Friday, May 25, 2012

Bare

Hey there!

So, my inspiration to get back into blogging...
Well, the night before yesterday, I thought I would pamper myself a little, so I did a little manicure and it turned out great!

(I had a little problem photographing it, so I made a short movie XDD)


And when my nails dried, I watched a movie called Radio Rebel.
It's a Disney movie but I found it rather inspirational ^.^


The trailer says it all. And of course there is a love interest in there, which movie hasn't -rolls eyes- but I like the idea in general ^.^
This blog, in a way, is my radio channel. I can say anything in here. Here I can express myself as loud and clear as I want.

So, last Saturday, me and Yuki went to Pilistvere with my mom and her church and couple of other churches.
Yuki made a pretty good summary of that day, so instead of retelling, I thought I just share hers ^.^

http://yuki-yuu-randomness.blogspot.com/2012/05/journey-of-thousand-miles-must-begin.html

It has some great pictures made by her, like always. I think that the main reason that you don't see my nature pictures here is the fact that mine are never as good as hers are, so I take these kind of pictures.

Oh, and also outfit pics (I have to add these) and make-up. They usually come pretty blurry, I have shaky hands XDD
But now I have to go to my last therapy session.






XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm going out bare faced....hasn't happened in years XDD


Thursday, May 24, 2012

Return

I'm baaaaack!
Why do I have the feeling I have said that before XD and still have disappeared XD?

To be honest, I have missed blogging. I have like hundreded drafts but haven't finished one of them.

School has been out for over a month now but If I told you that I have been studying for the exams all the time, I would be lying. In my defense I have been to school for consultations, like for math and English and even a little for Estonian before the exam. I have to say, Estonian was a bitch XD

So, a little about my exams.
Estonian
Describing it in one word: AWFUL. We had a new exam. We had a questions part + an essay, former there was only an essay, much longer then now.
The questions part for me was okay. It was a little difficult, though. After reading the text for the first time, I couldn't answer even one question XDD but after a while I made something up. And then the essay. Hated it! I talked about conflicts between generations and I brought in gay issues ^.^ Yeah, seems weird but it sounded more logical in the essay XDD But I have to say, writing the rough notes, the essay seemed pretty good but when I started to write the fair copy, it sounded awful, so I don't know what to expect XD. I'm hoping that I will get points from spelling, I double checked that ^.^


English writing
I needed more time for that XD Usually, I have time to spare, like in Estonian exam. I left almost an hour before the official end but with English, no such luck. So the first part was writing. I had to write a report, which I was hoping for, and a letter. We had to write to a travel agency where we could suggest a trip. That part was quite easy, I have to say, but I think I will lose some points in that part forming part. After the writing part we had a 30-minute break, where me an Marks had lunch and chatted for a little. After that came the listening part, which was the hardest I have ever had, reading, which I was afraid of but wasn't that bad actually, and the language structures, which were so-so. The exam was harder then I expected

Then came the English speaking three days later.
I was more nervous for that then the writing part. I went there an hour early. And I heard most of the topic, some were really difficult, some not so much. When entering exam room I said "Tere!" -face palm- but after that English all the way XD My signature sentence was "I have a stuffy nose so I have to apologize for sounding nazily XDD" Yeah XD The first part was a monologue where I spoke about how raising fuel prizes will save the environment. In my opinion, I talked too little (we had 3min to prepare and 2 for speking). After that came the questions, which were a little out of my league, so to say. Oh, before the monologue, the teacher asked me about singing and what kind of music do I listen and randomly asked whether if I still have that Korean penpal XD RANDOM!XD After the questions came the roleplay. Yeah, I know how it sounds but nothing like that XD It basically means that I'm like the interviewer, asking bunch of questions with the given keywords and the teacher reads the answers off the paper. And that's it! Oh, I forgot to tell you! There are two teachers in the room. One of them is my teacher who reads the answers and asks me questions and runs the show, so to say, and the other one valuates me. After the exam is over, we had to leave the room and we were called back a little later for the results. When I said thank you after the interview, teacher started telling me that little arrangement, the other one interrupted and told us that she could tell the results rightaway and I got....maximum points XDDDD I was so excited about it that I actually bowed -face palm-. She said that I sounded very natural and didn't stumble that much ^.^

Mathematics exam
SOOOOOOOOOOOO much harder then I expected. I opened up the exam book and I had no idea how to make the first exercise -face palm- What a confidence boost, right? Anyways, I moved on and did the rest of the 4 exercises and came back later. I still didn't know how to solve that but I did something XD After the first part came a 45-minute break where me and Marks when to the store and she had other business to take care off and when we went back to school, my mom asked for the first impressions. Yeah XD The second part was even worse! I did something and if anyone is interested I chose the 9th task instead of 8th.

So, besides the exams, which kind of determines the rest of my life, I have gone cycling with LO. It kind of fun + gives me a little work-out for the day :) which is always a good thing. And of course me and Yuki have been hanging out and also I have been watching TV shows.

Revenge
Absolutely love it. It's exciting, I think Emily is awesome - plans, the plans always fell through perfectly and never gets caught. And of course there is Nolan ^.^

So, the first season just ended or is about to end and I can't wait for the next one ^.^ Oh, and Victoria is one of my faves too - I think I like powerful women because I could never be like that :)

Secret Circle
At first I didn't think much of this show. Truth to be told, it seemed boring but I grew on me and now I'm mads that probably there won't be a second season. JUST WHEN THINGS GOT INTERESTING! Gaah, I always hate when that happens and it usually happens all the time. I download all the episodes and always the last one is the interesting one.I think there isn't any great characters I like in Secret Circle. Blackwell is cool but they killed him...so maybe, if I HAD to choose one, Diana.


Vampire Diaries
Elena is a vampire now! NOOOO! And of course, who got hurt in the last episode? Damon :( "It will always be Stefan..." Stupid Elena. Doesn't know what's good for her, even Rose knew...

Rose (to Jeremy): You're too young. You don't see what I see. It's not just that she brings out the best in him. He changes her, challenges her, surprises her. Damon's either the best thing for Elena or the worst.

Yeah, Jeremy can see dead people..and Alaric was turned into a vampire and then died when Elena died and Tyler and Blondie broke up...I think. (yeah, I don't remember the blonds name at the moment XDD)
I still like the show and I'm curious how it goes on but yeah, I think I have lost the excitement.

Gossip Girl
Blair and Chuck are back together, YAY! Not that I have nothing against Dan but...he's boring...and I hate his hair ^.^  And now he's out to revenge and what the hell is wrong with Serena and the last episode...the season ended. DAMN!!!

And of course there are Pretty Little Liars but the I'm waiting for the season 3 and it will be up soon, June 5 ^.^

That reminds me, I have to go to the library now and work on my art history research, yeah, I still haven't finished it XDD but I have to finish it before the end of  May, so busy-busy bee. But I have more to say, like what inspired me to wake up early just to write that blog ^.^






XOXO Natsumiiii ^^
PS. I love-love-love my manicure at the moment ^.^ I will show it to you, guys, later!

Monday, May 7, 2012

Questioner

I found this site where there were 50 questions (a long time ago actually ^.^), so I thought about adding them here. Gives you guys a little inside of Natsu XDD I answered to them today (07.05.2012) , so during time they can change ^.^

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? 
After my mom

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 
Last night

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? 
So-so

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? 
Chicken

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? 
No

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? 
Yes

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT?
Oh yeah XD

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? 
Yes

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? 
Maybe

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? 
Sugar covered corn flakes, yumm

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? 
No

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
I have my moments XDDD

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Vanilla chocolate chip 

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Hands 

15. RED OR PINK? 
Red, of course

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My tummy ^.^

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Hm, my grandpa?

18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?
To be honest, it’s the first time I have heard of such thing XD But I have to say, that sleep part XDD


19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
At the moment? I’m bare feet.

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Doughnuts –face palm-

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Nicki Minaj – Starships XDD It’s the first I have heard of it but it’s on MTV atm.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? 
Green ^.^

23. FAVORITE SMELLS? 
Relaxing Zen (it’s a scented candle XDD) 

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? 
Tiivi
J

25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE? 
Mountain hideaway ^.^

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
To watch? There isn’t one XD

27. HAIR COLOR? 3 different shades of brown XDD

28. EYE COLOR? Green (with a little brown spot on the left one ^.^)

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Only during the summer and some special times ^.^

30. FAVORITE FOOD? 
Noodles, I think. I don’t have a definite one, usually

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? 
Rather happy endings

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Transformers, I think

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black

34. SUMMER OR WINTER? 
Summer

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
I like hugs ^.^

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
My favourite ice cream ^.^

37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO? 
Cardio, rather...

38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION? 
Computer, I watch most of the TV shows in here XDD

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? 
At the moment, nothing but I want to read Blood Ties 4th and unfortunately last book :(

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Don’t have one XD

42. FAVORITE SOUND? 
Silence XD

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? 
Rolling Stones

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? 
the Netherlands, I think XD

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? 
I have no idea XDD I can bend my fingers backwards? I can fold origami? I can paint with both of my hands? I don’t know what is special XDD

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 
I would say Viljandi but the hospital is outside of it XDD

47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW? 
In the old town of Viljandi

48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?
Beige?

49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR? 
Don’t own one XD but my family’s car is red ^.^

50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS? 
Yes ^.^ I like answering questions in general XDD





PS. I have an English exam tomorrow, so wish me luck and I will write somewhere this week. Take  care ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii