High High

I'm feeling like weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee XD
(PS. I'm not high, I'm just having a sugar rush and to be honest I can hardly write, so excuse me if my spelling isn't as good as usual)

ANYWAYS, I woke up rather early...okay, who am I kidding, I pushed my alarm clock as far as I could, so I ended up walking up at 11AM XD And I was still tired as hell. But my stepsister called me, so I was forced to stand up. She invited me to her place somewhere around eight but before that I met up with Marks.

It was so good to see her ^.^
We didn't do much, we just hanged around the city - we were looking for curtains for her kitchen - and then we went back to her place and tried to figure out how to put the curtains up and Marks played Spiderman XD or Spider-woman XD She washed the windows for her new curtains and she had a hard time reaching the other side XD

My Spider-woman ^.^

Ans the new curtains - they look really nice and they match very well with the whole kitchen and they were rather cheap ^.^

Marks' kitchen after she just cleaned it. It looks spotless, doesn't it?

Look how cute she is!!!!! ^.^

And we...and yes, it's my new hair color, not the best picture of it but I really wanted to put something up with Marks

My mom picked me up and we went to the store to get things for dinner + I got two cherry vodkas because alcohol in Finland is super expensive and I want something to drink during those dorm parties ^.^

After I had delicious dinner, my mom walked me to my stepsister's. She didn't join us this time, so we had a little sisterly moment there XDD We talked about school, the life in Finland and about life in general. It was rather relaxing + we had tea, so no wonder I was relaxed XD Of course she didn't let me go home empty handed - I got a sport's bag full of things from clothes to candy XD + she gave me  that tea we drank. It's not really tea...it's..I don't know how to explain this. It's like bunch of fruits smashed and put in a jar XD I'll take a picture of it for you guys later (if I don't forget XD) And I got this little phone charm  - a little hedgehog ^.^

At home I spend a little time with my mom - we played cards - and later on I arranged a sleeping place for me and Yuki when we go back to Estonia and then we just chatted with Yuki. We were both feeling hyper and now I'm feeling über-sleepy and I think that Yuki is already in bed XD

Anyways, now I'm going to bed and tomorrow I will see my old deskamate and Margi ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I sprained my ankle rather badly but I hope that it will be better tomorrow :)

New Hair

This will be my 100th post. Oh my gad, that makes me a bad blogger or a good blogger. Since there is 365 days in a year and I have blogged over a year, I would say this is rather bad.

Anyways, I'll post some pictures from the trip from Kauhajoki to Estonia.

Our beautiful dorm the day before leaving. The picture is made by Yuki, of course ^.^

Me minutes before driving away to Helsinki. That smile is so fake XD I was nervous as hell, especially that moment.

Sending our dear Tibu away :') 

My delicious Chai Lattee which I was drinking when I wrote for you guys ^.^

Awesome picture, huh? Well, my dearest Yuki's handwork ^.^ Somewhere in Helsinki, I think it was on Aleksandrkatu or something similar XD

Another picture from that street. I really loved the architecture, especially the right ones.

Yuki taking picture of me. I can't show you the final product because, in my opinion, I looked awful on these pictures XD

Our precious and OH SO HEAVY luggage ^.^

A little photo shoot with the girls :)

Helsinki Cathedral :)

We, waiting in the port

Now, on the ship. We just took a place and made it into our camp place XD We had the comforts and the food and drinks ^.^ all sorts of drinks XD

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! It's made by Yuki of course. It's made somewhere in Tallinn, the next day.

Me, waiting for the train in Tallinn-Väike train station on the 14th

Calling my dad ^.^ He really missed me and I really missed him too ^.^

Now I'm actually happy. I'm finally getting home, how can I not smile XD

Our still heavy luggages...

In Türi, Margi joined us. I saw her ex-boyfriend in the train station and minutes after Margi called and asked where was I and in which cart. It was so good to see her and I got a hug from her and the three of us chatted until we reached to Viljandi. There my dad picked me up and the rest you know.

For the past two days I have just chilled and the day before yesterday and yesterday, me and my mom drunk wine and had our little mother&daughter moments. 

Oh, on Tuesday, I want to see the family doctor and the dentist and had my hair cut and dyed at the hairdressers. The family doctor gave me pills to try out, so that I could sleep. My sleeping has been so bad, 4 hours is great for me but sometimes I sleep only 2 hours per night. I'm really jealous of people who can sleep 12 hours - like Gerda, Kersti, Kristi and occasionally even Yuki but she chooses to wake up with an alarm clock -.-. My teeth are good but one of them where polished because the edges were a little sharp. And at the hairdressers, my hair was cut a little because of really bad split ends but minimally because I like long hair and yes, I died my hair. They are a lot darker now but I won't be posting a picture at least not yet. I will go out with Marks tomorrow, so maybe I will post pictures of my new hair ^.^

I don't know what else to say XD Anyways, it was great catching up

CONGRATULATION TO ME ON 100th POST!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm on the 14th cycle of American's Next Top Model XD

Home

I wanted to show you a little video that Yuki made about the trip from Kauhajoki to Viljandi :)

So, I have been a whole day at home, in Viljandi.
Everything in here seemed so different at first...somehow bigger XD Like I was a little child again XD
My mom had bought me all kind of things and as soon as I arrived to Viljandi, I visited a shop where they sell my favorite ice cream ^.^

Anyways, not much to say, at least for now but I really wanted to share the video ^.^




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Tomorrow will be a busier day XD

Helsinki

Heya! So this is the day I'm finally going back to Estonia. I am\was a little nervous but I'm slowly calming down XD Kris, my ex, said that it's just the travel excitement and it will go away after driving back and firth but it's even questionable whether I will return...he thinks I surely will
Anyways...oh, last night me, Yuki, Aili ja Erki made a movie night and kind of a farewell party. We drank cherry vodka with coke and watched "V for Vendetta"...or at least tried to XD Yuki and Aili got drunk really fast and giggled and talked during most of the movie (which is really great, BTW) and me and Erki occasionally laugh at them XD You should have heard them XDD Later on we did Yuki's hair and.went to get cash and we kind of danced to there, at least me and Tibu did XD We had fun XD
Today we woke up rather early. Kris was suppose to pick us up at 8.30 but me and Yuki woke up at 6AM or 6.10AM. I took a shower got myself ready and I skipped so much steps because I was so tired. I triple checked my room, so that everything was in order.
Kris came rather early, kind of like my dad usually does. I think we headed out earlier than we wanted but it was great that we did that. We had couple of stops so that we could use the bathroom and Kris could buy himself some coffee (he's a real coffee-holic) and the girls were really energetic in the back but as soon as my sleep was gone they became quiet, so I just chatted with Kris or ate something to kill my boredom XD
We arrived to the harbor a little before Tibu's ship was about to leave XD It took a little more time to find the terminal because Kris wasn't sure where we had to go and you know as a man, he doesn't ask for directions but somehow he listened to me XD When I pin pointed the location because when I came to Finland that was the terminal where I arrived.
He dropped us in front of Forum but we had a small problem...we had really heavy bags with us. We dropped them to the train station and then headed back to Forum where we ate at McDonald's and then shopped in Seppälä, H&M and other stores which I don't remember XD I'm not a big shopper, I like to buy things but I don't like to shop in big department stores, I want to see a couple of stores and buy the things I want...anyways, now we ended up to Robert's Coffee because we just wanted to sit and I wanted something warm to drink, I have a bad throat and I needed something comforting :) I bought a Chai Lattee, YUMMMMMMMMMM!

Anyways, I have to go, the coffee shop is about to close, so I have to go. I'm good that I could write a little post ^.^




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm tired as hell XD

Estonia

I can be really lazy at times XD I have this really long text to translate in order to do my tomorrow's homework, I only say that I have to do it, I have to do it but as soon as I sit behind this computer I start doing everything besides doing that big translation. I will probably take it along with me to Estonia.

Oh, I haven't told you guys, I'm going to Estonia this Saturday and I'm returning to Finland on the 22nd, probably :) And guess how I'm going to get to Helsinki? With my dear ex. We made plans before and he didn't cancel them just because we broke up (and also he's still dealing with my curtains, so yeah, he's a man of his word, most of the time). At first I was pretty sure I'm taking the bus because of that whole break up thing but I didn't want to screw my friends over (they should have to pay more if I bale out) and now we are in good terms. I think. Well we talked like we used to today (with him being drunk and all) - he did want to stay friends

Not so long ago, I came from Robin's birthday. Robin isn't a close friend of mine but we occasionally get along and he invited us to eat cake and later of course offered us drinks but me and Yuki refused - we are planning to drink tomorrow XD Anyways, the party was kind of like any other but with less people - some of us already headed back to Estonia somewhere during noon, including my dear Gerda and Kersti :( I already miss them and I almost, according to them XD,  started crying XD When everyone moved outside, me and some of the girls started playing video games. There was Yuki vs Kristiina, Kristiina times 2 and then Yuki vs Aili like couple of times. I had a fun chill night and tomorrow will be another school day.

And guess what, I still didn't do my homework XD Yeah-yeah, I hope the teacher understands and besides, even if I had translated, I would have finished it today there is A LOT OF TEXT THERE!

Anyways, my lovelies, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow I have be in school at 8 AM, so I need some sleep ;)





XOXO Natsumiiiii
PS. There is a Twix on my table and I'm dying to eat it...but I'm staying strong XD

Again

It's me, writing again! Didn't see that coming did ya?! But I realised that writing here actually made me feel a little better because recently I have been fighting with tears half of the time and other half distracting myself.
Like last night I went to Janno's and Erki's room with Yuki, so I wouldn't have to spend time sitting lone it my room. We didn't do much. Boys played computer games while me and Yuki were fooling around and watching how they played. Erki showes me Skyrim - it's kind of diffrent next to Vindictus which I played for a short period but now I have to go again, I'm walking home with Tibu ;)

Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm not sure if I will write something today because I have tons of homework :)

New

So, now, when I'm single again I have more time to write to my blog.
You are all probably wondering why it happened...I just got dumped becuse we are too different and I'm smart and probably going to university and he wanted to end it before it got even more serious but guess what it didn't hurt any less.
In a way I'm happy I didn't write much about him in my blog because then there aren't many things that remind me of him but then again there are memories and couple of materialistic things - he bought me teddy in a cup once and also made me a pillow with my favourite colors. I don't have a heart to throw them away and he refused to take them back.
I don't want to talk more about this. Maybe I will in the future when there are less feelings and more common sense.
But now my lesson just started and I have to go but I promise that I will write more ;)

Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm okay...most of the time :)