Camera

I still haven't found my camera but I haven't really looked for it either. And my room is still awfully messy. And I haven't started with my Art History yet - I know I'm lazy but I think in some point it has nothing to do with my laziness. Like during the week I have no extra time - I'm a senior! What do you want from me XDD Like for tomorrow - social study test, word test in English and I have to make a song for music class. YAY!

So, last week was actually the first week back to school so mu first thought - OH MY GOD!
And the first day was so-so. Okay, I didn't get any bad grades and had to suffer in only one Estonian lesson but I was tired as hell. Like the night before I only slept for 3 hours but to my own surprise I got up at 6AM with no problem, even had time to spare and ever since that day I have woke up a little too late XDD But around the second social studies and the first English I started to feel sleepy and to be honest I have had sleep problems ever since then. On Monday I finally got on the ice, with ice skates XDD I didn't fall, thank god, but my feet did hurt. What do you want from me? XD It was the first time since last year.

Usually, Tuesdays are Estonian free days but no during last week. My sneaky Estonian teacher went to class teacher, crying that she will lost 2 Estonian lessons  and got three -.- nice huh? The class teacher herself says that we need them and of course they aren't bad but still, 3 lessons + 5 that is according to the timetable = insane Natsu. Estonian is just too much pressure. But I had kind of a nice talk with my Estonian teacher. I think that she so to say sinked to my level really helped. She sat on the table XD like me, so it was somehow easier to talk to her. So, I did tell her more freely about my worries and such. She was quite helpful too and now I'm not as afraid as I was before going to her lessons but I'm still terrified about that essay though. Don't want to get another bad grade :/

I really like social studies, I have to say. It's rather interesting lesson and although it talks about everyday life, I still get to know a lot and learn to understand things better. And since I dream of starting my own company one day, this lesson makes me understand thing better (AGAIN XD) Although, I descirbe it as an awesome lesson, I almost fell asleep during last week's (& also today XD) lessons XD It's just that when you haven't slept much and she turns off the light's to see better the screen, It's hard to keep the eyes open XDD Now, I'm contemplating whether I should take the social studies exam or not. I already have 5 exams, so it would be an extra one (In Estonain school pupils have to do Estonian exam + 4 other and 2 of those other have to be national exams other 2 can be school exams or you can make all of them national and the student has to choose on his/her own). So, I could cope with them all since one of them is my research. I think I would discuss this with my class teacher. She will help me to decide.

Hahaha, on Tuesday, I was only the last 5 minutes in the music class. Why? Because before that I had Estonian lesson, after that I had a that little talk with her and after that the class teacher slash math teacher asked me to see her after I was finished. I didn't heard the bell so I did went to see her and talked minutes about Teaduskool (the last task was a real b*tch, like seriously, hated it! who comes up with these things!) and after that I simply waltzed into the music class and everyone was staring of course and sat down, I literally got to be there for several minutes before the teacher said that we can go home.

FAIL!

 The best day that I remember is definitely Friday. Why? Because Yuki came to visit. I was so happy to see her ^.^

And what did we do? Nothing much XD But I got to see her, talk to her and then we went for a nap XD Oh, we TRIED to watch a movie but we chatted most of the tim. Like -press paus- and then she... -press play- few seconds pass -press paus- and then he.... -press play- and so on and so forth XD and then we desided to just go to bed because I saw how Yuki's eyes kept closing and I was also tired from lack of sleep. After pushing the wake-up time forward and forward, we took a little walk and send her off to the bus.

Saturday=lazy day. I just laid around and watched Grey, played Sims and just chilled.

But on Sunday I went to Yuki's place. You can't imagine the joy when I saw Yuki's talk jumping around and bringing me the ball. I felt like crying for happiness ^.^ Anyways, Yuki had an eventful Saturday, unlike me, so she had a lot to talk and we were terrorized by a little black dog an evil one to. We were just discussing our things when a barking dog ran to us. Thank god, I didn't wear skin-tight jeans that day, the little home protector grabbed my leg with his sharp teeth. So we stood there a little terrified and waited until the doggy lost interest and disappeared from the sight and then? WE BOLTED. We ran until we couldn't see the house or the dog and then walked and kept talking. And guess he followed up and came again. We still stood there, ignored the barker and when he left we just kept going. And we never saw him again XDD. After our walk, we watched "Spirited Away"

And what do I think of the movie? It was definitely something. Surely, not boring. I think I can't say it was terrific because the love line was...well let me explain. There was a little girl, right and a little boy okay? Well, not really a little boy but a spirit really and there was a big love between them. The girl was too young for that. She looked like 10 or 12 years old, so she can't know about love. So, that was a little drawback for me but Yuki saw a tragedy in it. So, maybe I'm just too idiot to realize it XDD

In the evening I made pizza:
Mom: Great!
Dad: -two thumbs up-
Yuki: Edible
And Natsu, well she can't criticize, she made it but I think it's tasty ^.^ I could eat it more if I could. I'm having problems eating again, I have to confess. It's like, I know I have to eat - my common sense knows it, my tummy knows it and everybody else except my mind. It's like it thinks that if you can't sleep you can't eat. Confusing I know but I am trying my best to get everything back into shape, I promise ^.^

And on Monday...almost fell asleep during social studies, worked hard in English, payed attention in Estonian and finally understood Math (twisted part we are learning now) but the best lesson had to be PE. We skated again. We had a kind of a figure skater there and she showed more challenging exercises which some I totally rocked and others were so-so but the best thing she did was that she finally taught me how to rise my left leg XD Sounds so awkward but let me explain: We all have a foot that a foot that we lean on, mine is my left one, so when we do this cross step (not sure about the right name, though) I tent to put my leg back down really fast because I'm afraid to fall and unfortunately that leads me to almost trip myself. So, what she did was that she guided me step by step how to trust my right one more and it indeed worked. I'm so proud of myself and thankful to the figure skater ^.^

I think it's a very nice way to finish this post. Boring one right XD? But I have couple of test for tomorrow, so wish me luck and sweet dreams to me ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The figure skater totally reminded me of Erica Hahn from Grey's Anatomy and she totally held my hand XDD

Shorty

So, starting off a brand new week, a school week with 8 Estonian lessons. Yay me! But about that later.

How did I spend my last days of freedom? So, as I told you before I was in Tallinn. Here some pictures, for you guys from the same day I went to see Sherlock Holmes.

Something for the fair ^.^

A view of Tallinn's Old Town + the greatest picture ever made XD

I told you there was a blizzard XD suppose to be me and the model of a cousin. Fortunately there is a much better picture of us ^.^

 And then our sanctuary during the storm - McDonalds's!!!

And the best latte ever, especially on a cold day ^.^

 And they made it look so good that I kind of felt bad about ruining the artwork and putting on the lid but it had to be done :/

At the movies ^.^

Looking at these pictures, we don't looks like we are related XD

So the next day we started out day a little later (almost 5 hours later XD) because the model needed her beauty sleep. We got on the bus where is saw the weirdest boys ever. They sat at the back of the bus and made sex noises until they got off of it. And one of those "hilarious" boys kept saying "I'm not the queer, they are." I was having a laugh -.- We went to the bookstore, where we spent an hour there (sorry cousin ^.^) and then off to Hesburger. Yeah, I was really on junk food diet in Tallinn but surprisingly didn't gain weight XDD Lucky me! ^.^

<- Mine delicious milkshake and chickenburger which I took for the first time. Usually I'm all about double cheeseburger XDD

And cousin's double cheesburger meal with fries and a Sprite ^.^ ->

Yeah, I'm not so photogenic as she is but I didn't tell you the biggest news - I lot my camera :'( I mean, it has to be somewhere around the house but where? I have no idea. I swear there is a black whole in my room somewhere, sucking my stuff in. Well, anyways, later we goofed at the bus stop and took a long bus drive back to do some cooking ^. ^ We made creamy pasta dish. Tasted pretty good ^.^

Thursday had another bus drive back home but before I got to see the needy boyfriend of the model. Yeah, had to woke up at 6AM, yay, and went by bus about an half an hour and there was a wonderful surprise waiting for us, at least for the model. And the bus was late and I got sick on the bus and some guy sat next to me who just couldn't stop coughing. Yeah, the bus ride was a joy. But my dad picked me up and walked me home. I was pretty exhausted, so I thought I should lay down for few minutes but I fell asleep XD Slept two hours before the doctor and somewhere around five went to LO's place, well actually, we met in Selver to get the ingredients for a pie and then headed off to her place. It was nice just to sit and talk and bake a cake which was delicious and I found out that LO tends to be very impatient XD And same goes to my Sunday night. On that day I was with MP. There we made soup but still sat and talked, I braided her hair and went shopping. Seems like nothing much but I think that days like this you can relax. Don't have to think about too much. And somewhere around that day I made an alien head XD

Aww, she is so cute, NOOT XD Anyways, on Saturday I was at MV's place with Yuki. Played Need For Speed with both of them and sucked at it XD Okay, I'm might be overreacting but I am better at the computer, used to it. And I pleyed with the cutest boy in a PS2, Dante.

 

And also got to play a new Monopoly Deal card game. The first 2 tries, I had to admit defeat but on the h´third try, I totally destroyed them XD And also the next day I played couple of board games - Alias Junior and Estonia Junior. Those games were too easy. On the first game Akria won and the next Yuki did, so yeah not my day ^.^

So yeah, that's how I ended up spending my vacation. Do I regret it? Hell no! Although my dad says that I should have actually rested at home, since I took long bus rides, I think that my winter break was well spent because I got to see all my friends, go to do what I want and didn't spend all the time in the computer (actually hardly any). I do think that I should have gone to the library at least one time but sadly I was too occupied. 

The outfit of the week ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm thinking about changing something after the 100th post ^.^

CNY

CNY stands for Christmas and New Year's greeting video. It's the same video I promised to post last time. I really hope it will upload this time.

So, I'm spending my first days of 2012 in Tallinn but the New Year's Eve I was with Yuki, like I told you before and it was nice. I got some good food, watched couple of funny and some weird TV shows and saw the fire works. I really love those beautiful things in the sky but I would never spend money on them. It's literally blowing up your money and I would rather donate it to the needy if I happen to have too much money which I really don't. (that reminds me, I have an Oriflame bill to take care of XD) Anyways, the next afternoon I went back home to pack my things AGAIN and then head off to Tallinn. My aunt had an idea that I should go to Tallinn with her to see her daughter and my model of a cousin (who happens to have a REALLY needy boyfriend) and my dear aunt didn't take no for an answer - she offered that she would pay for the ride but eventually my mom said that she could pay for the return because she didn't want to let her sister pay for it all and she got her pay two days before I'll go back home. So, on Sunday night I drove to Tallinn and for my surprise I didn't listen to music all the time. I actually had a really nice talk with my aunt - we talked about school, technology and family. We are not really close, so that's because I was a bit surprised. To be honest, when it comes to my relatives, I don't know most of them. I know my mom's sister's and brother's family and 2 or 3 other faces which my mom has introduced to me. When my grandpa died and there was a small funeral and I didn't know half of the faces there. There was also a talk about family reunion but yeah, I think that no one didn't actually start with that project but I really would like to see my relatives before I'm going to Finland...

Anyways, back to Tallinn. When we finally got to my aunt's place, we found my model of a cousin lying in bed almost dying. Okay, I'm exaggerating, but still. She has a allergy against dogs, cats and other animals with fur and her pappy dear took her in a place where there was a cute kitten and how could she resist -.- BAKA! Anyways, her airways were almost closed, eyes puffy and stuff like that but as for now she is better, THANK GOD!

On Monday, the first place we visited was the hospital. My model of a cousin had a doctors appointment, short to say we all have our demons to fight. When she got long lectures about her condition I called my mom. I asked her to send me some money + I finished my second of Blood Ties already, so I needed the third one but unfortunately on the January 1st the library wasn't opened and I really didn't want to miss it ^.^ So, thank you mommy -angel face-

I think the chick on the cover is suppose to be Carrie, the stupid bitch. But I still want to know what happens to Nathan because the Soul Eater is loose and wants him...I want to know if he'll make it. Nathan is a very tortured soul I must say.

ANYWAYS, after the hospital we went to see the Christmas Fair and I have seen the famous tree which fell once and then the top fell off XDD It was really windy and drizzling so we didn't go on the walk which we planned, so we just ended up going to McDonald's to eat lunch. The food was great, well almost, the fries were too salty, and the latte was delicious and, oh, so warm XDD I was bloody freezing when I got to McDonlad's. I have couple of pictures too but guess what I left the little cord between iPod and computer at home ^.^

Then we went to the movies. Although, because of the drizzle and the wind we got there about two hours early. So, we just put away our clothes and bought the tickets

Then, just wondered around the apartment store. One of those little boutiques was so cool. There were like these home decorating stuff and it was so beautiful. After a while we were just so tired of walking that we patiently sat and wait. Oh, I got the good news. My pacage, which I ordered last November arrived today and now I have to wait to get it because I'm not in Viljandi :'(

Oh but the movie itself,  I loved it ^.^ We went to see Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows. It wasn't a typical Sherlock I have to say. At first it deeply disturbed me but later on I just went with it and, I just have to say, I really really like Robert Downey Jr eye's. They are so cute ^.^The movie itself was cool and but the ending was a little expected - short to say, the main character can't really die XD but the rest of it wasn't really that predictable.

 After that home and now writing this blog. Well, tomorrow (Tuesday) we will visit the book store -happy dance- and cook a little. But for now...

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. The bed at my aunts is super soft, like sleeping on a cloud :)