Snow

ONFRIDAY IT WAS SNOWING!! ^.^

And except for the wind and the freezing hands hands, It was so awesome and beautiful. There were like really big snowflakes and I love that crunching sound when you step on the snow. It kind of felt like a fairy-tale ^.^  And somewhere around Saturday afternoon, it was drizzling. It looked awesome o.O But the bad news is that the snow melts like really fast ://

So, what have I been up to? The days go by so quickly. I'm always doing something and lately come home around 6 or 7PM. Have LOADS of things to do and sometimes just playing computer games just to relieve some tension to study again. Yes, school :/ It takes all the time. Like RP said:

School: All Day

Homework: All Night

Exams: WTF!?

I would say, well said, RP. Maybe I'm not the most diligent student because of the computer games but then again if I don't play them I will lose my mind.

That reminds me, I had a test in Estonian on friday. At first I felt like it went great. Then I talked to KT about it and I got a shaky ground because our answers were totally different. When I talked to LO about it, I started to feel desperate. She had COMPLETELY different answers. And, oh, the teacher said before I left that there are no right answers. Hahahaha -sarcastic laugh- Yeah right, my dear teacher! XD

So, my mom decided to get her hair done on friday. Basically she cut it pretty short. When I first saw, mom happened to be in the store, I was like: "What the hell did you do?" And the cashier answered to my question immediately:"But it looks nice!" XDD Yeah, didn't see that one coming XDD But she was right - it does look good - but it's just that I have always liked the long hair and so I prefer them too :) 

I had a nice time in the afternoon with Yuki that day too. We just chatted and drank coffee. Later we sat in my room where I gave her a more detailed review of my now favourite book "Blood ties". I'm still in love with Nathan or Nolan or what ever his name is ^.^ And I have almost finished reading it (just few chapters for toninght). I have reached to both of the sex scenes by now XD And by both I mean with Nathan and Cyrus. One was dirtier than the other and there was nothing sweet about it. To be completely honest, with Cyrus I was kind of expecting something like that  just because he was kind of a dirty man but with Nathan...at least 3 times I thought: „Too much information!“ It turns out that Nathan had a really dark past. He basically killed his own wife. I think that it might have been because of the blood ties. Did I mention what was so special about it? Basically master and his/her slave share thoughts and feelings and flashes from the past. So, it’s a really exciting book and if you aren’t against vampires, I recommend to read it ^.^ Tomorrow I get the second book

And, I have mastered three origami flowers. Hell yeah! I love live love folding. 

I wanted to add pictures but too tired to find some but I can do a lily (simpler one) and a dasy and an easier lotus. When it comes to origami, I’m rahther a fast learner and it is really calming (even if I don’t get it right the first time XD)

I have warmed up some old acquaintances. They are both really great girls but just the distance does it’s job. One of them I met in a camp couple of years ago. I got along with her really well and she is a real sweetheart but she lives like 30 km away from Viljandi. Looks like her life has changed a lot and I have kind of missed her. She has been the one person with who I started crying when I had to left. I’m going to call ger TT 2.0 XD The other one used to be my deskmate in English class but she lef the school. That was pretty sad but she wanted to change schools. To be honest, I think that her doing was a bit reckless – she left before the final year. Then again who am I to judge. I was happy to hear that female HR is doing good in the new school.

So, tomorrow a new week will start – OH DEAR – but just 11 days until Christmas break. I can make it!! Hopefully XD 

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS.  Wish me luck! I'm going to need it XD

Back!

Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!

So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD

And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^

So school...

English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionary and sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD

SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush  XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD

English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.

In history class everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.

Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.

Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.

So finally I made her this

Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.

So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^

The party...

Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!

(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)

The second party...

Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^

And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^
1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee.
2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment.
3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean.
4. Folding relaxes me.
5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed.
6. I like to plan.
7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people,
8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking.
9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary.
10. I hate peas.
11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream.
12.I love how "dreadful" sounds.
13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything.
14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes.
15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD"
16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos.
17. I can't sleep with socks on.
18. I find shota disgusting.
19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me.
20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking.
21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down.
22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up.
23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone)
24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking)
25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence.
26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.

Now K-Pop...
Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^

Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy.
The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!


Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^
So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives  and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live

 There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD

 














 

 They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?

ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). 
And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD

The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. 
You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper).
The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung
says "Drop depth!"
the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!"
and the misheard is "Drop dead!"
NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.

And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one

I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...


And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start.
Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"
Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^

And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. 
To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him. 

Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^


As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?

Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:

1. 2NE1

2. Hyuna (4minute)

3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret

And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think) 

Top 25 Most Played

And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^


So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:

1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.

2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.

3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"

4. After School -  "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.

But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break  ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...

Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM.
To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day.
*Math
*A movie
*PE
AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much.
Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie  but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^
But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!



After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD
My biggest fail that day:

Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has..
Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino.
Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?


Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. 
It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^

I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. "PONPONPON" is now 15. on the list XD

Oriflame

So, the big news (that I was suppose to tell you about yesterday) was that my sponsor called me and said that she will pay for everything and I just have to go with her to an Oriflame gathering in Tallinn. Anyone would say "Hell yeah!" but Natsumi is rather "I don't know". Why? Because I don't like when people treat me something. Maybe because I'm too independent to let anyone do anything for me..but this time I said yes and I don't regret it one bit.

Although, I would have liked to sleep longer. My morning today started at 5AM. And to be honest (& that might sound weird) it's easier to wake up at 5AM than it is on 6AM. Don't ask why! XD I just have that feeling.

When I was waiting in the bus station, a relative walked by or rode by and I just couldn't recognize him XD He war riding his BMX and was like "Hay!" and I waved and when he passed me I was like. "Oh EO!" XD and I found an artist tonight and he looked just like that relative but he's at least 10 years older.

I don't know how but EO looks just like Korean. He is my stepsister's son basically and she isn't Korean and neither is her ex-husband (I think XD). I haven't really met the guy but it's Estonia, so it's very unlikely that Korean actually lives here.

Anyways, moving on. I think I have a bit of motion sickness. When we went to Tallinn by bus, I almost threw up. I had that feeling but I kept drinking water in small sips and it passed. THANK GOD! I haven't thrown up for year, so I'm a bit afraid of it.

When we finally arrived in the capital of Estonia, we took a cab and drove off to a training where we learned how to get more consultants and how we should talk to people and then we have to, on September 9, we have to go on the streets. We all must have matching uniforms, Oriflame t-shirts and white pants/skirts. I'll be wearing ripped jeans XD I have another pair of white pants too but if they get wet, they will be see through. So, no thank you.

What I really like was that all the woman there were so positive and open in it. They spoke out loud, commented, tried to crack jokes and such. But when I entered the room there was like perfume cloud. Okay, I get it, they all work in a cosmetics company. And they all were quite (very) tanned. I'm sure that I was the few who were whiter.

After that we got a small lunch. I got a bag in the entrance way. There was a bottle of spring water, a sandwich that was cut into a triangle, a muffin and a moisten tissue. Yuki would have loved the last one, it was with lemon smell. And she "loves" lemons XD I didn't eat any of it, just stuffed it into my bag. I wasn't really hungry. I had a pack of instant noodles at 6AM and after the motion sickness, I didn't really want to eat lunch at 12.

The event itself was...eventful XD It was nice and the crowd was loving it. A lot of flowers were given out and I learned that Oriflame was born on the same year as my mom and now there is a orchid named Oriflame or something similar - basically Oriflame's own orchid. And it was beautiful too.

I got to see Marko Reikop live (he's a famous host in Estonia and also a somebody in journalism) and there was a men's choir and folk dancers. Oh, and also little kids singing ^^ Kioptaaa!!

After that I ate something (it ended after 4PM).

I know it's not much but that was all I could bare. After that we just stood in front of the house and my sponsor chatted with her grandchild.

Oh, I forgot to talk about the house we were in. It was magnificent. It was so beautiful. I didn't have much time to photograph it but in the next post I'll post pictures from the Oriflame day.

The ride back I learned more about my sponsor and we discussed schools and exams etc - I had a really nice talk with her. She is nice and smart and we get each other. Oh, and I ate the muffin and the sandwich in the bus and fortunately I didn't get motion sickness again. Closer to Viljandi, I listened to the music and stared at the clouds and listened to Helios. It felt really peaceful and like I wasn't driving anywhere. Like time had just stopped and I was lying on a green field under a tree.

I wish that time just stopped for a while. Everything has moved so fast and it seems to me that I can't even catch my breath. (I'm getting more poetic in every line I write - clearly I have to go to bed)

When I got home, I had dinner with my parents, chatted with Yuki a little, exercised and stayed on Twitter. I found a post where there was Music Banks performances and chicks clearly dominated. AWFUL! Okay, I'll admit there were some good ones too.

Like this one. I think the song is really catchy and something I could listen to.

One of the few boy bands there. I think it has some kind of...I wanted to say GD&TOP's feeling to it but I think it really doesn't. I don'r know what does it reminds me of. I think it has that American feeling to it. The video is weird though but the song itself isn't that bad ^^

I like this one too. It's a sweet song with out that über cute feeling to it. Something calmer after X-Cross. This was the first time I heard of her, although she was debuted in 2009.

This one reminds me of 4Minute but it pretty good too. Something to keep an eye on.

And this here will be a shocker. I have never been in love with them. I would categorize them with Teen Top because I think they debuted on the same time too (I'm just guessing) but in my eyes, after Teen Top's "Don't Spray Perfume (something like that)", this band is better. And this song is really catchy (maybe because of that remix). I think you all have heard of them (unless you are a novice among Korean pop), this is INFINITE!

I think that was all I wanted to say today but I might be forgetting something. Just excuse me this time. I'm really tired and my bed is waiting for me.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. TT, you were right - Kimet Marianne tastes great :)

Sex sales

Pretty provocative headline isn't it?

But is it wrong?

I think not. I found a great song (Hyuna's "Bubble Pop!") and that video is pretty popular. Why? Because there is some really provocative dancing and really short pants.

Check it out! I think, if I would be a man, I would be drooling xD

But I love the song anyway. Video watching isn't required :)

I would really have to talk about Finland now. Me and Yuki decided long time ago that we should attend to a Finnish school after high school. Everything there is free but we have to pay for the living permit. But, around 45 Euro, isn't much if there is like 3 years.

But the first 3 or so months are in English but after that Finnish. It suppose to be similar to Estonian, some words are, but like months are totally different.

And also numbers,

and definitely weekdays. They rather remind me German.

I'm really looking forward to it ^^ but I have to finish high school first. I don't really look forward to it. I like my class. They are great. Even the one I don't like is important. No, he hasn't officially done anything to me but I hate who he is. He's all over the place. Wants to be noticed. He's a real ass kisser too. He doesn't do anything for school and he always asks other people for the homework. He has never contacted me. I think he knows that he's not my favourite person or he's just afraid of me. BUT he is a part of my class and who else to I have to live my anger on :D

Anyway, my class is awesome and I will miss them terribly.

About today. I had a terrible day which had a some ups but quite down.

One I met up with Yuki, that was a up, then we went to a store to buy me a notebook for Finnish and guess what!? I had lost my bank card! Like really lost it. Not in my purse, not in my room and not in my pockets. GONE!! So, I called my mom and she closed it, nothing was taken and now I have to order a new one. Then we went to the library. Yuki was really into Finnish but I just wrote the numbers, weekdays, months and then moved on to my letters. I'm an active letter writer now, well that wasn't the point. I finished first and wanted to but in an envelope but guess what?! I left the those home so, I ran from the library to home to get them. After I sat down in the library, guess what?! I forgot the stamps! Really great day isn't it? Well, after I finally got the letters posted, we had ice-cream and sat on the stairs. We looked at my art. Well, she certainly wasn't impressed. She liked my Nowaki drawings but Soubi wasn't right and I took off some pounds on Jonghwa (CN Blue)

And then another downer in my day. I had to wait mom on work so we could go home and eat. I have had 2 sandwiches, 2 plums and an ice-cream :) So yeah, I was STARVING!!

Now, I have had my pizza and I feel overly full xD

From one end to another right ^^

Anyways, got to vent a little ^^

I think I'll watch a movie or something. I don't sit up straight behind the computer, so, my back is starting to ache. I'm getting old....oh man, I'm only 18

Okay sweeties

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. 5 is the magic number in this blog :)

Fiction

Sooo, woke up before the clock...proud of myself ^^

I got to sleep really late, so I'm a bit surprised I got up so early.

I have developed a very bad habit. I'm used to listen to some music in bed before I actually get to sleep. I got this while me and Yuki were in Aegviidu, where my summer cottage is. There we had a whole floor all to ourselves but there was a drawback to it. In the house there was no door between where we slept and the downstairs hallway. And if the front door was open (when there was like hot outside) all the little mosquitoes flew inside and unfortunately, we got attacked during the night. So, to get some sleep, we slept with some earphones on. And after, in Yuki's place there was an annoying fly, so earphones again :) And now, Natsumi's used to it. To be honest it's not that bad of an habit IF you listen to music that is soothing and puts you to sleep BUT last night I listened to

*2ne1 - I Am The Best

*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa

*Astroboy - Astro Solider (which is, btw, haunting me right now)

*Hyuna - Bubble Pop!

Very calming isn't it xD

Well the last song I heard was CN Blue's "Lie" Japanese version, I think the Korean version isn't that bad either (the music is exactly the same) but I'm used to the other one.

I just love CN Blue's Junghyun's voice!! Shinee's Junghyun isn't that bad either, he has major lungs but I like the other more ^^ Guilty

Also I love Super Junior's Kyuhyun's voice and Vocaloid Clear's the last one sounds like an angel and Natsumi might be in love BUUUT she likes Jungshin better.

Jungshin is also from CN Blue and, no he's not the lead vocals or the guitar player but he is the bass player with extremely beautiful hands and a smile to die for and he's tall a d he's daring and sweet and...(Natsumi is slowly melting into a puddle)

Anyways, I wanted to write about something more but Yuki already called, so, I have to go.

I think I'll write again in the evening! But no promises ^^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I know I forgot to write about the Finnish language xD