Blogger isn't working with me..or it has something to do with the internet here. Anyways, I made couple of videos about my dorm and they just refuse to upload.
I have started this post...oh I don't know, ten times and since I'm putting a video here to upload it won't be saved into drafts -.-
Anyways, my first official school week has ended and now it's finally weekend I get to sleep.
Dorm life is totally different! I think for the past week I have played cards every night with Estonians (we don't get along with Finnish people because of that language barrier) and laughed until we had stomach cramps and cried XDD I'm having fun, so to say XD
The second and third year ones are very welcoming with the newcomer such as me, Gerda, Kristi and Anti. They invite us to go along and come and play cards with us and so on.
The only bad thing is that I live in a different house then them. Okay, some ways I'm lucky but I break curfew every night because of that...
I honestly thought that I will be sitting at the dorm all day long XDD
My sleep is too good here. Every night I get to bed after one or so and it's so hard to get up at six. Luckily there are only two days where I have to do that.
Monday: 9.55 - 13.55
Tuesday: 12.15 (if I want lunch then a little earlier) - 13.55
Wednesday: 8.30 (for Finnish lessons), but the real deal 12.15-13.55 Thursday: 12.15 - 14.55
Friday: 8.00 - 13.00 the longest day I have
And then comes the weekend ^.^
I don't even get me started with the language. That's one of the other bad things about this whole thing. The first two days I just sat there and looked good because I didn't understand much they said. I know how the weekdays are but the thing I don't get is what happens then. It's really frustrating but Kersti noticed today that I'm keeping a positive mind and at least try but yeah that trying gave me an awful headache on the first day. My brain was working on hyper drive! XD
My customer service teacher is great. I talked to her and now she translates every slide after talking about it in Finnish. Of course there is a shorter summary for me but it's better that nothing and today I really learned some new things :D So, I'm having a good day.
For the first few days the weather was pretty cold but now it's like summer just begun. In the mornings the temperature is pretty low but when I walk home form school it's burning up! Awful!
It's crazy how much money I have spend. I really hate to go shopping here...okay not really hate but the prices are higher than in Estonia...
And by that thing I mean my little art history research. I kind of liked doing that thing. Gave me purpose. But then again free time feels nice although my free time started 10 minutes ago and it's like 11:43PM XD
Now, starting Monday, I have to write my defense speech but comparing to the research it's piece of cake ^..^ Oh, and about my research. My teacher told me that I need 20 pages of solid text and now I have...50 pages XDD Hahaha, I sometimes outdo myself ^.^
My wisdom tooth is growing...painfully. Yesterday my whole jaw hurt and today it has been so-so.
Oh, and bad me! I was suppose to go and tutor my nephew. Sounds awful XDD I'm not that old but yeah, I'm someones aunt. Luckily, he doesn't think of me that way - I'm just a smart friend or relative. AWYWAYS, I'm his math tutor for a week. I went there on Thursday with Yuki but we didn't get much work done. It was pretty late...but Friday was more productive and he made me promise that he would solve some problems yesterday and today but neither of us believe that XDD
Tomorrow, I will be babysitting for some time.
On June 7th I will have a book presentation. Luckily I won't be the one presenting XDD But I am considered as one of the the co-writers. The book is about my school and I and couple of my classmates were assigned to write a story about our school experience.
On June 8th I will have my exam where I have to present my defense speech.
On June 14th I will have an official reception with the head of one of the biggest universities in Estonia, Tallinna Tehnikaülikool (TTÜ).
And on June 21st I will have my graduation. Sad - enough said XDD
I will add a picture here from that Pilistvere trip. I love that picture and it's with my mom. Oh, that reminds me. My dad went to Aegviidu this weekend and got back today. It was great to see him today ^.^
Of course the picture was made by Yuki ^.^
I have been watching the Lying Game.
It's thrilling and unexpected, welllll except for the love part. I totally knew that Ethan will fall for Emma XDD But the other parts of it is thrilling, as I said already. Like for 15 episodes I know that the mom was that artist and now it's totally upside down. I'm pretty sure who is it but it's not proven yet.
I don't have a favorite character in this but I have to say that Ethan is pretty cute ^.^
Okay, my cuties, I should go to bed. I'm really tired and I feel like a rock had dropped off my shoulders.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Wish me luck! I hope that my teacher is as proud of me as I am ^.^
Heya guys!
I have been so quiet when it comes to blogging, I know. I don't have a willpower (I think it's the most accurate word for it XD) to write blog.
I think I'm depressed a little. On the April 16 is my last day of school. I will never see my class (& at the moment it brings tears to my eyes - I'm such a cry baby XDD) like that again and it so sad. It's depressing to think that I can't sit next to TT everyday. Listen to what she did on the weekend or hang out with MAÜ & LO in front of the Estonian class or even go to buy a salad with Marks. Awful! Everyone says: "Yesss, only 8 days to go to school!". I'm rather "NOOOOOO!?!" Yeah, it needs some time to get used to.
And I'm sleepless again. And trying to be a diligent student for the last few days. For example, I read 124 pages of required literature XDD Crazy! I'm usually rather slow reader because I don't want to miss anything XDD And I speaking of books, I have started another story of mine XD. Yuki had a brilliant idea. I should one day connect all of my ideas and just make one full story but I couldn't add my latest creation because it is suppose to be a fanfiction or something similar. I won't fall into detail but I will copy a little of my work & if anyone is interested, I will add new parts constantly but here is the beginning.
I’m in the zone.
I feel free.
Nothing can stop me.
I’m invincible.
„Jazlyn,“ a scrachy woman’s voice called out and I was back on Earth. Not that there was something wrong with it but...I love to dance.
„Can you come here for a moment?“ the same person asked. I sauntered tiredly towards her. That scrachy voice belonged to a woman who owned the studio I danced in, Betty.
„What’s up?“ I asked, silently panting.
„I think you should go home, girl. It’s getting pretty late and I bet that you still haven’t done your homework.“ Well, I actually cut classes just to be here. School just wasn’t my thing at all.
I sometimes hated how well Betty knew me. „Didn’t attend your last classes, did you now?“
„It was history. The most boring class ever. All we do just talk about some dead men who were dying to control everything around them. Simply pointless. If they would talk about, I don’t know, Don Campell or Sam Solomon, then I would even take notes.“
Betty just laughed. „But if you keep cutting classes, you’ll get detention or even expelled. So, come on. I need to lock up.“
Reluctantly, I gathered up my things and walked towards home. „Konbanwa, miss Jazlyn-chan.“ There is only one person who calls me that. A Japanese-American guy who lately discovered his roots , so he practiced his „mother“ tounge as much as he could. „Kyle, what are you doing here?“
„Didn’t we talk about this? Call me Kazuki-san.“
„Or maybe Kylee?“ He hated that name. Kyle always said that it was too girly for him.
„I think I prefer Kyle.“
„Thought so,“ I said smugly, „but what are you doing here?“
„Oh, just driving home from the groceries.“
„So late,“ I asked, fishing for my phone.
„My mom is having birthday party and somehow I’m stuck with babysitting.“
„I see.“
„Wanna ride home?“ And without hearing my answer, he pushed the passanger door open.
When I finally reached home, I found a „lovely“ surprise. „Get a room,“ I said to my brother Jay, who was making out with some red head on the stairs.
The girl turned peet red. „Oh, don’t mind her. She is just jelous that she doesn’t have someone to make out with,“ my snarky brother smirked.
„Yeah, I’m so sad that I don’t have someone to swap saliva with. Tear,“ I said, motioning a pretendable tear.
„Jay, I think I should go,“ the girl said and kind of ran off. There was something suspicious about her.
Konbanwa is suppose to be "Good evening!" in Japanese. And...yeah, I decided to be a tease and only copied a little. At the moment I have it on 5 pages ^.^
Anyways, wish me luck on my mock exam in Math which happens to be tomorrow and I think I will make a comprehensive post when the school ends. Until then....
My March has been really out of the ordinary - there has been so many birthdays, including my own 19th, have visited my mother's home and enjoyed spring break.
So, the first of many birthdays was Akira's but the day before that I went to Jõhvi. It's a city in the north of Estonia and it was the city where my mom was raised (she was born ~20km away - Kohtla-Järve). We drove there straight from school but got there pretty late. We went to the graveyard because on the March 2nd my grandpa was born and we wanted to lit some candles for him. I just have to say - seems that the weather describes the person the most. It was so windy and cold - basically as soon as the candle was lit, it was blown out. It was getting annoying. Now I have to brag XDD My daddy is the most caring one of all ^.^ Like I said, it was terribly cold weather and my dad gave me he's huge jacket. It was really warm, not the most lightest thing to wear, though. We visited my uncle's house, although he wasn't there, and finally got in touch with my other cousin, the athletic one. She is quite the opposite of me but I still really liked talking to her. She is like the big sister I never had ^.^ After we went back to my grandpa's apartment which still feels kind of empty without him and do you know what I found out, he missed me a lot. He had this photo album full of pictures of me when I was little. Let's just say that my mom and grandpa didn't exactly get along. I know he loved her and was proud of her but he was the most stubborn man ever :) Anyways, mom and dad did a little clean up work and got a lot of stuff, I, on the other hand, collected momentums of my dear granny and grandpa.
The next morning we drove to Sõmeru (also in the north of Estonia but more to the west XD) where I got a job XD Actually, my great aunt (married to my granny's brother, mother side) needed me to add an advertisement for these amazing curtains she made. And it was really nice seeing her ^.^
After we hurried back in town because I had to get ready for Akira's birthday and also did a little make-up for Yuki.
That's what Yuki looked like. I would add a full look but I think that Yuki would kill me XDD
And my overall look ^.^ TT was overly impressed about it (EGO BOOST XD) and I guess it wasn't that bad XD Bitch Natsu!
The party itself? I have no comment. We went out bowling, ate a little and watched a scary movie which wasn't scary, Red Riding Hood and some other movie which was kind of grouse but I fell asleep XD or at least tried because there was someone in the same room who just couldn't control his voice and kept me up until 5:30AM. Nice huh? Not the best first impression. It was the first (and hopefully the last) time I'm going to see him. To sum up, the party was okay ^.^
So, the March 7th and 8th were two days when the teachers were on strike. To us, students, it kind of meant two extra days off XD What did I do? On the 7th I went shopping with Yuki. Something that you don't see everyday XDD Yeah, I buy things but usually online because the prices in Estonia are depressing. Anyways, I got new jeans, 3 tank tops, a thingy for my phone, fake eyelashes + glue, compact powder and maybe something else too XDD And on the 8th we celebrated the international woman's day ^.^ Dad bought me white roses and yellow ones for my mom. In the evening me and my mom just sat down, drank whine, ate cake and chatted.
Our little table ^.^ Don't ask why there are two spoons beside one piece XDD I guess it has something to do with the picture taking XDD
And on the next day, we got a magnificent surprise. The senior class made a little performance for all the females and then they asked form 12B and 12A girls to stay and all the boys came out with little flowers and gave them to all the girls. It was so sweet ^.^
On that Saturday I went to MS's birthday. I got her a ticket to Poets of the Fall and some other stuff and of course she was thrilled since POTF is her ultimate fave (since 2008 XD). We ate and drank a little. Played Alias which ended with a fight between the lover. Sad :( During the night they were so sweet together but yeah, lovers fight, never good. Anyways, whey the couple disappeared me and the other party guest started dancing randomly and chatted in between. If life gives you lemons, you have to make lemonade XDD Anyways, MS said that they made up and everything is okay now ^.^ Let's just say, out of all the guys MS has dated, MJ (not Michael Jackson XD) is the best for her and I always have been and always will be team MJ XDD.
Anyways, there are a lot of school days between and then we reach to the last weekend before my birthday which I will elaborate next time.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. No matter how much I add American songs here, I'm still passionate about Asia ^.^
So, yeah, I have been watching Revenge and most of the people, including my mom, are in love with the guy named Daniel (played by Joshua Bowman).but I prefer Nolen, that guy in that video. He has more wits and I recently found out that he is gay or at least bi - short to say he slept with a guy. But he still he's cute. I mean look at that video ^.^
But more about my exciting week which gave me a "party girl" title. As you all know, I was involved in the class party - planned a bridal shower and then ended up in the kitchen staff of the the actual wedding party. To be completely honest, towards the finish line I got pretty tired of this all thing and wished it could be already over.
But let's start for the beginning. It all started on the 23rd. That school day was shortened because the day after was Estonia's birthday ^.^ So, I got home around 2PM XD and met up with Yuki, since on Friday it was the wedding and there was tons of stuff to do. I don't exactly remember what we did that day except for the French fries that Yuki made because I freaking out about the bridal shower that night. A little after 5PM I had to leave Yuki at the bus station because Marks (former MP) her boyfriend were picking me up, so that we could do some last minute shopping. And thank god he drove us there. The weather was AWFUL. It's was raining god know's what and the snow was melting and few steps and Marks complained that her boots were drenched but not mine XD I have some really good boots, maybe not the most attractive but good ones ;) (can be seen in Competition). So, when we FINALLY got to the party location, my classmates M-K's place, we put final touches on the plan and took care of the snacks and the guests arrived oh so soon but both of the brides were late XD
My outfit of the night
+ some more pictures.
Before the storm XD Look, how calm I seem to be XD That is a nervous smile, guys. And I had that on most of the time during that night XDD
Somewhere towards the end of the little house party. Me and the girls - MAÜ, me and LO in full glory. I hope that LO isn't going to hate me XD She has a clever smile here, I would say XDD
I have to say - this picture is special. I hardly smile like THAT on photos. I'm over looking the fact that my bangs look awful (or at least I'm trying to XD) - Me, LO and KK.
Somewhere, during the night, Marks asked if people were enjoying themselves and they all said that it was fun, well planned and on topic. The weight dropped off of my shoulders when I heard that and, I have to say, it was the first night in my life when I went to a club. And my first reaction? Well, the fist 15 minutes was slow. There weren't many people there but more towards to the end it lived up and I started to have fun. MP even said that when we (most of the bridal shower guests + one of the bride) went on the dance floor everyone started to dance XD And it was great just to let loose, even if it was just for a little while.
I got home somewhere around 1AM.
For the moment, I'll stop here and continue on the next post which will be soon, I PROMISE ^.^
So, today isn't a regular Tuesday but Shove Tuesday XD And I'm having a....don't know the right adjective to describe it.
In the morning I felt rather bad. I thought about staying but I have been absent too much + I needed to collect some money. I sound like dept collector XDD But actually, it's not that bad. I'm just one of the few who are planning the bridal shower for our class wedding and we need kind of entrance fee because the party is on Thursday.
Oh, I haven't talked to you about the class wedding. So, where I'm form it's tradition to choose a girl and a boy from the same class and marry them. Not officially of course...well, the priest himself is chosen among us, so yeah XD And since we have such a huge class we chose two grooms and two brides. Everyone plays a part in the wedding, some are just family members, we have a wedding singers and I happen to be the maid of honor for the more likable bride. The other one was so desperate that she had to be the bride and she asked EVERY SINGLE GUY in my class to be the groom. Come on, if no one wants you then give up and be somebody else but finally she guilt RP to agree. -.- Anyways, since I'm one of the brides maids I needed to plan a little get-together ^.^
And, Shove Tuesday is a pretty big deal in Estonia, so, today I had 5 lessons plus activities after. I'm trying to spend as much time with my class as possible, so yeah, I took part in those after school activities - tug-of-war XD Yeah, maybe not the best choice but I had fun EXCEPT for the fire in the muscles. We were third and there were 6 classes, so not that bad. It was kind of funny, I have to say. In the first tug all the guys in front of me (there were 4 girls and 4 boys in one team) fell on their butt XDD But, yeah, it was slippery as hell and towards the end I started to fall too because my legs were starting to shake. But third place, hell yeah XD!
So, when I finally got home. I fell dead on the bed XD And slept for a little over two hours. After that I went to pick up a package from Oriflame and got some new things.
One of those things were nail art kit, with what I created this (the black I owned before).
And I also tried out a little make-up but only the white eyeliner and the make-up brush was new. My mom liked the left eye better than the right but, like always, I like the other one XDD
And I got an invite to Akira's birthday party. The theme is cosplay and I'm thinking about being Katherine Pierce form Vampire Diaries. I'm pretty excited about that ^.^
I also thought about cutting my bangs again. I found a little inspiration browsing the net.
I love this bangs. I like that is not so short and if I don't like it. It could grow out faster and it's easier the put aside than the usual bangs. Plus, it looks GREAT! I hope it looks that good on me as well. I need to consult with the hairdresser. Oh, I'm not going to cut the ends because hairdressers little is my a lot and I really like the length but since I want to do Kathrine's cosplay I have to cut after Akira's birthday.
Okey, my lovelies. I should really go to bed now. Sweet dreams ^.^
So, without long and pointless intro, I'll cut to the chase XD
Last post I did on...Wendsday, so the first thing and the most important thing is that for THE first time in MY life I went to an opera or went to see it or....what ever XD Anyways, had a long day at school. Okay, maybe not that long but 6h before I got home to change and wash-up. But before, me and dad went to the store. I got too pick up some food for school and other snacks. I think, you all know that I don't eat in school but lately I have more and more. That's not the point XD
Anyways, I found out that sometimes I'm a regular woman XD When I needed to get ready, I needed more that 2 hours XDD Okay-okay, it's not that bad because I also ate, put my bag together and did other stuff. Basically two hours before the show I had to be in the bus stop so my private bus could pick me up XDD There I met up with MP - she lives also in the city center, so it was easier to meet there. She looks really-really great but not really for the winter weather. (I'll add pictures)
Of course we had to stop at the McDonald's before we went to the theater XD But I have to say that Hesburger's chickenburger is better than at McDonald's. Anyways, the opera itself...
...well, it was definitely different XD The biggest surprise was that the two male leads were Asians. Well, to my dear classmates they were Japanese -.- Actually, it was Chinese and Korean. They were brothers in that play and they were separated at a very young age. The younger one (Chinese) was kidnapped by a gypsy who sought revenge for her mother who was burned alive. She wanted to do the same and throw the infant into the fire but, I didn't quite understand whether he felt sorry for the little boy or threw her own child there by accident, anyways, she ended up raising him as her own. The two brothers met because they fell in love with the same girl (go figure!) and almost killed each other but the younger one froze but when the elder one stabbed him, the "mother" savored him. The two brothers met again when their loved one almost became a nun but the younger one saved her and they were about to marry when the older one captured the "mother" and the younger went to save her. They ended up in prison. The girl send her love out to him XD and eventually traded herself for the younger one's freedom and drank poison. Then there was a REALLY long scene when she died and then the older one found out that and sliced his brothers throat and of course AFTER that the gypsy told him that, okay sang to him, that it's your bro. AND if you are wondering which opera I'm talking about it's the Troubadour (Trubaduur in Estonian).
The first part (until recess) went really fast. It's was like: "Hour already? XD" (Oh, I wish that Estonian lessons would go by that feast XD) Oh, I forgot to mention. The theater we went to was Vanemuine and it's located in Tartu (about 78 km east where I live ^.^)
From the left MP, HP and me ^.^ I really love my outfit and I have to say that MP is the tallest girl in my class so HP isn't the shortest one. And I'm wearing heels, which is very UNCOMMON with me ^.^ But I didn't fall or trip, so they are my best high heels XDD I graduated with them too ^.^
Towards the end of the opera, I sta rted to fall asleep -blush- but not that it was boring XD Just that not enough sleep + sixs hours in school + a dark room = sleepy Natsu ^.^
On Friday, I had a lecture at school. It was about the beauty of Math and then some stuff about informatics. In my opinion the first presentation was nicer but the second man talked better XD I think that one or two pictures throughout the presentation is goo and not every slide has to have at least one. And after, I met up with Yuki. We went ic-skating without the skates XD Just dragged our feet along the ice and chatted. It is always nice to see her ^.^ And on Sunday I went to her place and the new week begun.
Lately I have had a lot of firsts - first time I went to the opera and the first time (in 10 years) I went skiiing XD Yeah, let's just say first opera was better because I fell 2 times on my butt with skis XDD Yeah, I like moved 5 inches *thump* then another 5 and a hill came. Slinding-sliding *thump* HAHAHA! So yeah, the teacher spend the next hour teaching me different techniques in skiing. Thank god, I only have to ski 4 times to get a 5 and then I don't ever have to get on them again XD In a way, I and TT are different. She loves skiing and dislikes ice-skating, I'm vice versa XD I don't remember how many times I cursed skiing but let's just say that we are kind of frenemies XDD And of course after school I had to prepare for up and coming Valentines day. In Estonia it's kind of considered friendship day, so I folded flowers and made my bestest friend a "painting"
In my opinion, it's not the best one but my mom said: "Don't give that to Yuki, rather give it to me!" and dad said that it was beautiful AND the Yuki herself agreed with dad ^.^ I'm glad :)
And what she gave me! Some REALLY cute stickers, then some delicious cookies and this...
I think it's the most original idea ever and it looks so awesome and next to my "painting" the best thing ever.
On Tuesday, I had another test in Music class, even harder one, and today it was Physics test and tomorrow Social studies and Friday Math...OH BOY! And to top that all off I felt so terrible today. I only went to school to do the Physics test and then I came home.
I have to say, I love the new camera with all the new gadgets and the sharpness and kind of like everything about it XDD But just wait couple of week, I will find a flaw XDD
I don't have a Tumblr account but I found someone else's and that chick is nuts!
http://thinspiration-for-those-who-seek.tumblr.com/ - the link is here if anyone is interested. Basically she admires bulimics and anorexics for their determination to be shinny. Like WHAT THE HELL! It's a disease and not a weight-loss-plan. And to top it all of she gives advice. Everyone asks her about their UGW (Ultimate Goal Wight) if their height is this and that and in her opinion, I, if I'm 175, should weight 48 kg. That is obviously too little. And the worse news is that little 13 year olds follow her (or what ever you do on Tumblr) but fortunately, she has decency to tell them that they are still growing children.
Surely, I want to be skinnier than I am but I wouldn't take ridiculous goal weights and starve myself. And especially when I'm in school. My brain just wouldn't function when I don't eat and if I will reach that UGW that she recommended none of my clothes would fit XDD
Okay, my darlings, I should go and rest now and hopefully I can go to school tomorrow
It's like, when I had eye surgery (a minor one, thank god) the doctor said that this day forward I should avoid lifting heavy stuff. But how heavy is heavy? It's like where is the border line when light ends and heavy begins. And the same thing with long. Today's physics lesson we learned that something reaches to Earth after a long time. But how long is long? To a three year old 3 years seem like a very long time, to me it just vanished in seconds. But 18 years seems long to me but it's NOTHING compared to Sun's age (it's was like 4,7 billion years or something like that XD)
And another thing. I really don't like astronomy. To me it sounds like a load of crap (sorry for my expression) but that is just how I feel about it. Yeah, I know a lot of things about it since we are learning it in physics class but still. How can you know that Mars weighs x kg or Sun's temperature in the core is 16 million degrees? No man cant get to the Sun or really can't put Mars on a scale. It's all assumptions. Well, I am one of those people who believe it when they see it, so yeah, that's the main reason physics isn't my favourite at the moment.
Wanna see something grouse? (at least in my opinion XD)
It's my hand when I'm pretend writing,,well my hand actually is like that when I type in an angle (?). It looks grouse and feels even worse. It's ÜBER creepy.
Tomorrow there will be shortened lessons. JACKPOT!~ but then again tomorrow is a test in Music class - music seminar, as my teacher calls it. And there are like most known choir songs and one of the author's songs I get mixed up.
This is one of the hardest songs to memorize, like seriously. The author has a similar song called "Enne ja nüüd" but I couldn't locate it so I pray to God that it isn't in tomorrows test. In addition to tomorrow, I have 2 Estonian tests on Thursday + getting my picture taken for some....I'm not sure for what, but it's a group/class photo, so I think I'll survive >^.^< The picture thou, the tests are a suicide, both of them. One has extra strict grading and the other is made by my dear teacher. HELP! But to all your foreigners who have chose to study Estonian - it's not that bad but just MY "dear" teacher makes our lives difficult.
But okay, I have to go to bed now. Another night, another school day, another head ache - looking forward to XDD NOT! Only 37 days before another and unfortunately last high school holiday :(
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. They are cute >^.^< and I can say it without being a child molester - I did some stalking XDD
I still haven't found my camera but I haven't really looked for it either. And my room is still awfully messy. And I haven't started with my Art History yet - I know I'm lazy but I think in some point it has nothing to do with my laziness. Like during the week I have no extra time - I'm a senior! What do you want from me XDD Like for tomorrow - social study test, word test in English and I have to make a song for music class. YAY!
So, last week was actually the first week back to school so mu first thought - OH MY GOD!
And the first day was so-so. Okay, I didn't get any bad grades and had to suffer in only one Estonian lesson but I was tired as hell. Like the night before I only slept for 3 hours but to my own surprise I got up at 6AM with no problem, even had time to spare and ever since that day I have woke up a little too late XDD But around the second social studies and the first English I started to feel sleepy and to be honest I have had sleep problems ever since then. On Monday I finally got on the ice, with ice skates XDD I didn't fall, thank god, but my feet did hurt. What do you want from me? XD It was the first time since last year.
Usually, Tuesdays are Estonian free days but no during last week. My sneaky Estonian teacher went to class teacher, crying that she will lost 2 Estonian lessons and got three -.- nice huh? The class teacher herself says that we need them and of course they aren't bad but still, 3 lessons + 5 that is according to the timetable = insane Natsu. Estonian is just too much pressure. But I had kind of a nice talk with my Estonian teacher. I think that she so to say sinked to my level really helped. She sat on the table XD like me, so it was somehow easier to talk to her. So, I did tell her more freely about my worries and such. She was quite helpful too and now I'm not as afraid as I was before going to her lessons but I'm still terrified about that essay though. Don't want to get another bad grade :/
I really like social studies, I have to say. It's rather interesting lesson and although it talks about everyday life, I still get to know a lot and learn to understand things better. And since I dream of starting my own company one day, this lesson makes me understand thing better (AGAIN XD) Although, I descirbe it as an awesome lesson, I almost fell asleep during last week's (& also today XD) lessons XD It's just that when you haven't slept much and she turns off the light's to see better the screen, It's hard to keep the eyes open XDD Now, I'm contemplating whether I should take the social studies exam or not. I already have 5 exams, so it would be an extra one (In Estonain school pupils have to do Estonian exam + 4 other and 2 of those other have to be national exams other 2 can be school exams or you can make all of them national and the student has to choose on his/her own). So, I could cope with them all since one of them is my research. I think I would discuss this with my class teacher. She will help me to decide.
Hahaha, on Tuesday, I was only the last 5 minutes in the music class. Why? Because before that I had Estonian lesson, after that I had a that little talk with her and after that the class teacher slash math teacher asked me to see her after I was finished. I didn't heard the bell so I did went to see her and talked minutes about Teaduskool (the last task was a real b*tch, like seriously, hated it! who comes up with these things!) and after that I simply waltzed into the music class and everyone was staring of course and sat down, I literally got to be there for several minutes before the teacher said that we can go home.
FAIL!
The best day that I remember is definitely Friday. Why? Because Yuki came to visit. I was so happy to see her ^.^
And what did we do? Nothing much XD But I got to see her, talk to her and then we went for a nap XD Oh, we TRIED to watch a movie but we chatted most of the tim. Like -press paus- and then she... -press play- few seconds pass -press paus- and then he.... -press play- and so on and so forth XD and then we desided to just go to bed because I saw how Yuki's eyes kept closing and I was also tired from lack of sleep. After pushing the wake-up time forward and forward, we took a little walk and send her off to the bus.
Saturday=lazy day. I just laid around and watched Grey, played Sims and just chilled.
But on Sunday I went to Yuki's place. You can't imagine the joy when I saw Yuki's talk jumping around and bringing me the ball. I felt like crying for happiness ^.^ Anyways, Yuki had an eventful Saturday, unlike me, so she had a lot to talk and we were terrorized by a little black dog an evil one to. We were just discussing our things when a barking dog ran to us. Thank god, I didn't wear skin-tight jeans that day, the little home protector grabbed my leg with his sharp teeth. So we stood there a little terrified and waited until the doggy lost interest and disappeared from the sight and then? WE BOLTED. We ran until we couldn't see the house or the dog and then walked and kept talking. And guess he followed up and came again. We still stood there, ignored the barker and when he left we just kept going. And we never saw him again XDD. After our walk, we watched "Spirited Away"
And what do I think of the movie? It was definitely something. Surely, not boring. I think I can't say it was terrific because the love line was...well let me explain. There was a little girl, right and a little boy okay? Well, not really a little boy but a spirit really and there was a big love between them. The girl was too young for that. She looked like 10 or 12 years old, so she can't know about love. So, that was a little drawback for me but Yuki saw a tragedy in it. So, maybe I'm just too idiot to realize it XDD
In the evening I made pizza:
Mom: Great!
Dad: -two thumbs up-
Yuki: Edible
And Natsu, well she can't criticize, she made it but I think it's tasty ^.^ I could eat it more if I could. I'm having problems eating again, I have to confess. It's like, I know I have to eat - my common sense knows it, my tummy knows it and everybody else except my mind. It's like it thinks that if you can't sleep you can't eat. Confusing I know but I am trying my best to get everything back into shape, I promise ^.^
And on Monday...almost fell asleep during social studies, worked hard in English, payed attention in Estonian and finally understood Math (twisted part we are learning now) but the best lesson had to be PE. We skated again. We had a kind of a figure skater there and she showed more challenging exercises which some I totally rocked and others were so-so but the best thing she did was that she finally taught me how to rise my left leg XD Sounds so awkward but let me explain: We all have a foot that a foot that we lean on, mine is my left one, so when we do this cross step (not sure about the right name, though) I tent to put my leg back down really fast because I'm afraid to fall and unfortunately that leads me to almost trip myself. So, what she did was that she guided me step by step how to trust my right one more and it indeed worked. I'm so proud of myself and thankful to the figure skater ^.^
I think it's a very nice way to finish this post. Boring one right XD? But I have couple of test for tomorrow, so wish me luck and sweet dreams to me ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The figure skater totally reminded me of Erica Hahn from Grey's Anatomy and she totally held my hand XDD
So, starting off a brand new week, a school week with 8 Estonian lessons. Yay me! But about that later.
How did I spend my last days of freedom? So, as I told you before I was in Tallinn. Here some pictures, for you guys from the same day I went to see Sherlock Holmes.
Something for the fair ^.^
A view of Tallinn's Old Town + the greatest picture ever made XD
I told you there was a blizzard XD suppose to be me and the model of a cousin. Fortunately there is a much better picture of us ^.^
And then our sanctuary during the storm - McDonalds's!!!
And the best latte ever, especially on a cold day ^.^
And they made it look so good that I kind of felt bad about ruining the artwork and putting on the lid but it had to be done :/
At the movies ^.^
Looking at these pictures, we don't looks like we are related XD
So the next day we started out day a little later (almost 5 hours later XD) because the model needed her beauty sleep. We got on the bus where is saw the weirdest boys ever. They sat at the back of the bus and made sex noises until they got off of it. And one of those "hilarious" boys kept saying "I'm not the queer, they are." I was having a laugh -.- We went to the bookstore, where we spent an hour there (sorry cousin ^.^) and then off to Hesburger. Yeah, I was really on junk food diet in Tallinn but surprisingly didn't gain weight XDD Lucky me! ^.^
<- Mine delicious milkshake and chickenburger which I took for the first time. Usually I'm all about double cheeseburger XDD
And cousin's double cheesburger meal with fries and a Sprite ^.^ ->
Yeah, I'm not so photogenic as she is but I didn't tell you the biggest news - I lot my camera :'( I mean, it has to be somewhere around the house but where? I have no idea. I swear there is a black whole in my room somewhere, sucking my stuff in. Well, anyways, later we goofed at the bus stop and took a long bus drive back to do some cooking ^. ^ We made creamy pasta dish. Tasted pretty good ^.^
Thursday had another bus drive back home but before I got to see the needy boyfriend of the model. Yeah, had to woke up at 6AM, yay, and went by bus about an half an hour and there was a wonderful surprise waiting for us, at least for the model. And the bus was late and I got sick on the bus and some guy sat next to me who just couldn't stop coughing. Yeah, the bus ride was a joy. But my dad picked me up and walked me home. I was pretty exhausted, so I thought I should lay down for few minutes but I fell asleep XD Slept two hours before the doctor and somewhere around five went to LO's place, well actually, we met in Selver to get the ingredients for a pie and then headed off to her place. It was nice just to sit and talk and bake a cake which was delicious and I found out that LO tends to be very impatient XD And same goes to my Sunday night. On that day I was with MP. There we made soup but still sat and talked, I braided her hair and went shopping. Seems like nothing much but I think that days like this you can relax. Don't have to think about too much. And somewhere around that day I made an alien head XD
Aww, she is so cute, NOOT XD Anyways, on Saturday I was at MV's place with Yuki. Played Need For Speed with both of them and sucked at it XD Okay, I'm might be overreacting but I am better at the computer, used to it. And I pleyed with the cutest boy in a PS2, Dante.
And also got to play a new Monopoly Deal card game. The first 2 tries, I had to admit defeat but on the h´third try, I totally destroyed them XD And also the next day I played couple of board games - Alias Junior and Estonia Junior. Those games were too easy. On the first game Akria won and the next Yuki did, so yeah not my day ^.^
So yeah, that's how I ended up spending my vacation. Do I regret it? Hell no! Although my dad says that I should have actually rested at home, since I took long bus rides, I think that my winter break was well spent because I got to see all my friends, go to do what I want and didn't spend all the time in the computer (actually hardly any). I do think that I should have gone to the library at least one time but sadly I was too occupied.
The outfit of the week ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm thinking about changing something after the 100th post ^.^
CNY stands for Christmas and New Year's greeting video. It's the same video I promised to post last time. I really hope it will upload this time.
So, I'm spending my first days of 2012 in Tallinn but the New Year's Eve I was with Yuki, like I told you before and it was nice. I got some good food, watched couple of funny and some weird TV shows and saw the fire works. I really love those beautiful things in the sky but I would never spend money on them. It's literally blowing up your money and I would rather donate it to the needy if I happen to have too much money which I really don't. (that reminds me, I have an Oriflame bill to take care of XD) Anyways, the next afternoon I went back home to pack my things AGAIN and then head off to Tallinn. My aunt had an idea that I should go to Tallinn with her to see her daughter and my model of a cousin (who happens to have a REALLY needy boyfriend) and my dear aunt didn't take no for an answer - she offered that she would pay for the ride but eventually my mom said that she could pay for the return because she didn't want to let her sister pay for it all and she got her pay two days before I'll go back home. So, on Sunday night I drove to Tallinn and for my surprise I didn't listen to music all the time. I actually had a really nice talk with my aunt - we talked about school, technology and family. We are not really close, so that's because I was a bit surprised. To be honest, when it comes to my relatives, I don't know most of them. I know my mom's sister's and brother's family and 2 or 3 other faces which my mom has introduced to me. When my grandpa died and there was a small funeral and I didn't know half of the faces there. There was also a talk about family reunion but yeah, I think that no one didn't actually start with that project but I really would like to see my relatives before I'm going to Finland...
Anyways, back to Tallinn. When we finally got to my aunt's place, we found my model of a cousin lying in bed almost dying. Okay, I'm exaggerating, but still. She has a allergy against dogs, cats and other animals with fur and her pappy dear took her in a place where there was a cute kitten and how could she resist -.- BAKA! Anyways, her airways were almost closed, eyes puffy and stuff like that but as for now she is better, THANK GOD!
On Monday, the first place we visited was the hospital. My model of a cousin had a doctors appointment, short to say we all have our demons to fight. When she got long lectures about her condition I called my mom. I asked her to send me some money + I finished my second of Blood Ties already, so I needed the third one but unfortunately on the January 1st the library wasn't opened and I really didn't want to miss it ^.^ So, thank you mommy -angel face-
I think the chick on the cover is suppose to be Carrie, the stupid bitch. But I still want to know what happens to Nathan because the Soul Eater is loose and wants him...I want to know if he'll make it. Nathan is a very tortured soul I must say.
ANYWAYS, after the hospital we went to see the Christmas Fair and I have seen the famous tree which fell once and then the top fell off XDD It was really windy and drizzling so we didn't go on the walk which we planned, so we just ended up going to McDonald's to eat lunch. The food was great, well almost, the fries were too salty, and the latte was delicious and, oh, so warm XDD I was bloody freezing when I got to McDonlad's. I have couple of pictures too but guess what I left the little cord between iPod and computer at home ^.^
Then we went to the movies. Although, because of the drizzle and the wind we got there about two hours early. So, we just put away our clothes and bought the tickets
Then, just wondered around the apartment store. One of those little boutiques was so cool. There were like these home decorating stuff and it was so beautiful. After a while we were just so tired of walking that we patiently sat and wait. Oh, I got the good news. My pacage, which I ordered last November arrived today and now I have to wait to get it because I'm not in Viljandi :'(
Oh but the movie itself, I loved it ^.^ We went to see Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows. It wasn't a typical Sherlock I have to say. At first it deeply disturbed me but later on I just went with it and, I just have to say, I really really like Robert Downey Jr eye's. They are so cute ^.^The movie itself was cool and but the ending was a little expected - short to say, the main character can't really die XD but the rest of it wasn't really that predictable.
After that home and now writing this blog. Well, tomorrow (Tuesday) we will visit the book store -happy dance- and cook a little. But for now...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The bed at my aunts is super soft, like sleeping on a cloud :)
So, I went there and got more confused and then got everything cleared out. One of the foreign universities I watched was Birmingham but I'm not sure if I'm going to go there. I'll probably stick with the original plan, Finland and then Tartu. Although, I didn't make any life-changing decisions I had fun on my trip.
So, I went by bus to Tallinn alone on Thursday. I was suppose to go with MAÜ but she went on an earlier train. I actually joined the alone trip, one of the reasons I pushed her to go with the train. I listened to the music in peace and I started with a new book. I'll tell you about it later. Anyways, my little cousin picked me up and we went to Hesburger to eat a little. I bought a vanilla milkshake and a cheeseburger. I love milkshake! (how many times I have told that XDD) And we went to a bookstore because I wanted. Oh, I like bookstores and that one in Tallinn...It was heaven. If I could I would move there. And I also like libraries but I just don't have time to go there. But my cousin isn't that into libraries, so after a little trip to a jewelry store and then back to her place. There I read a Justin Bieber's book. Forgive me father I made a sin! I could only read the into but it was torture itself. He is so..so..yeah, I'm just going to leave it at that + there was a lot of pictures of him. And the whole room was a hell whole - BIEBER everywhere and I'm SERIOUSLY glad she didn't find a CD to play. As you can tell Bieber isn't my favorite. But we did compose a little story for her English class. It was something like this:
There was a man in the jungle who got hungry and took out a sandwich. He took the first bite when a monkey grab it. The man run away near the water. Tipped his toes into in and took out another sandwich. Then came an elephant who startled at first and then snatched away the mans sandwich. His stomach was grumbling and he ran away. He sat under a tree. He look to the left and right to make sure that he was alone. He carefully took out the sandwich but then a lion came and ate him. THE END!
Okay, it was a lot funnier that night but when you have a good time everything seems fun XDD That night I had a good night's sleep and they were so thoughtful that they let me sleep as long as I wanted. What I was a little terrified about was that I was left alone in the apartment. Well, I could steal since they know where I live but that wasn't the point. I was afraid that I'll leave some light on or appliances. But luckily I didn't, YAY! I took two buses to get to Teeviit that day. I hate the traffic in Tallinn. It's clearly a madness. In Viljandi, I take one from A to B but in there it's like A to C to D to B if you are lucky. But I got there safe, so I survived. On Teeviit the first thing they talked to me about was pension. YAY! I must have looked really old. So, I told the man that I was too young. Then me and LO went to tents forward when a man from driver's ed came to us and asked if we have our driving license. This time LO said that we are too young XD LO is great asking questions me on the other hand need time but I connected really well with the University of Tartu's chick. And the guy for Pärnu was REALLY tall. I literally leaned back to not strain my neck. I bet that he was definitely over 190 XDD MP is like 183 but with her it's not so hard to look at. And, oh, he was a cook XD It seemed. . . strange. And yeah, the highlights ^.^
After I, MAÜ and LO went to a pizza&pasta place to eat and it was DELICIOUS. I shared the pizza with LO - it was a little to big for me alone. Then we went to McDonald's because I had to have a McFlurry XD And it was überdelicious - with Daim of course - and we just discussed our futures and gossiped a little. Three girls so what do you want from us XDD But later I met up with cousin and we went to a 5D movie. Yeah, a little shock for me because I haven't even seen the 3D XD but it was still awesome. Although towards the end I started to wish that it was over. I hated that the characters were all up in my face, like no personal space + when the rats came I could feel then touching my legs which was grouse and the best part had to be when the dog drooled and it was all in my face. But yeah, actually it was just a cartoon but my heart probably stopped couple of times when there was an arrow heading towards me XD
Oh, before the movie and after it I was forced to be in the same room with my cousin's BF. Yeah, not really I wanted but it seemed the boy was more uncomfortable than me. And he was like really tanned, had really dark eyes, then he stood up all the time, heard him talk only 3 times and in hushed tones and he like constantly stared with blank face. Towards the end he smiled, HALLELUJAH, when I and my cousin were fooling around. Oh, and the most disgusting thin he "said" (said by using my cousin as a mouth piece) that he would break up with her when she would cheat her with another girl (I think he thought about me!) IUUUUU, I mean come on, she is my cousin!!! And my cousin wasn't much better. He kept sliding his hand on her knee and pressed his fingers together. And what did my cousin said: "Stop doing that! Do it to Natsu!" We were both like WHAT THE F*CK! XDD Yeah, some people just doesn't get it.
Later I met up with LO at the bus station and we drove back to Viljandi - chatting all the time. It's so easy to talk to her. I feel like I can trust her fully and we found some similarities in our lives.
When I got home the house was empty. Not that I mind being home alone but usually during 9PM everybody is at home. It turned out that my overprotective dad had gone to Aegviidu. Overprotecting because he asked me about 10 times if I had took along my pepper spray. He hates Tallinn and I think big cities in general. He also asked me to put the money in 7 different places which caused a little hick-up later but everything was settled. My mom was still at work at that time and arrived home a little after 10PM. Oh, on Tuesday he arrived home exactly on 4PM when her work suppose to finish. I and my dad were both like: "Why are you home so early?" and she wondered why we were so surprised. I mean come on, it has NEVER happened when she comes home early or on time. She is a workaholic. We all know it except her ^.^
On Saturday, I talked to KL that morning. Since I have been so busy with school I have waited really long to write him, I answered to his question and it came out as at least 4 hour talk. Short to say, he is as sleepless and busy as me. We discussed the future plans. I like talking to him ^.^ He gets me ^.^ And I think I'm sending him and Eddy a Christmas package. Actually, I have a list of people I want to make a Christmas surprise ^.^ Except that little plan, it doesn't feel like Christmas is coming. You can even see it in my house which isn't decorated at all. To be honest I'm not really in the mood and I don't have the time either. Today, I can breathe a little, that's why I'm writing ^.^
Plus, I wanted to share with you a song. Probably to Yuki this song isn't her fave becuse there are only three people singing it and two of them she dislikes ^.^
And there is also another song I get high on:Trou a a a ble! Trouble! Trou! Trouble Maker! But I'll probably add this to another post because usually add only one song (except for reviews) but I have to say that even my mom digs the Troublemaker XDD I had it on repeat when I was playing Need For Speed in the living room and she said that the song was pretty good. And it is very addictive XDD
I have to say - today was the first lesson of Estonian where I didn't feel bad about myself. To be honest, Estonian lessons depress me but today I understood everything, talked to her about the homework and generally understood what the hell they were talking about XD and it felt great! During the time I was constantly sick I developed a gap in that subject so yeah, I felt kind of like a loser in that class XDD
And that reminds me that I have to do some soul searching. I need to know who Natsumi is? To decide what Natsumi wants because she gets confused and why am I talking about myself in a third person again? XD I really have to work on that. In real life I don't do that so much but in here is kind of tend to XD
Oh, I almost forgot. I wanted to tell you about the book I'm reading these past few weeks now. It is called "Blood ties book one: The Turning" by Jennifer Armintrout.
And yes it's another vampire book but nothing like Twilight series. This one is more exciting and a little more pervy. Not much but a little XDD Basically the main character is Carrie who got turned into a vampire and then there is Nathan, or Nolen or what ever his name is, who is also a vampire slash vampire hunter. The chick is rather horny - I just had to say that XD I mean, there was this place where a kid got hurt, basically he had a hole in his head or something, and Carrie only could think about the fact that Nathan was only wearing a towel. Yeah, from the description he seems incredibly sexy, I get that, but OH COME ON! Basically every ten minutes there is a face palm XD Oh, and who could forget Cyrus, the pervyest one of them all. He literally got an erection after seeing, and smelling, Carrie the second time (the first was when he turned her). You probably now think I'm reading some pervy sex novel - NOT AT ALL but after Korea I have started noticing these things XD There is a lot more action going on there but I am quite in the beginning so no big fights YET! Basically Carries had two weeks to decide whether she wants to join the movement that Nathan is in, which kills vampires, or goes with Cyrus, who she has blood ties with and get killed by Nathan. But all that was messed up by Dahlia,witch, who did something to Nathan, THAT BITCH!, and now Carrie basically got an antidote and in exchange she has to stay with Cyrus the rest of her life, which is long when Nathan doesn't kill her. And I haven't got farther than that. So, I don't know if Nathan is going to live, which I think he is, and then what happens next. I am really curious about Nathan's past and I told that girls that there is a really hot guy in that book and they started to look for a picture and I had to say that it's only written in the text but TT was interested in the book when I showed the first description of him - she wrote the title in her phone XDD
Oh, and the best sentence that my hot Nathan has said:
"I have skillful hands!"
Hahaha, really trying to think straight XDD But he has a really complexed personality I have to say and I really want to know more about him. He's has black hair, board shoulders and a flat muscular tummy as the chick said. And he is tall ^.^
So, yeah, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow is still a school day :)
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Mom is so sweet. When her daughter doesn't get something she cuts out a cube to show me ^.^
