Long awaited guests should be arriving soon but frankly I'm too tired to care. I just want to hide myself under a blanket because I have so many thought going through my mind, so I'm not looking forward to being social at the moment. But enough about those depressing thoughts.

Anyways we did the last shopping this afternoon and might I say we have food for like 50 and there will be coming only about 4 guests. Not good!? Then who eats all of that food?!
Today at the store dad bought so many things and I kept complaining that "Who will eat that?" "Is this really nessasary?" ETC and all that mom said was that dad has a vision

O.o

SEROUSLY!?

Well I have a vision of not blowing up XD Although I wouldn't mind that cake and the ice cream ^.^

Anyways, since my dad isn't fond of b-day parties (or parties what so ever) then today's guest will be another family with 2 children (12 and 4 years old) so in a way I'm also a babysitter. So, I really need to perk up before they arrive.

And I have to say that there is a delicious smell coming out of the kitchen ^.^

XOXO Natsumi ^^

PS. I'm starving already XD

Sims

I want to slap and at the same time kiss the guy or gal who invented Sims (& especially The Sims 3)

I have spent like...over 7 hours playing Sims 3 on my laptop and might I say that my sims has become an elder and is going to die soon XD So, that's the slapping part of Sims but I LOVE LOVE LOVE this game and I have ever since...~2000 when this game actually came out and my friend and I spent again hours playing that game but comparing to The Sims 3, which I'm playing now, I can't really understand why we saw in the first one XD
I could spend some time gushing about it but not at the moment.

Right now I wanted to write (the first sentence&) that I decided that I would seperate (from now on) my personal life and the K-Pop stuff because some of my known readers are not very into that stuff, although I adore it ^.^ So if there is a "REVIEW" in the end of a title then I will discuss another Korean band or anime or something else similar.

But for now I have to go to bed because tomorrow we will celebrate my dad's b-day which according to the birth certificate is on October 31st but since it is Monday we decided to celebrate it tomorrow. And since there will be guest coming tomorrow so I have to start my day early (to clean and do little home-reading) and I have to stay up late, then it's wise to get as much sleep as possible.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

 PS. Tomorrow Natsu will be drinkinig so hopefully there will be a post on Sunday XD

Back!

Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!

So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD

And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^

So school...

English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionary and sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD

SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush  XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD

English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.

In history class everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.

Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.

Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.

So finally I made her this

Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.

So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^

The party...

Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!

(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)

The second party...

Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^

And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^
1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee.
2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment.
3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean.
4. Folding relaxes me.
5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed.
6. I like to plan.
7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people,
8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking.
9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary.
10. I hate peas.
11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream.
12.I love how "dreadful" sounds.
13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything.
14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes.
15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD"
16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos.
17. I can't sleep with socks on.
18. I find shota disgusting.
19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me.
20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking.
21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down.
22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up.
23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone)
24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking)
25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence.
26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.

Now K-Pop...
Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^

Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy.
The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!


Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^
So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives  and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live

 There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD

 














 

 They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?

ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). 
And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD

The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. 
You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper).
The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung
says "Drop depth!"
the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!"
and the misheard is "Drop dead!"
NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.

And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one

I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...


And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start.
Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"
Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^

And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. 
To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him. 

Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^


As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?

Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:

1. 2NE1

2. Hyuna (4minute)

3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret

And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think) 

Top 25 Most Played

And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^


So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:

1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.

2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.

3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"

4. After School -  "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.

But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break  ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...

Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM.
To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day.
*Math
*A movie
*PE
AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much.
Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie  but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^
But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!



After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD
My biggest fail that day:

Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has..
Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino.
Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?


Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. 
It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^

I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. "PONPONPON" is now 15. on the list XD

Plan

So yeah, I was planning to write today but since I was a little stuck with Teaduskool and another thing + I haven't done any Literature homework for weeks and I have news of my eye.

Basically it is as bad as the doctor originally thought and I have to go to Tartu to an eye clinic (Tartu has the best medicine) and see some doctor and then I will have laser surgery where they make little scars in my eyes and the whole what was in layer in the eye suppose to melt together OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. October 25 is the official day and after that I will continue with my blog and ruin my newly fixed eye again. Great plan, isn't it XD?

But as for now, I have to say good-bye again. I will probably write before the surgery too because you have no idea how much I have missed blogging ^.^

I should add a song too (like I always do recently) but PONPONPON is still my fave but I have begun to listen to Block B, so there I a song from them :)

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I <3 Coca-Cola

ANNOUNCMENT

So yeah, I haven't been the most recent blogger so the next thing, what I'm going to write probably wouldn't shock you.
Anyways, the big announcement is that Natsumi's eyes are kind of screwed, so that means less computer time for me. I don't want to talk about details because, frankly, I hardly know those biological terms in Estonian, so in English it would be even harder.
Long story short, there is possibilty that I will be blind from my right eye. YAY! So, I will get some bad drops in my eyes and the torture will end with a surgery. To be honest, I'm terrified but I'm keeping my hopes high and hopefully I will be back on the computer soon to corrupt my eyes even more XD

So, I'll write to you as soon as I can and let's keep things positive right!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. My life is pretty busy at the moment anyways but I really don't want to leave this blog behind :)