Week

Tomorrow English exam, the day after that Art History test + book report, the day after that History test + ride to Tallinn, the day after that "Teeviit" and the next day? Not so sure yet but there will be something :D And who said that I lead a boring life? Just kidding, it's seems like school, school and school. And officially I'm on sedatives. YAY! Something to add to my pills list XD Okay-okay, I'm officially off the neuritis pills because I'm cured. HALLELUJAH!
Yeah, I'm dripping with sarcasm here but not because I'm nad or something but lately I have been rather down. :/

So, I wrote a little something long time ago, so I thought I would post it already XD

Last Friday:
-Today, I’m totally ignoring Estonian class. But in the name of the school, I’m not just ditching the class. I’m just visiting the school’s psychiatrist. No, I’m not emotionally unstable (not yet anyways XD) but just in my school the senior year and the 9th grade takes a personality test + a career test. I’m really looking forward to the answers. For one, I would like to know what’s suits me the best and also I want to know if I have changes over the 3 years.
When I was writing this, I was waiting in the floor where are the some of the first grades, like the first and the second and MAN they are so energetic XD Comparing to the upper classes they look veruy dull although there might be laughter. Oh, I miss the days when recess was a time for just playing and not for finish homework and revising for a test that might change your totally outcome.
But I can see that not all the games have changed. Couple of girls are playing a game where you suppose to jump on the others toe and the other one can only jump away in the right time. And might I add, one of them is checking out what am I writing XDD Good luck to her ^.^-





So, I went to the psychiatrist and got a lot of things about me. Some where totally wrong. For example: the test said that there is no stubborness in me WHAT SO EVER. Like seriously? My mom said: "What kind of test is that? That's totally wrong. I'll correct it right away." XDD and the other thing was inner tension, which was also very low. -.- At the moment it's higher than the Empire State Building but maybe at the time of the test (September 30) I was rather calmer. 
The nice lady also made me doubt in my future plans. Not that she destroyed them or anything but just made me realize that I have more options. Like foreign universities. I have never thought that I could apply in one of those. I have heard that some of my classmates are and I have supported them all the way but not really thought that I could do the same. So, me and the psychiatrist made a plan to watch some of the universities published in "Teeviit"

And that brings me to that event. For all those non-Estonians:
"Teeviit" is an event where there are bunch of schools who advertise themselves and attract new students. You can ask questions about that school or about one major. So yeah, there are a lot of young people who can look around for options ^.^


But the day before I'll go to stay at my cousins house, my little sis. She has begging to see me and I also really want to see her too. So, I thought that would be a really good opportunity and it's all thanks to MAÜ. THANK YOU! ^.^


I think it's a good way to finish this post ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Übertired, had an emotional day :)

Friend

I figured out why me and Yuki get along so well. We umderstand each other completely and we don’t need to chat constantly. Like this Saturday morning (I stayed over last night), we basically both sat on the computer (I behind my laptop and she behind her home computer) and we hardly spoke a word to each other. But I wouldn’t say the atmosphere was awkward or something like that. It was rather relaxed. Except fot the fact that my ribs hurt XD I suspect that Yuki came kicking last night...just kidding. Maybe just the bed, which I was sleeping on, didn’t really suppost sleeping on my stomach like I’m used to at home. Actually I don’t really remember the last time I slept over. And neither does Yuki.

And speaking of Yuki, Friday night, when we were watching „Aristocats“ she kind of freak out when she saw my sleevless hands. Long story short she was absolutely sure that I have lost a lot of weight because my elbows are really bony. And I guess they might be and also my ribs might be sticking out (that would explain the rib ache also) but my tummy doesn’t seem to get the fact that I’m eating less. It’s just as fat as it always has been, at least to me. And if I think about I have started to eat less. Not intentionally of couse but it has just happened. I eat breakfast because I have to take vitamins and then I eat during 5 or 6 PM because I’m just starving and that kind of concludes my eating these days. I think the main reason is that my kitchen is a mess and I don’t really don’t want to go there. My dad is sick so he doesn’t do housework and my moms is busy and I just detest waching the dishes. Seriously! I would rather scrub a toilet. So yeah, if I don’t go to the kitchen then I can’t eat XD How simple is that. Surely, my mom says that I have to force myself but my tummy isn’t crying so what’s the point? And if I look at my hand while typing, I can see my vessels are sticking out and especially the one I can move. Yeah, there is an actual vessel I can move at will. It’s pretty grouse and after a  while it makes an uncomfotable.

Speaking of my week. I went to school on Monday and rest of the week I sat home (well except Saturday, that day I sat at Yuki’s). Oh and on Wendsday and Friday I was a babysitter and made some money. I only babysit on kid and she really is a sweet girl but not really big on sharing. Yeah, I would say a little bit spoilt but so am I, so I can’t really judge. I’m also used to get what I want XD Most of the time I have played Sims 3. Love, love, love it ^.^ It is a little more complicated that Sims 2 was but that makes it a little more special. The grafics have change, it has become more challenging especially with the relationships but who cares. The sad thing is that the people get older sooner, or at least it seems to me.
I think I won’t be sharing pics and videos of my Simses but I would add a picture where the Sims has a creepy resemblance to an actual person, Akira’s aqquataince, and a little WTF!?-moment video.

Oh, the reason I could stay long at home like that without getiing into trouble is this. On Tuesday and Wendsday I was offically sick at home. Long story short, my migraines are back. Actually few years ago I got a medical certificate of migraine swings and long time I haven’t had problems with them but seniour year is stressful so yeah, they are back! XD And on Thursday and Friday the most of my class was in Russia, so I didn’t have any lessons what so ever. But next week is a full week so good luck to me! ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Tomorrow is biology test. Wish me luck  :)

Dreams

I so wanna be more active blogger but I just spend too much time on Twitter XD I know most people have moved on to Tumblr (don't really know the right spelling XD) but I'm staying on Twitter.
Yeah, maybe I'm not the most modern person here but I don't see the point in it & besides Yuki is an active memeber and tells me a lot about it and also I can check hers every time I want  ^.^

So, a little something that was before Korean and Japanese music XD

The lead guy Alex has beautiful eyes ^.^ Natsu is falling in love ^.^ But seriously it's a really good band. I listened to "Lost In Stereo" so many times and also I loved "Damned if I do ya, Damned if I don't" and "Dear Maria!"

At the moment, I'm listening to music, looking for a tinted moisturizer and speaking to Akira & Yuki. It's a quiet night ^.^ but I'm kind of liking it. Except for the fact that I'm not made to sit behind a computer for so long - my achy breaky left shoulder :( But it's okay, at least I'm having fun XD

I wanted to talk about something and then I forgot XD It always happens to me but it seems to be a Pisces syndrome since Akira does it sometimes too XD But really, I can be so forgetful sometimes. And clumsy. And just plain silly. But that's just me XD

Now, I'm trying to figure out which one is 19th March girl in After School. I mean it's rare to find a person who has her/his birthday on the same day as me. My ex-classmate had also his birthday on the 19th and he was offended because I was 10 minutes older than he was XD

Unfortunately, nothing like me :( I wish I could be as cute as she i T.T

Well, her name is Jooyeon and she was born in March 19th (OBVIOUSLY) 1987 and her blood type is AB ^-^.

So, I did a little more research on her and she is a real prankster and good at giving orders XD like me, at least the last part ^.^ 

I finally found and bought a BB Cream for myself. I have heard so many wonderful things about it, so I thought I would try it out. I like that it has a whitening ability ^.^

Oh, I had had a really great day with Yuki today. The brightest moment was when we sat in the library and played Junior Alias. We practiced English and explained in English but with the some words is like I don't know the word so how can I explain. Yuki won the game though -She was a really good guesser or I'm a good explainer - either way we both one in a way. We got to practice our English and had a good laugh XD

Yuki send me this one. The song is great and the girl is really beautiful. Kind of envy her ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Just made the biggest order in Oriflame + the BB Cream = soon broke Natsu XD

Sims

I want to slap and at the same time kiss the guy or gal who invented Sims (& especially The Sims 3)

I have spent like...over 7 hours playing Sims 3 on my laptop and might I say that my sims has become an elder and is going to die soon XD So, that's the slapping part of Sims but I LOVE LOVE LOVE this game and I have ever since...~2000 when this game actually came out and my friend and I spent again hours playing that game but comparing to The Sims 3, which I'm playing now, I can't really understand why we saw in the first one XD
I could spend some time gushing about it but not at the moment.

Right now I wanted to write (the first sentence&) that I decided that I would seperate (from now on) my personal life and the K-Pop stuff because some of my known readers are not very into that stuff, although I adore it ^.^ So if there is a "REVIEW" in the end of a title then I will discuss another Korean band or anime or something else similar.

But for now I have to go to bed because tomorrow we will celebrate my dad's b-day which according to the birth certificate is on October 31st but since it is Monday we decided to celebrate it tomorrow. And since there will be guest coming tomorrow so I have to start my day early (to clean and do little home-reading) and I have to stay up late, then it's wise to get as much sleep as possible.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

 PS. Tomorrow Natsu will be drinkinig so hopefully there will be a post on Sunday XD