Today I had a good day!
Rather slow but relaxing.
I met up with Marks today. I really missed her. We didn't do much, we never do much, but with her it doesn't bother me.
We met up in her apartment and we caught up while she arranged flowers. We talked about work, my study plans etc. She will take a year off and plans to work and then go to school. In a way, it might be a good plan if she manages to save up money then she would avoid loans.
Then we went to a photo shop to prepare her mother her present and then to a bookstore to get it wrapped. After we had a little ice cream and I was craving on hamburgers but yeah, didn't get it, we were too lazy to walk so far and the one closest doesn't taste that good...
My outfit of the day!
I totally forgot to post the dress to my shopping list but here it is. The bad thing about it is that it's a see-through but, fortunately, I have a long tank top which suits perfectly under there ^.^ like it's meant that way XD
The bag that I'm carrying was made by my great aunt and I love it ^.^
And these shoes I'm wearing...they are actually my mom's. I used to wear them when I was a little girl and, of course, they were too big for me XD I wasn't the kind of little girl, who wore her mother's dresses and applied make-up on her face but I did try to wear those shoes. They were so awesome for me, different. They are basically these really high platform shoes but they are rather comfortable.
I don't talk much about my childhood, do I?
Oh, I have couple more things to say XD
My TV is broken XD I have no idea what's wrong with it but when I try to turn it on, it just starts to make a very annoying noise and doesn't show anything. I have been TV-less for at least a week now and I miss it babbling in the background XDD
Tumblr is addictive -.- I just scroll and scroll there for hours XDD Okay, I have added couple of posts but other than that just scroll, scroll, reblog, like, like, scroll, scroll and so on and so forth XDD
And I will probably start watching the O.C with my mom. I'M SO EXCITED!!! and my mom seems to like the plan also. She said that she thinks she hasn't seen all of the episodes and she would really loved to. I already warned her that I would be crying at the end of the 3rd and 4th season XDD
Oh, on Tuesday, me and Yuki got together with Akira again but this time DK joined us. We decided to watch a scary movie called "The Woman in Black" I admit it! it was scary but apparently not scary enough for me. I was calm during the whole movie...okay-okey I was frightened once but that was because Akira screamed and boy that girl can scream XDD
It was cool! I love hanging out with my friends, even when there are people I hardly know around ^.^
Okay, my lovelies, I have written more in these two days than I have during the last 3 months XDD I kind of like it but it's hard to start and also, usually, when I start to write I:
a) forgot what I was suppose to write about
or
b) ran out of ideas
and besides, it's more interesting to read what others have been up to rather that write what I already know ^.^ but at least I'm better than a certain boy who cannot be named XD
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I hadn't hear this song until today XDD I'm a really bad kpop fan, or should I say I have become a really bad kpop fan...but as for the song...I'm speechless XDD but I have to admit, it's haunting me now XD
Anyway, today is my final exam - Art History. I have to go to school to deliver a speech and I'M SUPER NERVOUS.
It's one and a half pages long and I'm afraid that I will start talking really fast, so it's more difficult to understand me, or I say something silly or I simply froze up.
I really hope that none of those happen....
+ I have no idea what they might ask. I thought about my favorite works and other things they might ask but I will never no!
I woke up 5.30AM, just to rewrite my speech and practice it and I could just calmly gather my things but now I have more time to be nervous.
The good news is that Yuki will be here today, so we can celebrate the final exam and stuff like that ^.^
So, wish me luck!
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. My teacher said that I have 5 guaranteed XD But still! I'm nervous as hell
And by that thing I mean my little art history research. I kind of liked doing that thing. Gave me purpose. But then again free time feels nice although my free time started 10 minutes ago and it's like 11:43PM XD
Now, starting Monday, I have to write my defense speech but comparing to the research it's piece of cake ^..^ Oh, and about my research. My teacher told me that I need 20 pages of solid text and now I have...50 pages XDD Hahaha, I sometimes outdo myself ^.^
My wisdom tooth is growing...painfully. Yesterday my whole jaw hurt and today it has been so-so.
Oh, and bad me! I was suppose to go and tutor my nephew. Sounds awful XDD I'm not that old but yeah, I'm someones aunt. Luckily, he doesn't think of me that way - I'm just a smart friend or relative. AWYWAYS, I'm his math tutor for a week. I went there on Thursday with Yuki but we didn't get much work done. It was pretty late...but Friday was more productive and he made me promise that he would solve some problems yesterday and today but neither of us believe that XDD
Tomorrow, I will be babysitting for some time.
On June 7th I will have a book presentation. Luckily I won't be the one presenting XDD But I am considered as one of the the co-writers. The book is about my school and I and couple of my classmates were assigned to write a story about our school experience.
On June 8th I will have my exam where I have to present my defense speech.
On June 14th I will have an official reception with the head of one of the biggest universities in Estonia, Tallinna Tehnikaülikool (TTÜ).
And on June 21st I will have my graduation. Sad - enough said XDD
I will add a picture here from that Pilistvere trip. I love that picture and it's with my mom. Oh, that reminds me. My dad went to Aegviidu this weekend and got back today. It was great to see him today ^.^
Of course the picture was made by Yuki ^.^
I have been watching the Lying Game.
It's thrilling and unexpected, welllll except for the love part. I totally knew that Ethan will fall for Emma XDD But the other parts of it is thrilling, as I said already. Like for 15 episodes I know that the mom was that artist and now it's totally upside down. I'm pretty sure who is it but it's not proven yet.
I don't have a favorite character in this but I have to say that Ethan is pretty cute ^.^
Okay, my cuties, I should go to bed. I'm really tired and I feel like a rock had dropped off my shoulders.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Wish me luck! I hope that my teacher is as proud of me as I am ^.^
My March has been really out of the ordinary - there has been so many birthdays, including my own 19th, have visited my mother's home and enjoyed spring break.
So, the first of many birthdays was Akira's but the day before that I went to Jõhvi. It's a city in the north of Estonia and it was the city where my mom was raised (she was born ~20km away - Kohtla-Järve). We drove there straight from school but got there pretty late. We went to the graveyard because on the March 2nd my grandpa was born and we wanted to lit some candles for him. I just have to say - seems that the weather describes the person the most. It was so windy and cold - basically as soon as the candle was lit, it was blown out. It was getting annoying. Now I have to brag XDD My daddy is the most caring one of all ^.^ Like I said, it was terribly cold weather and my dad gave me he's huge jacket. It was really warm, not the most lightest thing to wear, though. We visited my uncle's house, although he wasn't there, and finally got in touch with my other cousin, the athletic one. She is quite the opposite of me but I still really liked talking to her. She is like the big sister I never had ^.^ After we went back to my grandpa's apartment which still feels kind of empty without him and do you know what I found out, he missed me a lot. He had this photo album full of pictures of me when I was little. Let's just say that my mom and grandpa didn't exactly get along. I know he loved her and was proud of her but he was the most stubborn man ever :) Anyways, mom and dad did a little clean up work and got a lot of stuff, I, on the other hand, collected momentums of my dear granny and grandpa.
The next morning we drove to Sõmeru (also in the north of Estonia but more to the west XD) where I got a job XD Actually, my great aunt (married to my granny's brother, mother side) needed me to add an advertisement for these amazing curtains she made. And it was really nice seeing her ^.^
After we hurried back in town because I had to get ready for Akira's birthday and also did a little make-up for Yuki.
That's what Yuki looked like. I would add a full look but I think that Yuki would kill me XDD
And my overall look ^.^ TT was overly impressed about it (EGO BOOST XD) and I guess it wasn't that bad XD Bitch Natsu!
The party itself? I have no comment. We went out bowling, ate a little and watched a scary movie which wasn't scary, Red Riding Hood and some other movie which was kind of grouse but I fell asleep XD or at least tried because there was someone in the same room who just couldn't control his voice and kept me up until 5:30AM. Nice huh? Not the best first impression. It was the first (and hopefully the last) time I'm going to see him. To sum up, the party was okay ^.^
So, the March 7th and 8th were two days when the teachers were on strike. To us, students, it kind of meant two extra days off XD What did I do? On the 7th I went shopping with Yuki. Something that you don't see everyday XDD Yeah, I buy things but usually online because the prices in Estonia are depressing. Anyways, I got new jeans, 3 tank tops, a thingy for my phone, fake eyelashes + glue, compact powder and maybe something else too XDD And on the 8th we celebrated the international woman's day ^.^ Dad bought me white roses and yellow ones for my mom. In the evening me and my mom just sat down, drank whine, ate cake and chatted.
Our little table ^.^ Don't ask why there are two spoons beside one piece XDD I guess it has something to do with the picture taking XDD
And on the next day, we got a magnificent surprise. The senior class made a little performance for all the females and then they asked form 12B and 12A girls to stay and all the boys came out with little flowers and gave them to all the girls. It was so sweet ^.^
On that Saturday I went to MS's birthday. I got her a ticket to Poets of the Fall and some other stuff and of course she was thrilled since POTF is her ultimate fave (since 2008 XD). We ate and drank a little. Played Alias which ended with a fight between the lover. Sad :( During the night they were so sweet together but yeah, lovers fight, never good. Anyways, whey the couple disappeared me and the other party guest started dancing randomly and chatted in between. If life gives you lemons, you have to make lemonade XDD Anyways, MS said that they made up and everything is okay now ^.^ Let's just say, out of all the guys MS has dated, MJ (not Michael Jackson XD) is the best for her and I always have been and always will be team MJ XDD.
Anyways, there are a lot of school days between and then we reach to the last weekend before my birthday which I will elaborate next time.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. No matter how much I add American songs here, I'm still passionate about Asia ^.^
So, today isn't a regular Tuesday but Shove Tuesday XD And I'm having a....don't know the right adjective to describe it.
In the morning I felt rather bad. I thought about staying but I have been absent too much + I needed to collect some money. I sound like dept collector XDD But actually, it's not that bad. I'm just one of the few who are planning the bridal shower for our class wedding and we need kind of entrance fee because the party is on Thursday.
Oh, I haven't talked to you about the class wedding. So, where I'm form it's tradition to choose a girl and a boy from the same class and marry them. Not officially of course...well, the priest himself is chosen among us, so yeah XD And since we have such a huge class we chose two grooms and two brides. Everyone plays a part in the wedding, some are just family members, we have a wedding singers and I happen to be the maid of honor for the more likable bride. The other one was so desperate that she had to be the bride and she asked EVERY SINGLE GUY in my class to be the groom. Come on, if no one wants you then give up and be somebody else but finally she guilt RP to agree. -.- Anyways, since I'm one of the brides maids I needed to plan a little get-together ^.^
And, Shove Tuesday is a pretty big deal in Estonia, so, today I had 5 lessons plus activities after. I'm trying to spend as much time with my class as possible, so yeah, I took part in those after school activities - tug-of-war XD Yeah, maybe not the best choice but I had fun EXCEPT for the fire in the muscles. We were third and there were 6 classes, so not that bad. It was kind of funny, I have to say. In the first tug all the guys in front of me (there were 4 girls and 4 boys in one team) fell on their butt XDD But, yeah, it was slippery as hell and towards the end I started to fall too because my legs were starting to shake. But third place, hell yeah XD!
So, when I finally got home. I fell dead on the bed XD And slept for a little over two hours. After that I went to pick up a package from Oriflame and got some new things.
One of those things were nail art kit, with what I created this (the black I owned before).
And I also tried out a little make-up but only the white eyeliner and the make-up brush was new. My mom liked the left eye better than the right but, like always, I like the other one XDD
And I got an invite to Akira's birthday party. The theme is cosplay and I'm thinking about being Katherine Pierce form Vampire Diaries. I'm pretty excited about that ^.^
I also thought about cutting my bangs again. I found a little inspiration browsing the net.
I love this bangs. I like that is not so short and if I don't like it. It could grow out faster and it's easier the put aside than the usual bangs. Plus, it looks GREAT! I hope it looks that good on me as well. I need to consult with the hairdresser. Oh, I'm not going to cut the ends because hairdressers little is my a lot and I really like the length but since I want to do Kathrine's cosplay I have to cut after Akira's birthday.
Okey, my lovelies. I should really go to bed now. Sweet dreams ^.^
And except for the wind and the freezing hands hands, It was so awesome and beautiful. There were like really big snowflakes and I love that crunching sound when you step on the snow. It kind of felt like a fairy-tale ^.^ And somewhere around Saturday afternoon, it was drizzling. It looked awesome o.O But the bad news is that the snow melts like really fast ://
So, what have I been up to? The days go by so quickly. I'm always doing something and lately come home around 6 or 7PM. Have LOADS of things to do and sometimes just playing computer games just to relieve some tension to study again. Yes, school :/ It takes all the time. Like RP said:
School: All Day
Homework: All Night
Exams: WTF!?
I would say, well said, RP. Maybe I'm not the most diligent student because of the computer games but then again if I don't play them I will lose my mind.
That reminds me, I had a test in Estonian on friday. At first I felt like it went great. Then I talked to KT about it and I got a shaky ground because our answers were totally different. When I talked to LO about it, I started to feel desperate. She had COMPLETELY different answers. And, oh, the teacher said before I left that there are no right answers. Hahahaha -sarcastic laugh- Yeah right, my dear teacher! XD
So, my mom decided to get her hair done on friday. Basically she cut it pretty short. When I first saw, mom happened to be in the store, I was like: "What the hell did you do?" And the cashier answered to my question immediately:"But it looks nice!" XDD Yeah, didn't see that one coming XDD But she was right - it does look good - but it's just that I have always liked the long hair and so I prefer them too :)
I had a nice time in the afternoon with Yuki that day too. We just chatted and drank coffee. Later we sat in my room where I gave her a more detailed review of my now favourite book "Blood ties". I'm still in love with Nathan or Nolan or what ever his name is ^.^ And I have almost finished reading it (just few chapters for toninght). I have reached to both of the sex scenes by now XD And by both I mean with Nathan and Cyrus. One was dirtier than the other and there was nothing sweet about it. To be completely honest, with Cyrus I was kind of expecting something like that just because he was kind of a dirty man but with Nathan...at least 3 times I thought: „Too much information!“ It turns out that Nathan had a really dark past. He basically killed his own wife. I think that it might have been because of the blood ties. Did I mention what was so special about it? Basically master and his/her slave share thoughts and feelings and flashes from the past. So, it’s a really exciting book and if you aren’t against vampires, I recommend to read it ^.^ Tomorrow I get the second book
And, I have mastered three origami flowers. Hell yeah! I love live love folding.
I wanted to add pictures but too tired to find some but I can do a lily (simpler one) and a dasy and an easier lotus. When it comes to origami, I’m rahther a fast learner and it is really calming (even if I don’t get it right the first time XD)
I have warmed up some old acquaintances. They are both really great girls but just the distance does it’s job. One of them I met in a camp couple of years ago. I got along with her really well and she is a real sweetheart but she lives like 30 km away from Viljandi. Looks like her life has changed a lot and I have kind of missed her. She has been the one person with who I started crying when I had to left. I’m going to call ger TT 2.0 XD The other one used to be my deskmate in English class but she lef the school. That was pretty sad but she wanted to change schools. To be honest, I think that her doing was a bit reckless – she left before the final year. Then again who am I to judge. I was happy to hear that female HR is doing good in the new school.
So, tomorrow a new week will start – OH DEAR – but just 11 days until Christmas break. I can make it!! Hopefully XD
As you could read in that confusing title I have no idea where to categorize what I'm about to say.
Anyways, I was watching "Oh Yeah"'s lives (GD&TOP ones) and I stumbled on to that one:
And discovered several things like A, TOP looks like exactly like my cousins boyfriend! And that brings me to point B - I know why I was so uncomfortable when cousin's bf was around because he and TOP both are so..stiff. Like it's impossible for them to relax - let their shoulder's down, slouch and stuff like that.
-Natsu trying to push TOP's shoulders down but the man doesn't budge-
So, I went there and got more confused and then got everything cleared out. One of the foreign universities I watched was Birmingham but I'm not sure if I'm going to go there. I'll probably stick with the original plan, Finland and then Tartu. Although, I didn't make any life-changing decisions I had fun on my trip.
So, I went by bus to Tallinn alone on Thursday. I was suppose to go with MAÜ but she went on an earlier train. I actually joined the alone trip, one of the reasons I pushed her to go with the train. I listened to the music in peace and I started with a new book. I'll tell you about it later. Anyways, my little cousin picked me up and we went to Hesburger to eat a little. I bought a vanilla milkshake and a cheeseburger. I love milkshake! (how many times I have told that XDD) And we went to a bookstore because I wanted. Oh, I like bookstores and that one in Tallinn...It was heaven. If I could I would move there. And I also like libraries but I just don't have time to go there. But my cousin isn't that into libraries, so after a little trip to a jewelry store and then back to her place. There I read a Justin Bieber's book. Forgive me father I made a sin! I could only read the into but it was torture itself. He is so..so..yeah, I'm just going to leave it at that + there was a lot of pictures of him. And the whole room was a hell whole - BIEBER everywhere and I'm SERIOUSLY glad she didn't find a CD to play. As you can tell Bieber isn't my favorite. But we did compose a little story for her English class. It was something like this:
There was a man in the jungle who got hungry and took out a sandwich. He took the first bite when a monkey grab it. The man run away near the water. Tipped his toes into in and took out another sandwich. Then came an elephant who startled at first and then snatched away the mans sandwich. His stomach was grumbling and he ran away. He sat under a tree. He look to the left and right to make sure that he was alone. He carefully took out the sandwich but then a lion came and ate him. THE END!
Okay, it was a lot funnier that night but when you have a good time everything seems fun XDD That night I had a good night's sleep and they were so thoughtful that they let me sleep as long as I wanted. What I was a little terrified about was that I was left alone in the apartment. Well, I could steal since they know where I live but that wasn't the point. I was afraid that I'll leave some light on or appliances. But luckily I didn't, YAY! I took two buses to get to Teeviit that day. I hate the traffic in Tallinn. It's clearly a madness. In Viljandi, I take one from A to B but in there it's like A to C to D to B if you are lucky. But I got there safe, so I survived. On Teeviit the first thing they talked to me about was pension. YAY! I must have looked really old. So, I told the man that I was too young. Then me and LO went to tents forward when a man from driver's ed came to us and asked if we have our driving license. This time LO said that we are too young XD LO is great asking questions me on the other hand need time but I connected really well with the University of Tartu's chick. And the guy for Pärnu was REALLY tall. I literally leaned back to not strain my neck. I bet that he was definitely over 190 XDD MP is like 183 but with her it's not so hard to look at. And, oh, he was a cook XD It seemed. . . strange. And yeah, the highlights ^.^
After I, MAÜ and LO went to a pizza&pasta place to eat and it was DELICIOUS. I shared the pizza with LO - it was a little to big for me alone. Then we went to McDonald's because I had to have a McFlurry XD And it was überdelicious - with Daim of course - and we just discussed our futures and gossiped a little. Three girls so what do you want from us XDD But later I met up with cousin and we went to a 5D movie. Yeah, a little shock for me because I haven't even seen the 3D XD but it was still awesome. Although towards the end I started to wish that it was over. I hated that the characters were all up in my face, like no personal space + when the rats came I could feel then touching my legs which was grouse and the best part had to be when the dog drooled and it was all in my face. But yeah, actually it was just a cartoon but my heart probably stopped couple of times when there was an arrow heading towards me XD
Oh, before the movie and after it I was forced to be in the same room with my cousin's BF. Yeah, not really I wanted but it seemed the boy was more uncomfortable than me. And he was like really tanned, had really dark eyes, then he stood up all the time, heard him talk only 3 times and in hushed tones and he like constantly stared with blank face. Towards the end he smiled, HALLELUJAH, when I and my cousin were fooling around. Oh, and the most disgusting thin he "said" (said by using my cousin as a mouth piece) that he would break up with her when she would cheat her with another girl (I think he thought about me!) IUUUUU, I mean come on, she is my cousin!!! And my cousin wasn't much better. He kept sliding his hand on her knee and pressed his fingers together. And what did my cousin said: "Stop doing that! Do it to Natsu!" We were both like WHAT THE F*CK! XDD Yeah, some people just doesn't get it.
Later I met up with LO at the bus station and we drove back to Viljandi - chatting all the time. It's so easy to talk to her. I feel like I can trust her fully and we found some similarities in our lives.
When I got home the house was empty. Not that I mind being home alone but usually during 9PM everybody is at home. It turned out that my overprotective dad had gone to Aegviidu. Overprotecting because he asked me about 10 times if I had took along my pepper spray. He hates Tallinn and I think big cities in general. He also asked me to put the money in 7 different places which caused a little hick-up later but everything was settled. My mom was still at work at that time and arrived home a little after 10PM. Oh, on Tuesday he arrived home exactly on 4PM when her work suppose to finish. I and my dad were both like: "Why are you home so early?" and she wondered why we were so surprised. I mean come on, it has NEVER happened when she comes home early or on time. She is a workaholic. We all know it except her ^.^
On Saturday, I talked to KL that morning. Since I have been so busy with school I have waited really long to write him, I answered to his question and it came out as at least 4 hour talk. Short to say, he is as sleepless and busy as me. We discussed the future plans. I like talking to him ^.^ He gets me ^.^ And I think I'm sending him and Eddy a Christmas package. Actually, I have a list of people I want to make a Christmas surprise ^.^ Except that little plan, it doesn't feel like Christmas is coming. You can even see it in my house which isn't decorated at all. To be honest I'm not really in the mood and I don't have the time either. Today, I can breathe a little, that's why I'm writing ^.^
Plus, I wanted to share with you a song. Probably to Yuki this song isn't her fave becuse there are only three people singing it and two of them she dislikes ^.^
And there is also another song I get high on:Trou a a a ble! Trouble! Trou! Trouble Maker! But I'll probably add this to another post because usually add only one song (except for reviews) but I have to say that even my mom digs the Troublemaker XDD I had it on repeat when I was playing Need For Speed in the living room and she said that the song was pretty good. And it is very addictive XDD
I have to say - today was the first lesson of Estonian where I didn't feel bad about myself. To be honest, Estonian lessons depress me but today I understood everything, talked to her about the homework and generally understood what the hell they were talking about XD and it felt great! During the time I was constantly sick I developed a gap in that subject so yeah, I felt kind of like a loser in that class XDD
And that reminds me that I have to do some soul searching. I need to know who Natsumi is? To decide what Natsumi wants because she gets confused and why am I talking about myself in a third person again? XD I really have to work on that. In real life I don't do that so much but in here is kind of tend to XD
Oh, I almost forgot. I wanted to tell you about the book I'm reading these past few weeks now. It is called "Blood ties book one: The Turning" by Jennifer Armintrout.
And yes it's another vampire book but nothing like Twilight series. This one is more exciting and a little more pervy. Not much but a little XDD Basically the main character is Carrie who got turned into a vampire and then there is Nathan, or Nolen or what ever his name is, who is also a vampire slash vampire hunter. The chick is rather horny - I just had to say that XD I mean, there was this place where a kid got hurt, basically he had a hole in his head or something, and Carrie only could think about the fact that Nathan was only wearing a towel. Yeah, from the description he seems incredibly sexy, I get that, but OH COME ON! Basically every ten minutes there is a face palm XD Oh, and who could forget Cyrus, the pervyest one of them all. He literally got an erection after seeing, and smelling, Carrie the second time (the first was when he turned her). You probably now think I'm reading some pervy sex novel - NOT AT ALL but after Korea I have started noticing these things XD There is a lot more action going on there but I am quite in the beginning so no big fights YET! Basically Carries had two weeks to decide whether she wants to join the movement that Nathan is in, which kills vampires, or goes with Cyrus, who she has blood ties with and get killed by Nathan. But all that was messed up by Dahlia,witch, who did something to Nathan, THAT BITCH!, and now Carrie basically got an antidote and in exchange she has to stay with Cyrus the rest of her life, which is long when Nathan doesn't kill her. And I haven't got farther than that. So, I don't know if Nathan is going to live, which I think he is, and then what happens next. I am really curious about Nathan's past and I told that girls that there is a really hot guy in that book and they started to look for a picture and I had to say that it's only written in the text but TT was interested in the book when I showed the first description of him - she wrote the title in her phone XDD
Oh, and the best sentence that my hot Nathan has said:
"I have skillful hands!"
Hahaha, really trying to think straight XDD But he has a really complexed personality I have to say and I really want to know more about him. He's has black hair, board shoulders and a flat muscular tummy as the chick said. And he is tall ^.^
So, yeah, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow is still a school day :)
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Mom is so sweet. When her daughter doesn't get something she cuts out a cube to show me ^.^
Tomorrow English exam, the day after that Art History test + book report, the day after that History test + ride to Tallinn, the day after that "Teeviit" and the next day? Not so sure yet but there will be something :D And who said that I lead a boring life? Just kidding, it's seems like school, school and school. And officially I'm on sedatives. YAY! Something to add to my pills list XD Okay-okay, I'm officially off the neuritis pills because I'm cured. HALLELUJAH! Yeah, I'm dripping with sarcasm here but not because I'm nad or something but lately I have been rather down. :/
So, I wrote a little something long time ago, so I thought I would post it already XD Last Friday: -Today, I’m totally ignoring Estonian class. But in the name of the school, I’m not just ditching the class. I’m just visiting the school’s psychiatrist. No, I’m not emotionally unstable (not yet anyways XD) but just in my school the senior year and the 9th grade takes a personality test + a career test. I’m really looking forward to the answers. For one, I would like to know what’s suits me the best and also I want to know if I have changes over the 3 years.
When I was writing this, I was waiting in the floor where are the some of the first grades, like the first and the second and MAN they are so energetic XD Comparing to the upper classes they look veruy dull although there might be laughter. Oh, I miss the days when recess was a time for just playing and not for finish homework and revising for a test that might change your totally outcome.
But I can see that not all the games have changed. Couple of girls are playing a game where you suppose to jump on the others toe and the other one can only jump away in the right time. And might I add, one of them is checking out what am I writing XDD Good luck to her ^.^-
So, I went to the psychiatrist and got a lot of things about me. Some where totally wrong. For example: the test said that there is no stubborness in me WHAT SO EVER. Like seriously? My mom said: "What kind of test is that? That's totally wrong. I'll correct it right away." XDD and the other thing was inner tension, which was also very low. -.- At the moment it's higher than the Empire State Building but maybe at the time of the test (September 30) I was rather calmer. The nice lady also made me doubt in my future plans. Not that she destroyed them or anything but just made me realize that I have more options. Like foreign universities. I have never thought that I could apply in one of those. I have heard that some of my classmates are and I have supported them all the way but not really thought that I could do the same. So, me and the psychiatrist made a plan to watch some of the universities published in "Teeviit"
And that brings me to that event. For all those non-Estonians:
"Teeviit" is an event where there are bunch of schools who advertise themselves and attract new students. You can ask questions about that school or about one major. So yeah, there are a lot of young people who can look around for options ^.^
But the day before I'll go to stay at my cousins house, my little sis. She has begging to see me and I also really want to see her too. So, I thought that would be a really good opportunity and it's all thanks to MAÜ. THANK YOU! ^.^
November just isn't my month. Like seriously! But today I'm not about to whine (not yet anyway XDD)
Anways, teacher. Yeah, I want to tell the world that not all my teachers are bad (like Estonian one). For example:
History teacher - she is the most concerned teacher ever. Tomorrow there is a history test and today she came up to me and asked: "Natsumi, are you sure you can take the test tomorrow? I saw that you have been absent a lot and maybe you don't have all the material. So, how about December 1." At first I was blown away and really didn't say anything. But I decided that I'll take the test the day she offered and in the mean time arrange some of the other things that I have to do. But still, It was so sweet of her. She is my absolute fave ^.^
An other teacher who just don't treat my like an annoying student is my Art History teacher. As you all know, I'm doing an Art History research (well suppose to do but there is so much to do, so yeah, fallen a little behind with it but anyways, today when I went to take the oral test for those 134 pictures, got a 5 BTW, she handed me a bunch of papers, actually 4 XD, and they were all written and she told me that they are full of painting that she could think of for my research and I was like woah (that was the longest sentance ever XDD) At first I couldn't say a thing and she explained a little more and I was like:
o.O "Thank you!"
And she, humble as ever, no problem. I mean like woah! In my research there are like 12 gods and for all of them there were like 10 painting AT LEAST. She is so helpful and every time we meet I book to help me or new list that could help me, like woah. I feel so special ^.^
Of course there is also my class teacher who really is like a second mom to me. She always helps me with Teaduskool. She solves all the problems, then I solve them , then we compare them. After I rewrite them and even on the day she gets award for being the favorite teacher in high school she still asks me if we solved all the problems in my test for Teaduskool. It's really like woah. And it's like 3 years straight and it's not even something that she has to worry about. It's kind of like extra job for her (BTW I'm about to cry at the moment XD)
I was planned to talk about the bad teachers too but I think I'll keep it that way.
So, what I have been up to? Playing computer games -blushes-. Yeah, I know, bad-bad girl.
I have been playing this:
Do you guys remember this game. Oh, I used to play it for hours when I was smaller. Like I seriously loved it and it's a part of my childhood ^.^ And, as the matter of a fact, this game was developed the year I was born (1993) XD Recently I'm pretty bad about it and I have forgot the basic places where you get goods but it has been a while. I remember that I used to call it Tarzan but it's actually Prehistorik 2.
+ I recently downloaded Need For Speed Carbon.
MAN, I'm a dork!!! XD Plus I have GTA in my computer, Sims 3 of course and If I had a table computer I would download Counter Strike + that was game me and BZ used to play and maybe something more XD I love computer games and I'm too stubborn to erase them just because I fail. My ultimate faves are racing games, I have to say XD
Oh, what else? At the moment I'm not going to complain what's wrong with my life. Like the first sentence says there is a lot, so I won't trash my blog with all of that.
But now, I'll add those pictures I promised last time ^.^
My "painting"! XD Well, that's just one part of it. Kind of left upper corner. It's like the best part of that whole thing XD
I really-really like this one :) I look kind of cute in it ^.^ Maybe because it doesn't show my huge family nose XD
And on this one I look even better. The make-up looks great, my skin looks perfect and that hair...I like it but It's like one in a million chance that I can get my hair like that ^.^ That is considered a good hair day. The more I look at this picture, I'm bothered by that blue bottle under the desk. It totally stands out on that brownish carpet...Oh, and near my head, you can see a tiger, right? That was actually made by Yuki. I think it was for my birthday this year. Actually, I have a lot of her work on my wall but they are blocked by my big head XD
Okay, for tonight, that's it. Oh, before I finish this post....
Shout out for MAÜ who said today "OH MY GOD! I READ YOUR BLOG!" LOL XD and she added that my English is good, so thank you, dear ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I also want to say THANK YOU, LO! for remembering my fave candy ^.^
HAHAHAH! Watch 0:36 XD "OH MY GOD, BIG SCARY BUBBLES ARE COMING!!! I'LL PROTECT YOU!" said the pink jacket girl to the blue one and covered her. LOL XD
Anyways, as for the song...nothing much. Just trying to act cute and not even memorable. Yeah, I might be mean but still the video was awkward so yeah, had to share XD
Including my "oh so funny" joke before, Natsu strikes again. There was a new CF including Big Bang (YAY! Big Bang!)
Natsu's comment after: "TOP, you look good in blond." Like, WHAT THE HELL?! XDD but fore I was wondering why Daesung wasn't there. Still because of that car accident or for something else now??
And now for the main event XD. A new girl group emerged to the Kpop world and they are so cool ^.^
The group's name is New.F.Oand the debut single isBounce and it's totally catchy (not like that first song I mentioned)! I sincerely hope that they stick with that image and don't go all girly girls on me. One of the things that allures me is that edginess they have. They are like energizer 2NE1. Two girls totally pop for me (I'm not announcing my fave...yet) - the girl with the bangs and the yellow doted dress and the long haired girl who wears sparkling blue shirt and pink pants. But I think I like the bangs girl a little more, she has more of that...WOW-factor XDD I'm really looking forward to their live performance too. I might have already missed it though XDD
The last, and certanly not least, song is the new U-Kiss' single Tick Tack
The beginning reminds me the Madonna song 4 Minutes or something like that but all around the song is great and I'm happy that U-Kiss have came up with something new ^.^ But out of the two last songs I like Bounce a little more. Sorry, U-Kiss :(
Last night I decided to start acting more decent and organized (and I don't include my room into that promise XD) Anyways, last night I took all my make-up off, which I hardly do. That is a very bad habit :/ I usually just go to sleep and in the morning before I put on make-up I just "erase" the imperfections. But last night I used my make-up remover I just bought and also used a little toner then a little moisturizer and my skin felt amazing. And today I washed my face and moisturized again and my skin looks great and it's super soft. I have been really lazy with taking care of my face and I go sick and tired of those little spots on my forehead, which "nobody sees". So yeah, I started to care again and just not conceal them ^.^
Another thing what has changed is organizing my day. Usually after school I would just lay or sit on my bed, waste time in internet or just read some mangas. So, I didn't do any of my homework, studied for tests in school and did my homework during lessons. Like in biology I solved math problems (bad student award). I think that's one of the reasons of my academic fall but then again it doesn't matter how prepared you are, in Estonian class the teacher always can surprise you ^.^
And how was my first day back to school? Exhausting XD Okay, I might be overreacting. In English class I did my wordtest, got a 5-. I math we studied cone again but in Biology I was the bad student but just because I had trouble with my Estonian because I didn't quite get what I was suppose to do (I still don't XD). In History we wrote a discussion. In Estonian I prayed that the teacher didn't ask me (& she didn't XD Thank god!) and in Art History I watched some really random pictures. Today we discussed surrealism and watched a really weird movie that was it :) But I didn't see TT today. I'm kind of sad :/ She also has some health problems but she promised she will be to school tomorrow. Oh, I forgot something. During when I was at home I wrote to couple of my teachers to ask about tests and other homework and only my math teacher replied to me. Why? Beacause the computers in school were busted and I got 3 apologizes today for not responding XD Oh, and my History teacher saw right through me. I don't know how but she knew that I'm an overachiever. So she asked me how did I get neuritis due to stress. The first answer she got from me is that I got a little cold but then she looked at me like she was waiting for something more. So, I eventually said that I'm under a lot of stress, so my health is weak. And she smiled and asked me to take it easy ^.^ Caring teacher, one of my favorites.
So, that's for now. I just wanted to share a litte and get off my busy schedule but for now I'll continue ^.^
-few hours late-
You know what my problem is? I worry. I'm worried about Akira at the momement (LOL I can't even spell moment XD). I'm thinking how will TT manage then I'm thinking if Yuki is depressed again and if could help her in any way. Then I'm worried about my dad because he's health is bad. I'm worried about mom because she works too much. I'm worried about MS because I'm afraid that she might screw up and that might change her life completely. And you know what, I'm worried about this T person and I don't know him at all. And of course I'm worried about Eddy and if he can manage in the army. And how many times I said "worry"? 6 times and I'm afraid for/worrying about 8 different people and I'm the one stuck with an hurtful disease. Life is beautiful ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The meds I have to take make me sick XD I almost puked in Math XDD
I figured out why me and Yuki get along so well. We umderstand each other completely and we don’t need to chat constantly. Like this Saturday morning (I stayed over last night), we basically both sat on the computer (I behind my laptop and she behind her home computer) and we hardly spoke a word to each other. But I wouldn’t say the atmosphere was awkward or something like that. It was rather relaxed. Except fot the fact that my ribs hurt XD I suspect that Yuki came kicking last night...just kidding. Maybe just the bed, which I was sleeping on, didn’t really suppost sleeping on my stomach like I’m used to at home. Actually I don’t really remember the last time I slept over. And neither does Yuki.
And speaking of Yuki, Friday night, when we were watching „Aristocats“ she kind of freak out when she saw my sleevless hands. Long story short she was absolutely sure that I have lost a lot of weight because my elbows are really bony. And I guess they might be and also my ribs might be sticking out (that would explain the rib ache also) but my tummy doesn’t seem to get the fact that I’m eating less. It’s just as fat as it always has been, at least to me. And if I think about I have started to eat less. Not intentionally of couse but it has just happened. I eat breakfast because I have to take vitamins and then I eat during 5 or 6 PM because I’m just starving and that kind of concludes my eating these days. I think the main reason is that my kitchen is a mess and I don’t really don’t want to go there. My dad is sick so he doesn’t do housework and my moms is busy and I just detest waching the dishes. Seriously! I would rather scrub a toilet. So yeah, if I don’t go to the kitchen then I can’t eat XD How simple is that. Surely, my mom says that I have to force myself but my tummy isn’t crying so what’s the point? And if I look at my hand while typing, I can see my vessels are sticking out and especially the one I can move. Yeah, there is an actual vessel I can move at will. It’s pretty grouse and after a while it makes an uncomfotable.
Speaking of my week. I went to school on Monday and rest of the week I sat home (well except Saturday, that day I sat at Yuki’s). Oh and on Wendsday and Friday I was a babysitter and made some money. I only babysit on kid and she really is a sweet girl but not really big on sharing. Yeah, I would say a little bit spoilt but so am I, so I can’t really judge. I’m also used to get what I want XD Most of the time I have played Sims 3. Love, love, love it ^.^ It is a little more complicated that Sims 2 was but that makes it a little more special. The grafics have change, it has become more challenging especially with the relationships but who cares. The sad thing is that the people get older sooner, or at least it seems to me.
I think I won’t be sharing pics and videos of my Simses but I would add a picture where the Sims has a creepy resemblance to an actual person, Akira’s aqquataince, and a little WTF!?-moment video.
Oh, the reason I could stay long at home like that without getiing into trouble is this. On Tuesday and Wendsday I was offically sick at home. Long story short, my migraines are back. Actually few years ago I got a medical certificate of migraine swings and long time I haven’t had problems with them but seniour year is stressful so yeah, they are back! XD And on Thursday and Friday the most of my class was in Russia, so I didn’t have any lessons what so ever. But next week is a full week so good luck to me! ^.^
I so wanna be more active blogger but I just spend too much time on Twitter XD I know most people have moved on to Tumblr (don't really know the right spelling XD) but I'm staying on Twitter.
Yeah, maybe I'm not the most modern person here but I don't see the point in it & besides Yuki is an active memeber and tells me a lot about it and also I can check hers every time I want ^.^
So, a little something that was before Korean and Japanese music XD
The lead guy Alex has beautiful eyes ^.^ Natsu is falling in love ^.^ But seriously it's a really good band. I listened to "Lost In Stereo" so many times and also I loved "Damned if I do ya, Damned if I don't" and "Dear Maria!"
At the moment, I'm listening to music, looking for a tinted moisturizer and speaking to Akira & Yuki. It's a quiet night ^.^ but I'm kind of liking it. Except for the fact that I'm not made to sit behind a computer for so long - my achy breaky left shoulder :( But it's okay, at least I'm having fun XD
I wanted to talk about something and then I forgot XD It always happens to me but it seems to be a Pisces syndrome since Akira does it sometimes too XD But really, I can be so forgetful sometimes. And clumsy. And just plain silly. But that's just me XD
Now, I'm trying to figure out which one is 19th March girl in After School. I mean it's rare to find a person who has her/his birthday on the same day as me. My ex-classmate had also his birthday on the 19th and he was offended because I was 10 minutes older than he was XD
Unfortunately, nothing like me :( I wish I could be as cute as she i T.T
Well, her name is Jooyeon and she was born in March 19th (OBVIOUSLY) 1987 and her blood type is AB ^-^.
So, I did a little more research on her and she is a real prankster and good at giving orders XD like me, at least the last part ^.^
I finally found and bought a BB Cream for myself. I have heard so many wonderful things about it, so I thought I would try it out. I like that it has a whitening ability ^.^
Oh, I had had a really great day with Yuki today. The brightest moment was when we sat in the library and played Junior Alias. We practiced English and explained in English but with the some words is like I don't know the word so how can I explain. Yuki won the game though -She was a really good guesser or I'm a good explainer - either way we both one in a way. We got to practice our English and had a good laugh XD
Yuki send me this one. The song is great and the girl is really beautiful. Kind of envy her ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Just made the biggest order in Oriflame + the BB Cream = soon broke Natsu XD
So yeah, I was planning to write today but since I was a little stuck with Teaduskool and another thing + I haven't done any Literature homework for weeks and I have news of my eye.
Basically it is as bad as the doctor originally thought and I have to go to Tartu to an eye clinic (Tartu has the best medicine) and see some doctor and then I will have laser surgery where they make little scars in my eyes and the whole what was in layer in the eye suppose to melt together OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. October 25 is the official day and after that I will continue with my blog and ruin my newly fixed eye again. Great plan, isn't it XD?
But as for now, I have to say good-bye again. I will probably write before the surgery too because you have no idea how much I have missed blogging ^.^
I should add a song too (like I always do recently) but PONPONPON is still my fave but I have begun to listen to Block B, so there I a song from them :)
Well, I haven't written for a really long time, haven't I?
And today I won't be writing much either XD I have been busy and perhaps a bit lazy too. So, I thought about putting up a picture for you guys - a little teaser ^^
Let's just say I have taken a few notes, so I wouldn't forget what I have been up to for these two weeks and there has been a lot ^^
So, Oyasumi for tonight (I have been watching a Japanese anime all day XD) and a little song for you guys. It has been haunting me all day long ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I hate goosebumps + I have an English test tomorrow and I haven't studied for it. Good luck to me XD
Did you miss me? Did you miss me? Of course you did! XD
Anyways, heya, It's Natsumi and now she is an official 12th grader aka SENIOR!
I would say that this was my first WEEK at school but unfortunately it wasn't like that.
September 5th
Week begun with Natsumi making a public performance thanks to somebody. Sometimes I really hate KR, like on Monday, but sometimes she is pretty useful too (I'll tell you about that later). On Monday, I hated her.
When I woke up, I didn't remember anything on that little performance but LUCKILY I looked at my diary, and there stood that I had to do a report on foreign news. Yeah, in my history class there is a custom that according to the list two people do a little overview on news outside and inside Estonia. Since KR made a "friendly" suggestion that we should start this year in the bottom, then I had to a report.
I'm not exactly the last on the list but yeah...
I made a choice on changing my last name. When my mom married with dad, I got to made a choice - whether I wanted to stick with my name or change it. I voted for a change because I think it would be a little awkward when all of my family is V and I'm the only R. My grandpa (from my mother's side) still doesn't know that I changed my name. He wasn't really totally on board with my mom marrying in the first place, so we didn't want to add oil to the fire. But I like my new name (well not that new, I have been wearing for the past 8 years) and it has this German feeling to it ^^
I think there wasn't anything else remarkable on my Monday.
Well, if I would say according to my timetable
History - performance
Math - some theory + exercises
Math - more exercises
Estonian - I think it was the best Estonian lesson ever. We didn't have to do anything XD and teacher just talked for a change which is great in her lessons. The more she talks the less we have to make anything ^^
English - That's a lesson I want to do something because that lady can talk and talk and talk and talk and you get the picture. Don't get me wrong! She is a great teacher but her talk seems to wonder and she moves form one topic to another and we sometimes quite can't catch up. And in her lessons. 5 comes easily...at least for me. In that lesson, I might be teacher's pet.
There was this one time, when I was answering for home reading, when I didn't know anything. I talked a little about the contents but she cut me off because she knew the book ("Pride and Prejudiced") and then she asked for the words, which I didn't know exactly and I got a 5+ XD You know what she said:
"You just need to digest the words and I'm sure you would know them but you have just learned them, so, It's okay."
And I only got 5 lessons that day but I had to hang out in the school's library to wait for my mom, so I did the homework and a little required reading.
After that shopping. I got a new bad which I already love...simply adore XD
Do you like? ^^
And I got some other nesserary stuff for school and I can cross out some items from my huge list too in "Neverland".
Since I got off so early, I went to the library and did a little more research for my research XD (Weird sentence XD). ANYWAYS, a small picture of my workplace. A little messy but...yeah XD
I stayed there for 3 hours when my brain totally shut down. I clearly overdid it but okay, I got a little addition to my research.
September 6th
Another day at the big school house ^^
The best thing about it? IT'S ESTONIAN TEACHER FREEEEEE!!!
And I don't remember what else happened XD
The timetable:
Math - I think some more exercises XD
Physics practice (basically a lesson where we only do excercises but the class is split into half) - of course some excercises.
I forgot to tell you. In the first Physics lessons (which was in Friday) the teacher said something to the boys in my class: "You are grown men (obviously to the BOYS)." Can I laugh?! XD Okay maybe some of them can measure up but most of them....I mean please...
The good news is, or maybe bad for me, HR booked me for the entire yeas AGAIN. I have to sit beside him in Physics class. Last time, last year, he was really angry at me when I sat next to TT in one lesson XD. Anyways, moving on.
Physics practice - some more exercises
Physics - for the whole class. We couldn't get enough for two lessons XD
English - teacher talked to us again
History - wasn't my fave that day. Our team got beat by KR team and that wasn't sweet. She beat us by 4 points, by freaking 4 points. But what you can expect. We have been working together for two and now we work agaist, so yeah, the competition is tougher but we survive.
(That reminds me that, at the moment, Yuki is in military camp. I wounder how she is doing in there. I hope she is having the time of her life ^^)
Class teacher's lesson - basically it's not really a lesson but a meeting. We talk about class stuff there (coming events, decisions we have to make etc) and that lessons usually doesn't happen either.
At home I made a poster for that Geisha book I read during the summer. It was a home assignment in Literature class. It looked like this.
Well, I'm proud of it and Yuki seemed impresses when I showed it to her through webcam. But I have to add, the night I drew it, I was drinking with my mom XD.
Oh, and that night I wanted to find a great background for my iPOd and I found a really GREAT ONE!
HE IS SO HOT! So be jealous because he's mine XD
Oh, and that night I was reading mangas...all night I was reading mangas XD and the most memorable quote was:
A: Are you gay?
B: If necessary!
Classic!
September 7th
That mornig started the hard way - I just couldn't open my eyes. Oh, and that wasn't the worst part of it, TT got sick and I was without a deskmate.
When I got to school, I noticed that TT was missing because usually she is there before me, so I got worried and sent her a text message. She said that wasn't feeling well and stayed home - no wonder, she was kind of sick on Tuesday too but it got worse.
Timetable:
Physics - studied a little something new and then exercises of course but the teacher talked about one for 20 minutes (that half of the lesson in Estonia) XD so we didn't get much done
Before English, I read a little required reading and just chilled.
English - we talked about reported speech and a little something I noticed in the last lesson
English -
I have to excuse my horrible outlook, I look somehow scary too XD
Literature - Luckily I didn't have to present my poster but we talked about KR's all lesson. She choose a Jeremy Clarkson's "For Crying Out Loud!" but still we got a homework about our posters. Had to write a little story on the back.
Somewhere between the English classes, I started to write a letter to the Japanes guy and after each lessons, I tried to continue and wrote a little in the math class to
Math - Japanese letter + exercises
After that lesson, MP asked me to accompany her to the little buffet in our school. When I was standing in the line, something weird happen. Like totally weird.
MP was standing in the line while I was standing few inches away to not be on the others way (I didn't want to buy anything) when I felt that my butt got slapped. In school. By a 2nd grader. THERE ARE A LITTLE HENTAIS IN MY SCHOOL. When I looked back, one of them was pointing at the other, kind of like "he did it!". They could hardly reach for my butt so why they slapped it. I have no words to that incident XD
Well, MP bought lunch and I felt like an anorexic next to her. There she was a full plate in front of her and I had nothing. My side was empty - well there was an iPod but nothing edible wasn't around.
I usually don't eat lunch at school. I just bring along an apple or a sandwich form home and nothing more. My mom gives me lunch money but I just don't want to eat at school.
History - the worst lesson of the day and it was made hell by my "mature" classmate. Everybody got quiet and worked on a paper that history teacher gave us. It was rather difficult to and guess what JJ did.
1. He copied off the girl in front
2. He sprayed some weird aerosole.
3. AND THE WORST PART, he giggled like a little school girl ALL THE TIME
Yeah, the boys in my class are really grown man! Oh, how I tried to ignore it but when he is basically right next to me, how could I. I really felt like punching him, so he would get rid of that freaking grin. And he was like that THE WHOLE LESSON.
And now comes the part where I like KR. She saw that JJ was writing off of him and purposely wrote the wrong answers and then the teacher asked him. OH I GOT TO LAUGH!!!
His answers were so random that teacher frowned and asked somebody else. She is one of those teachers who would never undermine a student.
JJ was like: "Why did you write the wrong answers?"
KR: "To teach you a lesson! So next time, you would do your own work."
That's one of the things that really bothers me about JJ. He hasn't done anything (during those 3 years I have been in the same class as him) and copies of others job. He never studies for anything and cheats and does the minimum.
Actually his deskmate was giggling too but he didn't bother me that much because I know that RP pulls himself together when it's nessesary and I have seen him working hard and trying to study. He has asked for my help many times and I see he tries.
And that was it for that day. After I waited like a loner for my mom again - listening to the music with a blank stare.
That night I read a manga, talked to Yuki and had a walk with my mom. The last one is taking an interest in the yaoi world that's great. She wants to continue with that anime, I showed her in Aegviidu. But there is a catch - I have to write Estonian subtitles or translate everything while watching. And she really wanted to know what that manga was all about which I'm reading at the moment.
September 8th
Sick day.
When I woke up, I had a massive migraine. It was so terrible that I couldn't even open my eyes and I felt so terrible that I could puked. It was simply awful. Somehow, I got to my parents bedroom and told them that I got a huge migraine.
I ended up sleeping there and when I woke up (for the second time that day) I found a wet cloth on my forehead. The feeling was a lot better then but still mom decided to torture me. She wanted to take my temperature. I have hated it ever since I was a kid. I hated siting in a one place and holding a sick under my armpit. I could take in any drug just that I could be stuck with a thermometer. And guess what?! I didn't have temperature. Take that mom! I told you so!
Since mom told me not to use the computer that day, I read mangas for my iPod XD and watched TV.
At 6PM, I drove to my sponsor though. I know it's bad that I didn't go to school but still went there but I made a promise.
Well, there were couple of my classmates, total babes, like seriously.
A: "Oh my god, he looks so hot."
B: "He is even better. A total eye candy."
A: "He is more of your type. I would gladly take him."
B: "Oh my god I would totally go to a ball with him."
A: "Yeah, totally. And I would be like this and he would be like that."
AND SO ON! And what they were watching at?
September 9th
One of the scariest days of my life.
So, a small recap of my day and my legs are REALLY tired.
But unfortunately, the blog don't want to upload that video, so I'll try to put it on toworrow.
When I finally got home, I ate a little and finally answered my Interpal letters. I have waited too long with this. And I was on Twitter and I found a Super Junior live. As you know (or found out just now) Heechul went to the army and let's just say - Super Junior with out Heechul isn't the same. And guess who was the one who took over Heechul's act? See for youself!
I have noticed that Super Junior dances aren't that complicated but the fact that there is about 10 people dancing at the same time, gives it that power. I'm not saying that the dances are lame or anything but they aren't just...well like Shinee "Lucifer" ^^
And that reminds me that I found a super cute picture about Kyuhyun.
Simply adorable. I can't even see Ryeowook next to him ^^
I found another Super Junior video and when I watch it, I can't really help myself for smiling. It's just so silly...next to Mr. Simple of course. And I just have to mention this - while Kyuhyun is dancing there comes a cap in his bangs and that really bothers me XD
And now it's U-Kiss time. They have made their comeback and that's really great but I just can't help myself from criticizing.
1. They all are way to oily.
2. Kiseop has too much bangs and he still reminds me of Edward. Maybe because I kind if miss him...anyways.
3. Why do I feel like a traitor, when I think that AJ looks hot in this video?
But other that those 2.5 bad things, they're comeback is really awesome and I am proud of them. And did I forget to mention I really like "Neverland"? XD
And I really like watching "I Don't Know" lives? They are also so silly and those lives make me feel better, more cheerful ^^
Since, I go to school now and since I have so much to do, I won't wear something exciting every day, so I will choose an outfit of the week.
So, what do you think? I really liked it because it was ÜBER comfortable and that beige this I'm wearing is really soft ^^ I think I wore it on Tuesday.
So yeah, I'm really going to bed now...it's not very late but I'm tired from all that standing around.
