It's like, when I had eye surgery (a minor one, thank god) the doctor said that this day forward I should avoid lifting heavy stuff. But how heavy is heavy? It's like where is the border line when light ends and heavy begins. And the same thing with long. Today's physics lesson we learned that something reaches to Earth after a long time. But how long is long? To a three year old 3 years seem like a very long time, to me it just vanished in seconds. But 18 years seems long to me but it's NOTHING compared to Sun's age (it's was like 4,7 billion years or something like that XD)
And another thing. I really don't like astronomy. To me it sounds like a load of crap (sorry for my expression) but that is just how I feel about it. Yeah, I know a lot of things about it since we are learning it in physics class but still. How can you know that Mars weighs x kg or Sun's temperature in the core is 16 million degrees? No man cant get to the Sun or really can't put Mars on a scale. It's all assumptions. Well, I am one of those people who believe it when they see it, so yeah, that's the main reason physics isn't my favourite at the moment.
Wanna see something grouse? (at least in my opinion XD)
It's my hand when I'm pretend writing,,well my hand actually is like that when I type in an angle (?). It looks grouse and feels even worse. It's ÜBER creepy.
Tomorrow there will be shortened lessons. JACKPOT!~ but then again tomorrow is a test in Music class - music seminar, as my teacher calls it. And there are like most known choir songs and one of the author's songs I get mixed up.
This is one of the hardest songs to memorize, like seriously. The author has a similar song called "Enne ja nüüd" but I couldn't locate it so I pray to God that it isn't in tomorrows test. In addition to tomorrow, I have 2 Estonian tests on Thursday + getting my picture taken for some....I'm not sure for what, but it's a group/class photo, so I think I'll survive >^.^< The picture thou, the tests are a suicide, both of them. One has extra strict grading and the other is made by my dear teacher. HELP! But to all your foreigners who have chose to study Estonian - it's not that bad but just MY "dear" teacher makes our lives difficult.
But okay, I have to go to bed now. Another night, another school day, another head ache - looking forward to XDD NOT! Only 37 days before another and unfortunately last high school holiday :(
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. They are cute >^.^< and I can say it without being a child molester - I did some stalking XDD
"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. Pretty badly too."
"What happened, my child?"
"I have neglected my blog and let down my readers"
I am really sorry for not writing for so long. I have n+1 reasons to do so but none of them seem good enough to excuse me from not writing.
Don't know where to start XD - amd she is watching MusicMondays, shame on her!-
Oh, I found my camera...but then I broke it...and then bought a new one XD
My new baby! The old one was pretty similar. Also Olympus ^.^
Anyways, school is a blast! XD Okay not really a blast but it's not that bad :)
Social studies is good, I still like that lesson because it is interesting and explains more about things that are going on around me. I had a first test there, which I got 5- because I didn't use the right wording, and also wrote a first essay, and probably my last, and the bad news is that I have to give that essay to my Estonian teacher too -.- And speaking of Estonian I have gotten better by the day. I got a perfect score on the last test -ego boost- and the teacher wrote "Finally!" on my test, true story XD But I wrote a real essay to her and I got ...
English is so lay back but today I made a for and against essay and I think I did a good job. And tomorrow there is another test but I will pass it. I seem to have such an ego but the English teacher really does it too easy for me. What else? Math, I went to a competition in it. Was 9th. I'm happy with that place. I mean 9th in the whole county. It's not that bad, right?
My health hasn't been that good. Had migraine attacks and a horrible back pain (still have it) but other than that I'm good. Nothing too bad, at least I can live, move around and a little pain can't stop me but because of those headaches I had to stay home.
I actually made a vblog 2 week ago XD But now I finally edited it ^.^
(THE VIDEOS SHOULD BE NOW WATCHABLE!)
I like editing videos. It's fun in my opinion. I wouldn't make it as a work since I'm not really made for only sit behind the computer but it is fun to do occasionally ^.^
So, the video was made the day when I was home sick with the migraine. That week I also met up with LO and MAÜ and we had a great time. I will take about it later because MAÜ hasn't shared the picks and I would really like to add some :)
This weekend my mom turned 45. Happy birthday to her, again! In the morning I and my dad went to her bed and sand happy birthday. In a way it was sweet but it was spiced up with a little humor. I mean, the birthday present itself is was a wok-pan and in a way we like went to woke her up so she could cook for us XDD But she loved the surprise ^.^
Man, I'm so tired at the moment XD
Oh, I and Yuki have a little surprise for you but I'm not going to tell you about it because I would just ruin it. I need some time to finish it XD.
Now, my fave song of the last few days. SOOOO ADDICTIVE!
CNY stands for Christmas and New Year's greeting video. It's the same video I promised to post last time. I really hope it will upload this time.
So, I'm spending my first days of 2012 in Tallinn but the New Year's Eve I was with Yuki, like I told you before and it was nice. I got some good food, watched couple of funny and some weird TV shows and saw the fire works. I really love those beautiful things in the sky but I would never spend money on them. It's literally blowing up your money and I would rather donate it to the needy if I happen to have too much money which I really don't. (that reminds me, I have an Oriflame bill to take care of XD) Anyways, the next afternoon I went back home to pack my things AGAIN and then head off to Tallinn. My aunt had an idea that I should go to Tallinn with her to see her daughter and my model of a cousin (who happens to have a REALLY needy boyfriend) and my dear aunt didn't take no for an answer - she offered that she would pay for the ride but eventually my mom said that she could pay for the return because she didn't want to let her sister pay for it all and she got her pay two days before I'll go back home. So, on Sunday night I drove to Tallinn and for my surprise I didn't listen to music all the time. I actually had a really nice talk with my aunt - we talked about school, technology and family. We are not really close, so that's because I was a bit surprised. To be honest, when it comes to my relatives, I don't know most of them. I know my mom's sister's and brother's family and 2 or 3 other faces which my mom has introduced to me. When my grandpa died and there was a small funeral and I didn't know half of the faces there. There was also a talk about family reunion but yeah, I think that no one didn't actually start with that project but I really would like to see my relatives before I'm going to Finland...
Anyways, back to Tallinn. When we finally got to my aunt's place, we found my model of a cousin lying in bed almost dying. Okay, I'm exaggerating, but still. She has a allergy against dogs, cats and other animals with fur and her pappy dear took her in a place where there was a cute kitten and how could she resist -.- BAKA! Anyways, her airways were almost closed, eyes puffy and stuff like that but as for now she is better, THANK GOD!
On Monday, the first place we visited was the hospital. My model of a cousin had a doctors appointment, short to say we all have our demons to fight. When she got long lectures about her condition I called my mom. I asked her to send me some money + I finished my second of Blood Ties already, so I needed the third one but unfortunately on the January 1st the library wasn't opened and I really didn't want to miss it ^.^ So, thank you mommy -angel face-
I think the chick on the cover is suppose to be Carrie, the stupid bitch. But I still want to know what happens to Nathan because the Soul Eater is loose and wants him...I want to know if he'll make it. Nathan is a very tortured soul I must say.
ANYWAYS, after the hospital we went to see the Christmas Fair and I have seen the famous tree which fell once and then the top fell off XDD It was really windy and drizzling so we didn't go on the walk which we planned, so we just ended up going to McDonald's to eat lunch. The food was great, well almost, the fries were too salty, and the latte was delicious and, oh, so warm XDD I was bloody freezing when I got to McDonlad's. I have couple of pictures too but guess what I left the little cord between iPod and computer at home ^.^
Then we went to the movies. Although, because of the drizzle and the wind we got there about two hours early. So, we just put away our clothes and bought the tickets
Then, just wondered around the apartment store. One of those little boutiques was so cool. There were like these home decorating stuff and it was so beautiful. After a while we were just so tired of walking that we patiently sat and wait. Oh, I got the good news. My pacage, which I ordered last November arrived today and now I have to wait to get it because I'm not in Viljandi :'(
Oh but the movie itself, I loved it ^.^ We went to see Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows. It wasn't a typical Sherlock I have to say. At first it deeply disturbed me but later on I just went with it and, I just have to say, I really really like Robert Downey Jr eye's. They are so cute ^.^The movie itself was cool and but the ending was a little expected - short to say, the main character can't really die XD but the rest of it wasn't really that predictable.
After that home and now writing this blog. Well, tomorrow (Tuesday) we will visit the book store -happy dance- and cook a little. But for now...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The bed at my aunts is super soft, like sleeping on a cloud :)
And except for the wind and the freezing hands hands, It was so awesome and beautiful. There were like really big snowflakes and I love that crunching sound when you step on the snow. It kind of felt like a fairy-tale ^.^ And somewhere around Saturday afternoon, it was drizzling. It looked awesome o.O But the bad news is that the snow melts like really fast ://
So, what have I been up to? The days go by so quickly. I'm always doing something and lately come home around 6 or 7PM. Have LOADS of things to do and sometimes just playing computer games just to relieve some tension to study again. Yes, school :/ It takes all the time. Like RP said:
School: All Day
Homework: All Night
Exams: WTF!?
I would say, well said, RP. Maybe I'm not the most diligent student because of the computer games but then again if I don't play them I will lose my mind.
That reminds me, I had a test in Estonian on friday. At first I felt like it went great. Then I talked to KT about it and I got a shaky ground because our answers were totally different. When I talked to LO about it, I started to feel desperate. She had COMPLETELY different answers. And, oh, the teacher said before I left that there are no right answers. Hahahaha -sarcastic laugh- Yeah right, my dear teacher! XD
So, my mom decided to get her hair done on friday. Basically she cut it pretty short. When I first saw, mom happened to be in the store, I was like: "What the hell did you do?" And the cashier answered to my question immediately:"But it looks nice!" XDD Yeah, didn't see that one coming XDD But she was right - it does look good - but it's just that I have always liked the long hair and so I prefer them too :)
I had a nice time in the afternoon with Yuki that day too. We just chatted and drank coffee. Later we sat in my room where I gave her a more detailed review of my now favourite book "Blood ties". I'm still in love with Nathan or Nolan or what ever his name is ^.^ And I have almost finished reading it (just few chapters for toninght). I have reached to both of the sex scenes by now XD And by both I mean with Nathan and Cyrus. One was dirtier than the other and there was nothing sweet about it. To be completely honest, with Cyrus I was kind of expecting something like that just because he was kind of a dirty man but with Nathan...at least 3 times I thought: „Too much information!“ It turns out that Nathan had a really dark past. He basically killed his own wife. I think that it might have been because of the blood ties. Did I mention what was so special about it? Basically master and his/her slave share thoughts and feelings and flashes from the past. So, it’s a really exciting book and if you aren’t against vampires, I recommend to read it ^.^ Tomorrow I get the second book
And, I have mastered three origami flowers. Hell yeah! I love live love folding.
I wanted to add pictures but too tired to find some but I can do a lily (simpler one) and a dasy and an easier lotus. When it comes to origami, I’m rahther a fast learner and it is really calming (even if I don’t get it right the first time XD)
I have warmed up some old acquaintances. They are both really great girls but just the distance does it’s job. One of them I met in a camp couple of years ago. I got along with her really well and she is a real sweetheart but she lives like 30 km away from Viljandi. Looks like her life has changed a lot and I have kind of missed her. She has been the one person with who I started crying when I had to left. I’m going to call ger TT 2.0 XD The other one used to be my deskmate in English class but she lef the school. That was pretty sad but she wanted to change schools. To be honest, I think that her doing was a bit reckless – she left before the final year. Then again who am I to judge. I was happy to hear that female HR is doing good in the new school.
So, tomorrow a new week will start – OH DEAR – but just 11 days until Christmas break. I can make it!! Hopefully XD
So, I were in the library with MP and we were working on our computers. Different things though. I was helping her to write her self-introduction for Estonian class, so while she was typing stuff about herself, I thought I would write about my life which turned out to be not so boring as I thought XD So, I haven't blogged in a while. OMG, I'M TURNING INTO T!? Who, BTW, just relised that he doesn't blog a lot. T (on Twitter): "ahh i'm sucha lazy blogger, sorry everyone!"
My reaction: NO WAY!?!
So, what has Natsumi been up to these, hmm..., two weeks now? ^^
Well, I'll open my hundred sticky notes, (arrange them a little) and tell you all about my exciting life ^^
Well, firstly, I did met up with MS and Yuki but day before that, Saturday, I cleaned my entire room and I'm still so proud of myself when I was finally able to see the floor XD Okay, but with those two. With Yuki we had a rather quiet afternoon together. We just chilled out on the computer because she was in a lot of pain. She just got out of a boot camp or something like that.
But with MS there was a rather difficult story. Firstly, we settled that when I drove off from Yuki's, I'll give her a call, which I did and SHE DIDN'T PICK UP! And then again and finally I went off to the town myself - I had stuff to do - and gave up on her and yeah, I was pissed to but once I got to home again and saw her on MSN. Basically, she was having a tough time and, even though I was mad, we met up anyways and had a really nice talk. The best news is that I could make her feel better ^^.
September 12th
Everyone got sick during the weekend. We had another couple of people to do the overviews and one of them, LT, sniffed after every single sentence and of course Natsumi herself battles with a running nose every day.
Oh, after the Estonian lesson, I sent TT home. She was sick AGAIN. She has missed so many school days that I'm starting to worry but she is a very smart girl and I'm sure that she will catch up. I mean, we often fight about it. She is sure that she isn't that smart (& I'm sure that she will disagree with me by reading this too) but to me she is one of the smartest peoples I know.
September 13th
I didn't see TT at all :/ but I'm glad that she stayed home to rest but I did miss her. Especially in History class. I had to sit with AL and I'm really not a fan of him. Before we were forced to sit together, I thought of him as a fun guy but rather lonely but now I understand why. After sitting one class together, he announced me that I was a mean girl. AFTER ONE FREAKING LESSON which only lasted for 45 minutes. And why he thought that way? We had to pair up and check someone's essay. When the owner of the essay found out that we were grading it, he started to butter us up -.- and even tried to bribe us. I hate flatterers...well people who does everything (EXCEPT STUDY) to get good grades. So, yeah, I graded fairly and he got a four. CRY ME A RIVER! So yeah, AL decided that I was a meanie for putting a 4 on an essay which deserved only a four, even the writer himself admitted that he didn't make much of an effort.
During Physics (which I have 3 on that day) and in the brakes HR was nervous about the coming English test. Me and him go to a different English groups, I didn't have that dreadful test, so I tried to help him. I asked the words in Estonian and he was suppose to tell me them in English. Let's just say he didn't ace them, so after 3 or 4 words he yanked the papers. And guess what!? The test didn't happen XD
That night I started thinking about Yuki's birthday present. Yes, she had a birthday on Friday, party on Saturday, and I need to make her something. I bought her a sweater form China but it just arrived yesterday so yeah, I needed to make something special for her. I have a hard competition in there. She has always got beautiful handmade things from her friends when I barely made her a card (which sucked BTW). So yeah, I thought about origami. I found a site where they taught origami daisies but it was too hard to learn from the pictures, so I found a video.
So this is the first flower I made. Pretty horrible, isn't it?
Anyways, I practiced making them until I went to my stepsister's daughter's birthday party. She turned 1 and, Yuki said, it felt like she was born just yesterday. She was so cute and I was the only one to whom she said thanks to ^^ Let's just say, I'm good with kids. I used to babysit one regulary too but lately my help isn't needed. It's kind of sad, I kind of miss that little ball of sunshine :)
Oh, I have to say. When the sister put the little one to bed, she told me that she really loved my outfit and I have turned into a fashionista. At first it sounded rather ridiculous but when I got to think about it, maybe I am. But I would say that my fashion isn't something that you see on everyone on the streets. So yeah, I put together different outfits but not according to latest trends,
So, I think that's it for the day. I have to go to bed rather early. Tomorrow I will have another Oriflame gig and I have to be well-rested for it.
Have a good night/day everyone and I will continue (& maybe someday reach to the present). But for now...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Dreadful is my favorite word - not because of the meaning but the spelling is great.
Firstly the video I promised...videos, to be more accurate because it seems that the original one was too long, so I cut it in half.
And the second part
Yeah, I talk to much but I was there for the entire day, so bare with me XD.
Today I cleaned my whole room. I CAN SEE THE FLOOR!! XD (The little joys in life ^^) And this time I really worked hard. I cleaned out everything - from the floor, changed the bedsheets, cleaned out draws, washed the carpet, washed the floor (and fell on it XD) and later I have to vacuum too(just in case).
About my draws...I found out that I have a lot of pills in the first draw. Like there is really so much of them and I also found a present that I got from my aunt who lives in Sweden now. It was a...I think it's a notebook. It has totally white pages and all around it gives it a...kind of a royal feeling to it. When I got it my mom said that I should write something special in it...but it has reminded empty...
And I have a well working envelope system working XD I have put pictures and art history cards and bank card etc into envelopes and I have like 7 of those and one envelope contains more envelopes XDD
And I haven't told you this before but I collect shopping bags and as for today 10.09.2011 I have 56 different shopping bags ^^
What else? I have ordered all of my clothes and I was thinking about giving one of my cardigans to Yuki because I don't wear it at all and I thought that she could wear it at home at least but since she made such a huge fuss about me giving her a foundation tester then I'm thinking about turning my cardigan into a pillow. I have a lot of clothes but still I feel like I have nothing to wear XD I think it's every girl's problem.
In the night, I dealt with some feedback to Oriflame about yesterday and now I'm just skype'ing with Yuki, watching T a little and just staying online but to be honest I feel like curling up to a ball at the moment. Why? It feels like I was absent for one day and my school life came grumbling down (& and my confidence got a little hit too). It seems like next week will be hell:
1. I already have to finish a book.
2. I have history test on Wendsday
3. I have physics test on Tuesday
4. I have monologue on Monday and I can't prepare for it because I left my notebook to school, so I have no subjects.
5. There is a possibility that I have to submit a discussion for a book I read in the summer.
& I'm sure that I have more n+1 things to do...
But right now, I'll go to sleep and tomorrow I'll see Yuki and then MS ^^
Did you miss me? Did you miss me? Of course you did! XD
Anyways, heya, It's Natsumi and now she is an official 12th grader aka SENIOR!
I would say that this was my first WEEK at school but unfortunately it wasn't like that.
September 5th
Week begun with Natsumi making a public performance thanks to somebody. Sometimes I really hate KR, like on Monday, but sometimes she is pretty useful too (I'll tell you about that later). On Monday, I hated her.
When I woke up, I didn't remember anything on that little performance but LUCKILY I looked at my diary, and there stood that I had to do a report on foreign news. Yeah, in my history class there is a custom that according to the list two people do a little overview on news outside and inside Estonia. Since KR made a "friendly" suggestion that we should start this year in the bottom, then I had to a report.
I'm not exactly the last on the list but yeah...
I made a choice on changing my last name. When my mom married with dad, I got to made a choice - whether I wanted to stick with my name or change it. I voted for a change because I think it would be a little awkward when all of my family is V and I'm the only R. My grandpa (from my mother's side) still doesn't know that I changed my name. He wasn't really totally on board with my mom marrying in the first place, so we didn't want to add oil to the fire. But I like my new name (well not that new, I have been wearing for the past 8 years) and it has this German feeling to it ^^
I think there wasn't anything else remarkable on my Monday.
Well, if I would say according to my timetable
History - performance
Math - some theory + exercises
Math - more exercises
Estonian - I think it was the best Estonian lesson ever. We didn't have to do anything XD and teacher just talked for a change which is great in her lessons. The more she talks the less we have to make anything ^^
English - That's a lesson I want to do something because that lady can talk and talk and talk and talk and you get the picture. Don't get me wrong! She is a great teacher but her talk seems to wonder and she moves form one topic to another and we sometimes quite can't catch up. And in her lessons. 5 comes easily...at least for me. In that lesson, I might be teacher's pet.
There was this one time, when I was answering for home reading, when I didn't know anything. I talked a little about the contents but she cut me off because she knew the book ("Pride and Prejudiced") and then she asked for the words, which I didn't know exactly and I got a 5+ XD You know what she said:
"You just need to digest the words and I'm sure you would know them but you have just learned them, so, It's okay."
And I only got 5 lessons that day but I had to hang out in the school's library to wait for my mom, so I did the homework and a little required reading.
After that shopping. I got a new bad which I already love...simply adore XD
Do you like? ^^
And I got some other nesserary stuff for school and I can cross out some items from my huge list too in "Neverland".
Since I got off so early, I went to the library and did a little more research for my research XD (Weird sentence XD). ANYWAYS, a small picture of my workplace. A little messy but...yeah XD
I stayed there for 3 hours when my brain totally shut down. I clearly overdid it but okay, I got a little addition to my research.
September 6th
Another day at the big school house ^^
The best thing about it? IT'S ESTONIAN TEACHER FREEEEEE!!!
And I don't remember what else happened XD
The timetable:
Math - I think some more exercises XD
Physics practice (basically a lesson where we only do excercises but the class is split into half) - of course some excercises.
I forgot to tell you. In the first Physics lessons (which was in Friday) the teacher said something to the boys in my class: "You are grown men (obviously to the BOYS)." Can I laugh?! XD Okay maybe some of them can measure up but most of them....I mean please...
The good news is, or maybe bad for me, HR booked me for the entire yeas AGAIN. I have to sit beside him in Physics class. Last time, last year, he was really angry at me when I sat next to TT in one lesson XD. Anyways, moving on.
Physics practice - some more exercises
Physics - for the whole class. We couldn't get enough for two lessons XD
English - teacher talked to us again
History - wasn't my fave that day. Our team got beat by KR team and that wasn't sweet. She beat us by 4 points, by freaking 4 points. But what you can expect. We have been working together for two and now we work agaist, so yeah, the competition is tougher but we survive.
(That reminds me that, at the moment, Yuki is in military camp. I wounder how she is doing in there. I hope she is having the time of her life ^^)
Class teacher's lesson - basically it's not really a lesson but a meeting. We talk about class stuff there (coming events, decisions we have to make etc) and that lessons usually doesn't happen either.
At home I made a poster for that Geisha book I read during the summer. It was a home assignment in Literature class. It looked like this.
Well, I'm proud of it and Yuki seemed impresses when I showed it to her through webcam. But I have to add, the night I drew it, I was drinking with my mom XD.
Oh, and that night I wanted to find a great background for my iPOd and I found a really GREAT ONE!
HE IS SO HOT! So be jealous because he's mine XD
Oh, and that night I was reading mangas...all night I was reading mangas XD and the most memorable quote was:
A: Are you gay?
B: If necessary!
Classic!
September 7th
That mornig started the hard way - I just couldn't open my eyes. Oh, and that wasn't the worst part of it, TT got sick and I was without a deskmate.
When I got to school, I noticed that TT was missing because usually she is there before me, so I got worried and sent her a text message. She said that wasn't feeling well and stayed home - no wonder, she was kind of sick on Tuesday too but it got worse.
Timetable:
Physics - studied a little something new and then exercises of course but the teacher talked about one for 20 minutes (that half of the lesson in Estonia) XD so we didn't get much done
Before English, I read a little required reading and just chilled.
English - we talked about reported speech and a little something I noticed in the last lesson
English -
I have to excuse my horrible outlook, I look somehow scary too XD
Literature - Luckily I didn't have to present my poster but we talked about KR's all lesson. She choose a Jeremy Clarkson's "For Crying Out Loud!" but still we got a homework about our posters. Had to write a little story on the back.
Somewhere between the English classes, I started to write a letter to the Japanes guy and after each lessons, I tried to continue and wrote a little in the math class to
Math - Japanese letter + exercises
After that lesson, MP asked me to accompany her to the little buffet in our school. When I was standing in the line, something weird happen. Like totally weird.
MP was standing in the line while I was standing few inches away to not be on the others way (I didn't want to buy anything) when I felt that my butt got slapped. In school. By a 2nd grader. THERE ARE A LITTLE HENTAIS IN MY SCHOOL. When I looked back, one of them was pointing at the other, kind of like "he did it!". They could hardly reach for my butt so why they slapped it. I have no words to that incident XD
Well, MP bought lunch and I felt like an anorexic next to her. There she was a full plate in front of her and I had nothing. My side was empty - well there was an iPod but nothing edible wasn't around.
I usually don't eat lunch at school. I just bring along an apple or a sandwich form home and nothing more. My mom gives me lunch money but I just don't want to eat at school.
History - the worst lesson of the day and it was made hell by my "mature" classmate. Everybody got quiet and worked on a paper that history teacher gave us. It was rather difficult to and guess what JJ did.
1. He copied off the girl in front
2. He sprayed some weird aerosole.
3. AND THE WORST PART, he giggled like a little school girl ALL THE TIME
Yeah, the boys in my class are really grown man! Oh, how I tried to ignore it but when he is basically right next to me, how could I. I really felt like punching him, so he would get rid of that freaking grin. And he was like that THE WHOLE LESSON.
And now comes the part where I like KR. She saw that JJ was writing off of him and purposely wrote the wrong answers and then the teacher asked him. OH I GOT TO LAUGH!!!
His answers were so random that teacher frowned and asked somebody else. She is one of those teachers who would never undermine a student.
JJ was like: "Why did you write the wrong answers?"
KR: "To teach you a lesson! So next time, you would do your own work."
That's one of the things that really bothers me about JJ. He hasn't done anything (during those 3 years I have been in the same class as him) and copies of others job. He never studies for anything and cheats and does the minimum.
Actually his deskmate was giggling too but he didn't bother me that much because I know that RP pulls himself together when it's nessesary and I have seen him working hard and trying to study. He has asked for my help many times and I see he tries.
And that was it for that day. After I waited like a loner for my mom again - listening to the music with a blank stare.
That night I read a manga, talked to Yuki and had a walk with my mom. The last one is taking an interest in the yaoi world that's great. She wants to continue with that anime, I showed her in Aegviidu. But there is a catch - I have to write Estonian subtitles or translate everything while watching. And she really wanted to know what that manga was all about which I'm reading at the moment.
September 8th
Sick day.
When I woke up, I had a massive migraine. It was so terrible that I couldn't even open my eyes and I felt so terrible that I could puked. It was simply awful. Somehow, I got to my parents bedroom and told them that I got a huge migraine.
I ended up sleeping there and when I woke up (for the second time that day) I found a wet cloth on my forehead. The feeling was a lot better then but still mom decided to torture me. She wanted to take my temperature. I have hated it ever since I was a kid. I hated siting in a one place and holding a sick under my armpit. I could take in any drug just that I could be stuck with a thermometer. And guess what?! I didn't have temperature. Take that mom! I told you so!
Since mom told me not to use the computer that day, I read mangas for my iPod XD and watched TV.
At 6PM, I drove to my sponsor though. I know it's bad that I didn't go to school but still went there but I made a promise.
Well, there were couple of my classmates, total babes, like seriously.
A: "Oh my god, he looks so hot."
B: "He is even better. A total eye candy."
A: "He is more of your type. I would gladly take him."
B: "Oh my god I would totally go to a ball with him."
A: "Yeah, totally. And I would be like this and he would be like that."
AND SO ON! And what they were watching at?
September 9th
One of the scariest days of my life.
So, a small recap of my day and my legs are REALLY tired.
But unfortunately, the blog don't want to upload that video, so I'll try to put it on toworrow.
When I finally got home, I ate a little and finally answered my Interpal letters. I have waited too long with this. And I was on Twitter and I found a Super Junior live. As you know (or found out just now) Heechul went to the army and let's just say - Super Junior with out Heechul isn't the same. And guess who was the one who took over Heechul's act? See for youself!
I have noticed that Super Junior dances aren't that complicated but the fact that there is about 10 people dancing at the same time, gives it that power. I'm not saying that the dances are lame or anything but they aren't just...well like Shinee "Lucifer" ^^
And that reminds me that I found a super cute picture about Kyuhyun.
Simply adorable. I can't even see Ryeowook next to him ^^
I found another Super Junior video and when I watch it, I can't really help myself for smiling. It's just so silly...next to Mr. Simple of course. And I just have to mention this - while Kyuhyun is dancing there comes a cap in his bangs and that really bothers me XD
And now it's U-Kiss time. They have made their comeback and that's really great but I just can't help myself from criticizing.
1. They all are way to oily.
2. Kiseop has too much bangs and he still reminds me of Edward. Maybe because I kind if miss him...anyways.
3. Why do I feel like a traitor, when I think that AJ looks hot in this video?
But other that those 2.5 bad things, they're comeback is really awesome and I am proud of them. And did I forget to mention I really like "Neverland"? XD
And I really like watching "I Don't Know" lives? They are also so silly and those lives make me feel better, more cheerful ^^
Since, I go to school now and since I have so much to do, I won't wear something exciting every day, so I will choose an outfit of the week.
So, what do you think? I really liked it because it was ÜBER comfortable and that beige this I'm wearing is really soft ^^ I think I wore it on Tuesday.
So yeah, I'm really going to bed now...it's not very late but I'm tired from all that standing around.
Yes, I'm naming my entry by U-Kiss' new music video.
Wanna see?
I have to say Kiseop looks smoking. That was the first thing I noticed, sorry XD And also, he reminds me of Edward here...and I'm very happy he gets to sing here more. I think something was good about changing the line up, although I wasn't very thrilled about it. Why? Firstly they kicked out of the band my favorite one (Kibum) and then the least favorite one (Alexander) and secondly, you can't even imagine how angry I was when I saw "Man Man Ha Ni" live with the two new members.
Since that was the kpop dance I learned I knew EXACTLY where their part was I watched closely (& Yuki said angrily at it). I probably looked like this...
Anyways, Hoon (I'm not so sure about that, I haven't given the new members a chance) took over Kibum's first part and probably AJ took over Alexander's part. And I was really watching that if he would do that fox sing then I really would kill him in his sleep. And he didn't, so, you will survive AJ.
A stunt like that, at least to me, shows that every past that they had with Alexander&Kibum is erased.
But I'm still a U-Kiss fan and I wish them all the best. & I really like "Neverland" it sounds great. Two thumbs up!
Oh, I remembered something. Today I also found a new kpop song (sounds like more hiphop) that was titled "Thumbs up!" XD
The first time I heard it I thought that it sounded like a mash-up from GD&TOP's "High High" and 2PM's "Hands up!" but I really love it now ^^ & it would definitely end up on my iPod XD
But what has Natsumi been up to? XD
Nothing much really, just hung out and such ^^ On Monday, Yuki was here and we made another video (so, I have a lot of editing looking forward to me), Tuesday we went to the library and I got to do my research. And I only did a little because I just couldn't focus. I just ended up reading the myths too much and places which I really didn't need and today Yuki came by again and we went to her school. She had a class meeting their and they were discussing tomorrow while I was writing to a Japanese guy (I don't know his name yet, so, I can't make him a nickname). After that we just went for a walk and I got to give that guy his driver's license back & he paid me. That was a surprise XD I didn't see that coming & he was generous too, I got 10€ XD But I'm thinking about saving it for headphones or some other thing from that list.
I made a mistake in my video XD Sorry about that. "What was so funny about my list ?"
& I have to say, I love my outfit in that video XD
Is it just me or I look really sleepy or weird on that picture? XD But it was the only one that my har looked nice and everything else, except the face ^^
Well, I hope that most of the stuff, which were on list, my mom buys for me but that just means that I have to wait for it and I hate waiting...anyways, what is going to happen tomorrow?
Well, on the formal part of the first school day and the day after that actual school day. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I really would like to continue with my summer vacation...
Oh, BTW, I got two more letters from my penpals. One of them really didn't expect my letter so soon, Although I was more worried about sending it too late XD Funny world isn't it XD
So, I would have two more letter to write back to but I'm concerned about when I have the time.
I have to:
1. Focus on school, I still is my senior year
2. Start with "Teaduskool" again, I don't exactly have to but I want it for university if I go there after Finnish school, It's still a question.
3. Read books for Literature class.
4. Study more Estonia or I will fail the exam & basically there is a new book every week (another reason to hate my Estonian teacher)
5. Clean up my room, it looks like a dump.
6. Start to think about my future, Finnish school is plan A but I also need a plan B and ""...And if that fails a plan C and a plan D. You know how the alphabet works, don`t you."
7. (that's not really a must) See all of those shows in my list
8. Study a little Finnish now and then, so it would be easier for me in Finland.
9. Get myself into shape. I don't look that bad but I still could look better.
10. Get in bed at a reasonable time.
So, 10 things I have to do. The last on makes the rest of them whole lot of harder because the less time I'm up, the less time I have time to do all of that. But wish me luck and I hope that I will make it XD
But about tomorrow, September 1st, I have to be formally dressed and there 30 minutes before the actual ceremony & yesterday I saw a nightmare of it XD
I just went to school with Yuki (don't know why she was in there, she goes to another school) and we were on the 4th floor just standing, when I remembered I had to get lollipops to the first grader(s) whose hands I'm holding on their first school day (It's a tradition) & I totally forgot that so I was already in the panic mode. Then I saw my class teacher who handed me a speech which I had to represent and half of it was written in a very bad Korean, I just couldn't read it, it was basically microscopic. So, as I walked down the stairs I kept trying to figure them out. When we finally got to the front door, I saw one of my classmates with a punch of children and they were trying out their walk to the benches and then I woke up. I'm really glad I didn't had to see myself representing that speech that I could hardly read.
But now, I have to get to bed and see another dream. I really hope this one is much sweeter and I would get into another panic mode before the actual ceremony.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. In real life, I have never gotten a panic attack (& hopely I never have to). I have only helped Yuki out of a several.
So, as you can see my writing is as it comes and usually when Yuki is here, I never blog. 죄송합니다!
Anyways, what I have been up to? Hm, well, Yuki was here (obviously XD) and we just had a little one-on-one time ^^ We just hang out and this time didn't include anyone else. We have met up so much over these three months, so I don't know what's going to happen when school starts. We have talked to each other EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have had SOOO much fun too. And I get to meet other people and I think I have changed over this summer. I have more attitude now and I don't mind so much being noticed ^^ I haven't always been that kind of person who dress-ups differently and I would never thought that I would share my life online XD I have always been so-to-say different and usually people don't welcome different. I think, here in Estonia (and maybe somewhere else), people who drink and go to parties and listen to Guetta are considered to be cool and everyone else is...a loser maybe and usually those kind of people don't take the time to get to know those "losers" and they start to label and I hate labeling! In real life I'm the mystery girl (and someone called me actually a vampire XD) and so a lot of people don't know who Natusmi actually is. Well, people in my class know I'm incredibly smart (one of them called me kind-of-genius) and they know that I listen to those rice eaters (I think most of them don't make a diffrence between Korean, Japanese, Chinese etc). They know the last part because I made a recearch about the possibilities of Estonian to learn Korean and I had to defend it in front of the class. And that's it! Is it really what's Natsumi all about?! Well of course there are some wonderful people who I talk more than "What was the homework in math today?" and they know more about me but I'm talking about majority :).
So, what did we do in those three days together when Yuki was here? Well, the first night it was all about Mary Stayed Out all night and shopping. We bought some stuff for Yuki but we started with a breakfast for me and lunch for Yuki. We had two roll and juice and for dessert ICE CREAM!! XD And after that at least 3 hours of shopping. I had fun shopping with Yuki and I enjoy it more than with mom. The last one is SO hung up on money that the first thing that she sees is the price tag and not the product itself. And I hate it. I know that money is important but why do we have to stress about it constantly, like buying clothes. I know that I could get to plain T-shirts for one beautiful one but I like that beautiful one and when I and mom are shopping then our usual conversation is like this.
Me: Oh, this looks great!
Mom: How much does it cost?
Oh, come on! Not everything is about money although it is a necessity. But we got Yuki an amazing pair of converse and a beautiful T-shirt (with butterflies, Soubi's butterflies ^^). Oh, and before that we dyed my hair XD How could I forget about it? XD My hair now is kind of black but since I had highlights before it's little blue and purple too XD. And my outfit of the day. Although It was sunny on that day but my hands are so tanned that I wore a sweater to prevent them turning darker.
After the long time walking for store to store we sat on a park with the statue of the flute player and made couple of pictures. And after that "Mary Stayed Out All Night" until we went to sleep. Oh, wait we did watch "Mary" but before that we went to the beach of Viljandi's lake and just sat there for a while. It was nice! We got to talk about the stuff we have been thinking but really didn't spoke out loud. We could have stayed there longer but it was getting REALLY cold, well the summer is almost over so, NO KIDDING!? XD
The next morning there was some manga reading and a film and we just hanged out but in the evening we made a video which Natsumi wanted to put on her blog BUT we talked so much, over two hours, so that I won't be posting all of it. So there is some editing for me and I promise it will be up somewhere in the future. There is also some elaboration about stuff I have mentioned here and for the first part I think I will post the part where I talked about my penpals ^^
PS. My hair looks awful and the more awful it gets in minutes XD And also this is an example of my terrible English. Enjoy!! XD
Yeah, there is obviously more but I'll save them for other entryies ^^ There was a into in the beginning to (which we did like 3 or 5 times) but I forgot to add it, so for the next time then :).
Today, we didn't do much either. Just went to the city for a while and I send Yuki off around 2PM XD And now I have just hang out on Twitter, waiting for a letter, listened to the music and edited that video. ^^
And, right now, I found an amazing pianist. He calls himself as the Asianpianist and this one right here blew my mind (like in the actual song, "Blow your mind" XD)
Amazing right!?! So, defenitely give him thumbs up! ^^
That "Natsumi's penpals" video is taking forever to upload and that makes YouTube really slow too. And I'm basically just sitting and watching what I have written XD And that letter, I have been
waiting for 2 hours now, still hasn't come. It's the internet. Things should come in the lightning speed.
Anyway, I thought I would add a little playlist here with the songs I'm listening nowadays:
*CN Blue - Arigatou
*Alice Nine - Blue Flame
*Rin & Len - Butterfly On The Right Shoulder
*Beast/B2st - Fiction
*2NE1 - Follow Me
*2NE1 - I Don't Care
*Miyavi - Jibun Kakumei
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Super Junior - Mr. Simple
*CN Blue - Now or Never
*Super Junior - Superman
*2PM - 10 Out Of 10
*Ayabie - Toys Factory
So, these are my 13 most listened to songs on my iPod now ^^ And that reminds me that I should delete some songs form it - I have like 168 songs in it XD
Okay, I'm off now. Enjoy the playlist I put on and maybe I will write again soon and maybe not. Anyways...
