And except for the wind and the freezing hands hands, It was so awesome and beautiful. There were like really big snowflakes and I love that crunching sound when you step on the snow. It kind of felt like a fairy-tale ^.^ And somewhere around Saturday afternoon, it was drizzling. It looked awesome o.O But the bad news is that the snow melts like really fast ://
So, what have I been up to? The days go by so quickly. I'm always doing something and lately come home around 6 or 7PM. Have LOADS of things to do and sometimes just playing computer games just to relieve some tension to study again. Yes, school :/ It takes all the time. Like RP said:
School: All Day
Homework: All Night
Exams: WTF!?
I would say, well said, RP. Maybe I'm not the most diligent student because of the computer games but then again if I don't play them I will lose my mind.
That reminds me, I had a test in Estonian on friday. At first I felt like it went great. Then I talked to KT about it and I got a shaky ground because our answers were totally different. When I talked to LO about it, I started to feel desperate. She had COMPLETELY different answers. And, oh, the teacher said before I left that there are no right answers. Hahahaha -sarcastic laugh- Yeah right, my dear teacher! XD
So, my mom decided to get her hair done on friday. Basically she cut it pretty short. When I first saw, mom happened to be in the store, I was like: "What the hell did you do?" And the cashier answered to my question immediately:"But it looks nice!" XDD Yeah, didn't see that one coming XDD But she was right - it does look good - but it's just that I have always liked the long hair and so I prefer them too :)
I had a nice time in the afternoon with Yuki that day too. We just chatted and drank coffee. Later we sat in my room where I gave her a more detailed review of my now favourite book "Blood ties". I'm still in love with Nathan or Nolan or what ever his name is ^.^ And I have almost finished reading it (just few chapters for toninght). I have reached to both of the sex scenes by now XD And by both I mean with Nathan and Cyrus. One was dirtier than the other and there was nothing sweet about it. To be completely honest, with Cyrus I was kind of expecting something like that just because he was kind of a dirty man but with Nathan...at least 3 times I thought: „Too much information!“ It turns out that Nathan had a really dark past. He basically killed his own wife. I think that it might have been because of the blood ties. Did I mention what was so special about it? Basically master and his/her slave share thoughts and feelings and flashes from the past. So, it’s a really exciting book and if you aren’t against vampires, I recommend to read it ^.^ Tomorrow I get the second book
And, I have mastered three origami flowers. Hell yeah! I love live love folding.
I wanted to add pictures but too tired to find some but I can do a lily (simpler one) and a dasy and an easier lotus. When it comes to origami, I’m rahther a fast learner and it is really calming (even if I don’t get it right the first time XD)
I have warmed up some old acquaintances. They are both really great girls but just the distance does it’s job. One of them I met in a camp couple of years ago. I got along with her really well and she is a real sweetheart but she lives like 30 km away from Viljandi. Looks like her life has changed a lot and I have kind of missed her. She has been the one person with who I started crying when I had to left. I’m going to call ger TT 2.0 XD The other one used to be my deskmate in English class but she lef the school. That was pretty sad but she wanted to change schools. To be honest, I think that her doing was a bit reckless – she left before the final year. Then again who am I to judge. I was happy to hear that female HR is doing good in the new school.
So, tomorrow a new week will start – OH DEAR – but just 11 days until Christmas break. I can make it!! Hopefully XD
Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!
So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD
And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^
So school...
English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionaryand sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD
SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD
English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.
In historyclass everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.
Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.
Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.
So finally I made her this
Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.
So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^
The party...
Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!
(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)
The second party...
Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^
And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^ 1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee. 2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment. 3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean. 4. Folding relaxes me. 5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed. 6. I like to plan. 7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people, 8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking. 9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary. 10. I hate peas. 11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream. 12.I love how "dreadful" sounds. 13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything. 14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes. 15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD" 16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos. 17. I can't sleep with socks on. 18. I find shota disgusting. 19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me. 20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking. 21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down. 22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up. 23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone) 24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking) 25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence. 26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.
Now K-Pop... Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^ Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy. The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!
Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^ So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live
There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD
They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?
ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD
The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper). The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung says "Drop depth!" the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!" and the misheard is "Drop dead!" NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.
And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one
I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...
And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start. Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^ And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him.
Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^
As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?
Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:
1. 2NE1
2. Hyuna (4minute)
3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret
And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think)
Top 25 Most Played
And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^
So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:
1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.
2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.
3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"
4. After School - "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.
But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...
Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM. To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day. *Math *A movie *PE AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much. Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^ But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!
After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD My biggest fail that day:
Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has.. Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino. Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?
Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^
I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^
...this I have different thought and I wanted to share ^^
1. Thunder looks cute in this video ^^
2. Why are there so many back up dancers? Usually there is just MBLAQ but now there are like MBLAQ plus 4 backup dancers. Kind of like second MBLAQ but they don't sing.
3. Then what's with those screams before Joon starts singing XDD Like they are losing their minds XDD
4. Seungo looks very juvenile and he is like a better version of Yoseob (Beast/B2st)
5. Joon looks very cute when he smiles.
6. Mir is very jumpy and changed a lot. I think he wants to get rid of that "you look like Lee Hongki"-image. But I still love his rapping.
7. Then there's G.O with grandpa glasses and a really high voice but I think it's suits good in this video.
8. One of the backup dancers have cute pigtails XD
9. Mir is ÜBERCUTE in this video ^^
10. The ending is funny XD
So, small recap of my thoughts about "Mona Lisa" 's follow up single. What do you think?
Oh, and I have watched every newcomer or just performances that come up in allkpop and I give them all 1 minute chance. & If they don't impress me I move on. There is only one song which I don't like much but I wait until 1.50 or such. Why? Because Mir has a rap part there and it usually ends around that time. The song itself is here.
So, as you can see my writing is as it comes and usually when Yuki is here, I never blog. 죄송합니다!
Anyways, what I have been up to? Hm, well, Yuki was here (obviously XD) and we just had a little one-on-one time ^^ We just hang out and this time didn't include anyone else. We have met up so much over these three months, so I don't know what's going to happen when school starts. We have talked to each other EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have had SOOO much fun too. And I get to meet other people and I think I have changed over this summer. I have more attitude now and I don't mind so much being noticed ^^ I haven't always been that kind of person who dress-ups differently and I would never thought that I would share my life online XD I have always been so-to-say different and usually people don't welcome different. I think, here in Estonia (and maybe somewhere else), people who drink and go to parties and listen to Guetta are considered to be cool and everyone else is...a loser maybe and usually those kind of people don't take the time to get to know those "losers" and they start to label and I hate labeling! In real life I'm the mystery girl (and someone called me actually a vampire XD) and so a lot of people don't know who Natusmi actually is. Well, people in my class know I'm incredibly smart (one of them called me kind-of-genius) and they know that I listen to those rice eaters (I think most of them don't make a diffrence between Korean, Japanese, Chinese etc). They know the last part because I made a recearch about the possibilities of Estonian to learn Korean and I had to defend it in front of the class. And that's it! Is it really what's Natsumi all about?! Well of course there are some wonderful people who I talk more than "What was the homework in math today?" and they know more about me but I'm talking about majority :).
So, what did we do in those three days together when Yuki was here? Well, the first night it was all about Mary Stayed Out all night and shopping. We bought some stuff for Yuki but we started with a breakfast for me and lunch for Yuki. We had two roll and juice and for dessert ICE CREAM!! XD And after that at least 3 hours of shopping. I had fun shopping with Yuki and I enjoy it more than with mom. The last one is SO hung up on money that the first thing that she sees is the price tag and not the product itself. And I hate it. I know that money is important but why do we have to stress about it constantly, like buying clothes. I know that I could get to plain T-shirts for one beautiful one but I like that beautiful one and when I and mom are shopping then our usual conversation is like this.
Me: Oh, this looks great!
Mom: How much does it cost?
Oh, come on! Not everything is about money although it is a necessity. But we got Yuki an amazing pair of converse and a beautiful T-shirt (with butterflies, Soubi's butterflies ^^). Oh, and before that we dyed my hair XD How could I forget about it? XD My hair now is kind of black but since I had highlights before it's little blue and purple too XD. And my outfit of the day. Although It was sunny on that day but my hands are so tanned that I wore a sweater to prevent them turning darker.
After the long time walking for store to store we sat on a park with the statue of the flute player and made couple of pictures. And after that "Mary Stayed Out All Night" until we went to sleep. Oh, wait we did watch "Mary" but before that we went to the beach of Viljandi's lake and just sat there for a while. It was nice! We got to talk about the stuff we have been thinking but really didn't spoke out loud. We could have stayed there longer but it was getting REALLY cold, well the summer is almost over so, NO KIDDING!? XD
The next morning there was some manga reading and a film and we just hanged out but in the evening we made a video which Natsumi wanted to put on her blog BUT we talked so much, over two hours, so that I won't be posting all of it. So there is some editing for me and I promise it will be up somewhere in the future. There is also some elaboration about stuff I have mentioned here and for the first part I think I will post the part where I talked about my penpals ^^
PS. My hair looks awful and the more awful it gets in minutes XD And also this is an example of my terrible English. Enjoy!! XD
Yeah, there is obviously more but I'll save them for other entryies ^^ There was a into in the beginning to (which we did like 3 or 5 times) but I forgot to add it, so for the next time then :).
Today, we didn't do much either. Just went to the city for a while and I send Yuki off around 2PM XD And now I have just hang out on Twitter, waiting for a letter, listened to the music and edited that video. ^^
And, right now, I found an amazing pianist. He calls himself as the Asianpianist and this one right here blew my mind (like in the actual song, "Blow your mind" XD)
Amazing right!?! So, defenitely give him thumbs up! ^^
That "Natsumi's penpals" video is taking forever to upload and that makes YouTube really slow too. And I'm basically just sitting and watching what I have written XD And that letter, I have been
waiting for 2 hours now, still hasn't come. It's the internet. Things should come in the lightning speed.
Anyway, I thought I would add a little playlist here with the songs I'm listening nowadays:
*CN Blue - Arigatou
*Alice Nine - Blue Flame
*Rin & Len - Butterfly On The Right Shoulder
*Beast/B2st - Fiction
*2NE1 - Follow Me
*2NE1 - I Don't Care
*Miyavi - Jibun Kakumei
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Super Junior - Mr. Simple
*CN Blue - Now or Never
*Super Junior - Superman
*2PM - 10 Out Of 10
*Ayabie - Toys Factory
So, these are my 13 most listened to songs on my iPod now ^^ And that reminds me that I should delete some songs form it - I have like 168 songs in it XD
Okay, I'm off now. Enjoy the playlist I put on and maybe I will write again soon and maybe not. Anyways...
Heya, long time no see! Well, I had an...I would say exciting week but I can hardly call it exciting. It was nice ^^
Well, shall we start then?
On Monday I went to Yuki's place like promised and we watched an anime which we agreed to watch together to the end but guess what?! She finished it without me...oh well, I just have to add it to the list of unseen shows XD And that list is long, wanna see?
Natsumi's list:
*Oh! My Lady - I don't even know what is it about XD
*MBLAQ - Art of Seduction - I have seen some clip about it...I think XD
*2NE1 TV
*MBLAQ - Idol Army
*B2st Idol Maid - It's still in the middle but at least I have started to watch it ^^
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge - again I have seen couple clips and I know what is it about ^^
*Super Junior - Full House
*SUJU Human Body or EHB - I might have finished it but I think I'm stuck in that place when DBSK hoined :D
*And then there is this:
Well, Shinee is in it so it's a must to see it ^^ Moving on...
*Mirakle - I think it was something to do with Super Junior
*Raising Idols
*2PM Wild Bunny
*Shinee Hello Baby - I have started to watch it twice already and never got to the end ^^
*We Are Dating
*Super Adonis (Camp) - AGAIN I think I have watched the beginning but not all the way to the end.
*And then there's this (I would use my Super Korean Translating powers but, I would rather not XD)
*Chef's Kiss - Is still in the middle, I'm at episode 5
*Jedward Let Loose
*MBLAQ - Happy Day With Family
*And now that anime we started watching
*And "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night" is still in the middle
Most of these thing, I have started to watch with Yuki (or at least she was the one to suggest them) but as soon as I get home, I start to deal with other things and...don't get me wrong. I want to watch all of them but I just don't have...I can't push myself to watch them, to take the time and sit in front of the computer to watch.
So, about my trip now.
Tuesday was the longest car drive EVER. The one thing, I hate about traveling the car is that my kegs get sore. I happen to have really long legs so sitting very really doesn't suit me and besides, my bones are a little off. They tend to crack. Like when I stand about 5 minutes in one place and then change the position, there is this cracking sound. And when I move my shoulders back and forth they make that "lovely" voice again. BTW, I hate when people crack their fingers. It's the most DISTURBING sound ever. Well, next to breaking cars (and by that I mean the sound what car's make when their owner's push the break petal.) BTW, I don't know how to drive XD I have never taken driver's ed. I don't have the time and...we could get the money but now it's a very bad time to go. Especially in the summer because my family lives on the teacher's salary. Since they don't work in the summer, they get a sum of money which they have to manage from June to basically September. In October there is the first normal pay. I'm totally falling off the subject, aren't I? ^^
Long story short, when we got to the first destination, which was my summer cottage in Aegviidu (actually it's near Aegviidu but we call it Aegviidu because it the most know destination near there, I think the right name should be Mägede). The great news was that I got my own room ^^. So, I got away from the watchful eye of my grandma. Don't get me wrong! I love her but she is master on pushing my buttons. She needs to run around and over do EVERYTHING we do and after a little while she feel really bad. Well, she is really old but she doesn't get that SHE NEEDS TO TAKE IT EASY!!! Yeah, I'm getting myself worked up again.
Anyways, I took with me two bags. One consisted of my clothes and only my clothes. I have this weird...habit to thing my every day wardrobe. I hate to wear one thing two times in the row. My mom don't like that about me. I don't get the things dirty, so why should I change. I think it's a girl thing maybe. I don't know...moving on. The other one was full on stuff that Natsumi just didn't want to leave behind. I'm a 0, so I got some stuff that I didn't really use. Like straightening iron, I used it once, and not once I opened my workbook or used the hairspray...and I was so stupid that I took with me 2 hairbrushes (one is like a comb and the other one is used when the hair is being blow-dried, I think).
So, me and my two bags went upstairs and stayed there for the most of the day. I got a new idea for a story, so I spend most of my time that day writing it. But after dinner, we decided to go for a walk (I & my mom). To her, it wasn't just walking on a road through the forest but to go mushrooming. I don't know about the rest of the world but in Estonia it's..I think it might be accustom to pick mushrooms. My (and my family's) favourite is the chanterelle or kukeseen (in Estonian). It's delicious when it's fried. Anyways, I'm not so much of a picker as my mom is, so, I met a new friend. He name was Branchy and he lives in the forest. He is an excellent at picking chanterelles. We found 9 mushrooms in one place. Amazing! And who is Branchy? He's a stick I picked up and carried along with me XD What?! XD I was bored. Mushrooming isn't for me. So, anyways, I had to leave Branchy behind. He didn't belong to the human world...and he had a VERY crooked back and he kept hitting my mom. So, yeah, we had to break up...
To more happy thoughts - we got a lot of mushrooms and we made a sauce from them ^^ But before we could do that we had to clean them. OH THE TERROR! I hate it but I have to admit, it was fun sitting with mom on the stairs in front of the house. I got a little information about my dad's past love life and I found out that my grandmother, mom's in-law, isn't very fond of her son's wife...But after the HORRIBLE cleaning we went to browse through mom's closet there and I have to say, I found some cool vintage stuff there. Who would have known?! XD When it comes to clothes, me an my mom NEVER agree with each other but lately she has started to listen to me more when she buys something new or combining ^^ And in the night we watched a Van Damme movie which was on the TV and drank tea and ate biscuits ^^ The movie was called "Maximum Risk".
The night in my new pad wasn't fun. It was freezing in there, so, I curled into a ball and couldn't move a single inch. It was before the morning I found that I had a spare blanket there but to be honest, it really didn't help much. But somehow, I survived the night and didn't got sick either. (At the moment I feel like I'm sick or going to be sick). I probably thought about that new story all night long XD.
After breakfast, I went right back to writing. Sometime, before lunch, Yuki's mom called me. I thought that it was just Yuki herself trying to reach me. It wasn't but, anyways, I got to talk to Yuki. She blabbed about people she started to chat with, read me her blog and we talked about other details. I think that was the highlight of my Wendsday. I just wrote the rest of the day and I started watching soap operas. Oh why? Why god is punishing me? I don't like watching them. They seem to be full of pointless drama which is REALLY over exaggerated. But I got hooked on one of those that my mom watches (she is the reason I saw them in the first place). The only reason I started watching that one was because of the male lead. He's so hot! XD It's one of those German soaps.
The chick kissing him is the other lead and the bad news is that they are happy at the moment but the good news is that soon the chick will find those "beautiful" pictures that David's (the hot guy's) father's fiancée took of them when she put something inside David's drink, then stripped him and then made it look like that they were sleeping together. And if Lena (the blond chick on the picture) believes them, then she's a total IDIOT. They were obviously posed. PLUS when then there's photo evidence then it must be staged. OH COME ON! Who sleeps whit a man and takes pictures during it? She would be too busy screwing him.
Anyways, moving on! That night I wrote the last scene in my new story because I didn't know how to write one particular scene. Yeah, I'm not talking about it XD And after that another cold night.
Thursday morning wasn't so dull as the rest of them. I badly wanted to play badminton XD I haven't played for a while, so yeah, I was very excited about it. I think it was in school, during spring, when I last played it. And I'm not bad at it either. When there is no bugs attacking me, I get a hit to that flying thing (it's not ball isn't it? It can't be! It BARELY resembles to one). Anyway, we played until it started raining. Then we just went back to my room and played rummikub until it was lunch time. Actually we played it every night but I didn't think it was worth mentioning. KL called me (or us) Rummikub-holic(s). Well, I can't quite disagree with him *pouts*. We have played it more and more during this summer. Mainly, it was because my mom had a vacation from both of her jobs.
Okay, this totally falls off the topic but I felt charing it with the world. I like Miyavi! ^^ And at the moment, one of my favourites songs from him started playing.
My mom hates it XD She call is "pointless screaming".But I freaking love it! ^^
Anyways, I was in the middle of my Thursday, weren't I? Well, this is the only lunch I remember because it was delicious. We made cabbage stew. YUMMM!
2 hours before the dinner, I went jogging. It was really nice and I have missed it. Running along the path, breathing that fresh air and enjoying the beautiful scenery. I could have ran for hours but I thought I have to be back soon to help with the dinner, so I ran only for an hour. But later it turned out that mom decided to heat up the leftovers, so the cooking was done minutes before the dinner time. Well, that blows! But I was too lazy to get dressed again, so I went back to the computer and started to play Sims 2 again. I really have gotten far.
On Friday we finally got out of the woods. My summer cottage is in a place where the CLOSEST neighbor is 5KM AWAY. Nice! So, I think I was starting to miss people around me, since I am born and raised in a town.
In the morning during breakfast the men (namely my dad and his brother) were discussing which way was best to go to Leppneeme. And how men talk is a mystery - they both talk about some bridge and they both know exactly what bridge they are talking about BUT THEY DON'T NAME ANY NAMES! It's not like there is one bridge in Estonia. No! There are tons of them, in different shapes and sizes, and if my memory serves me right, there were at least 10 of them on our way too and my dad did get lost but Navigator Natsumi pointed the right way and we were back on the right road. I am good aren't I? XD And my services were paid off too - I got my ice cream which I was dreaming about ever since Monday. Oh, I love ice cream, especially vanilla ^^ And if you make milkshake out of it, then I will love you forever. I just love milkshakes ^^. ANYWAYS, when we finally got were we were heading, I was feeling rather nauseous. On the way they were building this new crossroad and...long story short dad made bunch of U-turn. They just couldn't get the right exit from that madness. Well, after the hellos in front of the house, I finally got inside and guess what?! I got a glass of wine shoved into my hand and since I was new there, I drank it all. And that wasn't enough. After we got to know a little about the woman in the house, we went outside because Natsumi was dying to get to the seaside. Oh, I almost forgot. It was the only morning I took a picture of my outfit.
Not the best picture of me but beggar can't be a chooser. My legs loog great though and my hair is okay but my mom hated the hair because I straightened them that morning and my mom loves my natural curls which I got form my grandma, my mom's mom. I didn't want to document my house wear that much because I probably looked awful.
Anyways, when we finally got out of the big house, my mom went to tell dad about out plans. He was with his old classmate, with who he made a band together and the man of the house. He shoved me another glass of wine. I think this time it was raspberry one. This time, I didn't finish it (at least not on my own). I gave the half to my mom. When the man of house, RM, noticed that I stood there empty handed, he gave me something different, a lot stronger drink (if I'm not mistaken, the alcohol percentage was 45%). Man! That was a bitter drink and it was one shot too (I feel sick just thinking about that drink).
Finally and drunk, I got to the seaside and it was beautiful. I loved it! I liked to walk in the water barefoot, smell the cool ocean air. I just could have stay there forever but mom was getting could. I had my lovely sweatshirt one but she got just a knitted jumper (with big wholes in it). So, soon we got back to the house. It wasn't that cold near the house though and sun occasionally shined. There was a ping-pong-table in the middle of the yard. My dad taught me how to play and helped on keeping the score but soon he got tired being a referee and trusted the point system to me. Mom won most of the games...but I still beat her in Rummikub. Not that I'm bad at ping-pong or something, it's just that mom is SLIGHTLY better :) I wasn't really looking forward to sitting outside again after the game, so I took my Geisha book and sat outside. I have to say - I zone out when I read a book - I don't hear a word that other tell me or even what's happening around me. My hair could be on fire but I would still kept reading and something similar happened but not to my hair and there was nothing to do with heat. Vice versa! When, my mom finally got me to stop reading, my fingers were frozen. At least the two smaller ones in my left hand. They were actually blue from the cold and inside I felt the pain of frozen fingers. So, the women in the house offered me some tea which in the end got spiked, there was some kind of liqueur poured into it. So, yeah, I drank a lot that day.
Oh, probably the biggest fail of the day, was when I met their son. The man is around 30 and he has a son. When he came inside and I was introduced to her as my mom's daughter, he said: "I think we have met before" XD. I saw him for the first time that night, I swear, and everybody got to laugh when my mom said that it was my first time here XD.
We laughed and talked for hours but I have to say the best part was going to bed. That night, I felt so warm and the sleep came fast and the bed was so soft. Felt like paradise! Oh, I want to visit that place again just to sleep in that bed, a little piece of heaven but at the moment, it seems that my own bed is calling me. So, I will go to bed now and continue with my recap tomorrow (or today would be more accurate).
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm sorry that I kept this huge cap between my posts. I was too...I think the right word is lazy to write a recap. I'm sorry ^^
Finally my mommy dear started to make my dress ^^ Well, I'm not the girly girl but I want a full-length dress to wear with my converse shoes xD
Anyway, we looked for a dress in the shops but the one I found, which I liked, was pretty expensive, so we decided to make one ourselves. Well, mom makes the dress and I help if it's needed. And at the moment the dress costs less than half ^^
Just now, my mom came in and we have a problem and we can't decide - how many rubber bands my dress needs? To be honest, I HAVE NO IDEA. That's the first dress I so-to-say made.
BTW, when my mom was pregnant of me she wanted a girl. You know why? To make her dresses. And how many has she made? That would be the first for the last 16 years. Maybe, when I was smaller, she made me dresses (there was less material needed xD). But I have never really wanted a dress, so who can blame her ^^
I haven't done much today. Ate and watched a little TV. I saw "Las Vegas" first time in so many year today. I loved that show when I was smaller. Sam or Samantha was my favourite character. I wanted to be like her. When we played with some of my friends house than I always wanted to be a hostess ^^
But yesterday evening was off the hook. And a bit crazy. Well, yesterday I finally watched one of the variety shows that Yuki has recommended me and since "Fiction" by Beast haunted me, I decided to watch Beast Idol Maid. MAN, those guys are dirty. My untidied room seems better than theirs. And they hadn't changed their bed sheets for a year. A YEAR?! Now that was shocking! But, from the three episodes I watched yesterday, Dongwoon seems so cute ^^ But he's Yuki's man. I don't have a fave in Beast and I think I don't want one. They seem pretty scary and Dongwoon is the least scariest of them. But Junhyung seems pretty likable ^^
Anyway, It was around 1AM when I finished the last part of it and decided to go to bed. But after I brushed teeth, removed the make-up and stuff, I put my earphones on and started dancing. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT and not for 5 minutes or so BUT OVER AN HOUR. Crazy right?! And after that I had to put on CN Blue's "Lie" or I would continued another hour. And when I FINALLY got to bed, my body was beat but brain full functioning so a little manga before bed and Jonghyun sang in my ears, occasionally Jonghwa too but let's not mention him. I don't hate him but I just like Jonghyun's voice more. Sue me!!
Being a long time behind the computer is hard. When I sit behind the table, my butt feels sore, but when I sit on the bed, my leg dies. And speaking about computers, I always want to touch the screen to check the if the battery is full xD I have and iPod Touch and my mobile is also touch, so I'm used to touching the icons I need. This is ridiculous xD
But, I decided I should study a bit Korean today. I have really been avoiding it and from my mailbox I see that the last time I wrote something in Korea, was in November. Or marraskuu in Finnish ^^
So, I should go...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Natsumi isn't a Korean name. It's Japanese. I'll talk you about the background in the next entry.
Anyway, I felt like writing. But not my stories...too tired to think of the plots. I'm writing 3 stories currently...one of them has a plot figured out, the other two are random. Maybe, someday, I will post some parts of it but originally 2 of them are in Estonian (because I'm an Estonian gal) but I will translate them ^^
This is the first time in a while I have stayed in the Internet for so long. Usually, 2 hours or so and then I get bored and do something else (watch TV or something).
My biggest fail today was that I couldn't spell bottle, hahaha.
I was like "was it like boddle or maybe poddle..." and then I took Google Translator. I don't trust that site much (for the reason my name in English is suppose to be Nancy :D) but for the little words it's quite good. One of my friends for Facebook trusts this site whole-heartedly and he has spelled me quite funny stuff. I think he has a kind of crush on me. He begged to show him some pictures which we took on our little photo shoot with Yuki. I was like hell no! I'm not very showy about my pictures. I like them to keep in my computer and laugh at them when I'm bored or something.
First entry should be introducing me a little bit, right?
Well, my nickname is Natsumi (like the title of my blog) but my real name is Kristiina.
Like I said I'm from Estonia, my hometown is Viljandi. I love that place! It's so nice and green in here. Quite quiet too! (interesting phrase...quite quiet..change the place for one letter and the word becomes something else) I'm off the topic again aren't I xD
What else?
I'm born on the March 19, 1993. So, I'm Pisces ^^ and my blood type is 0+.
I'm very caring person. I say random stuff and sometimes it's hard for me to focus but when I do, I'm so...focused that there could be a burning house next to me and I would just do my thing xD
I'm good at math xD I had to add it, haha, it's not very important but in school it's like the first thing that people notice about me. I can be also bad-ass in Psychics but I wouldn't say I'm great at it. I have won competitions but...I know the formulas and nothing about the theory.
I LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!!!!
My favorite is vanilla ice-cream with chocolate chips. Just thinking about it makes me drool (in ice-cream land.....)
Anyway, my favourite (I'm used to write in British English, so this time I won't backspace the "u") animal is tiger and favourite color is green.
Recently (like the last two-three days) I have been into drawing. When I first drew an picture (It was about Usagi-san from Junjou Romantica) a lot of people asked me that why did I draw. That was a bit turn of from drawing but I read more and more of that manga and then I drew Hiroki (really bad, I might add) and Yuki, my bestest best friend, told me that why him I should have drawn Nowaki. So, I did ^^ I drew a lot of Nowaki...I drew his hands, then 3 different expressions of his eyes and then 5 facial expression. Then I went on to some other people...Tomorrow I will show my drawing to Yuki and hold my breath to hear what she has to say about them. She is the artist one from two of us. So, her opinion matters.
I think it's easier to draw manga characters than real people. I tried that. Today, and my mom didn't like it. I drew her and she looked a little swollen. In my defence they totally where so, the thing wasn't about how I drew. And I also tried to draw her hands. I'm a hand fetish, so I look at them and want to learn how to draw them ^^ Guilty!
Oh, I haven't told the biggest thing about me!!! I'm a Kpop fan!!
I have like two songs in my head haunting me...One of them is MBLAQ's "Mona Lisa" and the other is Beast/B2st's "Fiction".
It's like "whoo-whooo-ooo Fiction Finction...Mona Lisa yo ta-da-da-da-daa" or something similar xD
And then I want to learn the 2ne1's "I Am The Best"'s dance.
And then I have a huge Kpop wall, which soon will have some additions ^^
The quality is REALLY bad but you get the picture ^^
The saranghaeyo in the middle of it because I love everything on that wall. From the boys to the girls in the middle which are my best friend and I ^^
It's was made in the 8th grade I think. The faces look bad but I love that we are together and not very posy and....I just love it ^^
Anyway, I should REALLY go to sleep now. I will see Yuki tomorrow and we will probably go to the library to study Finnish.
WHY? you ask.
I'll tell you about it tomorrow because I'm a real sleepy head and if I don't get up in time tomorrow (I think it's now better to say today) I will be in big trouble.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The layouts and the whole design will be thought about in the future :)
