Marks

Today I had a good day!
Rather slow but relaxing.
I met up with Marks today. I really missed her. We didn't do much, we never do much, but with her it doesn't bother me.
We met up in her apartment and we caught up while she arranged flowers. We talked about work, my study plans etc. She will take a year off and plans to work and then go to school. In a way, it might be a good plan if she manages to save up money then she would avoid loans.
Then we went to a photo shop to prepare her mother her present and then to a bookstore to get it wrapped. After we had a little ice cream and I was craving on hamburgers but yeah, didn't get it, we were too lazy to walk so far and the one closest doesn't taste that good...

My outfit of the day!
I totally forgot to post the dress to my shopping list but here it is. The bad thing about it is that it's a see-through but, fortunately, I have a long tank top which suits perfectly under there ^.^ like it's meant that way XD
The bag that I'm carrying was made by my great aunt and I love it ^.^
And these shoes I'm wearing...they are actually my mom's. I used to wear them when I was a little girl and, of course, they were too big for me XD I wasn't the kind of little girl, who wore her mother's dresses and applied make-up on her face but I did try to wear those shoes. They were so awesome for me, different. They are basically these really high platform shoes but they are rather comfortable.
I don't talk much about my childhood, do I?

Oh, I have couple more things to say XD

My TV is broken XD I have no idea what's wrong with it but when I try to turn it on, it just starts to make a very annoying noise and doesn't show anything. I have been TV-less for at least a week now and I miss it babbling in the background XDD

Tumblr is addictive -.- I just scroll and scroll there for hours XDD Okay, I have added couple of posts but other than that just scroll, scroll, reblog, like, like, scroll, scroll and so on and so forth XDD

And I will probably start watching the O.C with my mom. I'M SO EXCITED!!! and my mom seems to  like the plan also. She said that she thinks she hasn't seen all of the episodes and she would really loved to. I already warned her that I would be crying at the end of the 3rd and 4th season XDD

Oh, on Tuesday, me and Yuki got together with Akira again but this time DK joined us. We decided to watch a scary movie called "The Woman in Black" I admit it! it was scary but apparently not scary enough for me. I was calm during the whole movie...okay-okey I was frightened once but that was because Akira screamed and boy that girl can scream XDD
It was cool! I love hanging out with my friends, even when there are people I hardly know around ^.^

Okay, my lovelies, I have written more in these two days than I have during the last 3 months XDD I kind of like it but it's hard to start and also, usually, when I start to write I:
a) forgot what I was suppose to write about
or
b) ran out of ideas
and besides, it's more interesting to read what others have been up to rather that write what I already know ^.^ but at least I'm better than a certain boy who cannot be named XD

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I hadn't hear this song until today XDD I'm a really bad kpop fan, or should I say I have become a really bad kpop fan...but as for the song...I'm speechless XDD but I have to admit, it's haunting me now XD

Finished

I finally finished that thing!

And by that thing I mean my little art history research. I kind of liked doing that thing. Gave me purpose. But then again free time feels nice although my free time started 10 minutes ago and it's like 11:43PM XD
Now, starting Monday, I have to write my defense speech but comparing to the research it's piece of cake ^..^ Oh, and about my research. My teacher told me that I need 20 pages of solid text and now I have...50 pages XDD Hahaha, I sometimes outdo myself ^.^

My wisdom tooth is growing...painfully. Yesterday my whole jaw hurt and today it has been so-so.

Oh, and bad me! I was suppose to go and tutor my nephew. Sounds awful XDD I'm not that old but yeah, I'm someones aunt. Luckily, he doesn't think of me that way - I'm just a smart friend or relative. AWYWAYS, I'm his math tutor for a week. I went there on Thursday with Yuki but we didn't get much work done. It was pretty late...but Friday was more productive and he made me promise that he would solve some problems yesterday and today but neither of us believe that XDD

Tomorrow, I will be babysitting for some time.
On June 7th I will have a book presentation. Luckily I won't be the one presenting XDD But I am considered as one of the the co-writers. The book is about my school and I and couple of my classmates were assigned to write a story about our school experience.
On June 8th I will have my exam where I have to present my defense speech.
On June 14th I will have an official reception with the head of one of the biggest universities in Estonia, Tallinna Tehnikaülikool (TTÜ).
And on June 21st I will have my graduation. Sad - enough said XDD

I will add a picture here from that Pilistvere trip. I love that picture and it's with my mom. Oh, that reminds me. My dad went to Aegviidu this weekend and got back today. It was great to see him today ^.^

Of course the picture was made by Yuki ^.^

I have been watching the Lying Game.

It's thrilling and unexpected, welllll except for the love part. I totally knew that Ethan will fall for Emma XDD But the other parts of it is thrilling, as I said already. Like for 15 episodes I know that the mom was that artist and now it's totally upside down. I'm pretty sure who is it but it's not proven yet.
I don't have a favorite character in this but I have to say that Ethan is pretty cute ^.^

Okay, my cuties, I should go to bed. I'm really tired and I feel like a rock had dropped off my shoulders.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Wish me luck! I hope that my teacher is as proud of me as I am ^.^

Back!

Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!

So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD

And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^

So school...

English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionary and sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD

SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush  XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD

English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.

In history class everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.

Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.

Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.

So finally I made her this

Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.

So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^

The party...

Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!

(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)

The second party...

Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^

And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^
1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee.
2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment.
3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean.
4. Folding relaxes me.
5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed.
6. I like to plan.
7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people,
8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking.
9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary.
10. I hate peas.
11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream.
12.I love how "dreadful" sounds.
13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything.
14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes.
15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD"
16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos.
17. I can't sleep with socks on.
18. I find shota disgusting.
19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me.
20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking.
21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down.
22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up.
23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone)
24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking)
25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence.
26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.

Now K-Pop...
Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^

Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy.
The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!


Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^
So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives  and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live

 There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD

 














 

 They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?

ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). 
And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD

The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. 
You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper).
The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung
says "Drop depth!"
the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!"
and the misheard is "Drop dead!"
NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.

And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one

I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...


And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start.
Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"
Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^

And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. 
To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him. 

Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^


As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?

Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:

1. 2NE1

2. Hyuna (4minute)

3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret

And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think) 

Top 25 Most Played

And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^


So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:

1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.

2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.

3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"

4. After School -  "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.

But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break  ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...

Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM.
To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day.
*Math
*A movie
*PE
AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much.
Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie  but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^
But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!



After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD
My biggest fail that day:

Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has..
Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino.
Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?


Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. 
It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^

I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. "PONPONPON" is now 15. on the list XD

Bad

Well, I haven't written for a really long time, haven't I?
And today I won't be writing much either XD I have been busy and perhaps a bit lazy too. So, I thought about putting up a picture for you guys - a little teaser ^^

Let's just say I have taken a few notes, so I wouldn't forget what I have been up to for these two weeks and there has been a lot ^^

So, Oyasumi for tonight (I have been watching a Japanese anime all day XD) and a little song for you guys. It has been haunting me all day long ^^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I hate goosebumps + I have an English test tomorrow and I haven't studied for it. Good luck to me XD

School

Did you miss me? Did you miss me? Of course you did! XD

Anyways, heya, It's Natsumi and now she is an official 12th grader aka SENIOR!

I would say that this was my first WEEK at school but unfortunately it wasn't like that.

September 5th

Week begun with Natsumi making a public performance thanks to somebody. Sometimes I really hate KR, like on Monday, but sometimes she is pretty useful too (I'll tell you about that later). On Monday, I hated her.

When I woke up, I didn't remember anything on that little performance but LUCKILY I looked at my diary, and there stood that I had to do a report on foreign news. Yeah, in my history class there is a custom that according to the list two people do a little overview on news outside and inside Estonia. Since KR made a "friendly" suggestion that we should start this year in the bottom, then I had to a report.

I'm not exactly the last on the list but yeah...

I made a choice on changing my last name. When my mom married with dad, I got to made a choice - whether I wanted to stick with my name or change it. I voted for a change because I think it would be a little awkward when all of my family is V and I'm the only R. My grandpa (from my mother's side) still doesn't know that I changed my name. He wasn't really totally on board with my mom marrying in the first place, so we didn't want to add oil to the fire. But I like my new name (well not that new, I have been wearing for the past 8 years) and it has this German feeling to it ^^

I think there wasn't anything else remarkable on my Monday.

Well, if I would say according to my timetable

History - performance

Math - some theory + exercises

Math - more exercises

Estonian - I think it was the best Estonian lesson ever. We didn't have to do anything XD and teacher just talked for a change which is great in her lessons. The more she talks the less we have to make anything ^^

English - That's a lesson I want to do something because that lady can talk and talk and talk and talk and you get the picture. Don't get me wrong! She is a great teacher but her talk seems to wonder and she moves form one topic to another and we sometimes quite can't catch up. And in her lessons. 5 comes easily...at least for me. In that lesson, I might be teacher's pet.

There was this one time, when I was answering for home reading, when I didn't know anything. I talked a little about the contents but she cut me off because she knew the book ("Pride and Prejudiced") and then she asked for the words, which I didn't know exactly and I got a 5+ XD You know what she said:

"You just need to digest the words and I'm sure you would know them but you have just learned them, so, It's okay."

And I only got 5 lessons that day but I had to hang out in the school's library to wait for my mom, so I did the homework and a little required reading.

After that shopping. I got a new bad which I already love...simply adore XD

Do you like? ^^

And I got some other nesserary stuff for school and I can cross out some items from my huge list too in "Neverland".

Since I got off so early, I went to the library and did a little more research for my research XD (Weird sentence XD). ANYWAYS, a small picture of my workplace. A little messy but...yeah XD

I stayed there for 3 hours when my brain totally shut down. I clearly overdid it but okay, I got a little addition to my research.

September 6th

Another day at the big school house ^^

The best thing about it? IT'S ESTONIAN TEACHER FREEEEEE!!!

And I don't remember what else happened XD

The timetable:

Math - I think some more exercises XD

Physics practice (basically a lesson where we only do excercises but the class is split into half) - of course some excercises.

I forgot to tell you. In the first Physics lessons (which was in Friday) the teacher said something to the boys in my class: "You are grown men (obviously to the BOYS)." Can I laugh?! XD Okay maybe some of them can measure up but most of them....I mean please...

The good news is, or maybe bad for me, HR booked me for the entire yeas AGAIN. I have to sit beside him in Physics class. Last time, last year, he was really angry at me when I sat next to TT in one lesson XD. Anyways, moving on.

Physics practice - some more exercises

Physics - for the whole class. We couldn't get enough for two lessons XD

English - teacher talked to us again

History - wasn't my fave that day. Our team got beat by KR team and that wasn't sweet. She beat us by 4 points, by freaking 4 points. But what you can expect. We have been working together for two and now we work agaist, so yeah, the competition is tougher but we survive.

(That reminds me that, at the moment, Yuki is in military camp. I wounder how she is doing in there. I hope she is having the time of her life ^^)

Class teacher's lesson - basically it's not really a lesson but a meeting. We talk about class stuff there (coming events, decisions we have to make etc) and that lessons usually doesn't happen either.

At home I made a poster for that Geisha book I read during the summer. It was a home assignment in Literature class. It looked like this.

Well, I'm proud of it and Yuki seemed impresses when I showed it to her through webcam. But I have to add, the night I drew it, I was drinking with my mom XD.

Oh, and that night I wanted to find a great background for my iPOd and I found a really GREAT ONE!

HE IS SO HOT! So be jealous because he's mine XD

Oh, and that night I was reading mangas...all night I was reading mangas XD and the most memorable quote was:

A: Are you gay?

B: If necessary!

Classic!

September 7th

That mornig started the hard way - I just couldn't open my eyes. Oh, and that wasn't the worst part of it, TT got sick and I was without a deskmate.

When I got to school, I noticed that TT was missing because usually she is there before me, so I got worried and sent her a text message. She said that wasn't feeling well and stayed home - no wonder, she was kind of sick on Tuesday too but it got worse.

Timetable:

Physics - studied a little something new and then exercises of course but the teacher talked about one for 20 minutes (that half of the lesson in Estonia) XD so we didn't get much done

Before English, I read a little required reading and just chilled.

English - we talked about reported speech and a little something I noticed in the last lesson

English -

I have to excuse my horrible outlook, I look somehow scary too XD

Literature - Luckily I didn't have to present my poster but we talked about KR's all lesson. She choose a Jeremy Clarkson's "For Crying Out Loud!" but still we got a homework about our posters. Had to write a little story on the back.

Somewhere between the English classes, I started to write a letter to the Japanes guy and after each lessons, I tried to continue and wrote a little in the math class to

Math - Japanese letter + exercises

After that lesson, MP asked me to accompany her to the little buffet in our school. When I was standing in the line, something weird happen. Like totally weird.

MP was standing in the line while I was standing few inches away to not be on the others way (I didn't want to buy anything) when I felt that my butt got slapped. In school. By a 2nd grader. THERE ARE A LITTLE HENTAIS IN MY SCHOOL. When I looked back, one of them was pointing at the other, kind of like "he did it!". They could hardly reach for my butt so why they slapped it. I have no words to that incident XD

Well, MP bought lunch and I felt like an anorexic next to her. There she was a full plate in front of her and I had nothing. My side was empty - well there was an iPod but nothing edible wasn't around.

I usually don't eat lunch at school. I just bring along an apple or a sandwich form home and nothing more. My mom gives me lunch money but I just don't want to eat at school.

History - the worst lesson of the day and it was made hell by my "mature" classmate. Everybody got quiet and worked on a paper that history teacher gave us. It was rather difficult to and guess what JJ did.

1. He copied off the girl in front

2. He sprayed some weird aerosole.

3. AND THE WORST PART, he giggled like a little school girl ALL THE TIME

Yeah, the boys in my class are really grown man! Oh, how I tried to ignore it but when he is basically right next to me, how could I. I really felt like punching him, so he would get rid of that freaking grin. And he was like that THE WHOLE LESSON.

And now comes the part where I like KR. She saw that JJ was writing off of him and purposely wrote the wrong answers and then the teacher asked him. OH I GOT TO LAUGH!!!

His answers were so random that teacher frowned and asked somebody else. She is one of those teachers who would never undermine a student.

JJ was like: "Why did you write the wrong answers?"

KR: "To teach you a lesson! So next time, you would do your own work."

That's one of the things that really bothers me about JJ. He hasn't done anything (during those 3 years I have been in the same class as him) and copies of others job. He never studies for anything and cheats and does the minimum.

Actually his deskmate was giggling too but he didn't bother me that much because I know that RP pulls himself together when it's nessesary and I have seen him working hard and trying to study. He has asked for my help many times and I see he tries.

And that was it for that day. After I waited like a loner for my mom again - listening to the music with a blank stare.

That night I read a manga, talked to Yuki and had a walk with my mom. The last one is taking an interest in the yaoi world that's great. She wants to continue with that anime, I showed her in Aegviidu. But there is a catch - I have to write Estonian subtitles or translate everything while watching. And she really wanted to know what that manga was all about which I'm reading at the moment.

September 8th

Sick day.

When I woke up, I had a massive migraine. It was so terrible that I couldn't even open my eyes and I felt so terrible that I could puked. It was simply awful. Somehow, I got to my parents bedroom and told them that I got a huge migraine.

I ended up sleeping there and when I woke up (for the second time that day) I found a wet cloth on my forehead. The feeling was a lot better then but still mom decided to torture me. She wanted to take my temperature. I have hated it ever since I was a kid. I hated siting in a one place and holding a sick under my armpit. I could take in any drug just that I could be stuck with a thermometer. And guess what?! I didn't have temperature. Take that mom! I told you so!

Since mom told me not to use the computer that day, I read mangas for my iPod XD and watched TV.

At 6PM, I drove to my sponsor though. I know it's bad that I didn't go to school but still went there but I made a promise.

Well, there were couple of my classmates, total babes, like seriously.

A: "Oh my god, he looks so hot."

B: "He is even better. A total eye candy."

A: "He is more of your type. I would gladly take him."

B: "Oh my god I would totally go to a ball with him."

A: "Yeah, totally. And I would be like this and he would be like that."

AND SO ON! And what they were watching at?

September 9th

One of the scariest days of my life.

So, a small recap of my day and my legs are REALLY tired.

But unfortunately, the blog don't want to upload that video, so I'll try to put it on toworrow.

When I finally got home, I ate a little and finally answered my Interpal letters. I have waited too long with this. And I was on Twitter and I found a Super Junior live. As you know (or found out just now) Heechul went to the army and let's just say - Super Junior with out Heechul isn't the same. And guess who was the one who took over Heechul's act? See for youself!

I have noticed that Super Junior dances aren't that complicated but the fact that there is about 10 people dancing at the same time, gives it that power. I'm not saying that the dances are lame or anything but they aren't just...well like Shinee "Lucifer" ^^

And that reminds me that I found a super cute picture about Kyuhyun.

Simply adorable. I can't even see Ryeowook next to him ^^

I found another Super Junior video and when I watch it, I can't really help myself for smiling. It's just so silly...next to Mr. Simple of course. And I just have to mention this - while Kyuhyun is dancing there comes a cap in his bangs and that really bothers me XD

And now it's U-Kiss time. They have made their comeback and that's really great but I just can't help myself from criticizing.

1. They all are way to oily.

2. Kiseop has too much bangs and he still reminds me of Edward. Maybe because I kind if miss him...anyways.

3. Why do I feel like a traitor, when I think that AJ looks hot in this video?

But other that those 2.5 bad things, they're comeback is really awesome and I am proud of them. And did I forget to mention I really like "Neverland"? XD

And I really like watching "I Don't Know" lives? They are also so silly and those lives make me feel better, more cheerful ^^

Since, I go to school now and since I have so much to do, I won't wear something exciting every day, so I will choose an outfit of the week.

So, what do you think? I really liked it because it was ÜBER comfortable and that beige this I'm wearing is really soft ^^ I think I wore it on Tuesday.

So yeah, I'm really going to bed now...it's not very late but I'm tired from all that standing around.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Every time I yawn, I get goosebumps XD

Blue

Heya!

So, as you can see my writing is as it comes and usually when Yuki is here, I never blog.
죄송합니다!

Anyways, what I have been up to?
Hm, well, Yuki was here (obviously XD) and we just had a little one-on-one time ^^ We just hang out and this time didn't include anyone else. We have met up so much over these three months, so I don't know what's going to happen when school starts. We have talked to each other EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have had SOOO much fun too. And I get to meet other people and I think I have changed over this summer. I have more attitude now and I don't mind so much being noticed ^^ I haven't always been that kind of person who dress-ups differently and I would never thought that I would share my life online XD 
I have always been so-to-say different and usually people don't welcome different. I think, here in Estonia (and maybe somewhere else), people who drink and go to parties and listen to Guetta are considered to be cool and everyone else is...a loser maybe and usually those kind of people don't take the time to get to know those "losers" and they start to label and I hate labeling! In real life I'm the mystery girl (and someone called me actually a vampire XD) and so a lot of people don't know who Natusmi actually is. Well, people in my class know I'm incredibly smart (one of them called me kind-of-genius) and they know that I listen to those rice eaters (I think most of them don't make a diffrence between Korean, Japanese, Chinese etc). They know the last part because I made a recearch about the possibilities of Estonian to learn Korean and I had to defend it in front of the class. And that's it! Is it really what's Natsumi all about?! Well of course there are some wonderful people who I talk more than "What was the homework in math today?" and they know more about me but I'm talking about majority :).

So, what did we do in those three days together when Yuki was here? Well, the first night it was all about Mary Stayed Out all night and shopping. We bought some stuff for Yuki but we started with a breakfast for me and lunch for Yuki. We had two roll and juice and for dessert ICE CREAM!! XD And after that at least 3 hours of shopping. I had fun shopping with Yuki and I enjoy it more than with mom. The last one is SO hung up on money that the first thing that she sees is the price tag and not the product itself. And I hate it. I know that money is important but why do we have to stress about it constantly, like buying clothes. I know that I could get to plain T-shirts for one beautiful one but I like that beautiful one and when I and mom are shopping then our usual conversation is like this.
Me: Oh, this looks great!
Mom: How much does it cost?
Oh, come on! Not everything is about money although it is a necessity. But we got Yuki an amazing pair of converse and a beautiful T-shirt (with butterflies, Soubi's butterflies ^^). Oh, and before that we dyed my hair XD How could I forget about it? XD My hair now is kind of black but since I had highlights before it's little blue and purple too XD. And my outfit of the day. Although It was sunny on that day but my hands are so tanned that I wore a sweater to prevent them turning darker.

After the long time walking for store to store we sat on a park with the statue of the flute player and made couple of pictures. And after that "Mary Stayed Out All Night" until we went to sleep. Oh, wait we did watch "Mary" but before that we went to the beach of Viljandi's lake and just sat there for a while. It was nice! We got to talk about the stuff we have been thinking but really didn't spoke out loud. We could have stayed there longer but it was getting REALLY cold, well the summer is almost over so, NO KIDDING!? XD

The next morning there was some manga reading and a film and we just hanged out but in the evening we made a video which Natsumi wanted to put on her blog BUT we talked so much, over two hours, so that I won't be posting all of it. So there is some editing for me and I promise it will be up somewhere in the future. There is also some elaboration about stuff I have mentioned here and for the first part I think I will post the part where I talked about my penpals ^^
PS. My hair looks awful and the more awful it gets in minutes XD And also this is an example of my terrible English. Enjoy!! XD

Yeah, there is obviously more but I'll save them for other entryies ^^ There was a into in the beginning to (which we did like 3 or 5 times) but I forgot to add it, so for the next time then :).

Today, we didn't do much either. Just went to the city for a while and I send Yuki off around 2PM XD And now I have just hang out on Twitter, waiting for a letter, listened to the music and edited that video. ^^

And, right now, I found an amazing pianist. He calls himself as the Asianpianist and this one right here blew my mind (like in the actual song,  "Blow your mind" XD)

Amazing right!?!  So, defenitely give him thumbs up! ^^

That "Natsumi's penpals" video is taking forever to upload and that makes YouTube really slow too. And I'm basically just sitting and watching what I have written XD And that letter, I have been
waiting for 2 hours now, still hasn't come. It's the internet. Things should come in the lightning speed.

Anyway, I thought I would add a little playlist here with the songs I'm listening nowadays:

*CN Blue - Arigatou
*Alice Nine - Blue Flame
*Rin & Len - Butterfly On The Right Shoulder
*Beast/B2st - Fiction
*2NE1 - Follow Me
*2NE1 - I Don't Care
*Miyavi - Jibun Kakumei
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Super Junior - Mr. Simple
*CN Blue - Now or Never
*Super Junior - Superman
*2PM - 10 Out Of 10
*Ayabie - Toys Factory

So, these are my 13 most listened to songs on my iPod now ^^ And that reminds me that I should delete some songs form it - I have like 168 songs in it XD

Okay, I'm off now. Enjoy the playlist I put on and maybe I will write again soon and maybe not. Anyways...

Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I have nothing more to say XD

Laugh

Yeah, my cheekbones hurt from the laughter. I was just on my break, you know, surfing the net when I found a funny video. Basically, it's Super Junior and they are laughing XD

Enjoy!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. The next "lesson" is writing my penpals :)

Bags

Heya, long time no see! Well, I had an...I would say exciting week but I can hardly call it exciting. It was nice ^^

Well, shall we start then?
On Monday I went to Yuki's place like promised and we watched an anime which we agreed to watch together to the end but guess what?! She finished it without me...oh well, I just have to add it to the list of unseen shows XD And that list is long, wanna see?

Natsumi's list:
*Oh! My Lady - I don't even know what is it about XD
*MBLAQ - Art of Seduction - I have seen some clip about it...I think XD
*2NE1 TV
*MBLAQ - Idol Army
*B2st Idol Maid - It's still in the middle but at least I have started to watch it ^^
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge - again I have seen couple clips and I know what is it about ^^
*Super Junior - Full House
*SUJU Human Body or EHB - I might have finished it but I think I'm stuck in that place when DBSK hoined :D
*And then there is this:

Well, Shinee is in it so it's a must to see it ^^ Moving on...
*Mirakle - I think it was something to do with Super Junior
*Raising Idols
*2PM Wild Bunny
*Shinee Hello Baby - I have started to watch it twice already and never got to the end ^^
*We Are Dating
*Super Adonis (Camp) - AGAIN I think I have watched the beginning but not all the way to the end.
*And then there's this (I would use my Super Korean Translating powers but, I would rather not XD)

*Chef's Kiss - Is still in the middle, I'm at episode 5
*Jedward Let Loose
*MBLAQ - Happy Day With Family
*And now that anime we started watching
*And "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night" is still in the middle


Most of these thing, I have started to watch with Yuki (or at least she was the one to suggest them) but as soon as I get home, I start to deal with other things and...don't get me wrong. I want to watch all of them but I just don't have...I can't push myself to watch them, to take the time and sit in front of the computer to watch.

So, about my trip now.
Tuesday was the longest car drive EVER. The one thing, I hate about traveling the car is that my kegs get sore. I happen to have really long legs so sitting very really doesn't suit me and besides, my bones are a little off. They tend to crack. Like when I stand about 5 minutes in one place and then change the position, there is this cracking sound. And when I move my shoulders back and forth they make that "lovely" voice again. BTW, I hate when people crack their fingers. It's the most DISTURBING sound ever. Well, next to breaking cars (and by that I mean the sound what car's make when their owner's push the break petal.) BTW, I don't know how to drive XD I have never taken driver's ed. I don't have the time and...we could get the money but now it's a very bad time to go. Especially in the summer because my family lives on the teacher's salary. Since they don't work in the summer, they get a sum of money which they have to manage from June to basically September. In October there is the first normal pay. I'm totally falling off the subject, aren't I? ^^

Long story short, when we got to the first destination, which was my summer cottage in Aegviidu (actually it's near Aegviidu but we call it Aegviidu because it the most know destination near there, I think the right name should be Mägede). The great news was that I got my own room ^^. So, I got away from the watchful eye of my grandma. Don't get me wrong! I love her but she is master on pushing my buttons. She needs to run around and over do EVERYTHING we do and after a little while she feel really bad. Well, she is really old but she doesn't get that SHE NEEDS TO TAKE IT EASY!!! Yeah, I'm getting myself worked up again.

Anyways, I took with me two bags. One consisted of my clothes and only my clothes. I have this weird...habit to thing my every day wardrobe. I hate to wear one thing two times in the row. My mom don't like that about me. I don't get the things dirty, so why should I change. I think it's a girl thing maybe. I don't know...moving on. The other one was full on stuff that Natsumi just didn't want to leave behind. I'm a 0, so I got some stuff that I didn't really use. Like straightening iron, I used it once, and not once I opened my workbook or used the hairspray...and I was so stupid that I took with me 2 hairbrushes (one is like a comb and the other one is used when the hair is being blow-dried, I think).

So, me and my two bags went upstairs and stayed there for the most of the day. I got a new idea for a story, so I spend most of my time that day writing it. But after dinner, we decided to go for a walk (I & my mom). To her, it wasn't just walking on a road through the forest but to go mushrooming. I don't know about the rest of the world but in Estonia it's..I think it might be accustom to pick mushrooms. My (and my family's) favourite is the chanterelle or kukeseen (in Estonian). It's delicious when it's fried. Anyways, I'm not so much of a picker as my mom is, so, I met a new friend. He name was Branchy and he lives in the forest. He is an excellent at picking chanterelles. We found 9 mushrooms in one place. Amazing! And who is Branchy? He's a stick I picked up and carried along with me XD What?! XD I was bored. Mushrooming isn't for me. So, anyways, I had to leave Branchy behind. He didn't belong to the human world...and he had a VERY crooked back and he kept hitting my mom. So, yeah, we had to break up...
To more happy thoughts - we got a lot of mushrooms and we made a sauce from them ^^ But before we could do that we had to clean them. OH THE TERROR! I hate it but I have to admit, it was fun sitting with mom on the stairs in front of the house. I got a little information about my dad's past love life and I found out that my grandmother, mom's in-law, isn't very fond of her son's wife...But after the HORRIBLE cleaning we went to browse through mom's closet there and I have to say, I found some cool vintage stuff there. Who would have known?! XD When it comes to clothes, me an my mom NEVER agree with each other but lately she has started to listen to me more when she buys something new or combining ^^ And in the night we watched a Van Damme movie which was on the TV and drank tea and ate biscuits ^^ The movie was called "Maximum Risk".

The night in my new pad wasn't fun. It was freezing in there, so, I curled into a ball and couldn't move a single inch. It was before the morning I found that I had a spare blanket there but to be honest, it really didn't help much. But somehow, I survived the night and didn't got sick either. (At the moment I feel like I'm sick or going to be sick). I probably thought about that new story all night long XD.

After breakfast, I went right back to writing. Sometime, before lunch, Yuki's mom called me. I thought that it was just Yuki herself trying to reach me. It wasn't but, anyways, I got to talk to Yuki. She blabbed about people she started to chat with, read me her blog and we talked about other details. I think that was the highlight of my Wendsday. I just wrote the rest of the day and I started watching soap operas. Oh why? Why god is punishing me? I don't like watching them. They seem to be full of pointless drama which is REALLY over exaggerated. But I got hooked on one of those that my mom watches (she is the reason I saw them in the first place). The only reason I started watching that one was because of the male lead. He's so hot! XD It's one of those German soaps. 

The chick kissing him is the other lead and the bad news is that they are happy at the moment but the good news is that soon the chick will find those "beautiful" pictures that David's (the hot guy's) father's fiancée took of them when she put something inside David's drink, then stripped him and then made it look like that they were sleeping together. And if Lena (the blond chick on the picture) believes them, then she's a total IDIOT. They were obviously posed. PLUS when then there's photo evidence then it must be staged. OH COME ON! Who sleeps whit a man and takes pictures during it? She would be too busy screwing him.

Anyways, moving on! That night I wrote the last scene in my new story because I didn't know how to write one particular scene. Yeah, I'm not talking about it XD And after that another cold night.

Thursday morning wasn't so dull as the rest of them. I badly wanted to play badminton XD I haven't played for a while, so yeah, I was very excited about it. I think it was in school, during spring, when I last played it. And I'm not bad at it either. When there is no bugs attacking me, I get a hit to that flying thing (it's not ball isn't it? It can't be! It BARELY resembles to one). Anyway, we played until it started raining. Then we just went back to my room and played rummikub until it was lunch time. Actually we played it every night but I didn't think it was worth mentioning. KL called me (or us) Rummikub-holic(s). Well, I can't quite disagree with him *pouts*. We have played it more and more during this summer. Mainly, it was because my mom had a vacation from both of her jobs.

Okay, this totally falls off the topic but I felt charing it with the world. I like Miyavi! ^^ And at the moment, one of my favourites songs from him started playing.

My mom hates it XD She call is "pointless screaming".But I freaking love it! ^^

Anyways, I was in the middle of my Thursday, weren't I? Well, this is the only lunch I remember because it was delicious. We made cabbage stew. YUMMM!

2 hours before the dinner, I went jogging. It was really nice and I have missed it. Running along the path, breathing that fresh air and enjoying the beautiful scenery. I could have ran for hours but I thought I have to be back soon to help with the dinner, so I ran only for an hour. But later it turned out that mom decided to heat up the leftovers, so the cooking was done minutes before the dinner time. Well, that blows! But I was too lazy to get dressed again, so I went back to the computer and started to play Sims 2 again. I really have gotten far.

On Friday we finally got out of the woods. My summer cottage is in a place where the CLOSEST neighbor is 5KM AWAY. Nice! So, I think I was starting to miss people around me, since I am born and raised in a town.
In the morning during breakfast the men (namely my dad and his brother) were discussing which way was best to go to Leppneeme. And how men talk is a mystery - they both talk about some bridge and they both know exactly what bridge they are talking about BUT THEY DON'T NAME ANY NAMES! It's not like there is one bridge in Estonia. No! There are tons of them, in different shapes and sizes, and if my memory serves me right, there were at least 10 of them on our way too and my dad did get lost but Navigator Natsumi pointed the right way and we were back on the right road. I am good aren't I? XD And my services were paid off too - I got my ice cream which I was dreaming about ever since Monday. Oh, I love ice cream, especially vanilla ^^ And if you make milkshake out of it, then I will love you forever. I just love milkshakes ^^. ANYWAYS, when we finally got were we were heading, I was feeling rather nauseous. On the way they were building this new crossroad and...long story short dad made bunch of U-turn. They just couldn't get the right exit from that madness. Well, after the hellos in front of the house, I finally got inside and guess what?! I got a glass of wine shoved into my hand and since I was new there, I drank it all. And that wasn't enough. After we got to know a little about the woman in the house, we went outside because Natsumi was dying to get to the seaside. Oh, I almost forgot. It was the only morning I took a picture of my outfit.

 Not the best picture of me but beggar can't be a chooser. My legs loog great though and my hair is okay but my mom hated the hair because I straightened them that morning and my mom loves my natural curls which I got form my grandma, my mom's mom. I didn't want to document my house wear that much because I probably looked awful.

Anyways, when we finally got out of the big house, my mom went to tell dad about out plans. He was with his old classmate, with who he made a band together and the man of the house. He shoved me another glass of wine. I think this time it was raspberry one. This time, I didn't finish it (at least not on my own). I gave the half to my mom. When the man of house, RM, noticed that I stood there empty handed, he gave me something different, a lot stronger drink (if I'm not mistaken, the alcohol percentage was 45%). Man! That was a bitter drink and it was one shot too (I feel sick just thinking about that drink).

Finally and drunk, I got to the seaside and it was beautiful. I loved it! I liked to walk in the water barefoot, smell the cool ocean air. I just could have stay there forever but  mom was getting could. I had my lovely sweatshirt one but she got just a knitted jumper (with big wholes in it). So, soon we got back to the house. It wasn't that cold near the house though and sun occasionally shined. There was a ping-pong-table in the middle of the yard. My dad taught me how to play and helped on keeping the score but soon he got tired being a referee and trusted the point system to me. Mom won most of the games...but I still beat her in Rummikub. Not that I'm bad at ping-pong or something, it's just that mom is SLIGHTLY better :) I wasn't really looking forward to sitting outside again after the game, so I took my Geisha book and sat outside. I have to say - I zone out when I read a book - I don't hear a word that other tell me or even what's happening around me. My hair could be on fire but I would still kept reading and something similar happened but not to my hair and there was nothing to do with heat. Vice versa! When, my mom finally got me to stop reading, my fingers were frozen. At least the two smaller ones in my left hand. They were actually blue from the cold and inside I felt the pain of frozen fingers. So, the women in the house offered me some tea which in the end got spiked, there was some kind of liqueur poured into it. So, yeah, I drank a lot that day.

Oh, probably the biggest fail of the day, was when I met their son. The man is around 30 and he has a son. When he came inside and I was introduced to her as my mom's daughter, he said: "I think we have met before" XD. I saw him for the first time that night, I swear, and everybody got to laugh when my mom said that it was my first time here XD.

We laughed and talked for hours but I have to say the best part was going to bed. That night, I felt so warm and the sleep came fast and the bed was so soft. Felt like paradise! Oh, I want to visit that place again just to sleep in that bed, a little piece of heaven but at the moment, it seems that my own bed is calling me. So, I will go to bed now and continue with my recap tomorrow (or today would be more accurate).

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm sorry that I kept this huge cap between my posts. I was too...I think the right word is lazy to write a recap. I'm sorry ^^

Lie

I have listened to that song all night...

And I didn't choose this video because Jungshin is on the pic XD That was just a coincidence. I choose this one because...you know how hard it is to find a live version in Japanese. There are like 10 of them in Korean but I love the Japanese version. Sue me!

Firstly, the outfits. They aren't much though. I'm on the edge of depression, so, I don't feel very creative. I haven't drawn or write for days and also I haven't been here either.

Yeah, I wore the same converse. I love them. They are super comfortable and they look great, don't they? On the first outfit you can also see my beautiful bruise. It's healing...awkwardly. It's slightly healing from the middle and it's forming a letter. I won't say which one ^^
And I also love those brown pants. They are super comfortable, although they are a little big for me. They haven't fallen off, so I'll keep on wearing them.

Well, with Yuki,we didn't do much. Why? The same reason I don't have any exciting outfits. Recently I have felt bad about myself, so I'm constantly moodless (or as Yuki describes it, angry). I smile and laugh occasionally but pretty soon turn back to moodless...I promise I'll come out of it ^^

The worse thing about me is my fish brain. I hardly remember what I the day before yesterday. I had to do something. I arrived back home after 5.30PM and I'm sure I didn't went to sleep after that. I probably watched Sabrina again and stayed online...

Anyways, Thursday, I remember more of that. Well firstly, mom and dad "woke" me up. Why? They wanted to know if I wanted to go along to the stores, so they argued behind my door weather it's a good idea to wake me or not. But I was already awake since my dad vacuumed an hour ago and I'm a really light sleeper. Sleep has been a issue to me as long as I can remember. There was this time when I had real insomnia. I was up all night and didn't go to school because of that. What good is it when I can hardly concentrate...and when I stayed home there was a chance I could get some sleep. But I would never miss school over a day. Call me a geek! But I think it's better to study with a teacher than later get on track by your own and go to school clueless. So, anyways, finally we went to the doctor and she gave me Valerian to get to sleep. She didn't give me real sleeping pills because I'm TERRIFIED to become an addict. That's why I hardly take pills at all. I would rather endure the pain. I'm must be on the edge of dying when I take a pain killer. Seriously! I'm kind of masochistic, aren't I? I have never been an addict, don't get me wrong, but I'm still afraid of it. It's one of my fears. All around I'm pretty fearless but there is always something that brings us down, right?


Later on mom wanted to make cabbage stew for dinner with boiled potatoes. So, I was on potato duty, I had to peel them. I'm not very good at it. I would rather chop onions ^^ Basically after every potato I would ask, is that enough and she said always no. It was getting really frustrating but eventually I peeled enough. THANK GOD! And then I made myself another smoothie (I'm getting good at this ^^) This time nectarine & banana. I have to say, maybe I like this one more ^^ Mom kept telling me to leave it for dessert but I still drank some of it before. Whoops! This time, I ate dinner in my room. My mom and dad kept watching TV (Yes we have a TV in the kitchen) so, I left them alone. But after that, when I returned the dishes back to the kitchen, I stood in the middle of it and started thinking who to thank for the meal. Mom saw me standing there and told me: "Good potatoes! Nicely peeled!" XD Yeah, yeah, I know. I should have just thanked my mom but Hey! I helped too. Well of course I thanked my mom and ran back to my room to finish my delicious dessert ^^
That night I finished watching "Sabrina, The Teenage Witch" (I started to hiccup XDD) and some time Yuki called me and we talked for almost 2 hours. Yuki's internet has been a little....rocky lately, so it  kind of vanished but she really wanted to say something to T. Have I told you about T before? Probably not. Anyways, T is a Finnish boy, around me and Yuki's age, and he's 1.80 m and 56kg. Underweight right? And he announced on twitter (& I quote): "i wanna be thin and beautiful..." like WHAT THE FFFF!! If you are already underweight that what do you have to lose, I mean, your already skin and bones. And what he has to say about that: "You haven't seen me in real life" SO? I don't have to be a rocket scientist to say that he's not fat. And I have seen pictures of him...SKIN AND BONES still. It's really frustrating to hear or read that a skinny person calls oneself fat. And the same goes to Yuki. I have heard a million times that she isn't satisfied with her weight but the only difference between them is that Yuki doesn't bring herself down online. (& the hiccups stop)
Since Yuki wasn't online, I wrote to T and told his answers to Yuki - short to say, I was an owl ^^ And because of that I wrote a letter to KL for an hour or so XDD Well, he writes long letters too. And I'm not complaining. I love it ^^ When people usually write small sentences as a reply, it's:
1. he/she doesn't have much to say
2. he/she is very taciturn (E taught me that word XDD I kind of miss E T.T)
3. he/she really doesn't like to talk to you
So, this means that neither of those three doesn't characterize KL. I'm so happy ^^ and BTW he's the AB guy. We write to each other like I used to write with E. No, I didn't have a huge fight with E, he just went to the army for 21 months (like KL said - he just got out of it) And no KL isn't a replacement to E. There are so different...only thing they have in common is their nationality...so yeah, their eyes are the same color, same goes to their hair...I'm falling off the subject....What was the subject? I don't remember anymore.

I like Mr. Simple ^^ and I also like the music video. It wasn't as bad as I imagined it. It's pretty cool I would say.

Firstly, what's with the beginning? Maybe it's Super Junior's trademark? Sorry sorry had a similar thing in the beginning, so okey, I'll leave the beginning alone. But I have some things to say about their appearances.
The hottie of the video award goes to...Eunhyuk! Congratulations ^^ He looks smoking XD And his dancing is off the hook!
My favourites form this band are acctually Donghae, Kyuhyun (his AMAZING voice) and Eunhyuk. ^^
I think that Donghae's and Siwon's new hairstyles make them look like they are in their fifties. And Sungmin, the cutie pie (& Yuki's fave), is SCARY AS HELL! I mean, what happened to him. He was so sweet and now he's like Kangin, who I'm scared of too. And Ryeowook, who isn't my fave, looks better. I mean really better. Kyuhyun looks great as always. I like that he doesn't do big makeovers, sure he has changed his hairstyle a little, but nothing grand. The others look great. Sometimes not being mentioned is a good thing. Why? Because then there is nothing bad about you. That will occur to Heechul, Leeteuk and Shindong but not to Yesung. There is something I don't like about him. I think he reminds me of that boy in my class to whom I'm not very fond of. Well, I can't like all of them, right? So, don't kill me now ^^
But other than the outer look, the dancing is great and the songs is very catchy and I love it!
And now, I will devote some lines to Heecul. I'm worried about him. No offense but he looks terrible. He has dark circles under he's eyes. He looks exhausted. I think he hardly eats...yeah, I'm worried.

I mean look at him! Is this a healthy, well-rested man? I think not. And I have to say, Siwon in the background looks scary as hell. Don't you think?! He looks like a guy from my nightmares. Maybe he is the guy from my nightmares. OMG!?

I went trough my older posts and I noticed that I promised to talk about the name Natsumi.
The name was given to me by Yuki. It means "summer beauty". I'm not so sure about that beauty part but Yuki said it suits me because I'm hot blooded ^^ It also comes with a family name - Hanako, which means flower child/girl. And why such a name in the first place? Yuki wanted it ^^ Yuki gave herself a Japanese name and all to the other girls, so she said I should have one too. At first I didn't welcomed it much. I had nothing against it but it was a little bit foreign for me but Yuki started to use it more and now it's rather just Natsu not so much Natsumi. And I like it very much ^^

Anyways, I'm off to bed now. My shoulders are starting to ache, so it's time for me to hit the sack...

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I have to start cleaning my room tomorrow, or today I have to say now.