-dad just got me some Coca-Cola, he's so sweet ^.^-
And a fever struck this morning but after some sleep it got down a little. So, I think I would be fully back in school soon. But tomorrow I have to go to school for two hours because I have to do a Physics test and I don't want to miss that. It's too trouble some to make it up later, so I'll drag myself to school but I should wear a scarf in front of my face not to infect anyone :)
So, what I have been up to? Nothing much. Just studied, watched TV and today I started listen to old English songs. I like singing to them and perhaps remember the time when everything was easier. Now, too much is going on - hard decisions, difficult relationships and constant self doubt. Recently, my life is a bitch and I might be overreacting too and maybe some people might be offended since they are a part of my life but it's me who sucks right now. I'm just too insecure at times, so I have start to overthink again.
Oh, I got my wiped out phone back. Wiped out because there are no SMS, no application, no phone numbers - absolutely nothing. And I didn't get to buy the other one -cries into a pillow-
I don't know If I have mentioned it before but I follow on Twitter user PiscesAreUs and today they tweeted something that really relates to me.
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When I was a lot smaller, like when I still slept in a crib, I kept climbing over the edge, fell over it, got hurt and next time wasn't any smarter. My mom said I fell over at least three times and then learned that you get hurt when you try to climb over the edge XDD Seems like I wasn't the brightest child at that time but my mom did say that I was pretty fearless and hardly cried when I was hurt. Like I fell into that canal (those wholes in the ground where you drive over, then go to there to fix up the bottom of your car) and then I climbed out of there, all bloody and didn't cry a tear and just went on playing. Okay, I sound like a psycho child XDDD and maybe I still am one. Like in school, in elementary school most students get really good grades because everything is still generally easy but I got bad ones. Then we entered the 10th grade and the teacher warned that it's the most difficult out of the three years and the last one is for closures and the time to focus on the up and coming exams. And my 10th year was my star year, I started with straight A's (like they say) and I was an honor student for 2 years straight but now...yeah, let's just leave it to that. Everything for me is vice versa XD
Recently, I have blogged a lot, haven't I? But I haven't added very much pictures of me because my sickness+warmth outfits aren't so much to look at. I usually just wear my favourite hoodie and something long under it, so my upper body stays warm.
So, today I'll share with you some pics. Firstly, I would share with you a little piece of my "masterpiece".
Well, I want to share but blogger just won't work with me, so it and some other pictures I wanted to add will be seen in the next posts or so.
But as for now, I'll say TTYL XD
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I wanted to make my official fist review today but oh well :)
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