Yes, I'm naming my entry by U-Kiss' new music video.
Wanna see?
I have to say Kiseop looks smoking. That was the first thing I noticed, sorry XD And also, he reminds me of Edward here...and I'm very happy he gets to sing here more. I think something was good about changing the line up, although I wasn't very thrilled about it. Why? Firstly they kicked out of the band my favorite one (Kibum) and then the least favorite one (Alexander) and secondly, you can't even imagine how angry I was when I saw "Man Man Ha Ni" live with the two new members.
Since that was the kpop dance I learned I knew EXACTLY where their part was I watched closely (& Yuki said angrily at it). I probably looked like this...
Anyways, Hoon (I'm not so sure about that, I haven't given the new members a chance) took over Kibum's first part and probably AJ took over Alexander's part. And I was really watching that if he would do that fox sing then I really would kill him in his sleep. And he didn't, so, you will survive AJ.
A stunt like that, at least to me, shows that every past that they had with Alexander&Kibum is erased.
But I'm still a U-Kiss fan and I wish them all the best. & I really like "Neverland" it sounds great. Two thumbs up!
Oh, I remembered something. Today I also found a new kpop song (sounds like more hiphop) that was titled "Thumbs up!" XD
The first time I heard it I thought that it sounded like a mash-up from GD&TOP's "High High" and 2PM's "Hands up!" but I really love it now ^^ & it would definitely end up on my iPod XD
But what has Natsumi been up to? XD
Nothing much really, just hung out and such ^^ On Monday, Yuki was here and we made another video (so, I have a lot of editing looking forward to me), Tuesday we went to the library and I got to do my research. And I only did a little because I just couldn't focus. I just ended up reading the myths too much and places which I really didn't need and today Yuki came by again and we went to her school. She had a class meeting their and they were discussing tomorrow while I was writing to a Japanese guy (I don't know his name yet, so, I can't make him a nickname). After that we just went for a walk and I got to give that guy his driver's license back & he paid me. That was a surprise XD I didn't see that coming & he was generous too, I got 10€ XD But I'm thinking about saving it for headphones or some other thing from that list.
I made a mistake in my video XD Sorry about that. "What was so funny about my list ?"
& I have to say, I love my outfit in that video XD
Is it just me or I look really sleepy or weird on that picture? XD But it was the only one that my har looked nice and everything else, except the face ^^
Well, I hope that most of the stuff, which were on list, my mom buys for me but that just means that I have to wait for it and I hate waiting...anyways, what is going to happen tomorrow?
Well, on the formal part of the first school day and the day after that actual school day. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I really would like to continue with my summer vacation...
Oh, BTW, I got two more letters from my penpals. One of them really didn't expect my letter so soon, Although I was more worried about sending it too late XD Funny world isn't it XD
So, I would have two more letter to write back to but I'm concerned about when I have the time.
I have to:
1. Focus on school, I still is my senior year
2. Start with "Teaduskool" again, I don't exactly have to but I want it for university if I go there after Finnish school, It's still a question.
3. Read books for Literature class.
4. Study more Estonia or I will fail the exam & basically there is a new book every week (another reason to hate my Estonian teacher)
5. Clean up my room, it looks like a dump.
6. Start to think about my future, Finnish school is plan A but I also need a plan B and ""...And if that fails a plan C and a plan D. You know how the alphabet works, don`t you."
7. (that's not really a must) See all of those shows in my list
8. Study a little Finnish now and then, so it would be easier for me in Finland.
9. Get myself into shape. I don't look that bad but I still could look better.
10. Get in bed at a reasonable time.
So, 10 things I have to do. The last on makes the rest of them whole lot of harder because the less time I'm up, the less time I have time to do all of that. But wish me luck and I hope that I will make it XD
But about tomorrow, September 1st, I have to be formally dressed and there 30 minutes before the actual ceremony & yesterday I saw a nightmare of it XD
I just went to school with Yuki (don't know why she was in there, she goes to another school) and we were on the 4th floor just standing, when I remembered I had to get lollipops to the first grader(s) whose hands I'm holding on their first school day (It's a tradition) & I totally forgot that so I was already in the panic mode. Then I saw my class teacher who handed me a speech which I had to represent and half of it was written in a very bad Korean, I just couldn't read it, it was basically microscopic. So, as I walked down the stairs I kept trying to figure them out. When we finally got to the front door, I saw one of my classmates with a punch of children and they were trying out their walk to the benches and then I woke up. I'm really glad I didn't had to see myself representing that speech that I could hardly read.
But now, I have to get to bed and see another dream. I really hope this one is much sweeter and I would get into another panic mode before the actual ceremony.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. In real life, I have never gotten a panic attack (& hopely I never have to). I have only helped Yuki out of a several.
Last night, I and my blog had a fight. Maybe some of you saw that I had ten different outlooks yesterday. I just couldn't get it right and then the blog did something that totally pissed me off. When you clicked on my posts there will be the same one twice! I hated it and I made some magic and now it back to normal (I hope!).
Anyway, I messed around with blog ALL DAY but still made time to bake a cake ^^ (or a pie, I obviously don't know the difference between a pie and a cake XD) Mine looked like this...
And in the night I played The Sims 2 (until 4.30 AM XD). Oh, and I went out for a walk with my mom too or a sitting with my mom or something like that. She is getting very lazy! But we discussed my Finland plans again and seems like I can't say anything to her. Let me elaborate! Basically, the night before yesterday I told my mom that I have always wanted to be an actress. And she took it literally. And when we talked about the Finland plans, her first sentence was "But you changed your mind now and wanted to be an actress." The things she remembers! But when her good daughter recommends her to move more (she leads rather a couch potato lifestyle) she doesn't even listen to me!
Parents...
Today, I woke up with a heart attack. Thank you, Yuki! I think my heart literally skipped a beat. SERIOUSLY!
And my phone didn't ring. I set an alarm clock (or I thought I did it) at 8AM and Yuki called me a little after 9.30AM. And then did my skin care routine. I'm getting very lazy with this and my skin is showing it - I'm getting that thing on my forehead. Usually my face skin is pretty good - I hardly have any scars on my face (except this one on my forehead, from a boomerang XD) and rarely I have pimples and such. Wanna see what I put on my face? That's the routine I do twice a week, I don't want to exhaust my skin and I'm lazy too XD
Seems like a lot of stuff, right? XD
Firstly I splash some water onto my face and use the face wash (1.). After I rinse off and try, since my face scrub (2.) takes the best affect on dry but washed skin. After I get that off my face, the sand effect wears off, I choose one of those face masks (3.). I like the middle one the best because I makes my face very smooth, it hydrates and after that my skin looks whiter. The first one I recently bought (I don't know whether I have used it) but it has a tropical smell to it and it is suppose to supply your face with vitamins and the last one is a peel-off mask which suppose to deeply cleanse my skin and it suppose to be grape but I think it has some other unique smell to it and it's the oldest mask I got ^^ So, after 10 minutes (peel-off mask 15 minutes), I rinse or peel the stuff off and dry by slightly tabbing. After that comes the toner (4.) and lastly the creams. The first one (with the same label as 1. and 4.) is a face cream and the smaller one is an eye cream. And that's it!
Other 5 days of the week, I use this. This one combines 1. and 4. together and it smells like tea tree and rosemary.
I all of the products (except 2.) is from Oriflame. I think I have never mentioned this but I kind of work there or something XD (I don't know if it's actual work because I'm cosultant there but I don't have work hours ^^)
Oh, I forgot something else. Yesterday when we were walking with mom, I found someone's driver's licence and bank card. It's like the second time I find something like this. Last time it was a phone and I returned it (and as a reward I got a huge box of chocolates XD). So, I really deserve a good citizenship award ^^.
Well, my darlings, I'm starving and it's Sunday, so I'll go to Yuki's place today! And today will be the last Sunday before school. OH MY GOD!
Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Every month will be in different font and today I thought about editing another video :)
So, as you can see my writing is as it comes and usually when Yuki is here, I never blog. 죄송합니다!
Anyways, what I have been up to? Hm, well, Yuki was here (obviously XD) and we just had a little one-on-one time ^^ We just hang out and this time didn't include anyone else. We have met up so much over these three months, so I don't know what's going to happen when school starts. We have talked to each other EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have had SOOO much fun too. And I get to meet other people and I think I have changed over this summer. I have more attitude now and I don't mind so much being noticed ^^ I haven't always been that kind of person who dress-ups differently and I would never thought that I would share my life online XD I have always been so-to-say different and usually people don't welcome different. I think, here in Estonia (and maybe somewhere else), people who drink and go to parties and listen to Guetta are considered to be cool and everyone else is...a loser maybe and usually those kind of people don't take the time to get to know those "losers" and they start to label and I hate labeling! In real life I'm the mystery girl (and someone called me actually a vampire XD) and so a lot of people don't know who Natusmi actually is. Well, people in my class know I'm incredibly smart (one of them called me kind-of-genius) and they know that I listen to those rice eaters (I think most of them don't make a diffrence between Korean, Japanese, Chinese etc). They know the last part because I made a recearch about the possibilities of Estonian to learn Korean and I had to defend it in front of the class. And that's it! Is it really what's Natsumi all about?! Well of course there are some wonderful people who I talk more than "What was the homework in math today?" and they know more about me but I'm talking about majority :).
So, what did we do in those three days together when Yuki was here? Well, the first night it was all about Mary Stayed Out all night and shopping. We bought some stuff for Yuki but we started with a breakfast for me and lunch for Yuki. We had two roll and juice and for dessert ICE CREAM!! XD And after that at least 3 hours of shopping. I had fun shopping with Yuki and I enjoy it more than with mom. The last one is SO hung up on money that the first thing that she sees is the price tag and not the product itself. And I hate it. I know that money is important but why do we have to stress about it constantly, like buying clothes. I know that I could get to plain T-shirts for one beautiful one but I like that beautiful one and when I and mom are shopping then our usual conversation is like this.
Me: Oh, this looks great!
Mom: How much does it cost?
Oh, come on! Not everything is about money although it is a necessity. But we got Yuki an amazing pair of converse and a beautiful T-shirt (with butterflies, Soubi's butterflies ^^). Oh, and before that we dyed my hair XD How could I forget about it? XD My hair now is kind of black but since I had highlights before it's little blue and purple too XD. And my outfit of the day. Although It was sunny on that day but my hands are so tanned that I wore a sweater to prevent them turning darker.
After the long time walking for store to store we sat on a park with the statue of the flute player and made couple of pictures. And after that "Mary Stayed Out All Night" until we went to sleep. Oh, wait we did watch "Mary" but before that we went to the beach of Viljandi's lake and just sat there for a while. It was nice! We got to talk about the stuff we have been thinking but really didn't spoke out loud. We could have stayed there longer but it was getting REALLY cold, well the summer is almost over so, NO KIDDING!? XD
The next morning there was some manga reading and a film and we just hanged out but in the evening we made a video which Natsumi wanted to put on her blog BUT we talked so much, over two hours, so that I won't be posting all of it. So there is some editing for me and I promise it will be up somewhere in the future. There is also some elaboration about stuff I have mentioned here and for the first part I think I will post the part where I talked about my penpals ^^
PS. My hair looks awful and the more awful it gets in minutes XD And also this is an example of my terrible English. Enjoy!! XD
Yeah, there is obviously more but I'll save them for other entryies ^^ There was a into in the beginning to (which we did like 3 or 5 times) but I forgot to add it, so for the next time then :).
Today, we didn't do much either. Just went to the city for a while and I send Yuki off around 2PM XD And now I have just hang out on Twitter, waiting for a letter, listened to the music and edited that video. ^^
And, right now, I found an amazing pianist. He calls himself as the Asianpianist and this one right here blew my mind (like in the actual song, "Blow your mind" XD)
Amazing right!?! So, defenitely give him thumbs up! ^^
That "Natsumi's penpals" video is taking forever to upload and that makes YouTube really slow too. And I'm basically just sitting and watching what I have written XD And that letter, I have been
waiting for 2 hours now, still hasn't come. It's the internet. Things should come in the lightning speed.
Anyway, I thought I would add a little playlist here with the songs I'm listening nowadays:
*CN Blue - Arigatou
*Alice Nine - Blue Flame
*Rin & Len - Butterfly On The Right Shoulder
*Beast/B2st - Fiction
*2NE1 - Follow Me
*2NE1 - I Don't Care
*Miyavi - Jibun Kakumei
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Super Junior - Mr. Simple
*CN Blue - Now or Never
*Super Junior - Superman
*2PM - 10 Out Of 10
*Ayabie - Toys Factory
So, these are my 13 most listened to songs on my iPod now ^^ And that reminds me that I should delete some songs form it - I have like 168 songs in it XD
Okay, I'm off now. Enjoy the playlist I put on and maybe I will write again soon and maybe not. Anyways...
So, the day was good! I got most of the thing in my list than but more to the end I was sucked into the manga world. But I got some summer reading done, I wrote in the blog, I started watching Bokura Ga Ita, I wrote a letter to AK and did a little cleaning too ^^ There was also Korean language in the list and writing my story to the computer but they can wait.
As I mentioned, I read couple of mangas, also stumbled on some that I have already read but I found a good one which I can call as my favourite ^^ So, my two favourites are "Non Tea Room" and now "Name of Love".
Today, my mom accidentally pumped into my old draftings teacher and that man obviously doesn't like me.
Him: Did Natsumi changed schools?
Mom: Almost.
Him: When she does, she shouldn't be involved in real subjects (Math, Physics)
Mom: Why?
Him: Because she hasn't have a good sense of space.
And then he doubted at my Math and Physics grades and they are perfect! Man, that pissed me off. He doesn't know nothing about me! Yeah, I went to his class but in there I was more worried about my grade that I wasn't even trying, to be honest, and that time, I was more focused on getting my German grade up.
Today I laughed laughed so hard that I was tearing up XD I would tell you the joke but you probably wouldn't understand it. It's an inside joke, so to say XD Still want to hear? Well, long story short. My mom is a workaholic and she came to me so I would read out her handwriting. And then she made a remark that she comes home early and that cracked me up XD (Although there isn't a joke XDD)
Anyways, I have once cracked up like that before too. It was in the middle of the night and Yuki was staying over. Yuki told me about a dream she had and she said something wrong and basically I started laughing and I was laughing that hard that Yuki started laughing and we laughed like that for at least 10 minutes (I used "laugh" a lot, I should update my vocabulary ^^)
I should add something colorful too. So, I wanted to but up a 2NE1 song. My first though was Fire because the first few lyrics haunt me:
I go by the name of CL 2NE1.
It has been a long time coming but we are here now.
And we are about to set the roof on fire.
You better get yours because I'm getting mine.
Yeah, the question is "get what?" but the lyrics don't give me a straight answer either.
But I wanted to put "Clap Your Hands" up. I totally love that song and I like Park Bom's wine red hair in this video. Amazing? Would I look good in this color? XD
I don't get people. I'm watching "Ghost Whisperer" and they keep secrets for years, 20 years. And for what? So, that it would come out in the worst situation ever? It seems so pointless. When you are with someone then you should tell him/her about everything. And especially when you have children from another relationships. If the truth doesn't come out soon, your children might have babies of their own.
And why is it ALWAYS like that - when I want to go to bed or at least off the computer, everybody wants to talk to me. And when I sit online and WANT to talk to somebody...then nothing. Frustrating! But I can go now ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Daddy is acting silly - every time he passes my room, he waves at me XD
Yeah, my cheekbones hurt from the laughter. I was just on my break, you know, surfing the net when I found a funny video. Basically, it's Super Junior and they are laughing XD
I have completely lost my mind. Why? Because I woke up at 6AM and, although it's Monday, I'm still on vacation. So, why I did that? Because I'm trying to get used to waking up early, like I said last night, but I was pretty sure I would go back to sleep and sleep until noon, like I always do, but guess who is writing a blog at 8.55AM? Natsumi!
So, yeah, I woke up and 6AM. I got myself ready, like I was actually going to school (like make-up and everything) although, I have no plan actually going somewhere but I need to get into a rut. It turns out that I could sleep until 6.30AM since I got everything done before 7AM but it's better to have spare time than run around headless like I have done in my entire life XD I'm not the morning type of person. I can stay up very late but hardly can wake up easily. I usually just lay in bed until the moment I HAVE to move.
Well, I stopped when we went to buy school stuff with Yuki this Friday. Once we got everything, we headed back to my place. Yuki stayed online a little, I'm not quite sure what I did at that time, but after that we planned our little project. I don't want to tell you guys what is it yet because I don't want to jinx it ^^ And I got to do make-up for a Yuki, a dark make-up, I have to say. I would post a picture of it but I have to ask Yuki first. Before we went to the bus station, we watched "Mary Stayed Out All Night" but we didn't finish it. We stopped on the 5th episode on minute 43, I think.
On Saturday, I didn't do anything much. The highlight was when I found a CN Blue TV show. It was Making The Artist and I think it was the first TV show I saw of them and to be honest I was a bit afraid to watch it. Why? Because I have a tendency to pick out the worst ones in the group, or at least the weirdest ones. But I turned out that Jungshin isn't that bad XD Although he kept saying that he was crazy in high school but other than that he was okay. (Thank god! XD) I found that that before the band he was interested in photography, he has an older brother (who happens to be shorter than him), then band members (manily) Jonghwa makes fun of his height and at the same time he is envious of Jungshin's long legs. And I discovered that Jonghyun is really cool ^^. And the drummer Minhyuk has the best skin in the band. Then Jonghyun stayed in Japan for four years and when returned to Korea, he was held? back a year, so he ended the same year as Jungshin and Minhyuk. And I found some great songs form the show. Like this
Then calmer song and I have to say I love Jonghyun's voice in it, especially in the show. Just divine...and he said that he needs to work on his voice. Like what the hell are you talking about!? His voice is amazing (although I have said that I like Kyuhyun's more and Clear's too but that doesn't means that his is bad)! I love it ^^.
I'm melting XD This was the episode when Jonghwa was away and the rest of the boys talked about high school graduation presents. Let's just say that my absolute fave wanted the most random stuff XD.
And on Sunday I went to Yuki's place for several hours and other than that my Sunday was pretty dull :) Well, except that shocking new about MBLAQ. I still got the shiver of those dreadlocks.
Oh, and I haven't told you about the all-nighter I pulled last week XD Yeah, well long story short Sims is a very bad game XD I played it all night up until 6AM the next morning. And around 6.30AM I decided, I should really get some sleep and guess what!? I slept until 6PM, so I missed an entire day XD Yeah, and it was around that time when I started thing about getting my sleeping in order XD.
And I have reached into the present. FINALLY!! XD But as for today, since I don't have a timetable yet, then I made myself one. Just like in school, with the times but lessons will be like reading a book, writing my blog and cleaning my room. So, I'll write later how did it all turned out ^^ But soon my second lesson will be over so, talk to you later ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I was thinking about making my blog more colorful. What do you think?
I have always thought that I'm not a person who holds grudges. Man, I have been wrong! One grudge I have been holding since the 2nd grade, I think. And now I'm going to the 12th grade. Wow! 10 years, that must be a record but this is the only one I have been actually showing out and everybody knows about it. But the others, I keep inside me and only Yuki knows about them. So, yeah, nobody is perfect.
I wanted to elaborate this more but I saw a shocking news on Twitter. Actually the news itself was rather sweet - MBLAQ's (previous?) manager, Rain, took time off his tight schedule and went to their concert. Kawaii, ne? So yeah, I clicked on the news and now the shock. MBLAQ looked shocking.
1. Mir have grey hair or at least the ends are grey.
2. Thunder is blond! And in my opinion it doesn't suit him. AT ALL!
3. And I saved the best for last - Joon have dreadlocks. DREADLOCKS!!! Oh my god, I didn't like his hair before the dreadlocks and I'm not loving them either. DREADLOCKS! I mean actual dreadlocks! (As you can see I can't wrap my head around it XD) So, I'm praying that my eyes cheat on me. Anyways, here is the picture of it.
Well, the good news is that Mir's hair isn't that grey in a bad light. I think that G.O has the best hair in it. Don't you think? Oh, and in this picture Seungho reminds me Yoseob and let me say this, I'm not a big fan of Yoseob, so in my eyes, it's a insult XD. Dreadful!
I should really finish my trip entry, don't you think?
So, where was I? Oh yeah, the night in a comfy bed in Leppneeme. Anyways, the next morning we had our breakfast and I went to the seaside. I requested it ^^
So, the water was FREAKING COLD but I like it ^^ And I thought I share a picture with you guys. There were some other, with me actually smiling XD but I don't want to post it here. For once, the wind totally messed my hair up XD
After several minutes on the seaside, we headed to Tallinn, the capital of Estonia. My aunt lives there and my mom (whose sister she is) missed her. Since my dad had drinks with his old friend, then my mom was driving that day. Accidentally we got to the right place too XD Both, my mom and dad, hate driving in the big towns (I would say city but my ex-English teacher taught us that there are no cities in Estonia, since they all are rather small). Why? Because of the heavy traffic and the multi-road driving (I don't know the right term to it but I mean those roads where two or three roads go the same way) Anyway, it was nice to see my aunt. She has some problems with her balance lately but other that that she has been quite fine. Unfortunately I didn't see any of my cousins, which is rather sad, I'm very close to one of them and I rare that I see her T.T (the cousin I mean).
Well, after several hours we were on our way back to Aegviidu. We had to get grandma since she lives in Viljandi too. Ride back started with a fight. Oh, before the fight I got a milkshake XD I love milkshakes (How many times have I said that XD). Anyway, about the fight. My mom was still driving, right, and my dad kept giving her his directions - he kept his eye on a tower which should lead us out of Tallinn - but we kept driving in a dead-end but I remembered the way we came, so after our 2nd dead-end I instructed my mom out of the town (since she was so fed up with dad's incorrect directions). And guess what we got out of Tallinn. Didn't see that one coming right? For once a girl knew where to drive.
Anyways, I was rather happy to get back to my own room. I'm not so sure why but it was nice to sit on the couch I was sleeping on and I got my computer back (I left it behind).
I can't quite recall whether it was that night or the next morning when I showed my mom a yaoi anime XD The same one which me and Yuki suppose to watch together, which I finished now and I can't wait for the second season. Well, it was bad that it was in Japanese and had English lyrics because when it comes to reading English, she isn't very good at it. She is better at listening though, actually she is quite good at it. Although, she hasn't learned it and just picked it up watching "The Bold And The Beautiful". I have to learn how to stay on a subject XD. Anyways, she missed a lot by just me translating. The good news is that she didn't find it gusting or abnormal or anything like that. To me, it was a bad news - I wanted some reaction to it. Not every daughter watches boys love, right? So, I wanted SOMETHING from her. She said "That's it?" And I was like "Rrrr!" And then I looked up the worst scene in this anime that was available in those 5 episodes I had in my computer - boys making out. And...she didn't react to it either. So, I just have to accept a mother that I can watch anime with as long as I translate.
Well, my Sunday morning was...different. Firstly, a bird woke me up and it wasn't chirping outside. It was in my room, flying around. Well, I tried to ignore it but failed. So, I went to downstairs where I pumped into my dad whose said I could just crash on his bed and finish my sleep.
So, when I finally woke up, I had almost a panic attack. I was sure that I had to go to school on Monday. I went to my mom and complain that I have to got to school tomorrow and I have no timetable and I don't know what I should bring with me. And what she did? She laughed at me!? I was on the verge of panic attack and she laughed. Anyways, she finally told me that tomorrow was Monday but hardly a school day. You can't even imagine how embarrassed I was XD
Moving on...XD I packed that day and picked some berries and we were off to home ^^ Well, except Natsumi. I went to Yuki's place and stayed over. We started watching "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night". And no offense to Yuki, I was dying to go home. I missed my own bed and TV and Internet. Can you imagine being without Internet for a whole week?! TORTURE!
Thanks to Google Map, I can point out my route.
A - Viljandi, my hometown
B - Mägede or Aegviidu as we call it ^^
C - Leppneeme
D - Tallinn, my aunt lives in the border line of Tallinn.
Well, that was my "amazing" trip. Nothing much right but it was nice to get out of the town and I loved the seaside. I really want to go back there.
After that noting big didn't happen. I just read mangas, watched that anime and just chilled in the net. Up until Friday, when Yuki came to visit. Firstly she woke me up and then we went to the town to shop for school stuff. Yeah, school. I can't believe it starts in week and a half. My senior year...I'm not very looking forward to it. I don't want it all to end and I SERIOUSLY don't want to do those 5 exams in the end and I don't want to see my Estonian slash Literature teacher again. I think the last one is THE WORST. Not that I hate Literature. I like Literature - discussing different books, different POVs and stuff like that - and I'm not so crazy about Estonian but I think the teacher is the worst. Her lessons are chaos and, like we discussed it with my class teacher, I'm a girl who likes order, at least in the lessons (let's not start with my room XD). The three major reasons why I'm so "in love" with my Estonian/Literature teacher:
1. When she walkes into a class room, she doesn't know which class is it. Once she didn't even know what lesson she was suppose to give. "Do we have Research or Literature?"
2. Her homework is...a mystery. She has a habit to sometimes start the lesson with giving us our homework. Then in the middle of the lesson the homework changes and right before we walk out the class, she gives us a totally different homework and when a student doesn't get the homework and goes talking to her, she gives ANOTHER homework and in eSchool she writes a (5th??) homework. And what should I do then`?! Which homework should I choose?!?!
3. Her grading. I think she has a habit of grading by the face. When we get out tests back, a person can have like 50 red marking and he/she has a 5 there and another gets a plain sheet and there is 3 or 2. HOW CAN THAT BE?! Well, the answer is easy! Because it's my "dear" Estonian teacher.
Yeah, I can give you like 50 other reasons why I hate her but I try to contain myself and I should talk little about Estonian schools.
First the grading...In Estonian you can possibly get 5 numbers on your test.
5 - Great job!
4 - Nicely done!
3 - Avarage!
2 - Badly done!
1 - Total fail!
3 is the last grade which means that you passed the test. If you have 2, it kind of means you have to retake it and 1. We get 1s rarely because that just mean that you know nothing and some teacher put 1 in eSchool when the student has left something undone.
Now, what is eSchool (in Estonia it's eKool)? It's a Internet based report card. Teacher, in my school at least, but all the grades up there and the students can see all of them, well at least their own grades. The worst thing about it is that the parents can also keep and eye on your grades. And in my case it the worst! Why? Because my mom is a (math) teacher and eSchool is a regular place for her and she always sees my grades. Not that they are bad or anything. I'm one of the honor students. Geeky, I know! XD But I'm not that smart - I don't get along with my mother tongue. I and Estonian never go together. I have the worst grades there! Luckily my mom get that - she was and is bad at it too - but when I get a 3 in any other lessons I get a stern "Didn't you study for it!?". And when it comes to math even 4 is a bad grade. So yeah, I'm rather pressured to be a great student. Not that I hate learning but I can't be good at everything. My weak points are nature subjects, like Biology and Geography. Surprisingly, I have 5s in Biology. Why? Because I'm a good talker. I have talked the 4 tests out of 6 into 5's XD I always miss 1,5 points from 5. So, I always pick up my test and discuss it with the teacher and I always get my 5 XD I'm good, aren't I? When there is such a little gap between getting my 5 I do what ever to fill it. Maybe I am an overachiever and that will bite me in the but someday but at the moment it's good if I had high grades. Sure, in the future, it doesn't matter what grades I got in high school but at the moment it does. But I haven't always a diligent student. I got my first 3 as a half term when I was in the 2nd grade XD And it was Estonian class. So, yeah, so to say I got smart in high school. Yuki says that I started fussing about grades before that but I don't really remember but looking at my bast report cards, I stopped having 3s and half terms in the 8th grade (in Estonia high schools starts with the 10th grade).
I wasn't planning on writing about school here but I was venting AND I wasn't really planning on staying up so late. It's 2AM now and I promised myself (& others) I start waking up at 6AM. So, good luck on that right!
It's off to bed for me. I almost got to the present day XD
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I should make my blog more colorful. Don't you think?
I have been listening to that song and Three Days Grace all day long. I wanted to post here a live version but I couldn't find a good one. So here you are, in anime version, my favourite song from Three Days Grace.
Three Days Grace is so much different from all the bands I like and constantly listen to. Mainly because I know nothing about this band, well only few facts:
1.Three Days Grace is Canadian rock band.
2.The lead singer is Adam Gontier and I know that because the man made a feat with Apocalyptica
So yeah, I have been a troubled teen. I have been on those "happy pills" and been depressed. And I think I was like that a whole year and Three Days Grace kept me company.
And that's it! I'm not very good at telling people about things that make me want to cry. So, just you know, Natsumi isn't all about kpop and smiles and cute stuff, there also is a dark side to her. And the reason, why I'm writing in a third person again, is that in that way, it doesn't seem so personal.
Heya, long time no see! Well, I had an...I would say exciting week but I can hardly call it exciting. It was nice ^^
Well, shall we start then?
On Monday I went to Yuki's place like promised and we watched an anime which we agreed to watch together to the end but guess what?! She finished it without me...oh well, I just have to add it to the list of unseen shows XD And that list is long, wanna see?
Natsumi's list:
*Oh! My Lady - I don't even know what is it about XD
*MBLAQ - Art of Seduction - I have seen some clip about it...I think XD
*2NE1 TV
*MBLAQ - Idol Army
*B2st Idol Maid - It's still in the middle but at least I have started to watch it ^^
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge - again I have seen couple clips and I know what is it about ^^
*Super Junior - Full House
*SUJU Human Body or EHB - I might have finished it but I think I'm stuck in that place when DBSK hoined :D
*And then there is this:
Well, Shinee is in it so it's a must to see it ^^ Moving on...
*Mirakle - I think it was something to do with Super Junior
*Raising Idols
*2PM Wild Bunny
*Shinee Hello Baby - I have started to watch it twice already and never got to the end ^^
*We Are Dating
*Super Adonis (Camp) - AGAIN I think I have watched the beginning but not all the way to the end.
*And then there's this (I would use my Super Korean Translating powers but, I would rather not XD)
*Chef's Kiss - Is still in the middle, I'm at episode 5
*Jedward Let Loose
*MBLAQ - Happy Day With Family
*And now that anime we started watching
*And "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night" is still in the middle
Most of these thing, I have started to watch with Yuki (or at least she was the one to suggest them) but as soon as I get home, I start to deal with other things and...don't get me wrong. I want to watch all of them but I just don't have...I can't push myself to watch them, to take the time and sit in front of the computer to watch.
So, about my trip now.
Tuesday was the longest car drive EVER. The one thing, I hate about traveling the car is that my kegs get sore. I happen to have really long legs so sitting very really doesn't suit me and besides, my bones are a little off. They tend to crack. Like when I stand about 5 minutes in one place and then change the position, there is this cracking sound. And when I move my shoulders back and forth they make that "lovely" voice again. BTW, I hate when people crack their fingers. It's the most DISTURBING sound ever. Well, next to breaking cars (and by that I mean the sound what car's make when their owner's push the break petal.) BTW, I don't know how to drive XD I have never taken driver's ed. I don't have the time and...we could get the money but now it's a very bad time to go. Especially in the summer because my family lives on the teacher's salary. Since they don't work in the summer, they get a sum of money which they have to manage from June to basically September. In October there is the first normal pay. I'm totally falling off the subject, aren't I? ^^
Long story short, when we got to the first destination, which was my summer cottage in Aegviidu (actually it's near Aegviidu but we call it Aegviidu because it the most know destination near there, I think the right name should be Mägede). The great news was that I got my own room ^^. So, I got away from the watchful eye of my grandma. Don't get me wrong! I love her but she is master on pushing my buttons. She needs to run around and over do EVERYTHING we do and after a little while she feel really bad. Well, she is really old but she doesn't get that SHE NEEDS TO TAKE IT EASY!!! Yeah, I'm getting myself worked up again.
Anyways, I took with me two bags. One consisted of my clothes and only my clothes. I have this weird...habit to thing my every day wardrobe. I hate to wear one thing two times in the row. My mom don't like that about me. I don't get the things dirty, so why should I change. I think it's a girl thing maybe. I don't know...moving on. The other one was full on stuff that Natsumi just didn't want to leave behind. I'm a 0, so I got some stuff that I didn't really use. Like straightening iron, I used it once, and not once I opened my workbook or used the hairspray...and I was so stupid that I took with me 2 hairbrushes (one is like a comb and the other one is used when the hair is being blow-dried, I think).
So, me and my two bags went upstairs and stayed there for the most of the day. I got a new idea for a story, so I spend most of my time that day writing it. But after dinner, we decided to go for a walk (I & my mom). To her, it wasn't just walking on a road through the forest but to go mushrooming. I don't know about the rest of the world but in Estonia it's..I think it might be accustom to pick mushrooms. My (and my family's) favourite is the chanterelle or kukeseen (in Estonian). It's delicious when it's fried. Anyways, I'm not so much of a picker as my mom is, so, I met a new friend. He name was Branchy and he lives in the forest. He is an excellent at picking chanterelles. We found 9 mushrooms in one place. Amazing! And who is Branchy? He's a stick I picked up and carried along with me XD What?! XD I was bored. Mushrooming isn't for me. So, anyways, I had to leave Branchy behind. He didn't belong to the human world...and he had a VERY crooked back and he kept hitting my mom. So, yeah, we had to break up...
To more happy thoughts - we got a lot of mushrooms and we made a sauce from them ^^ But before we could do that we had to clean them. OH THE TERROR! I hate it but I have to admit, it was fun sitting with mom on the stairs in front of the house. I got a little information about my dad's past love life and I found out that my grandmother, mom's in-law, isn't very fond of her son's wife...But after the HORRIBLE cleaning we went to browse through mom's closet there and I have to say, I found some cool vintage stuff there. Who would have known?! XD When it comes to clothes, me an my mom NEVER agree with each other but lately she has started to listen to me more when she buys something new or combining ^^ And in the night we watched a Van Damme movie which was on the TV and drank tea and ate biscuits ^^ The movie was called "Maximum Risk".
The night in my new pad wasn't fun. It was freezing in there, so, I curled into a ball and couldn't move a single inch. It was before the morning I found that I had a spare blanket there but to be honest, it really didn't help much. But somehow, I survived the night and didn't got sick either. (At the moment I feel like I'm sick or going to be sick). I probably thought about that new story all night long XD.
After breakfast, I went right back to writing. Sometime, before lunch, Yuki's mom called me. I thought that it was just Yuki herself trying to reach me. It wasn't but, anyways, I got to talk to Yuki. She blabbed about people she started to chat with, read me her blog and we talked about other details. I think that was the highlight of my Wendsday. I just wrote the rest of the day and I started watching soap operas. Oh why? Why god is punishing me? I don't like watching them. They seem to be full of pointless drama which is REALLY over exaggerated. But I got hooked on one of those that my mom watches (she is the reason I saw them in the first place). The only reason I started watching that one was because of the male lead. He's so hot! XD It's one of those German soaps.
The chick kissing him is the other lead and the bad news is that they are happy at the moment but the good news is that soon the chick will find those "beautiful" pictures that David's (the hot guy's) father's fiancée took of them when she put something inside David's drink, then stripped him and then made it look like that they were sleeping together. And if Lena (the blond chick on the picture) believes them, then she's a total IDIOT. They were obviously posed. PLUS when then there's photo evidence then it must be staged. OH COME ON! Who sleeps whit a man and takes pictures during it? She would be too busy screwing him.
Anyways, moving on! That night I wrote the last scene in my new story because I didn't know how to write one particular scene. Yeah, I'm not talking about it XD And after that another cold night.
Thursday morning wasn't so dull as the rest of them. I badly wanted to play badminton XD I haven't played for a while, so yeah, I was very excited about it. I think it was in school, during spring, when I last played it. And I'm not bad at it either. When there is no bugs attacking me, I get a hit to that flying thing (it's not ball isn't it? It can't be! It BARELY resembles to one). Anyway, we played until it started raining. Then we just went back to my room and played rummikub until it was lunch time. Actually we played it every night but I didn't think it was worth mentioning. KL called me (or us) Rummikub-holic(s). Well, I can't quite disagree with him *pouts*. We have played it more and more during this summer. Mainly, it was because my mom had a vacation from both of her jobs.
Okay, this totally falls off the topic but I felt charing it with the world. I like Miyavi! ^^ And at the moment, one of my favourites songs from him started playing.
My mom hates it XD She call is "pointless screaming".But I freaking love it! ^^
Anyways, I was in the middle of my Thursday, weren't I? Well, this is the only lunch I remember because it was delicious. We made cabbage stew. YUMMM!
2 hours before the dinner, I went jogging. It was really nice and I have missed it. Running along the path, breathing that fresh air and enjoying the beautiful scenery. I could have ran for hours but I thought I have to be back soon to help with the dinner, so I ran only for an hour. But later it turned out that mom decided to heat up the leftovers, so the cooking was done minutes before the dinner time. Well, that blows! But I was too lazy to get dressed again, so I went back to the computer and started to play Sims 2 again. I really have gotten far.
On Friday we finally got out of the woods. My summer cottage is in a place where the CLOSEST neighbor is 5KM AWAY. Nice! So, I think I was starting to miss people around me, since I am born and raised in a town.
In the morning during breakfast the men (namely my dad and his brother) were discussing which way was best to go to Leppneeme. And how men talk is a mystery - they both talk about some bridge and they both know exactly what bridge they are talking about BUT THEY DON'T NAME ANY NAMES! It's not like there is one bridge in Estonia. No! There are tons of them, in different shapes and sizes, and if my memory serves me right, there were at least 10 of them on our way too and my dad did get lost but Navigator Natsumi pointed the right way and we were back on the right road. I am good aren't I? XD And my services were paid off too - I got my ice cream which I was dreaming about ever since Monday. Oh, I love ice cream, especially vanilla ^^ And if you make milkshake out of it, then I will love you forever. I just love milkshakes ^^. ANYWAYS, when we finally got were we were heading, I was feeling rather nauseous. On the way they were building this new crossroad and...long story short dad made bunch of U-turn. They just couldn't get the right exit from that madness. Well, after the hellos in front of the house, I finally got inside and guess what?! I got a glass of wine shoved into my hand and since I was new there, I drank it all. And that wasn't enough. After we got to know a little about the woman in the house, we went outside because Natsumi was dying to get to the seaside. Oh, I almost forgot. It was the only morning I took a picture of my outfit.
Not the best picture of me but beggar can't be a chooser. My legs loog great though and my hair is okay but my mom hated the hair because I straightened them that morning and my mom loves my natural curls which I got form my grandma, my mom's mom. I didn't want to document my house wear that much because I probably looked awful.
Anyways, when we finally got out of the big house, my mom went to tell dad about out plans. He was with his old classmate, with who he made a band together and the man of the house. He shoved me another glass of wine. I think this time it was raspberry one. This time, I didn't finish it (at least not on my own). I gave the half to my mom. When the man of house, RM, noticed that I stood there empty handed, he gave me something different, a lot stronger drink (if I'm not mistaken, the alcohol percentage was 45%). Man! That was a bitter drink and it was one shot too (I feel sick just thinking about that drink).
Finally and drunk, I got to the seaside and it was beautiful. I loved it! I liked to walk in the water barefoot, smell the cool ocean air. I just could have stay there forever but mom was getting could. I had my lovely sweatshirt one but she got just a knitted jumper (with big wholes in it). So, soon we got back to the house. It wasn't that cold near the house though and sun occasionally shined. There was a ping-pong-table in the middle of the yard. My dad taught me how to play and helped on keeping the score but soon he got tired being a referee and trusted the point system to me. Mom won most of the games...but I still beat her in Rummikub. Not that I'm bad at ping-pong or something, it's just that mom is SLIGHTLY better :) I wasn't really looking forward to sitting outside again after the game, so I took my Geisha book and sat outside. I have to say - I zone out when I read a book - I don't hear a word that other tell me or even what's happening around me. My hair could be on fire but I would still kept reading and something similar happened but not to my hair and there was nothing to do with heat. Vice versa! When, my mom finally got me to stop reading, my fingers were frozen. At least the two smaller ones in my left hand. They were actually blue from the cold and inside I felt the pain of frozen fingers. So, the women in the house offered me some tea which in the end got spiked, there was some kind of liqueur poured into it. So, yeah, I drank a lot that day.
Oh, probably the biggest fail of the day, was when I met their son. The man is around 30 and he has a son. When he came inside and I was introduced to her as my mom's daughter, he said: "I think we have met before" XD. I saw him for the first time that night, I swear, and everybody got to laugh when my mom said that it was my first time here XD.
We laughed and talked for hours but I have to say the best part was going to bed. That night, I felt so warm and the sleep came fast and the bed was so soft. Felt like paradise! Oh, I want to visit that place again just to sleep in that bed, a little piece of heaven but at the moment, it seems that my own bed is calling me. So, I will go to bed now and continue with my recap tomorrow (or today would be more accurate).
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm sorry that I kept this huge cap between my posts. I was too...I think the right word is lazy to write a recap. I'm sorry ^^
Heya! Yes, I am cooking spaghetti now. Well, actually I'm wirting this blog but yeah, also waiting for the water to boil.
Anyways, I noticed that in the last entry I was too busy to remember what I did in the past few days and totally forgot to write about that day.
The highlights had to be hanging out with Yuki and dad.
With Yuki we walked around the town and looked for party venues. Why? Yuki is turning 18 next month, exactly on September 16 (& day before that Vampire Diaries Season 3 comes out & Jungshin turns 20 ^^) Anyways, Yuki is planning her birthday for the first time (usually her mom takes over) but this year, I decided to be the party arranger. I have always wanted to be one ^^ We checked the local cafes and just looked around and two of them seemed the most suitable. I send an e-mail to one of them and I'm planning to call for the other one on Monday.
After I send Yuki off to the bus station, I stayed with my dad for an hour and we fixed up the car. Or he did and I read the manual, which was in German, and held the instruments. But I liked it, I got to know more about cars and it was interesting as hell. Just how many gadgets there are and how they work. Dad promised me that he would teach me how to change a tire. I'm REALLY looking forward to that.
But soon mom noticed us from the kitchen window and asked me to come inside and boil some rice (we had rice and meat that day)
The next day Yuki came to town again. I was cleaning when she arrived. I was cleaning for today. I'll tell you about it later...Anyways, we went for a walk this time. Since it was Saturday we couldn't do any planning, we just hung out. Somewhere in the Castle Hills, LS called and asked where were we and what were we up to. She joined us and we got a little rain too, which to me and LS it was a nightmare - our hair would get curly/frizzy - but Yuki was like: "Are you made of sugar or something?" It was fun hanging out with those two (not that it's boring with just Yuki) but to me I prefer one-on-one time more because sooner or later the third person would feel uncomfortable. Basically in our case, there was some Shou impersonating, some pedobears and just goofing off ^^
I really don't remember what I did rest of the day. Probably because I was so worried about Sunday...Oh, I watched couple of movies. One was "Forces of Nature" and the other which I wasn't planning on watching but I did anyways was "In Her Shoes". And I worked out a little. And talked to Yuki a little.
Anyways, on Sunday...I dressed up like this. I know I look AWFULLY fat in this picture but it was the best of them. Trust me! But I went to another mass today (or should it be yesterday now). There was a new teacher in the congregation, so I wanted to check him out. And he had an amazing voice I have to say but it's still nothing compared to Kyuhyun ^^ Mom made me octopus wieners ^^ Yeah, my little Usagi moment but, hey, they look delicious and they were delicious XD and after that me and my mom played rummikub (you can check it out here!) and I won 7 games out of 8 XD I'm good, aren't I? ^^
So, we are getting to the beginning time only now I have couple of more things to add. I made Livestream today ^^ Who would have guessed? XD Anyways, I was on it for almost 3 hours with Yuki watching me (I wasn't really comfortable showing it to EVERYONE else. And now my shoulder is killing me - I'm not made to sit behind the computer OBVIOUSLY...
But what kind of post would it be without Kpop. At the moment, I have this song stuck in my mind. I'm not very fond of that song. The lyrics are kind of depressing...
I love 2ne1! I think they are one of the best Kpop artists out there but I think it's kind of cliche for them to sing it. I mean, almost half of Kpop depends on appearances and for them to sing that they are ugly seem...I don't know the exact word. There are millions of small girls who look up to them. But, yeah, "The beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
Okay, my dear ones, I should really get some sleep. Tomorrow will be a busy day and I will go to Yuki's house. Oh, but I have to say, from Tuesday to Sunday, I will be away and there is no chance to write anything. So, if I'm smart then I'll write something every night to Word or somewhere and then the next post (or maybe if I write tomorrow, the next next post) will be really long.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Although, I keep saying I'm fat and stuff, I don't have low self-esteem and I don't hate myself. I think I'm ALMOST as beautiful as I can be :)
And I didn't choose this video because Jungshin is on the pic XD That was just a coincidence. I choose this one because...you know how hard it is to find a live version in Japanese. There are like 10 of them in Korean but I love the Japanese version. Sue me!
Firstly, the outfits. They aren't much though. I'm on the edge of depression, so, I don't feel very creative. I haven't drawn or write for days and also I haven't been here either.
Yeah, I wore the same converse. I love them. They are super comfortable and they look great, don't they? On the first outfit you can also see my beautiful bruise. It's healing...awkwardly. It's slightly healing from the middle and it's forming a letter. I won't say which one ^^
And I also love those brown pants. They are super comfortable, although they are a little big for me. They haven't fallen off, so I'll keep on wearing them.
Well, with Yuki,we didn't do much. Why? The same reason I don't have any exciting outfits. Recently I have felt bad about myself, so I'm constantly moodless (or as Yuki describes it, angry). I smile and laugh occasionally but pretty soon turn back to moodless...I promise I'll come out of it ^^
The worse thing about me is my fish brain. I hardly remember what I the day before yesterday. I had to do something. I arrived back home after 5.30PM and I'm sure I didn't went to sleep after that. I probably watched Sabrina again and stayed online...
Anyways, Thursday, I remember more of that. Well firstly, mom and dad "woke" me up. Why? They wanted to know if I wanted to go along to the stores, so they argued behind my door weather it's a good idea to wake me or not. But I was already awake since my dad vacuumed an hour ago and I'm a really light sleeper. Sleep has been a issue to me as long as I can remember. There was this time when I had real insomnia. I was up all night and didn't go to school because of that. What good is it when I can hardly concentrate...and when I stayed home there was a chance I could get some sleep. But I would never miss school over a day. Call me a geek! But I think it's better to study with a teacher than later get on track by your own and go to school clueless. So, anyways, finally we went to the doctor and she gave me Valerian to get to sleep. She didn't give me real sleeping pills because I'm TERRIFIED to become an addict. That's why I hardly take pills at all. I would rather endure the pain. I'm must be on the edge of dying when I take a pain killer. Seriously! I'm kind of masochistic, aren't I? I have never been an addict, don't get me wrong, but I'm still afraid of it. It's one of my fears. All around I'm pretty fearless but there is always something that brings us down, right?
Later on mom wanted to make cabbagestew for dinner with boiled potatoes. So, I was on potato duty, I had to peel them. I'm not very good at it. I would rather chop onions ^^ Basically after every potato I would ask, is that enough and she said always no. It was getting really frustrating but eventually I peeled enough. THANK GOD! And then I made myself another smoothie (I'm getting good at this ^^) This time nectarine & banana. I have to say, maybe I like this one more ^^ Mom kept telling me to leave it for dessert but I still drank some of it before. Whoops! This time, I ate dinner in my room. My mom and dad kept watching TV (Yes we have a TV in the kitchen) so, I left them alone. But after that, when I returned the dishes back to the kitchen, I stood in the middle of it and started thinking who to thank for the meal. Mom saw me standing there and told me: "Good potatoes! Nicely peeled!" XD Yeah, yeah, I know. I should have just thanked my mom but Hey! I helped too. Well of course I thanked my mom and ran back to my room to finish my delicious dessert ^^
That night I finished watching "Sabrina, The Teenage Witch" (I started to hiccup XDD) and some time Yuki called me and we talked for almost 2 hours. Yuki's internet has been a little....rocky lately, so it kind of vanished but she really wanted to say something to T. Have I told you about T before? Probably not. Anyways, T is a Finnish boy, around me and Yuki's age, and he's 1.80 m and 56kg. Underweight right? And he announced on twitter (& I quote): "i wanna be thin and beautiful..." like WHAT THE FFFF!! If you are already underweight that what do you have to lose, I mean, your already skin and bones. And what he has to say about that: "You haven't seen me in real life" SO? I don't have to be a rocket scientist to say that he's not fat. And I have seen pictures of him...SKIN AND BONES still. It's really frustrating to hear or read that a skinny person calls oneself fat. And the same goes to Yuki. I have heard a million times that she isn't satisfied with her weight but the only difference between them is that Yuki doesn't bring herself down online. (& the hiccups stop)
Since Yuki wasn't online, I wrote to T and told his answers to Yuki - short to say, I was an owl ^^ And because of that I wrote a letter to KL for an hour or so XDD Well, he writes long letters too. And I'm not complaining. I love it ^^ When people usually write small sentences as a reply, it's:
1. he/she doesn't have much to say
2. he/she is very taciturn (E taught me that word XDD I kind of miss E T.T)
3. he/she really doesn't like to talk to you
So, this means that neither of those three doesn't characterize KL. I'm so happy ^^ and BTW he's the AB guy. We write to each other like I used to write with E. No, I didn't have a huge fight with E, he just went to the army for 21 months (like KL said - he just got out of it) And no KL isn't a replacement to E. There are so different...only thing they have in common is their nationality...so yeah, their eyes are the same color, same goes to their hair...I'm falling off the subject....What was the subject? I don't remember anymore.
I like Mr. Simple ^^ and I also like the music video. It wasn't as bad as I imagined it. It's pretty cool I would say.
Firstly, what's with the beginning? Maybe it's Super Junior's trademark? Sorry sorry had a similar thing in the beginning, so okey, I'll leave the beginning alone. But I have some things to say about their appearances.
The hottie of the video award goes to...Eunhyuk! Congratulations ^^ He looks smoking XD And his dancing is off the hook!
My favourites form this band are acctually Donghae, Kyuhyun (his AMAZING voice) and Eunhyuk. ^^
I think that Donghae's and Siwon's new hairstyles make them look like they are in their fifties. And Sungmin, the cutie pie (& Yuki's fave), is SCARY AS HELL! I mean, what happened to him. He was so sweet and now he's like Kangin, who I'm scared of too. And Ryeowook, who isn't my fave, looks better. I mean really better. Kyuhyun looks great as always. I like that he doesn't do big makeovers, sure he has changed his hairstyle a little, but nothing grand. The others look great. Sometimes not being mentioned is a good thing. Why? Because then there is nothing bad about you. That will occur to Heechul, Leeteuk and Shindong but not to Yesung. There is something I don't like about him. I think he reminds me of that boy in my class to whom I'm not very fond of. Well, I can't like all of them, right? So, don't kill me now ^^
But other than the outer look, the dancing is great and the songs is very catchy and I love it!
And now, I will devote some lines to Heecul. I'm worried about him. No offense but he looks terrible. He has dark circles under he's eyes. He looks exhausted. I think he hardly eats...yeah, I'm worried.
I mean look at him! Is this a healthy, well-rested man? I think not. And I have to say, Siwon in the background looks scary as hell. Don't you think?! He looks like a guy from my nightmares. Maybe he is the guy from my nightmares. OMG!?
I went trough my older posts and I noticed that I promised to talk about the name Natsumi.
The name was given to me by Yuki. It means "summer beauty". I'm not so sure about that beauty part but Yuki said it suits me because I'm hot blooded ^^ It also comes with a family name - Hanako, which means flower child/girl. And why such a name in the first place? Yuki wanted it ^^ Yuki gave herself a Japanese name and all to the other girls, so she said I should have one too. At first I didn't welcomed it much. I had nothing against it but it was a little bit foreign for me but Yuki started to use it more and now it's rather just Natsu not so much Natsumi. And I like it very much ^^
Anyways, I'm off to bed now. My shoulders are starting to ache, so it's time for me to hit the sack...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I have to start cleaning my room tomorrow, or today I have to say now.
Heya! I have turned into a mangaholic now. I have been reading mangas all day today. And I think I have discovered my favourite manga but I won't tell you that. Although, I really would like a cup of tea right now ^^
Anyways, I haven't revealed my todays outfit yet.
I like it really much ^^ It's very colorful and I wore those pearl in my 9th grade graduation too. I wore them a little differently, though. For those who don't know - Estonian middle school ends with the 9th grade and after that comes high school with only 3 years. And those years are over for me...But hey, I could wear that necklace in the high school graduation too, so, it will become as a tradition ^^
And btw, that shiny red car in the back in my daddy's ^^ He takes care of that car like all the time. It's never dirty and always this shiny like Shinee xD Mom always talks that daddy's car is his first love than comes mom, grandma and his 2 daughters.
Anyways, the anniversary dinner was delicious as hell. I think this time I liked the main course more than the dessert. The dessert was cottage cheese cake and an alcoholic drink of choice ^^ Doesn't it look great?!
Yuki invited me to her place tomorrow. I'm not really sure what we will be doing there but I'm thinking of that we'll watch an anime, which she found today. It was about this manga that we have both already read, so yeah, we are pretty excited about it ^^
But now I'm sleepy as hell, so I'm off to bed. Tomorrow, or now today I will write about me and Yuki's hang-out ^^
Oh, I forgot to write why the title is Opera. Well, there is this Super Junior song, which I like called Opera. It's one of the songs from the new album.
Just look at that picture. Do you know now know why I'm afraid of the concept? :D
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Korean pop band Boyfriend's song "You & I" is pretty great. You should definitely hear it!
Yeah, so, I don't know what word should be as a title, so I just put...title xD
The dinner, I talked about in the last entry, was delicious but I think I ate too much. Whoops! xD But I remembered that I forgot to write about what I did 2 nights ago. I forced myself to watch Jersey Shore. Well, I have heard about it, seen the character and naturally hating it without really seeing it, so, in the eve of July 29, I finally watched the whole episode. And might I said, I haven't missed much. So, a little recap of what I saw...
The first scene I saw was a cat fight. Yay!!! And then I saw Snooki eating a raw potato. Getting more interesting by the minute right xD Well obviously the girl was drunk as hell and she was literally begging for sex.
Snooki: He just won't f*ck me! Some chick: He just doesn't want to take advantage of you. He cares about you, girl. Snooki: Well, just stop caring and f*ck me!
I'm not even going to comment that one...
And who would name himself "The Situation"? Well apparently some guy does and he uses the word pretty much to, so I kind of got it.
And the best idea that I heard on that show, with no irony, was that when you are angry you should work out. I would agree. It's better than starting a fight or something like that. But aren't those guys buffed enough? Well, apparently there is a lot of anger inside them, so now I get it ^^
There was this one girl, who got drunk with the first 6 minutes and then got thrown out and another one peed on the floor. They are so freaking attractive girls! Good luck guys!
And of course Snooki got really drunk too but the other girls at least got sober, but are adorable Snooki on the next day and ran around the beach and finally got arrested. Got to love that girl! She is definitely my role model.
Enough about that show. I would almost say that was the worst night of my life buuut I won't. Know why? I SAW SHINEE ON TV!!! Or as the British said Shini. Oh, please people! Learn the right pronunciations. I know I'm not perfect in them either (I pronounce L'Arc-en-Ciel wrongly) but I'm not on the national TV either. Another thing what bothers me is Estonian subtitles. There is some seriously sick stuff in them, so for the last 4 years (at least) I haven't watched them.
Anyways, I'm falling off the subject. I saw SHINEE!! Happiest moment!! I saw smiling Key, power dancer Taemin, definitely heard Jonghyun and saw glimpses of the rest of the two. Unfortunately they didn't show Shinee for long because Lady Gaga was next. But it still was OFF THE HOOK!!
Sunday morning was a bit different than the rest of them. For once I had to wake up with an alarm clock. Why? My mom and I visited the church this morning. Well, my mom is really religious. She goes to the church every Sunday. I, on the other hand, aren't so religious. I hardly go to the church but this Sunday I went. I like to sing the church songs and listen to the church choir. Call me a freak xD But I really don't believe in Him. I believe there is something greater than a human being because there is so much that we can't explain.
So, this is my outfit for the day buut I had to cut out the face. It was awful but then again it was the best picture of the outfit. Sooo, deal with it ^^
I really don't remember what I did the rest of the day. Oh, I downloaded "Sabrina, the teenage witch" and I watched first 2 or 3 episodes. I guess, I'm just feeling nostalgic. I used to watch it when I was little. I remember the beginning and the characters but the scenes are unfamiliar. Oh, and I played a little Sims 2 too. I really love that game and I don't want to download the third one. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just against the innovations. But then again when I was a kid I played the first part with my best friend. We don't talk anymore though. I sometimes feel kind of bad about it but then again we have grown really apart, so yeah, we don't have anything in common anymore. Only memories ^^
For the first time in my life, I made myself a smoothie ^^ And it was delicious, I might add :D I put there some slices of watermelon, dozen of blueberries and and apple. And I was full for the rest of the night. I played Sims and later on watched Sabrina. When I had enough of Sabrina, I went to bed and started thinking about my cousin. She is 2 years older than I am and when we were little we were like best friends. But we haven't been close. She lives in the North-Estonia and we haven't kept in touch. So, I though about writing her a letter. And I did the next day. I wrote 5 pages, which is 3 sheets of paper. So good luck to her! ^^ The beginning was weird. When I usually start a letter I talk about my name, my family and my hometown but KR knows all about that so I started blabbing about Korea and school and my dear old penpals. And do you guys know how hard it is to write in Estonian? It's terrible, I write in English here and all the other penpals are from all around the world, so yeah. And that same day I wrote to another penpal, OP, she is from Israel.
And in the night I went for a walk with my mom in this outfit. We had fun. We talked and she took some photos of me and somewhere in the Castle Hills there was a guy who took a picture of me too. He said it was for a light test or something. And the lightning on the picture looked good but the girl on it looked awful. And I told him that and he was like I have pictured worse on 4 days of folk. Was that suppose to be a compliment? To me, it isn't. Telling a girl that there are worse than she is, is never a compliment.
In the night I watched some more and more Sabrina. It's a great show I have to say. But I feel bad about something. I watch it so much that I haven't answered any of my Interpalletters. Sorry!! But as soon as I'm finished with this, I will go to there straight away ^^
Oh, before I forget I wanted to talk about little Kpop too.
I heard the single of the Super Juniors latest album (actually I heard the most of the album). The title song "Mr. Simple", the first few seconds were a WTF-moment but as the song went along I really liked it BUT I'm still afraid of the video.
And the first video of Twi-light came out and it wasn't that bad. I liked the song too but they looked so freaking young. I bet they are younger than me. AGAIN. Oh, and one of the guys, I don't know his name, looks like Jonghyun (from Shinee) in his first video (Replay)
The ear phones guy! Well, I won't tell who seems attractive to me. You know why? Because when it comes to the fact that they are children then yeah, I would be a pedophile. Yayy!
The biggest event today is....drum roll please....My parent's 8th wedding anniversary!! Congratulations to them and big-bib hugs. They waited a long time to get married. Let's just say, my dad isn't a big fan of parties and if it were up to him, then they would never got married. But anyways, happy anniversary mom and dad. Love you guys! ^^
So, it's family time today. We are making ribs and we bought a cake. Dad bought mom beautiful flowers too ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I wrote the first part on the July 31 but forgot to actually post it, so I finished it on the August 2. Sorry!!
