biggest thing what has changes is that I worry constantly what to eat. I sound like a pig (only thinks about eating) but since I have to do all the cooking now, it normal right? Well, what else? Oh, now I'm afraid of drafts. They are so creepy. I'm just washing dishes when the door creaks. I'm like yay! someone is home but then again no one can come. Yeah, it was a really messy sentence and I don't know how to so-to-say clean it up but please bare with it. (It's after 2AM, so no wonder that Natsumi cannot put together a proper sentence).
I have been hanging out with Yuki too. Yesterday I was at her place and we watched Vampire Dairies, like I promised, and it was fun. Only bad news, in watching them, is that soon it will be over. I mean, I have the whole season 2 but season 3 isn't out yet. When did it came out? That's right, September 15. Hey, on that day my eye-candy, Lee Jungshin, becomes a year older. That reminds me, I have been meaning to tell you about him. I wrote a huge piece for him in my last blog but I just have to talk about him more ^^
Well, he's super cute, right? At first I noticed him because of his height. He's like 186 or something like that. And he was the tallest member in CN Blue. Jungshin is the bassist of the band and he also raps a little. Well at least that's written in his profile and there is also little rapping involved in "Love Girl". That was the video that drew me into CN Blue. What else about him? Hm..well the weirdest thing, or rather sweetest I would say, but that thing earned him a name byuntae. Anyways that thing is that he likes when a girl writes on her back. Sweet right? Well, after that statement they started to discuss how tall he was that the girl couldn't even reach to his back etc.
We went shopping today with Yuki. She needed new pair of jeans and I was her personal shopper today. I think I rather succeeded. I found her the best jeans ever. They make her legs seem longer and hides what she is self-conscious about. Sounds perfect right?!
Well, my awful bruises haven't healed much. I think they have gotten worse. Yuki compared them with plague. Really reassuring right?! They are like grey or something and speaking of my legs. I have worked out lately. We don't walk much with Yuki lately so I have to put my energy somewhere. So, I have been on the bike that my stepsister gave me. It's like a home work-out machine. It's rather good but after 30 minutes my butt gets sore. Too much information? I think so too xD Oh, but I figured out where I got my blue, almost black, marks. Swinging. That night when we went out with KJ and TJ, we went swinging by the beach. I think when I was swinging must have pumped my legs hard enough to make the bruises. I have a very sensitive skin. I can't lean on my leg with elbows for five minutes without getting red marks on my legs. I hate it! When I wear a skirt or shorts I can't but my leg over the other because the red marks. I'm having a conversation now with a Korean guy who is convinced that the fact that he hasn't had a girlfriend, makes him a less of a man. WHY? I mean come on! By not having someone is, in my pov, better. You can be who you want, talk to who you want and you can just hang out with your friends without anyone clinging to you. Seems like paradise to me :) I think I'm too stubborn to function with anybody and too spontaneous. I like to do what I want when I like to. Yuki knows it the best. She has spend the most time with me. When I say "I want some ice cream" I just stand up and go to buy my ice cream. I won't think of the money (which is very important) and the trouble. I just go and do it. And I'm capable of trowing a cart-wheel when I like it....I really feel sorry for the guy who eventually gets me xD
Anyway, my darling, I really should hit the sack now. It's almost 3.30AM
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I once had a boyfriend but it was a short relationship and he eventually moved to Norway. I know what you're thinking, no he didn't run away from me :D
Heya! I stayed home all day, so nothing really special happened today...well except the fact Lethal Wepon is on!!!!!
Anyway, what has happened? I stayed in bed until 3PM. My mom came in and asked: "Are you going to stay bed all day missy, It's past 3PM already." I wasn't really sleeping that long. I just stay in bed, with my eyes closed and usually think of my stories. Recently I have thought about a new one but I don't want to write it. Mainly because I already have stories to work on.
My mom announced today that she and dad will go to a trip along the lake of Peipsi to visit our family friends. Two of them have birthdays, so I decided, since I wasn't going, to make them both birthday cards. Yuki told me that they came out great, even perfect, but I think she is just being nice. But I'll let you be the judge of that...
What else did I do today? Nothing really. Inside there is "Happy birthday!" in Korean and Estonian. Oh, I watched 3 movies today. First was "The Avatar: The Last Airbender" then "Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time" and the last but not least "Freaky Friday". Oh wait! I just saw "Lethal Weapon" too. So make it four movies today xD
I didn't get to the cleaning, I didn't study any Korean nor I didn't do the Art History research but the last wasn't my laziness. The library is closed on Sundays.
Anyways, starting tomorrow I will be home alone! But Yuki invited me over. We will watch Damon and Kathrine in action. Well, please don't think to the left or something. I don't mean it in a dirty way. I just wanted to say we'll watch "Vampire Diaries" ^^
Well, I'll write some Korean and then hit the sack ^^
I can't just stop here. I would be the shortest post ever made. Oh, I forgot something! Today, 24.07.2011, I got my mom to read my story. She has never read one of them so I was really excited about it and she only said two things about it - 1. she could never write something like that and 2. too bad you didn't got that kiss (the story is written so-to-say through my eyes). Like what?! Techincally she didn't say anything about the plot which really pisses me off a little but okay, I'll try to survive.
So, I thought I'll translate you the first lines of it :)
„Hello,“ I said to the fun waitress, when we entered the Dragon.
„Welcome,“ she replied with a dazzling smile.
„We are looking for a chef, who can make Korean foods for an event. We are trying to plan a similar event to those culture days in Tallinn but with less crowd and without reformation.”
She smiled politely: “Then you should talk to Kim Sunghyun about this.”
“Who?” I didn’t get right away. She smiled again. There were only 2 reasons she kept doing that – one she was overly-happy person or she was just trying to be polite – but it slowly started to bug me. How can someone smile so much, is beyond me.
“Our chef’s name is Kim Sunghyun. He’s Korean.” Korean in an Asian kitchen – that was a surprise. I thought we would find an Estonian or Russian who just shares the same interest. Before I could say anything, the girl yelled towards the kitchen: “Sung-oppa!” The waitress smiled again and added: “There is someone here for you,” and said to us, with a normal voice, „he has studied a little Estonian but still prefers to talk in English.“
In the exact moment, she finished, a dark haired man walked outside of those closed doors. He was drying his fingers to a dish rag. I heard how Kaili shriek behind me.
„ What can I do for you,” said Sunghyun and threw the towel over his shoulder.
„Hey, I'm Kristiina and this is Kaili,” I started „We want to organize a Korean day in Viljandi and we were hoping that we can provide some Korean cuisine also.”
He was looking at me and nodded slightly when I spoke. Did it meant, he was interested or he just listened out of politeness?
„Oh, I see,” he said eventually.
„So,” I said, drawing out, „are you interested? Or are you worried about the pay first?”
Sung snorted to laugh. „Oh, the money? The most important thing.”
„Kind of,” I smiled, „We are on a budget.”
To that he remind silent and stared in the front. I didn’t quite catch what he was looking at – was it me or Kaili or somewhere else, far away. The atmosphere was getting awkward, so I changed the leg, I was leaning on. I badly wanted to cross my arms but I would have seen too demanding.
„Well,” he said finally, „I'll think about it and then I'll call you.”
„Okay then,” I said and wanted to dash away but then I remembered a small detail – where would he call if he didn’t have my number? It seemed that his mind wondered the same direction. „Your number?” he asked politely, slightly raising his eyebrows.
I looked towards Kaili, who handed me her notebook. I hastily scribbled my number on it and also added my name, in capital letters, so it would be more readable. I tore out the page and handed it to Sunghyun who carefully folded it to two and put it into his jeans’ pocket which was hidden under the apron.
„Looking forward hearing from you,” I said hastily and we almost ran out of the restaurant. Before I closed the door, I looked at him for a moment – he had his head hung and he was slightly smiling.
Hey! Did you miss me? Of course you didn't but let's just pretend you did ^^
Anyways, I has already been 2 days since I lastly bloged.
Firstly, Yuki decided that we will watch the Paranormal Activity during the FOLK festival. In case that my dear reader don't know what it is then check this out - > FOLK
But she came over anyways and we went out and we had nothing to do, so, we decided to go to a gas station and buy couple of burgers (and Natsu bought a milkshake, she loves milkshakes ^^) and we ended up sitting there for an hour xD We really wanted to invite somebody out so , after few rejections, KJ said to us that she will call in the evening to go out ^^
Before she called we went out swimming, I love to swim actually but I don't really like to go to the lake by myself but my friends...well Yuki hates sunbathing and usually doesn't want to go and the others like sunbathing, but I don't so yeah. And why do I don't like sunbathing? Well for one it's boring, 2 it takes to long to get it nice and 3 I want to be white. Well, I'm European, but I like creamy white skin ^^ But then again, I spend to much out in the sun to be creamy white but I'm hardly a chocolate. I'm just light, but comparing to my friends a Snow White :)
Anyways, I had fun with KJ and her sister TJ. At first when I saw the sister, I was pretty sure I will be the fifth wheel. Yuki, KJ an TJ have hung out before. I have been with KJ before and briefly seen TJ but in the end it was F.U.N.
The best part had to be the police. There are these biker police in Estonia, so we were sitting in a park that has beautiful colorful fountains (during the night). And we were just goofing off, eating ice cream laughing. Yuki was sitting on the edge of the fountain (the MAGNIFICENT picture is made by Yuki herself, BTW) and suddenly TJ joined her, while I and KJ were sitting on the bench and that was when the police came. They asked are ages and since the two girls by the fountain were 17 (one soon to be 18) the nicer lady went to them while the angry policeman came to us. He asked our names and checked with someone if we were 18 like we said and in the mean while the lady checked if the two under-aged girls had been drinking. Of course they haven't but me and KJ got huffed. "Every citizen have to carry along a proof of identity." KJ was like "I forgot my passport home just today" and the man basically told us that a passport is worth nothing and we should always carry a ID card with us. Oh come on! When I go out, I rather think if I got my keys on me or my phone (and maybe a pepper spray, my daddy bought me one ^^) but not an ID card, of course when I want to go in a club I need one...Anyways me and Yuki got home around 3.30AM and already slept at 4AM. We had walked so much that day, so we were exhausted but we had a great time, so the little tiredness didn't get the best of us.
In the morning I got an awful surprise. I don't know how or when but i got bruises in the sides of my knees (one of them look really swollen too). They both are like ink blue and hurt like hell. And especially when I walk and my knees get together...TERRIBLE!
But there is also something good about today. MY DRESS IS READY!!! It really didn't came out as I first thought but maybe like this it's even better. MAN, ever since it got ready and my mom asked me to try it, I haven't got out of it. I love it! And I have shoes (like high heels) that go great with that dress but I think I would never wear them. 1. I don't like high heels so much 2. I am already too tall (175) and I don't really want to be a Eiffel Tower like my aunt says to me and 3. My feet hurt after a while (well, that can be because I hardly walk in them xD). I like converse!! I have these purple ones, which I love, but they are so worn out but I can't throw them away. So, I still walk in them ^^
I watched American's Next Top Model cycle 12 totally through. I have to say I'm a bit disappointed.
NEXT FEW LINES WILL INCLUDE A SPOILER FOR THE VIEWERS! SO IF YOU WANT TO KEEP THE EXCITEMENT I ADVISE YOU TO SKIP THE NEXT PART TO ANOTHER CAPITAL LETTER WRITING!
I'm so disappointed with the results. I think Allison should have won. I think I liked her the best. She was awesome and different. I also liked Fo. Her photographs were amazing! But I really like that Allison got that far and I really think she got a career anyways. I mean how could you miss her. She has such amazing eyes. The winner Teyona looks great though...I have to admit.
THE LITTLE SPOILER HAS ENDED!
Anyways, me and mom watched "Tango and Cash" tonight. She just started watching and I joined in at the middle. It's one of the classic action movies I like (next to Lethal Weapon and Die Hard of course). Those cops, from my POV, are complete opposites. And I really like both of them. Mom likes Cash's hair xD Had to but that in but I think I have always liked Sylvester Stallone's eyes. They are so sad ^^ The rest of the face is....well it awful now anyways but "Tango and Cash" is such an old movie and to be honest I haven't seen Stallon's newer ones. One movie where I like him was "Assassins". I think I like the "Tango and Cash" a bit more because there aren't any stupid women involved but then again the other movie had Antonio Banderas xD And I just checked the years, when the movies were made and "Tango and Cash" was made before I was born. 1989, and the other one was made in 1995. So really old movies ^^ The latest cool action movie I saw had to be "Wanted". I really love the curve shot. It was brilliant! So yeah, now you know another personal thing about me. I'm really into action movies, especially the old ones. I basically grew up with Jean-Claude Van Damme movies. According to IMDB Van Damme has made 47 movies and I have seen at least 10 of them over and over and over again. My mom and dad love him! And I really think he's also very good actor. Another man they love is Steven Segal or, as they like to call him, pika patsiga mees (long pony-tail man). He has rather gone past me but every his movie, that comes on TV, they watch it. Me and my mom's favourite is also Mel Gibbson (Lethal Weapon, Payback - two movies where we love him) and Bruce Willis (Die Hard).
Anyways, I should really go to bed. It's like 1.40AM now and if I go to bed this late every night, I will have a really hard time when school start. I'm still now looking forward to going back. That reminds me. I have to go to library to carry on my Art History research. But now, I have to take my BEAUTIFUL dress off and hit the sack.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. My favourite English phrase is "not my cup of tea".
What's with the number?! It's how long me and Yuki talked on the phone today. Crazy right? xD
Well, it didn't cost me anything so yeah, why not ^^
Anyway, me an Yuki were busy bombing T today. I feel sorry for that guy. I mean, two hyper 0 bloods girls. That has to be tough xD
But I enjoy being 0 blood. It gives me excuse to be harebrained and hyper at the same time ^^
Well, before Yuki called, I was watching ANTM cycle 12 (I think xD) and my mom didn't finish my dress today *pouting*. I was really looking forward to it. But to her defense, she needs me to finish it and I was too busy talking to Yuki.
And, how's my health? Better now, thank you ^^ And soon I can get to sleep too but I think I will watch a episode (or two) from America's Next Top Model :) Speaking of TV shows, I have to say, I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES. Damon is so awesome. I freaking love him ^^ Why? His facial expressions are gold, he's caring but not overly protective like her idiotic brother, who's Elena here and Elena there, what else? He's super hot ^^
And I also like Kathrine. She is awesome in my point of view. She always has a plan and it always falls through. And if plan A doesn't work, there is plan B and "...And if that fails a plan C and a plan D. You know how the alphabet works, don`t you." Well, she is great xD But there is a bad news attached to it all, the new season begins in September 15. TERRIBLE!! I just can't wait. Another bad guy joined and I want to know what happens. It's really frustrating...
Anyways, I was thinking that maybe I want to be like Katherine. Maybe that's why I like her so much. I think I care too much. It's not very likely that I will step over people and one day that will bite me in the butt. I have lately been thinking that maybe, just maybe, caring is a bad thing. If other people know you care about him/her, they can use it against you...but in my defense, I have recently been growing a thicker heart... "I will always look out for myself. If you`re smart, you`ll do the same."
Well, me and Yuki made a plan for yesterday. She will come to the town and sleep over. We will watch Paranormal Activity 1. I'm really looking forward to it ^^ T said that he shit bricks just seeing the trailer for the third movie and Yuki said that her fearless friend SI got scared. Usually the horror movies don't move me. Yuki referred to me as a cold fish today to T. So, during these kind of films, I play pranks. Like this one time, me and KP were watching the ring and there was this hand place (the burnt hand mark or something) anyway, when the hand place came, I grabbed KP's hand and....man it was hilarious, she screamed on the top of her lungs. Man, she was frightened, and I got to laugh until my tummy hurt.
Well, anyways, my darling, I should really hit the sack but I have to watch an episode first and maybe read a little manga. And what Natsumi does before falling asleep? That's right, listens to music. I'm thinking of Vocaloids ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. All quotes in this entry is from Katherine from Vampire Diaries played by Nina Dobrev
Firstly, why frizzy? Well, because today, my brown locks are unbearable. I think that even straighting iron wouldn't help my problem. It looks terrible! But today, I'm not really planning on going outside either. Yuki canceled on me. She decided to go sunbathing with SI today. Yay, but we had a fight last night on Twitter so I won't blame her.
But it still seemed a bit...i don't know how to call it. You make a plan, that we go to the library and I'm trying hard to get up, and THEN she calls that I will go sunbathing. Well, okay...
Anyways, MY DRESS IS HALF-FINISHED!!! I'm so excited. I can't wait! But I feel like there are always problems attached to it...
It's not good...But I'll reveal the fabrics.
It's not good...But I'll reveal the fabrics.
Well, the white one will be the upper part and the colorful will be the rest from under the chest.
But yesterday I accomplished something. I made lasagna with my mom and it came out delicious. It was pretty fun to make too. And I cried a lot. I would say that watching Beast Idol Maid was useful xD I knew how to cut onions productively.
Hmm...what else did I do yesterday? Oh, music! I listened to Vocaloid last night. I'm not a huge fan of Vocaloid. I don't really know what they are all about - I mean, I don't know the story behind them BUT I like the music and I would like to do Hatsune Miku cosplay ^^ Anyway I downloaded couple of the songs:
*Clear - Fire Flower
*Luka - Just Be Friends
*Miku & Luka - Magnet
*Rin & Len - Butterfly on the Right Shoulder
Today i woke up early although I had a very sweet sleep. Why? I was suppose to meet up with Yuki and go to the library. But guess what!? She called me an hour before we suppose to meet. And yeah, I was pissed. I was like "Screw this!" and turned another side and fell back to sleep.
Somewhere in the middle of the day, I went out with my parent. DAMN, it was hot outside. I think it was around 35 degrees. Too much for me! I'm a rather hot blooded person. I hardly get cold hands. And during the winter and fall, I hardly feel cold. But inside there is a huge draft, so here it's good.
But I have low fever now and I feel pretty sick. So, I'm going back to bed. I might write something later but I make no promises
Finally my mommy dear started to make my dress ^^ Well, I'm not the girly girl but I want a full-length dress to wear with my converse shoes xD
Anyway, we looked for a dress in the shops but the one I found, which I liked, was pretty expensive, so we decided to make one ourselves. Well, mom makes the dress and I help if it's needed. And at the moment the dress costs less than half ^^
Just now, my mom came in and we have a problem and we can't decide - how many rubber bands my dress needs? To be honest, I HAVE NO IDEA. That's the first dress I so-to-say made.
BTW, when my mom was pregnant of me she wanted a girl. You know why? To make her dresses. And how many has she made? That would be the first for the last 16 years. Maybe, when I was smaller, she made me dresses (there was less material needed xD). But I have never really wanted a dress, so who can blame her ^^
I haven't done much today. Ate and watched a little TV. I saw "Las Vegas" first time in so many year today. I loved that show when I was smaller. Sam or Samantha was my favourite character. I wanted to be like her. When we played with some of my friends house than I always wanted to be a hostess ^^
But yesterday evening was off the hook. And a bit crazy. Well, yesterday I finally watched one of the variety shows that Yuki has recommended me and since "Fiction" by Beast haunted me, I decided to watch Beast Idol Maid. MAN, those guys are dirty. My untidied room seems better than theirs. And they hadn't changed their bed sheets for a year. A YEAR?! Now that was shocking! But, from the three episodes I watched yesterday, Dongwoon seems so cute ^^ But he's Yuki's man. I don't have a fave in Beast and I think I don't want one. They seem pretty scary and Dongwoon is the least scariest of them. But Junhyung seems pretty likable ^^
Anyway, It was around 1AM when I finished the last part of it and decided to go to bed. But after I brushed teeth, removed the make-up and stuff, I put my earphones on and started dancing. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT and not for 5 minutes or so BUT OVER AN HOUR. Crazy right?! And after that I had to put on CN Blue's "Lie" or I would continued another hour. And when I FINALLY got to bed, my body was beat but brain full functioning so a little manga before bed and Jonghyun sang in my ears, occasionally Jonghwa too but let's not mention him. I don't hate him but I just like Jonghyun's voice more. Sue me!!
Being a long time behind the computer is hard. When I sit behind the table, my butt feels sore, but when I sit on the bed, my leg dies. And speaking about computers, I always want to touch the screen to check the if the battery is full xD I have and iPod Touch and my mobile is also touch, so I'm used to touching the icons I need. This is ridiculous xD
But, I decided I should study a bit Korean today. I have really been avoiding it and from my mailbox I see that the last time I wrote something in Korea, was in November. Or marraskuu in Finnish ^^
So, I should go...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Natsumi isn't a Korean name. It's Japanese. I'll talk you about the background in the next entry.
I think not. I found a great song (Hyuna's "Bubble Pop!") and that video is pretty popular. Why? Because there is some really provocative dancing and really short pants.
Check it out! I think, if I would be a man, I would be drooling xD
But I love the song anyway. Video watching isn't required :)
I would really have to talk about Finland now. Me and Yuki decided long time ago that we should attend to a Finnish school after high school. Everything there is free but we have to pay for the living permit. But, around 45 Euro, isn't much if there is like 3 years.
But the first 3 or so months are in English but after that Finnish. It suppose to be similar to Estonian, some words are, but like months are totally different.
And also numbers,
and definitely weekdays. They rather remind me German.
I'm really looking forward to it ^^ but I have to finish high school first. I don't really look forward to it. I like my class. They are great. Even the one I don't like is important. No, he hasn't officially done anything to me but I hate who he is. He's all over the place. Wants to be noticed. He's a real ass kisser too. He doesn't do anything for school and he always asks other people for the homework. He has never contacted me. I think he knows that he's not my favourite person or he's just afraid of me. BUT he is a part of my class and who else to I have to live my anger on :D
Anyway, my class is awesome and I will miss them terribly.
About today. I had a terrible day which had a some ups but quite down.
One I met up with Yuki, that was a up, then we went to a store to buy me a notebook for Finnish and guess what!? I had lost my bank card! Like really lost it. Not in my purse, not in my room and not in my pockets. GONE!! So, I called my mom and she closed it, nothing was taken and now I have to order a new one. Then we went to the library. Yuki was really into Finnish but I just wrote the numbers, weekdays, months and then moved on to my letters. I'm an active letter writer now, well that wasn't the point. I finished first and wanted to but in an envelope but guess what?! I left the those home so, I ran from the library to home to get them. After I sat down in the library, guess what?! I forgot the stamps! Really great day isn't it? Well, after I finally got the letters posted, we had ice-cream and sat on the stairs. We looked at my art. Well, she certainly wasn't impressed. She liked my Nowaki drawings but Soubi wasn't right and I took off some pounds on Jonghwa (CN Blue)
And then another downer in my day. I had to wait mom on work so we could go home and eat. I have had 2 sandwiches, 2 plums and an ice-cream :) So yeah, I was STARVING!!
Now, I have had my pizza and I feel overly full xD
From one end to another right ^^
Anyways, got to vent a little ^^
I think I'll watch a movie or something. I don't sit up straight behind the computer, so, my back is starting to ache. I'm getting old....oh man, I'm only 18
Sooo, woke up before the clock...proud of myself ^^
I got to sleep really late, so I'm a bit surprised I got up so early.
I have developed a very bad habit. I'm used to listen to some music in bed before I actually get to sleep. I got this while me and Yuki were in Aegviidu, where my summer cottage is. There we had a whole floor all to ourselves but there was a drawback to it. In the house there was no door between where we slept and the downstairs hallway. And if the front door was open (when there was like hot outside) all the little mosquitoes flew inside and unfortunately, we got attacked during the night. So, to get some sleep, we slept with some earphones on. And after, in Yuki's place there was an annoying fly, so earphones again :) And now, Natsumi's used to it. To be honest it's not that bad of an habit IF you listen to music that is soothing and puts you to sleep BUT last night I listened to
*2ne1 - I Am The Best
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Astroboy - Astro Solider (which is, btw, haunting me right now)
*Hyuna - Bubble Pop!
Very calming isn't it xD
Well the last song I heard was CN Blue's "Lie" Japanese version, I think the Korean version isn't that bad either (the music is exactly the same) but I'm used to the other one.
I just love CN Blue's Junghyun's voice!! Shinee's Junghyun isn't that bad either, he has major lungs but I like the other more ^^ Guilty
Also I love Super Junior's Kyuhyun's voice and Vocaloid Clear's the last one sounds like an angel and Natsumi might be in love BUUUT she likes Jungshin better.
Jungshin is also from CN Blue and, no he's not the lead vocals or the guitar player but he is the bass player with extremely beautiful hands and a smile to die for and he's tall a d he's daring and sweet and...(Natsumi is slowly melting into a puddle)
Anyways, I wanted to write about something more but Yuki already called, so, I have to go.
I think I'll write again in the evening! But no promises ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I know I forgot to write about the Finnish language xD
Anyway, I felt like writing. But not my stories...too tired to think of the plots. I'm writing 3 stories currently...one of them has a plot figured out, the other two are random. Maybe, someday, I will post some parts of it but originally 2 of them are in Estonian (because I'm an Estonian gal) but I will translate them ^^
This is the first time in a while I have stayed in the Internet for so long. Usually, 2 hours or so and then I get bored and do something else (watch TV or something).
My biggest fail today was that I couldn't spell bottle, hahaha.
I was like "was it like boddle or maybe poddle..." and then I took Google Translator. I don't trust that site much (for the reason my name in English is suppose to be Nancy :D) but for the little words it's quite good. One of my friends for Facebook trusts this site whole-heartedly and he has spelled me quite funny stuff. I think he has a kind of crush on me. He begged to show him some pictures which we took on our little photo shoot with Yuki. I was like hell no! I'm not very showy about my pictures. I like them to keep in my computer and laugh at them when I'm bored or something.
First entry should be introducing me a little bit, right?
Well, my nickname is Natsumi (like the title of my blog) but my real name is Kristiina.
Like I said I'm from Estonia, my hometown is Viljandi. I love that place! It's so nice and green in here. Quite quiet too! (interesting phrase...quite quiet..change the place for one letter and the word becomes something else) I'm off the topic again aren't I xD
What else?
I'm born on the March 19, 1993. So, I'm Pisces ^^ and my blood type is 0+.
I'm very caring person. I say random stuff and sometimes it's hard for me to focus but when I do, I'm so...focused that there could be a burning house next to me and I would just do my thing xD
I'm good at math xD I had to add it, haha, it's not very important but in school it's like the first thing that people notice about me. I can be also bad-ass in Psychics but I wouldn't say I'm great at it. I have won competitions but...I know the formulas and nothing about the theory.
I LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!!!!
My favorite is vanilla ice-cream with chocolate chips. Just thinking about it makes me drool (in ice-cream land.....)
Anyway, my favourite (I'm used to write in British English, so this time I won't backspace the "u") animal is tiger and favourite color is green.
Recently (like the last two-three days) I have been into drawing. When I first drew an picture (It was about Usagi-san from Junjou Romantica) a lot of people asked me that why did I draw. That was a bit turn of from drawing but I read more and more of that manga and then I drew Hiroki (really bad, I might add) and Yuki, my bestest best friend, told me that why him I should have drawn Nowaki. So, I did ^^ I drew a lot of Nowaki...I drew his hands, then 3 different expressions of his eyes and then 5 facial expression. Then I went on to some other people...Tomorrow I will show my drawing to Yuki and hold my breath to hear what she has to say about them. She is the artist one from two of us. So, her opinion matters.
I think it's easier to draw manga characters than real people. I tried that. Today, and my mom didn't like it. I drew her and she looked a little swollen. In my defence they totally where so, the thing wasn't about how I drew. And I also tried to draw her hands. I'm a hand fetish, so I look at them and want to learn how to draw them ^^ Guilty!
Oh, I haven't told the biggest thing about me!!! I'm a Kpop fan!!
I have like two songs in my head haunting me...One of them is MBLAQ's "Mona Lisa" and the other is Beast/B2st's "Fiction".
It's like "whoo-whooo-ooo Fiction Finction...Mona Lisa yo ta-da-da-da-daa" or something similar xD
And then I want to learn the 2ne1's "I Am The Best"'s dance.
And then I have a huge Kpop wall, which soon will have some additions ^^
The quality is REALLY bad but you get the picture ^^
The saranghaeyo in the middle of it because I love everything on that wall. From the boys to the girls in the middle which are my best friend and I ^^
It's was made in the 8th grade I think. The faces look bad but I love that we are together and not very posy and....I just love it ^^
Anyway, I should REALLY go to sleep now. I will see Yuki tomorrow and we will probably go to the library to study Finnish.
WHY? you ask.
I'll tell you about it tomorrow because I'm a real sleepy head and if I don't get up in time tomorrow (I think it's now better to say today) I will be in big trouble.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The layouts and the whole design will be thought about in the future :)
