Teeviit

So, I went there and got more confused and then got everything cleared out. One of the foreign universities I watched was Birmingham but I'm not sure if I'm going to go there. I'll probably stick with the original plan, Finland and then Tartu. Although, I didn't make any life-changing decisions I had fun on my trip.

So, I went by bus to Tallinn alone on Thursday. I was suppose to go with MAÜ but she went on an earlier train. I actually joined the alone trip, one of the reasons I pushed her to go with the train. I listened to the music in peace and I started with a new book. I'll tell you about it later. Anyways, my little cousin picked me up and we went to Hesburger to eat a little. I bought a vanilla milkshake and a cheeseburger. I love milkshake! (how many times I have told that XDD) And we  went to a bookstore because I wanted. Oh, I like bookstores and that one in Tallinn...It was heaven. If I could I would move there. And I also like libraries but I just don't have time to go there. But my cousin isn't that into libraries, so after a little trip to a jewelry store and then back to her place. There I read a Justin Bieber's book. Forgive me father I made a sin! I could only read the into but it was torture itself. He is so..so..yeah, I'm just going to leave it at that + there was a lot of pictures of him. And the whole room was a hell whole - BIEBER everywhere and I'm SERIOUSLY glad she didn't find a CD to play. As you can tell Bieber isn't my favorite. But we did compose a little story for her English class. It was something like this:

There was a man in the jungle who got hungry and took out a sandwich. He took the first bite when a monkey grab it. The man run away near the water. Tipped his toes into in and took out another sandwich. Then came an elephant who startled at first and then snatched away the mans sandwich. His stomach was grumbling and he ran away. He sat under a tree. He look to the left and right to make sure that he was alone. He carefully took out the sandwich but then a lion came and ate him. THE END!

Okay, it was a lot funnier that night but when you have a good time everything seems fun XDD That night I had a good night's sleep and they were so thoughtful that they let me sleep as long as I wanted. What I was a little terrified about was that I was left alone in the apartment. Well, I could steal since they know where I live but that wasn't the point. I was afraid that I'll leave some light on or appliances. But luckily I didn't, YAY! I took two buses to get to Teeviit that day. I hate the traffic in Tallinn. It's clearly a madness. In Viljandi, I take one from A to B but in there it's like A to C to D to B if you are lucky. But I got there safe, so I survived. On Teeviit the first thing they talked to me about was pension. YAY! I must have looked really old. So, I told the man that I was too young. Then me and LO went to tents forward when a man from driver's ed came to us and asked if we have our driving license. This time LO said that we are too young XD LO is great asking questions me on the other hand need time but I connected really well with the University of Tartu's chick. And the guy for Pärnu was REALLY tall. I literally leaned back to not strain my neck. I bet that he was definitely over 190 XDD MP is like 183 but with her it's not so hard to look at. And, oh, he was a cook XD It seemed. . . strange. And yeah, the highlights ^.^
After I, MAÜ and LO went to a pizza&pasta place to eat and it was DELICIOUS. I shared the pizza with LO - it was a little to big for me alone. Then we went to McDonald's because I had to have a McFlurry XD And it was überdelicious - with Daim of course - and we just discussed our futures and gossiped a little. Three girls so what do you want from us XDD But later I met up with cousin and we went to a 5D movie. Yeah, a little shock for me because I haven't even seen the 3D XD but it was still awesome. Although towards the end I started to wish that it was over. I hated that the characters were all up in my face, like no personal space + when the rats came I could feel then touching my legs which was grouse and the best part had to be when the dog drooled and it was all in my face. But yeah, actually it was just a cartoon but my heart probably stopped couple of times when there was an arrow heading towards me XD

Oh, before the movie and after it I was forced to be in the same room with my cousin's BF. Yeah, not really I wanted but it seemed the boy was more uncomfortable than me. And he was like really tanned, had really dark eyes, then he stood up all the time, heard him talk only 3 times and in hushed tones and he like constantly stared with blank face. Towards the end he smiled, HALLELUJAH, when I and my cousin were fooling around. Oh, and the most disgusting thin he "said" (said by using my cousin as a mouth piece) that he would break up with her when she would cheat her with another girl (I think he thought about me!) IUUUUU, I mean come on, she is my cousin!!! And my cousin wasn't much better. He kept sliding his hand on her knee and pressed his fingers together. And what did my cousin said: "Stop doing that! Do it to Natsu!" We were both like WHAT THE F*CK! XDD Yeah, some people just doesn't get it.
Later I met up with LO at the bus station and we drove back to Viljandi - chatting all the time. It's so easy to talk to her. I feel like I can trust her fully and we found some similarities in our lives.
When I got home the house was empty. Not that I mind being home alone but usually during 9PM everybody is at home. It turned out that my overprotective dad had gone to Aegviidu. Overprotecting because he asked me about 10 times if I had took along my pepper spray. He hates Tallinn and I think big cities in general. He also asked me to put the money in 7 different places which caused a little hick-up later but everything was settled. My mom was still at work at that time and arrived home a little after 10PM. Oh, on Tuesday he arrived home exactly on 4PM when her work suppose to finish. I and my dad were both like: "Why are you home so early?" and she wondered why we were so surprised. I mean come on, it has NEVER happened when she comes home early or on time. She is a workaholic. We all know it except her ^.^

On Saturday, I talked to KL that morning. Since I have been so busy with school I have waited really long to write him, I answered to his question and it came out as at least 4 hour talk. Short to say, he is as sleepless and busy as me. We discussed the future plans. I like talking to him ^.^ He gets me ^.^ And I think I'm sending him and Eddy a Christmas package. Actually, I have a list of people I want to make a Christmas surprise ^.^ Except that little plan, it doesn't feel like Christmas is coming. You can even see it in my house which isn't decorated at all. To be honest I'm not really in the mood and I don't have the time either. Today, I can breathe a little, that's why I'm writing  ^.^

Plus, I wanted to share with you a song. Probably to Yuki this song isn't her fave becuse there are only three people singing it and two of them she dislikes ^.^

And there is also another song I get high on: Trou a a a ble! Trouble! Trou! Trouble Maker! But I'll probably add this to another post because usually add only one song (except for reviews) but I have to say that even my mom digs the Troublemaker XDD I had it on repeat when I was playing Need For Speed in the living room and she said that the song was pretty good. And it is very addictive XDD


I have to say - today was the first lesson of Estonian where I didn't feel bad about myself. To be honest, Estonian lessons depress me but today I understood everything, talked to her about the homework and generally understood what the hell they were talking about XD and it felt great! During the time I was constantly sick I developed a gap in that subject so yeah, I felt kind of like a loser in that class XDD
And that reminds me that I have to do some soul searching. I need to know who Natsumi is? To decide what Natsumi wants because she gets confused and why am I talking about myself in a third person again? XD I really have to work on that. In real life I don't do that so much but in here is kind of tend to XD

Oh, I almost forgot. I wanted to tell you about the book I'm reading these past few weeks now. It is called "Blood ties book one: The Turning" by Jennifer Armintrout.

And yes it's another vampire book but nothing like Twilight series. This one is more exciting and a little more pervy. Not much but a little XDD Basically the main character is Carrie who got turned into a vampire and then there is Nathan, or Nolen or what ever his name is, who is also a vampire slash vampire hunter. The chick is rather horny - I just had to say that XD I mean, there was this place where a kid got hurt, basically he had a hole in his head or something, and Carrie only could think about the fact that Nathan was only wearing a towel. Yeah, from the description he seems incredibly sexy, I get that, but OH COME ON! Basically every ten minutes there is a face palm XD Oh, and who could forget Cyrus, the pervyest one of them all. He literally  got an erection after seeing, and smelling, Carrie the second time (the first was when he turned her). You probably now think I'm reading some pervy sex novel - NOT AT ALL but after Korea I have started noticing these things XD There is a lot more action going on there but I am quite in the beginning so no big fights YET! Basically Carries had two weeks to decide whether she wants to join the movement that Nathan is in, which kills vampires, or goes with Cyrus, who she has blood ties with and get killed by Nathan. But all that was messed up by Dahlia,witch, who did something to Nathan, THAT BITCH!, and now Carrie basically got an antidote and in exchange she has to stay with Cyrus the rest of her life, which is long when Nathan doesn't kill her. And I haven't got farther than that. So, I don't know if Nathan is going to live, which I think he is, and then what happens next. I am really curious about Nathan's past and I told that girls that there is a really hot guy in that book and they started to look for a picture and I had to say that it's only written in the text but TT was interested in the book when I showed the first description of him - she wrote the title in her phone XDD
Oh, and the best sentence that my hot Nathan has said:

"I have skillful hands!"

Hahaha, really trying to think straight XDD But he has a really complexed personality I have to say and I really want to know more about him. He's has black hair, board shoulders and a flat muscular tummy as the chick said. And he is tall ^.^

So, yeah, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow is still a school day :)

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Mom is so sweet. When her daughter doesn't get something she cuts out a cube to  show me ^.^

First - REVIEW

HAHAHAH! Watch 0:36 XD "OH MY GOD, BIG SCARY BUBBLES ARE COMING!!! I'LL PROTECT YOU!" said the pink jacket girl to the blue one and covered her. LOL XD
Anyways, as for the song...nothing much. Just trying to act cute and not even memorable. Yeah, I might be mean but still the video was awkward so yeah, had to share XD

Including my "oh so funny" joke before, Natsu strikes again. There was a new CF including Big Bang (YAY! Big Bang!)

Natsu's comment after: "TOP, you look good in blond." Like, WHAT THE HELL?! XDD but fore I was wondering why Daesung wasn't there. Still because of that car accident or for something else now??

And now for the main event XD. A new girl group emerged to the Kpop world and they are so cool ^.^
The group's name is New.F.O and the debut single is Bounce and it's totally catchy (not like that first song I mentioned)!

I sincerely hope that they stick with that image and don't go all girly girls on me. One of the things that allures me is that edginess they have. They are like energizer 2NE1. Two girls totally pop for me (I'm not announcing my fave...yet) - the girl with the bangs and the yellow doted dress and the long haired girl who wears sparkling blue shirt and pink pants. But I think I like the bangs girl a little more, she has more of that...WOW-factor XDD
I'm really looking forward to their live performance too. I might have already missed it though XDD

The last, and certanly not least, song is the new U-Kiss' single Tick Tack

The beginning reminds me the Madonna song 4 Minutes or something like that but all around the song is great and I'm happy that U-Kiss have came up with something new ^.^  But out of the two last songs I like Bounce a little more. Sorry, U-Kiss :(

But that's it for now ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. It's hard to find a mp3 version of Bounce

News

I just got terrible news. My Math teacher just wrote to me that I was 1. on that math comptetion I took part in the beginning of November. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

-few minutes later-

I might be "slightly" overreacting but still it's pretty bad.

 

Oh, and I got the pictures I ordered. Some of them to add to my wall but for Yuki and me and I made couple of smaller ones - "The best of Yuki&Natsu" For every picture, to me, there is a meaning behind it. Like there is a picture for our first Christmas together, also where we are dolled up, then there is a funny picture where I look kind of funny-scary and Yuki is funny-sad + a picture where there is a deeper meaning which I'm not going to tell you but Yuki looks über cute on it ^.^ I would post there pictures here also but then there wouldn't be a next post (DANDANDAAAAAAAAA!! XD) Only 2 pictures which I'll add will be my at lake Viljandi, which I'm going to send to 2 of my penpals, and Jang Geun Suk, which I ordered just for Yuki

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. If you are wondering why winning is bad, then you should check out "Competition"

Back!

Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!

So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD

And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^

So school...

English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionary and sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD

SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush  XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD

English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.

In history class everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.

Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.

Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.

So finally I made her this

Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.

So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^

The party...

Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!

(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)

The second party...

Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^

And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^
1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee.
2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment.
3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean.
4. Folding relaxes me.
5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed.
6. I like to plan.
7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people,
8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking.
9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary.
10. I hate peas.
11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream.
12.I love how "dreadful" sounds.
13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything.
14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes.
15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD"
16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos.
17. I can't sleep with socks on.
18. I find shota disgusting.
19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me.
20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking.
21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down.
22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up.
23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone)
24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking)
25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence.
26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.

Now K-Pop...
Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^

Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy.
The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!


Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^
So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives  and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live

 There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD

 














 

 They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?

ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). 
And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD

The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. 
You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper).
The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung
says "Drop depth!"
the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!"
and the misheard is "Drop dead!"
NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.

And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one

I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...


And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start.
Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"
Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^

And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. 
To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him. 

Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^


As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?

Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:

1. 2NE1

2. Hyuna (4minute)

3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret

And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think) 

Top 25 Most Played

And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^


So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:

1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.

2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.

3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"

4. After School -  "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.

But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break  ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...

Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM.
To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day.
*Math
*A movie
*PE
AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much.
Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie  but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^
But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!



After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD
My biggest fail that day:

Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has..
Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino.
Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?


Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. 
It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^

I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. "PONPONPON" is now 15. on the list XD

Blue

Heya!

So, as you can see my writing is as it comes and usually when Yuki is here, I never blog.
죄송합니다!

Anyways, what I have been up to?
Hm, well, Yuki was here (obviously XD) and we just had a little one-on-one time ^^ We just hang out and this time didn't include anyone else. We have met up so much over these three months, so I don't know what's going to happen when school starts. We have talked to each other EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have had SOOO much fun too. And I get to meet other people and I think I have changed over this summer. I have more attitude now and I don't mind so much being noticed ^^ I haven't always been that kind of person who dress-ups differently and I would never thought that I would share my life online XD 
I have always been so-to-say different and usually people don't welcome different. I think, here in Estonia (and maybe somewhere else), people who drink and go to parties and listen to Guetta are considered to be cool and everyone else is...a loser maybe and usually those kind of people don't take the time to get to know those "losers" and they start to label and I hate labeling! In real life I'm the mystery girl (and someone called me actually a vampire XD) and so a lot of people don't know who Natusmi actually is. Well, people in my class know I'm incredibly smart (one of them called me kind-of-genius) and they know that I listen to those rice eaters (I think most of them don't make a diffrence between Korean, Japanese, Chinese etc). They know the last part because I made a recearch about the possibilities of Estonian to learn Korean and I had to defend it in front of the class. And that's it! Is it really what's Natsumi all about?! Well of course there are some wonderful people who I talk more than "What was the homework in math today?" and they know more about me but I'm talking about majority :).

So, what did we do in those three days together when Yuki was here? Well, the first night it was all about Mary Stayed Out all night and shopping. We bought some stuff for Yuki but we started with a breakfast for me and lunch for Yuki. We had two roll and juice and for dessert ICE CREAM!! XD And after that at least 3 hours of shopping. I had fun shopping with Yuki and I enjoy it more than with mom. The last one is SO hung up on money that the first thing that she sees is the price tag and not the product itself. And I hate it. I know that money is important but why do we have to stress about it constantly, like buying clothes. I know that I could get to plain T-shirts for one beautiful one but I like that beautiful one and when I and mom are shopping then our usual conversation is like this.
Me: Oh, this looks great!
Mom: How much does it cost?
Oh, come on! Not everything is about money although it is a necessity. But we got Yuki an amazing pair of converse and a beautiful T-shirt (with butterflies, Soubi's butterflies ^^). Oh, and before that we dyed my hair XD How could I forget about it? XD My hair now is kind of black but since I had highlights before it's little blue and purple too XD. And my outfit of the day. Although It was sunny on that day but my hands are so tanned that I wore a sweater to prevent them turning darker.

After the long time walking for store to store we sat on a park with the statue of the flute player and made couple of pictures. And after that "Mary Stayed Out All Night" until we went to sleep. Oh, wait we did watch "Mary" but before that we went to the beach of Viljandi's lake and just sat there for a while. It was nice! We got to talk about the stuff we have been thinking but really didn't spoke out loud. We could have stayed there longer but it was getting REALLY cold, well the summer is almost over so, NO KIDDING!? XD

The next morning there was some manga reading and a film and we just hanged out but in the evening we made a video which Natsumi wanted to put on her blog BUT we talked so much, over two hours, so that I won't be posting all of it. So there is some editing for me and I promise it will be up somewhere in the future. There is also some elaboration about stuff I have mentioned here and for the first part I think I will post the part where I talked about my penpals ^^
PS. My hair looks awful and the more awful it gets in minutes XD And also this is an example of my terrible English. Enjoy!! XD

Yeah, there is obviously more but I'll save them for other entryies ^^ There was a into in the beginning to (which we did like 3 or 5 times) but I forgot to add it, so for the next time then :).

Today, we didn't do much either. Just went to the city for a while and I send Yuki off around 2PM XD And now I have just hang out on Twitter, waiting for a letter, listened to the music and edited that video. ^^

And, right now, I found an amazing pianist. He calls himself as the Asianpianist and this one right here blew my mind (like in the actual song,  "Blow your mind" XD)

Amazing right!?!  So, defenitely give him thumbs up! ^^

That "Natsumi's penpals" video is taking forever to upload and that makes YouTube really slow too. And I'm basically just sitting and watching what I have written XD And that letter, I have been
waiting for 2 hours now, still hasn't come. It's the internet. Things should come in the lightning speed.

Anyway, I thought I would add a little playlist here with the songs I'm listening nowadays:

*CN Blue - Arigatou
*Alice Nine - Blue Flame
*Rin & Len - Butterfly On The Right Shoulder
*Beast/B2st - Fiction
*2NE1 - Follow Me
*2NE1 - I Don't Care
*Miyavi - Jibun Kakumei
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Super Junior - Mr. Simple
*CN Blue - Now or Never
*Super Junior - Superman
*2PM - 10 Out Of 10
*Ayabie - Toys Factory

So, these are my 13 most listened to songs on my iPod now ^^ And that reminds me that I should delete some songs form it - I have like 168 songs in it XD

Okay, I'm off now. Enjoy the playlist I put on and maybe I will write again soon and maybe not. Anyways...

Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I have nothing more to say XD

Secrets

So, the day was good! I got most of the thing in my list than but more to the end I was sucked into the manga world. But I got some summer reading done, I wrote in the blog, I started watching Bokura Ga Ita, I wrote a letter to AK and did a little cleaning too ^^ There was also Korean language in the list and writing my story to the computer but they can wait.

As I mentioned, I read couple of mangas, also stumbled on some that I have already read but I found a good one which I can call as my favourite ^^ So, my two favourites are "Non Tea Room" and now "Name of Love".

Today, my mom accidentally pumped into my old draftings teacher and that man obviously doesn't like me.
Him: Did Natsumi changed schools?
Mom: Almost.
Him: When she does, she shouldn't be involved in real subjects (Math, Physics)
Mom: Why?
Him: Because she hasn't have a good sense of space.
And then he doubted at my Math and Physics grades and they are perfect! Man, that pissed me off. He doesn't know nothing about me! Yeah, I went to his class but in there I was more worried about my grade that I wasn't even trying, to be honest, and that time, I was more focused on getting my German grade up.

Today I laughed laughed so hard that I was tearing up XD I would tell you the joke but you probably wouldn't understand it. It's an inside joke, so to say XD Still want to hear? Well, long story short. My mom is a workaholic and she came to me so I would read out her handwriting. And then she made a remark that she comes home early and that cracked me up XD (Although there isn't a joke XDD)
Anyways, I have once cracked up like that before too. It was in the middle of the night and Yuki was staying over. Yuki told me about a dream she had and she said something wrong and basically I started laughing and I was laughing that hard that Yuki started laughing and we laughed like that for at least 10 minutes (I used "laugh" a lot, I should update my vocabulary ^^)

I should add something colorful too. So, I wanted to but up a 2NE1 song. My first though was Fire because the first few lyrics haunt me:

I go by the name of CL 2NE1.
It has been a long time coming but we are here now.
And we are about to set the roof on fire.
You better get yours because I'm getting mine.

Yeah, the question is "get what?" but the lyrics don't give me a straight answer either.
But I wanted to put "Clap Your Hands" up. I totally love that song and I like Park Bom's wine red hair in this video. Amazing? Would I look good in this color? XD

I don't get people. I'm watching "Ghost Whisperer" and they keep secrets for years, 20 years. And for what? So, that it would come out in the worst situation ever? It seems so pointless. When you are with someone then you should tell him/her about everything. And especially when you have children from another relationships. If the truth doesn't come out soon, your children might have babies of their own.

And why is it ALWAYS like that - when I want to go to bed or at least off the computer, everybody wants to talk to me. And when I sit online and WANT to talk to somebody...then nothing. Frustrating! But I can go now ^^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Daddy is acting silly - every time he passes my room, he waves at me XD

Bags

Heya, long time no see! Well, I had an...I would say exciting week but I can hardly call it exciting. It was nice ^^

Well, shall we start then?
On Monday I went to Yuki's place like promised and we watched an anime which we agreed to watch together to the end but guess what?! She finished it without me...oh well, I just have to add it to the list of unseen shows XD And that list is long, wanna see?

Natsumi's list:
*Oh! My Lady - I don't even know what is it about XD
*MBLAQ - Art of Seduction - I have seen some clip about it...I think XD
*2NE1 TV
*MBLAQ - Idol Army
*B2st Idol Maid - It's still in the middle but at least I have started to watch it ^^
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge - again I have seen couple clips and I know what is it about ^^
*Super Junior - Full House
*SUJU Human Body or EHB - I might have finished it but I think I'm stuck in that place when DBSK hoined :D
*And then there is this:

Well, Shinee is in it so it's a must to see it ^^ Moving on...
*Mirakle - I think it was something to do with Super Junior
*Raising Idols
*2PM Wild Bunny
*Shinee Hello Baby - I have started to watch it twice already and never got to the end ^^
*We Are Dating
*Super Adonis (Camp) - AGAIN I think I have watched the beginning but not all the way to the end.
*And then there's this (I would use my Super Korean Translating powers but, I would rather not XD)

*Chef's Kiss - Is still in the middle, I'm at episode 5
*Jedward Let Loose
*MBLAQ - Happy Day With Family
*And now that anime we started watching
*And "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night" is still in the middle


Most of these thing, I have started to watch with Yuki (or at least she was the one to suggest them) but as soon as I get home, I start to deal with other things and...don't get me wrong. I want to watch all of them but I just don't have...I can't push myself to watch them, to take the time and sit in front of the computer to watch.

So, about my trip now.
Tuesday was the longest car drive EVER. The one thing, I hate about traveling the car is that my kegs get sore. I happen to have really long legs so sitting very really doesn't suit me and besides, my bones are a little off. They tend to crack. Like when I stand about 5 minutes in one place and then change the position, there is this cracking sound. And when I move my shoulders back and forth they make that "lovely" voice again. BTW, I hate when people crack their fingers. It's the most DISTURBING sound ever. Well, next to breaking cars (and by that I mean the sound what car's make when their owner's push the break petal.) BTW, I don't know how to drive XD I have never taken driver's ed. I don't have the time and...we could get the money but now it's a very bad time to go. Especially in the summer because my family lives on the teacher's salary. Since they don't work in the summer, they get a sum of money which they have to manage from June to basically September. In October there is the first normal pay. I'm totally falling off the subject, aren't I? ^^

Long story short, when we got to the first destination, which was my summer cottage in Aegviidu (actually it's near Aegviidu but we call it Aegviidu because it the most know destination near there, I think the right name should be Mägede). The great news was that I got my own room ^^. So, I got away from the watchful eye of my grandma. Don't get me wrong! I love her but she is master on pushing my buttons. She needs to run around and over do EVERYTHING we do and after a little while she feel really bad. Well, she is really old but she doesn't get that SHE NEEDS TO TAKE IT EASY!!! Yeah, I'm getting myself worked up again.

Anyways, I took with me two bags. One consisted of my clothes and only my clothes. I have this weird...habit to thing my every day wardrobe. I hate to wear one thing two times in the row. My mom don't like that about me. I don't get the things dirty, so why should I change. I think it's a girl thing maybe. I don't know...moving on. The other one was full on stuff that Natsumi just didn't want to leave behind. I'm a 0, so I got some stuff that I didn't really use. Like straightening iron, I used it once, and not once I opened my workbook or used the hairspray...and I was so stupid that I took with me 2 hairbrushes (one is like a comb and the other one is used when the hair is being blow-dried, I think).

So, me and my two bags went upstairs and stayed there for the most of the day. I got a new idea for a story, so I spend most of my time that day writing it. But after dinner, we decided to go for a walk (I & my mom). To her, it wasn't just walking on a road through the forest but to go mushrooming. I don't know about the rest of the world but in Estonia it's..I think it might be accustom to pick mushrooms. My (and my family's) favourite is the chanterelle or kukeseen (in Estonian). It's delicious when it's fried. Anyways, I'm not so much of a picker as my mom is, so, I met a new friend. He name was Branchy and he lives in the forest. He is an excellent at picking chanterelles. We found 9 mushrooms in one place. Amazing! And who is Branchy? He's a stick I picked up and carried along with me XD What?! XD I was bored. Mushrooming isn't for me. So, anyways, I had to leave Branchy behind. He didn't belong to the human world...and he had a VERY crooked back and he kept hitting my mom. So, yeah, we had to break up...
To more happy thoughts - we got a lot of mushrooms and we made a sauce from them ^^ But before we could do that we had to clean them. OH THE TERROR! I hate it but I have to admit, it was fun sitting with mom on the stairs in front of the house. I got a little information about my dad's past love life and I found out that my grandmother, mom's in-law, isn't very fond of her son's wife...But after the HORRIBLE cleaning we went to browse through mom's closet there and I have to say, I found some cool vintage stuff there. Who would have known?! XD When it comes to clothes, me an my mom NEVER agree with each other but lately she has started to listen to me more when she buys something new or combining ^^ And in the night we watched a Van Damme movie which was on the TV and drank tea and ate biscuits ^^ The movie was called "Maximum Risk".

The night in my new pad wasn't fun. It was freezing in there, so, I curled into a ball and couldn't move a single inch. It was before the morning I found that I had a spare blanket there but to be honest, it really didn't help much. But somehow, I survived the night and didn't got sick either. (At the moment I feel like I'm sick or going to be sick). I probably thought about that new story all night long XD.

After breakfast, I went right back to writing. Sometime, before lunch, Yuki's mom called me. I thought that it was just Yuki herself trying to reach me. It wasn't but, anyways, I got to talk to Yuki. She blabbed about people she started to chat with, read me her blog and we talked about other details. I think that was the highlight of my Wendsday. I just wrote the rest of the day and I started watching soap operas. Oh why? Why god is punishing me? I don't like watching them. They seem to be full of pointless drama which is REALLY over exaggerated. But I got hooked on one of those that my mom watches (she is the reason I saw them in the first place). The only reason I started watching that one was because of the male lead. He's so hot! XD It's one of those German soaps. 

The chick kissing him is the other lead and the bad news is that they are happy at the moment but the good news is that soon the chick will find those "beautiful" pictures that David's (the hot guy's) father's fiancée took of them when she put something inside David's drink, then stripped him and then made it look like that they were sleeping together. And if Lena (the blond chick on the picture) believes them, then she's a total IDIOT. They were obviously posed. PLUS when then there's photo evidence then it must be staged. OH COME ON! Who sleeps whit a man and takes pictures during it? She would be too busy screwing him.

Anyways, moving on! That night I wrote the last scene in my new story because I didn't know how to write one particular scene. Yeah, I'm not talking about it XD And after that another cold night.

Thursday morning wasn't so dull as the rest of them. I badly wanted to play badminton XD I haven't played for a while, so yeah, I was very excited about it. I think it was in school, during spring, when I last played it. And I'm not bad at it either. When there is no bugs attacking me, I get a hit to that flying thing (it's not ball isn't it? It can't be! It BARELY resembles to one). Anyway, we played until it started raining. Then we just went back to my room and played rummikub until it was lunch time. Actually we played it every night but I didn't think it was worth mentioning. KL called me (or us) Rummikub-holic(s). Well, I can't quite disagree with him *pouts*. We have played it more and more during this summer. Mainly, it was because my mom had a vacation from both of her jobs.

Okay, this totally falls off the topic but I felt charing it with the world. I like Miyavi! ^^ And at the moment, one of my favourites songs from him started playing.

My mom hates it XD She call is "pointless screaming".But I freaking love it! ^^

Anyways, I was in the middle of my Thursday, weren't I? Well, this is the only lunch I remember because it was delicious. We made cabbage stew. YUMMM!

2 hours before the dinner, I went jogging. It was really nice and I have missed it. Running along the path, breathing that fresh air and enjoying the beautiful scenery. I could have ran for hours but I thought I have to be back soon to help with the dinner, so I ran only for an hour. But later it turned out that mom decided to heat up the leftovers, so the cooking was done minutes before the dinner time. Well, that blows! But I was too lazy to get dressed again, so I went back to the computer and started to play Sims 2 again. I really have gotten far.

On Friday we finally got out of the woods. My summer cottage is in a place where the CLOSEST neighbor is 5KM AWAY. Nice! So, I think I was starting to miss people around me, since I am born and raised in a town.
In the morning during breakfast the men (namely my dad and his brother) were discussing which way was best to go to Leppneeme. And how men talk is a mystery - they both talk about some bridge and they both know exactly what bridge they are talking about BUT THEY DON'T NAME ANY NAMES! It's not like there is one bridge in Estonia. No! There are tons of them, in different shapes and sizes, and if my memory serves me right, there were at least 10 of them on our way too and my dad did get lost but Navigator Natsumi pointed the right way and we were back on the right road. I am good aren't I? XD And my services were paid off too - I got my ice cream which I was dreaming about ever since Monday. Oh, I love ice cream, especially vanilla ^^ And if you make milkshake out of it, then I will love you forever. I just love milkshakes ^^. ANYWAYS, when we finally got were we were heading, I was feeling rather nauseous. On the way they were building this new crossroad and...long story short dad made bunch of U-turn. They just couldn't get the right exit from that madness. Well, after the hellos in front of the house, I finally got inside and guess what?! I got a glass of wine shoved into my hand and since I was new there, I drank it all. And that wasn't enough. After we got to know a little about the woman in the house, we went outside because Natsumi was dying to get to the seaside. Oh, I almost forgot. It was the only morning I took a picture of my outfit.

 Not the best picture of me but beggar can't be a chooser. My legs loog great though and my hair is okay but my mom hated the hair because I straightened them that morning and my mom loves my natural curls which I got form my grandma, my mom's mom. I didn't want to document my house wear that much because I probably looked awful.

Anyways, when we finally got out of the big house, my mom went to tell dad about out plans. He was with his old classmate, with who he made a band together and the man of the house. He shoved me another glass of wine. I think this time it was raspberry one. This time, I didn't finish it (at least not on my own). I gave the half to my mom. When the man of house, RM, noticed that I stood there empty handed, he gave me something different, a lot stronger drink (if I'm not mistaken, the alcohol percentage was 45%). Man! That was a bitter drink and it was one shot too (I feel sick just thinking about that drink).

Finally and drunk, I got to the seaside and it was beautiful. I loved it! I liked to walk in the water barefoot, smell the cool ocean air. I just could have stay there forever but  mom was getting could. I had my lovely sweatshirt one but she got just a knitted jumper (with big wholes in it). So, soon we got back to the house. It wasn't that cold near the house though and sun occasionally shined. There was a ping-pong-table in the middle of the yard. My dad taught me how to play and helped on keeping the score but soon he got tired being a referee and trusted the point system to me. Mom won most of the games...but I still beat her in Rummikub. Not that I'm bad at ping-pong or something, it's just that mom is SLIGHTLY better :) I wasn't really looking forward to sitting outside again after the game, so I took my Geisha book and sat outside. I have to say - I zone out when I read a book - I don't hear a word that other tell me or even what's happening around me. My hair could be on fire but I would still kept reading and something similar happened but not to my hair and there was nothing to do with heat. Vice versa! When, my mom finally got me to stop reading, my fingers were frozen. At least the two smaller ones in my left hand. They were actually blue from the cold and inside I felt the pain of frozen fingers. So, the women in the house offered me some tea which in the end got spiked, there was some kind of liqueur poured into it. So, yeah, I drank a lot that day.

Oh, probably the biggest fail of the day, was when I met their son. The man is around 30 and he has a son. When he came inside and I was introduced to her as my mom's daughter, he said: "I think we have met before" XD. I saw him for the first time that night, I swear, and everybody got to laugh when my mom said that it was my first time here XD.

We laughed and talked for hours but I have to say the best part was going to bed. That night, I felt so warm and the sleep came fast and the bed was so soft. Felt like paradise! Oh, I want to visit that place again just to sleep in that bed, a little piece of heaven but at the moment, it seems that my own bed is calling me. So, I will go to bed now and continue with my recap tomorrow (or today would be more accurate).

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm sorry that I kept this huge cap between my posts. I was too...I think the right word is lazy to write a recap. I'm sorry ^^

Spaghetti

Heya! Yes, I am cooking spaghetti now. Well, actually I'm wirting this blog but yeah, also waiting for the water to boil.

Anyways, I noticed that in the last entry I was too busy to remember what I did in the past few days and totally forgot to write about that day.
The highlights had to be hanging out with Yuki and dad.

With Yuki we walked around the town and looked for party venues. Why? Yuki is turning 18 next month, exactly on September 16 (& day before that Vampire Diaries Season 3 comes out & Jungshin turns 20 ^^) Anyways, Yuki is planning her birthday for the first time (usually her mom takes over) but this year, I decided to be the party arranger. I have always wanted to be one ^^ We checked the local cafes and just looked around and two of them seemed the most suitable. I send an e-mail to one of them and I'm planning to call for the other one on Monday.
After I send Yuki off to the bus station, I stayed with my dad for an hour and we fixed up the car. Or he did and I read the manual, which was in German, and held the instruments. But I liked it, I got to know more about cars and it was interesting as hell. Just how many gadgets there are and how they work. Dad promised me that he would teach me how to change a tire. I'm REALLY looking forward to that.
But soon mom noticed us from the kitchen window and asked me to come inside and boil some rice (we had rice and meat that day)

The next day Yuki came to town again. I was cleaning when she arrived. I was cleaning for today. I'll tell you about it later...Anyways,  we went for a walk this time. Since it was Saturday we couldn't do any planning, we just hung out. Somewhere in the Castle Hills, LS called and asked where were we and what were we up to. She joined us and we got a little rain too, which to me and LS it was a nightmare - our hair would get curly/frizzy - but Yuki was like: "Are you made of sugar or something?" It was fun hanging out with those two (not that it's boring with just Yuki) but to me I prefer one-on-one time more because sooner or later the third person would feel uncomfortable. Basically in our case, there was some Shou impersonating, some pedobears and just goofing off ^^
I really don't remember what I did rest of the day. Probably because I was so worried about Sunday...Oh, I watched couple of movies. One was "Forces of Nature" and the other which I wasn't planning on watching but I did anyways was "In Her Shoes". And I worked out a little. And talked to Yuki a little.

Anyways, on Sunday...I dressed up like this. I know I look AWFULLY fat in this picture but it was the best of them. Trust me! But I went to another mass today (or should it be yesterday now). There was a new teacher in the congregation, so I wanted to check him out. And he had an amazing voice I have to say but it's still nothing compared to Kyuhyun ^^
Mom made me octopus wieners ^^ Yeah, my little Usagi moment but, hey, they look delicious and they were delicious XD and after that me and my mom played rummikub (you can check it out here!) and I won 7 games out of 8 XD I'm good, aren't I? ^^
So, we are getting to the beginning time only now I have couple of more things to add. I made Livestream today ^^ Who would have guessed? XD Anyways, I was on it for almost 3 hours with Yuki watching me (I wasn't really comfortable showing it to EVERYONE else. And now my shoulder is killing me - I'm not made to sit behind the computer OBVIOUSLY...

But what kind of post would it be without Kpop. At the moment, I have this song stuck in my mind. I'm not very fond of that song. The lyrics are kind of depressing...

I love 2ne1! I think they are one of the best Kpop artists out there but I think it's kind of cliche for them to sing it. I mean, almost half of Kpop depends on appearances and for them to sing that they are ugly seem...I don't know the exact word. There are millions of small girls who look up to them. But, yeah, "The beauty is in the eye of the beholder"


Okay, my dear ones, I should really get some sleep. Tomorrow will be a busy day and I will go to Yuki's house. Oh, but I have to say, from Tuesday to Sunday, I will be away and there is no chance to write anything. So, if I'm smart then I'll write something every night to Word or somewhere and then the next post (or maybe if I write tomorrow, the next next post) will be really long.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Although, I keep saying I'm fat and stuff, I don't have low self-esteem and I don't hate myself. I think I'm ALMOST as beautiful as I can be :)

Fiction

Sooo, woke up before the clock...proud of myself ^^

I got to sleep really late, so I'm a bit surprised I got up so early.

I have developed a very bad habit. I'm used to listen to some music in bed before I actually get to sleep. I got this while me and Yuki were in Aegviidu, where my summer cottage is. There we had a whole floor all to ourselves but there was a drawback to it. In the house there was no door between where we slept and the downstairs hallway. And if the front door was open (when there was like hot outside) all the little mosquitoes flew inside and unfortunately, we got attacked during the night. So, to get some sleep, we slept with some earphones on. And after, in Yuki's place there was an annoying fly, so earphones again :) And now, Natsumi's used to it. To be honest it's not that bad of an habit IF you listen to music that is soothing and puts you to sleep BUT last night I listened to

*2ne1 - I Am The Best

*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa

*Astroboy - Astro Solider (which is, btw, haunting me right now)

*Hyuna - Bubble Pop!

Very calming isn't it xD

Well the last song I heard was CN Blue's "Lie" Japanese version, I think the Korean version isn't that bad either (the music is exactly the same) but I'm used to the other one.

I just love CN Blue's Junghyun's voice!! Shinee's Junghyun isn't that bad either, he has major lungs but I like the other more ^^ Guilty

Also I love Super Junior's Kyuhyun's voice and Vocaloid Clear's the last one sounds like an angel and Natsumi might be in love BUUUT she likes Jungshin better.

Jungshin is also from CN Blue and, no he's not the lead vocals or the guitar player but he is the bass player with extremely beautiful hands and a smile to die for and he's tall a d he's daring and sweet and...(Natsumi is slowly melting into a puddle)

Anyways, I wanted to write about something more but Yuki already called, so, I have to go.

I think I'll write again in the evening! But no promises ^^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I know I forgot to write about the Finnish language xD

Hey guys!

I started a blog...Don't ask why ^^

I'm trying to figure it out myself xD

Anyway, I felt like writing. But not my stories...too tired to think of the plots. I'm writing 3 stories currently...one of them has a plot figured out, the other two are random. Maybe, someday, I will post some parts of it but originally 2 of them are in Estonian (because I'm an Estonian gal) but I will translate them ^^

This is the first time in a while I have stayed in the Internet for so long. Usually, 2 hours or so and then I get bored and do something else (watch TV or something).

My biggest fail today was that I couldn't spell bottle, hahaha.

I was like "was it like boddle or maybe poddle..." and then I took Google Translator. I don't trust that site much (for the reason my name in English is suppose to be Nancy :D) but for the little words it's quite good. One of my friends for Facebook trusts this site whole-heartedly and he has spelled me quite funny stuff. I think he has a kind of crush on me. He begged to show him some pictures which we took on our little photo shoot with Yuki. I was like hell no! I'm not very showy about my pictures. I like them to keep in my computer and laugh at them when I'm bored or something.

First entry should be introducing me a little bit, right?

Well, my nickname is Natsumi (like the title of my blog) but my real name is Kristiina.

Like I said I'm from Estonia, my hometown is Viljandi. I love that place! It's so nice and green in here. Quite quiet too! (interesting phrase...quite quiet..change the place for one letter and the word becomes something else) I'm off the topic again aren't I xD

What else?

I'm born on the March 19, 1993. So, I'm Pisces ^^ and my blood type is 0+.

I'm very caring person. I say random stuff and sometimes it's hard for me to focus but when I do, I'm so...focused that there could be a burning house next to me and I would just do my thing xD

I'm good at math xD I had to add it, haha, it's not very important but in school it's like the first thing that people notice about me. I can be also bad-ass in Psychics but I wouldn't say I'm great at it. I have won competitions but...I know the formulas and nothing about the theory.

I LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!!!!

My favorite is vanilla ice-cream with chocolate chips. Just thinking about it makes me drool (in ice-cream land.....)

Anyway, my favourite (I'm used to write in British English, so this time I won't backspace the "u") animal is tiger and favourite color is green.

Recently (like the last two-three days) I have been into drawing. When I first drew an picture (It was about Usagi-san from Junjou Romantica) a lot of people asked me that why did I draw. That was a bit turn of from drawing but I read more and more of that manga and then I drew Hiroki (really bad, I might add) and Yuki, my bestest best friend, told me that why him I should have drawn Nowaki. So, I did ^^ I drew a lot of Nowaki...I drew his hands, then 3 different expressions of his eyes and then 5 facial expression. Then I went on to some other people...Tomorrow I will show my drawing to Yuki and hold my breath to hear what she has to say about them. She is the artist one from two of us. So, her opinion matters.

I think it's easier to draw manga characters than real people. I tried that. Today, and my mom didn't like it. I drew her and she looked a little swollen. In my defence they totally where so, the thing wasn't about how I drew. And I also tried to draw her hands. I'm a hand fetish, so I look at them and want to learn how to draw them ^^ Guilty!

Oh, I haven't told the biggest thing about me!!! I'm a Kpop fan!!

I have like two songs in my head haunting me...One of them is MBLAQ's "Mona Lisa" and the other is Beast/B2st's "Fiction".

It's like "whoo-whooo-ooo Fiction Finction...Mona Lisa yo ta-da-da-da-daa" or something similar xD

And then I want to learn the 2ne1's "I Am The Best"'s dance.

And then I have a huge Kpop wall, which soon will have some additions ^^

The quality is REALLY bad but you get the picture ^^

The saranghaeyo in the middle of it because I love everything on that wall. From the boys to the girls in the middle which are my best friend and I ^^

It's was made in the 8th grade I think. The faces look bad but I love that we are together and not very posy and....I just love it ^^

Anyway, I should REALLY go to sleep now. I will see Yuki tomorrow and we will probably go to the library to study Finnish.

WHY? you ask.

I'll tell you about it tomorrow because I'm a real sleepy head and if I don't get up in time tomorrow (I think it's now better to say today) I will be in big trouble.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The layouts and the whole design will be thought about in the future :)