Marks

Today I had a good day!
Rather slow but relaxing.
I met up with Marks today. I really missed her. We didn't do much, we never do much, but with her it doesn't bother me.
We met up in her apartment and we caught up while she arranged flowers. We talked about work, my study plans etc. She will take a year off and plans to work and then go to school. In a way, it might be a good plan if she manages to save up money then she would avoid loans.
Then we went to a photo shop to prepare her mother her present and then to a bookstore to get it wrapped. After we had a little ice cream and I was craving on hamburgers but yeah, didn't get it, we were too lazy to walk so far and the one closest doesn't taste that good...

My outfit of the day!
I totally forgot to post the dress to my shopping list but here it is. The bad thing about it is that it's a see-through but, fortunately, I have a long tank top which suits perfectly under there ^.^ like it's meant that way XD
The bag that I'm carrying was made by my great aunt and I love it ^.^
And these shoes I'm wearing...they are actually my mom's. I used to wear them when I was a little girl and, of course, they were too big for me XD I wasn't the kind of little girl, who wore her mother's dresses and applied make-up on her face but I did try to wear those shoes. They were so awesome for me, different. They are basically these really high platform shoes but they are rather comfortable.
I don't talk much about my childhood, do I?

Oh, I have couple more things to say XD

My TV is broken XD I have no idea what's wrong with it but when I try to turn it on, it just starts to make a very annoying noise and doesn't show anything. I have been TV-less for at least a week now and I miss it babbling in the background XDD

Tumblr is addictive -.- I just scroll and scroll there for hours XDD Okay, I have added couple of posts but other than that just scroll, scroll, reblog, like, like, scroll, scroll and so on and so forth XDD

And I will probably start watching the O.C with my mom. I'M SO EXCITED!!! and my mom seems to  like the plan also. She said that she thinks she hasn't seen all of the episodes and she would really loved to. I already warned her that I would be crying at the end of the 3rd and 4th season XDD

Oh, on Tuesday, me and Yuki got together with Akira again but this time DK joined us. We decided to watch a scary movie called "The Woman in Black" I admit it! it was scary but apparently not scary enough for me. I was calm during the whole movie...okay-okey I was frightened once but that was because Akira screamed and boy that girl can scream XDD
It was cool! I love hanging out with my friends, even when there are people I hardly know around ^.^

Okay, my lovelies, I have written more in these two days than I have during the last 3 months XDD I kind of like it but it's hard to start and also, usually, when I start to write I:
a) forgot what I was suppose to write about
or
b) ran out of ideas
and besides, it's more interesting to read what others have been up to rather that write what I already know ^.^ but at least I'm better than a certain boy who cannot be named XD

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I hadn't hear this song until today XDD I'm a really bad kpop fan, or should I say I have become a really bad kpop fan...but as for the song...I'm speechless XDD but I have to admit, it's haunting me now XD

Packages

Hey guys!

I have so much to talk about! Graduation and other formal events and other things I have been up to and some big news.

For now, I will tell you what I got today ^.^
I usually don't put these things here but I kind of want to keep a record on things I buy, since someone has told me that I am a shopaholic...
So, I got two packages today. The first one is from Halens.

This is what it looks like before I practically ripped it open XDD

And what was inside of it.

 Basically, I got two similar shorts but the color is the only thing that separates them. And there is a funny story involved with them, it's not actually funny but...yeah...Anyways XD I got this Halens catalog about 4 months ago. And in the back there were those really cute colorful shorts which cost ~17€. It was about to expire, so two days before, I went to the site and placed an order. When I typed the number in, it say it cost only 9,99€, so yeah, I took 2 different. Buuut, there was also a bad news. I had to order for at least 25€, so I added some underwear to the shopping cart (I'm not going to display those XDD) Oh, and another thing, although the green ones and red ones are in the same size and model, the red ones are actually bigger then the green ones XDD

And how the shorts look on me

They are a little loose to my taste but then again they more comfortable because of that :)

I also got a package from South-Korea.

It looks super cute ^.^ I put my phone next to it to show how small it was.

I really didn't want to break it, so I opened it with extra care XD

And the contents of it :) It was so carefully wrapped in bubble wrap n_n

He also sent me some Skinfood examples but the thing I ordered...

The main thing ^.^

And without the top

And for those who doesn't know what Lioele Quick Point Eraser is...

Lioele MetoMe Quick Point Eraseris a makeup removing pen. Say goodbye to Q-tips and make touching up your eye makeup more convenient. This precision makeup remover is great for fixing fine lines of eyeliner, even the most waterproof kind. Has the power to remove waterproof makeup with one swipe!

Benefits:

• Convenient
• Easy to use
• Removes Waterproof Makeup
• Precise

(Copied from http://www.prettyandcute.com/Lioele-MetoMe-Quick-Point-Eraser-p4182.html - I didn't buy it here but it had a good explination of what it is XD)

And I got this little thing from the bottom of the cute little box ^.^

So, that's it about my llittle packages I got today. There are two still coming!

Tomorrow, hopefully, I get to talk more about what I have been up to and I think I start with the receptions ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Tomorrow, hopefully again, I will give my big announcement n_n

Cake

My March has been really out of the ordinary - there has been so many birthdays, including my own 19th, have visited my mother's home and enjoyed spring break.

So, the first of many birthdays was Akira's but the day before that I went to Jõhvi. It's a city in the north of Estonia and it was the city where my mom was raised (she was born ~20km away - Kohtla-Järve). We drove there straight from school but got there pretty late. We went to the graveyard because on the March 2nd my grandpa was born and we wanted to lit some candles for him. I just have to say - seems that the weather describes the person the most. It was so windy and cold - basically as soon as the candle was lit, it was blown out. It was getting annoying. Now I have to brag XDD My daddy is the most caring one of all ^.^ Like I said, it was terribly cold weather and my dad gave me he's huge jacket. It was really warm, not the most lightest thing to wear, though. We visited my uncle's house, although he wasn't there, and finally got in touch with my other cousin, the athletic one.  She is quite the opposite of me but I still really liked talking to her. She is like the big sister I never had ^.^ After we went back to my grandpa's apartment which still feels kind of empty without him and do you know what I found out, he missed me a lot. He had this photo album full of pictures of me when I was little. Let's just say that my mom and grandpa didn't exactly get along. I know he loved her and was proud of her but he was the most stubborn man ever :) Anyways, mom and dad did a little clean up work and got a lot of stuff, I, on the other hand, collected momentums of my dear granny and grandpa.
The next morning we drove to Sõmeru (also in the north of Estonia but more to the west XD) where I got a job XD Actually, my great aunt (married to my granny's brother, mother side) needed me to add an advertisement for these amazing curtains she made. And it was really nice seeing her ^.^
After we hurried back in town because I had to get ready for Akira's birthday and also did a little make-up for Yuki.

That's what Yuki looked like. I would add a full look but I think that Yuki would kill me XDD

And my overall look ^.^ TT was overly impressed about it (EGO BOOST XD) and I guess it wasn't that bad XD Bitch Natsu!

The party itself? I have no comment. We went out bowling, ate a little and watched a scary movie which wasn't scary, Red Riding Hood and some other movie which was kind of grouse but I fell asleep XD or at least tried because there was someone in the same room who just couldn't control his voice and kept me up until 5:30AM. Nice huh? Not the best first impression. It was the first (and hopefully the last) time I'm going to see him. To sum up, the party was okay ^.^

So, the March 7th and 8th were two days when the teachers were on strike. To us, students, it kind of meant two extra days off XD What did I do? On the 7th I went shopping with Yuki. Something that you don't see everyday XDD Yeah, I buy things but usually online because the prices in Estonia are depressing. Anyways, I got new jeans, 3 tank tops, a thingy for my phone, fake eyelashes + glue, compact powder and maybe something else too XDD And on the 8th we celebrated the international woman's day ^.^ Dad bought me white roses and yellow ones for my mom. In the evening me and my mom just sat down, drank whine, ate cake and chatted.

Our little table ^.^ Don't ask why there are two spoons beside one piece XDD I guess it has something to do with the picture taking XDD

And on the next day, we got a magnificent surprise. The senior class made a little performance for all the females and then they asked form 12B and 12A girls to stay and all the boys came out with little flowers and gave them to all the girls. It was so sweet ^.^

On that Saturday I went to MS's birthday. I got her a ticket to Poets of the Fall and some other stuff and of course she was thrilled since POTF is her ultimate fave (since 2008 XD). We ate and drank a little. Played Alias which ended with a fight between the lover. Sad :( During the night they were so sweet together but yeah, lovers fight, never good. Anyways, whey the couple disappeared me and the other party guest started dancing randomly and chatted in between. If life gives you lemons, you have to make lemonade XDD Anyways, MS said that they made up and everything is okay now ^.^ Let's just say, out of all the guys MS has dated, MJ (not Michael Jackson XD) is the best for her and I always have been and always will be team MJ XDD. 

Anyways, there are a lot of school days between and then we reach to the last weekend before my birthday which I will elaborate next time.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS.  No matter how much I add American songs here, I'm still passionate about Asia ^.^

Cute

Who dares to say that he's not cute?!

So, yeah, I have been watching Revenge and most of the people, including my mom, are in love with the guy named Daniel (played by Joshua Bowman).but I prefer Nolen, that guy in that video. He has more wits and I recently found out that he is gay or at least bi - short to say he slept with a guy. But he still he's cute. I mean look at that video ^.^

But more about my exciting week which gave me a "party girl" title. As you all know, I was involved in the class party - planned a bridal shower and then ended up in the kitchen staff of the the actual wedding party. To be completely honest, towards the finish line I got pretty tired of this all thing and wished it could be already over.
But let's start for the beginning. It all started on the 23rd. That school day was shortened because the day after was Estonia's birthday  ^.^ So, I got home around 2PM XD and met up with Yuki, since on Friday it was the wedding and there was tons of stuff to do. I don't exactly remember what we did that day except for the French fries that Yuki made because I freaking out about the bridal shower that night. A little after 5PM I had to leave Yuki at the bus station because Marks (former MP) her boyfriend were picking me up, so that we could do some last minute shopping. And thank god he drove us there. The weather was AWFUL. It's was raining god know's what and the snow was melting and few steps and Marks complained that her boots were drenched but not mine XD I have some really good boots, maybe not the most attractive but good ones ;) (can be seen in Competition). So, when we FINALLY got to the party location, my classmates M-K's place, we put final touches on the plan and took care of the snacks and the guests arrived oh so soon but both of the brides were late XD

My outfit of the night

+ some more pictures.

Before the storm XD Look, how calm I seem to be XD That is a nervous smile, guys. And I had that on most of the time during that night XDD

Somewhere towards the end of the little house party. Me and the girls - MAÜ, me and LO in full glory. I hope that LO isn't going to hate me XD She has a clever smile here, I would say XDD

I have to say - this picture is special. I hardly smile like THAT on photos. I'm over looking the fact that my bangs look awful (or at least I'm trying to XD) - Me, LO and KK.

Somewhere, during the night, Marks asked if people were enjoying themselves and they all said that it was fun, well planned and on topic. The weight dropped off of my shoulders when I heard that and, I have to say, it was the first night in my life when I went to a club. And my first reaction? Well, the fist 15 minutes was slow.  There weren't many people there but more towards to the end it lived up and I started to have fun. MP even said that when we (most of the bridal shower guests + one of the bride) went on the dance floor everyone started to dance XD And it was great just to let loose, even if it was just for a little while. 

I got home somewhere around 1AM.

For the moment, I'll stop here and continue on the next post which will be soon, I PROMISE ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. My arm still hurt from the tug-of-war ://

Skiing

Hello, my lovelies!

So, without long and pointless intro, I'll cut to the chase XD

Last post I did on...Wendsday, so the first thing and the most important thing is that for THE first time in MY life I went to an opera or went to see it or....what ever XD Anyways, had a long day at school. Okay, maybe not that long but 6h before I got home to change and wash-up. But before, me and dad went to the store. I got too pick up some food for school and other snacks. I think, you all know that I don't eat in school but lately I have more and more. That's not the point XD

Anyways, I found out that sometimes I'm a regular woman XD When I needed to get ready, I needed more that 2 hours XDD Okay-okay, it's not that bad because I also ate, put my bag together and did other stuff. Basically two hours before the show I had to be in the bus stop so my private bus could pick me up XDD There I met up with MP - she lives also in the city center, so it was easier to meet there. She looks really-really great but not really for the winter weather. (I'll add pictures)

Of course we had to stop at the McDonald's before we went to the theater XD But I have to say that Hesburger's chickenburger is better than at McDonald's. Anyways, the opera itself...

...well, it was definitely different XD The biggest surprise was that the two male leads were Asians. Well, to my dear classmates they were Japanese -.- Actually, it was Chinese and Korean. They were brothers in that play and they were separated at a very young age. The younger one (Chinese) was kidnapped by a  gypsy who sought revenge for her mother who was burned alive. She wanted to do the same and throw the infant into the fire but, I didn't quite understand whether he felt sorry for the little boy or threw her own child there by accident, anyways, she ended up raising him as her own. The two brothers met because they fell in love with the same girl (go figure!) and almost killed each other but the younger one froze but when the elder one stabbed him, the "mother" savored him. The two brothers met again when their loved one almost became a nun but the younger one saved her and they were about to marry when the older one captured the "mother" and the younger went to save her. They ended up in prison. The girl send her love out to him XD and eventually traded herself for the younger one's freedom and drank poison. Then there was a REALLY long scene when she died and then the older one found out that and sliced his brothers throat and of course AFTER that the gypsy told him that, okay sang to him, that it's your bro. AND if you are wondering which opera I'm talking about it's the Troubadour (Trubaduur in Estonian).

"Il trovatore (The Troubadour) is an opera in four acts by Giuseppe Verdi to an Italian libretto by Salvadore Cammarano, based on the play El Trovador (1836) by Antonio García Gutiérrez." - source Wikipedia.

The first part (until recess) went really fast. It's was like: "Hour already? XD" (Oh, I wish that Estonian lessons would go by that feast XD) Oh, I forgot to mention. The theater we went to was Vanemuine and it's located in Tartu (about 78 km east where I live ^.^)

From the left MP, HP and me ^.^ I really love my outfit and I have to say that MP is the tallest girl in my class so HP isn't the shortest one. And I'm wearing heels, which is very UNCOMMON with me ^.^ But I didn't fall or trip, so they are my best high heels XDD I graduated with them too ^.^

Towards the end of the opera, I sta rted to fall asleep -blush- but not that it was boring XD Just that not enough sleep + sixs hours in school + a dark room = sleepy Natsu ^.^

On Friday, I had a lecture at school. It was about the beauty of Math and then some stuff about informatics. In my opinion the first presentation was nicer but the second man talked better XD I think that one or two pictures throughout the presentation is goo and not every slide has to have at least one.  And after, I met up with Yuki. We went ic-skating without the skates XD Just dragged our feet along the ice and chatted. It is always nice to see her ^.^ And on Sunday I went to her place and the new week begun.

Lately I have had a lot of firsts - first time I went to the opera and the first time (in 10 years) I went skiiing XD Yeah, let's just say first opera was better because I fell 2 times on my butt with skis XDD Yeah,  I like moved 5 inches *thump* then another 5 and a hill came. Slinding-sliding *thump* HAHAHA! So yeah, the teacher spend the next hour teaching me different techniques in skiing. Thank god, I only have to ski 4 times to get a 5 and then I don't ever have to get on them again XD In a way, I and TT are different. She loves skiing and dislikes ice-skating, I'm vice versa XD I don't remember how many times I cursed skiing but let's just say that we are kind of frenemies XDD And of course after school I had to prepare for up and coming Valentines day. In Estonia it's kind of considered friendship day, so I folded flowers and made my bestest friend a "painting"

 
 In my opinion, it's not the best one but my mom said: "Don't give that to Yuki, rather give it to me!" and dad said that it was beautiful AND the Yuki herself agreed with dad ^.^ I'm glad :)

And what she gave me! Some REALLY cute stickers, then some delicious cookies and this...

 I think it's the most original idea ever and it looks so awesome and next to my "painting" the best thing ever.

On Tuesday, I had another test in Music class, even harder one, and today it was Physics test and tomorrow Social studies and Friday Math...OH BOY! And to top that all off I felt so terrible today. I only went to school to do the Physics test and then I came home.

I have to say, I love the new camera with all the new gadgets and the sharpness and kind of like everything about it XDD But just wait couple of week, I will find a flaw XDD

I don't have a Tumblr account but I found someone else's and that chick is nuts!
http://thinspiration-for-those-who-seek.tumblr.com/ - the link is here if anyone is interested. Basically she admires bulimics and anorexics for their determination to be shinny. Like WHAT THE HELL! It's a disease and not a weight-loss-plan. And to top it all of she gives advice. Everyone asks her about their UGW (Ultimate Goal Wight) if their height is this and that and in her opinion, I, if I'm 175, should weight 48 kg. That is obviously too little. And the worse news is that little 13 year olds follow her (or what ever you do on Tumblr) but fortunately, she has decency to tell them that they are still growing children.
Surely, I want to be skinnier than I am but I wouldn't take ridiculous goal weights and starve myself. And especially when I'm in school. My brain just wouldn't function when I don't eat and if I will reach that UGW that she recommended none of my clothes would fit XDD

Okay, my darlings, I should go and rest now and hopefully I can go to school tomorrow

> ^ . ^ <

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm not much of a photo editor XDD

Shorty

So, starting off a brand new week, a school week with 8 Estonian lessons. Yay me! But about that later.

How did I spend my last days of freedom? So, as I told you before I was in Tallinn. Here some pictures, for you guys from the same day I went to see Sherlock Holmes.

Something for the fair ^.^

A view of Tallinn's Old Town + the greatest picture ever made XD

I told you there was a blizzard XD suppose to be me and the model of a cousin. Fortunately there is a much better picture of us ^.^

 And then our sanctuary during the storm - McDonalds's!!!

And the best latte ever, especially on a cold day ^.^

 And they made it look so good that I kind of felt bad about ruining the artwork and putting on the lid but it had to be done :/

At the movies ^.^

Looking at these pictures, we don't looks like we are related XD

So the next day we started out day a little later (almost 5 hours later XD) because the model needed her beauty sleep. We got on the bus where is saw the weirdest boys ever. They sat at the back of the bus and made sex noises until they got off of it. And one of those "hilarious" boys kept saying "I'm not the queer, they are." I was having a laugh -.- We went to the bookstore, where we spent an hour there (sorry cousin ^.^) and then off to Hesburger. Yeah, I was really on junk food diet in Tallinn but surprisingly didn't gain weight XDD Lucky me! ^.^

<- Mine delicious milkshake and chickenburger which I took for the first time. Usually I'm all about double cheeseburger XDD

And cousin's double cheesburger meal with fries and a Sprite ^.^ ->

Yeah, I'm not so photogenic as she is but I didn't tell you the biggest news - I lot my camera :'( I mean, it has to be somewhere around the house but where? I have no idea. I swear there is a black whole in my room somewhere, sucking my stuff in. Well, anyways, later we goofed at the bus stop and took a long bus drive back to do some cooking ^. ^ We made creamy pasta dish. Tasted pretty good ^.^

Thursday had another bus drive back home but before I got to see the needy boyfriend of the model. Yeah, had to woke up at 6AM, yay, and went by bus about an half an hour and there was a wonderful surprise waiting for us, at least for the model. And the bus was late and I got sick on the bus and some guy sat next to me who just couldn't stop coughing. Yeah, the bus ride was a joy. But my dad picked me up and walked me home. I was pretty exhausted, so I thought I should lay down for few minutes but I fell asleep XD Slept two hours before the doctor and somewhere around five went to LO's place, well actually, we met in Selver to get the ingredients for a pie and then headed off to her place. It was nice just to sit and talk and bake a cake which was delicious and I found out that LO tends to be very impatient XD And same goes to my Sunday night. On that day I was with MP. There we made soup but still sat and talked, I braided her hair and went shopping. Seems like nothing much but I think that days like this you can relax. Don't have to think about too much. And somewhere around that day I made an alien head XD

Aww, she is so cute, NOOT XD Anyways, on Saturday I was at MV's place with Yuki. Played Need For Speed with both of them and sucked at it XD Okay, I'm might be overreacting but I am better at the computer, used to it. And I pleyed with the cutest boy in a PS2, Dante.

 

And also got to play a new Monopoly Deal card game. The first 2 tries, I had to admit defeat but on the h´third try, I totally destroyed them XD And also the next day I played couple of board games - Alias Junior and Estonia Junior. Those games were too easy. On the first game Akria won and the next Yuki did, so yeah not my day ^.^

So yeah, that's how I ended up spending my vacation. Do I regret it? Hell no! Although my dad says that I should have actually rested at home, since I took long bus rides, I think that my winter break was well spent because I got to see all my friends, go to do what I want and didn't spend all the time in the computer (actually hardly any). I do think that I should have gone to the library at least one time but sadly I was too occupied. 

The outfit of the week ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm thinking about changing something after the 100th post ^.^

Pills

So yeah, I got some tablets added to my list. Now there are vitamins, a medicine for that neuritis and now for sore throat. 


-dad just got me some Coca-Cola, he's so sweet ^.^-


And a fever struck this morning but after some sleep it got down a little. So, I think I would be fully back in school soon. But tomorrow I have to go to school for two hours because I have to do a Physics test and I don't want to miss that. It's too trouble some to make it up later, so I'll drag myself to school but I should wear a scarf in front of my face not to infect anyone :)


So, what I have been up to? Nothing much. Just studied, watched TV and today I started listen to old English songs. I like singing to them and perhaps remember the time when everything was easier. Now, too much is going on - hard decisions, difficult relationships and constant self doubt. Recently, my life is a bitch and I might be overreacting too and maybe some people might be offended since they are a part of my life but it's me who sucks right now. I'm just too insecure at times, so I have start to overthink again.


Oh, I got my wiped out phone back. Wiped out because there are no SMS, no application, no phone numbers - absolutely nothing. And I didn't get to buy the other one -cries into a pillow-


I don't know If I have mentioned it before but I follow on Twitter user PiscesAreUs and today they tweeted something that really relates to me.


Some #Pisces are hardheaded, they never learn.


When I was a lot smaller, like when I still slept in a crib, I kept climbing over the edge, fell over it, got hurt and next time wasn't any smarter. My mom said I fell over at least three times and then learned that you get hurt when you try to climb over the edge XDD Seems like I wasn't the brightest child at that time but my mom did say that I was pretty fearless and hardly cried when I was hurt. Like I fell into that canal (those wholes in the ground where you drive over, then go to there to fix up the bottom of your car) and then I climbed out of there, all bloody and didn't cry a tear and just went on playing. Okay, I sound like a psycho child XDDD and maybe I still am one. Like in school, in elementary school most students get really good grades because everything is still generally easy but I got bad ones. Then we entered the 10th grade and the teacher warned that it's the most difficult out of the three years and the last one is for closures and the time to focus on the up and coming exams. And my 10th year was my star year, I started with straight A's (like they say) and I was an honor student for 2 years straight but now...yeah, let's just leave it to that. Everything for me is vice versa XD


Recently, I have blogged a lot, haven't I? But I haven't added very much pictures of me because my sickness+warmth outfits aren't so much to look at. I usually just wear my favourite hoodie and something long under it, so my upper body stays warm. 


So, today I'll share with you some pics. Firstly, I would share with you a little piece of my "masterpiece".


Well, I want to share but blogger just won't work with me, so it and some other pictures I wanted to add will be seen in the next posts or so.


But as for now, I'll say TTYL XD

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I wanted to make my official fist review today but oh well :)

Competiton

I have had trouble with the word competition all day long and now I finally learned how to write it, so why not use it as a title.

So, the first things first (weird expression XD), I thought about why I started to write in English, not in my native language, which you all know is Estonian. Well, I came up with couple of reasons

1. I'm not great in my native tone - yeah, I can speak it QUITE good but I'm bad at spelling.

2. It's a good opportunity to practice my English - I also write a lot to my e-mail penpals and also some other foreigners.

3. Which brings me to the last reason I came up with, also my foreign friends can read it ^.^ and, oh come on, how many of people can understand Estonian? Not many. I think it might be even more productive to write in Finnish, which I'm clearly unable to do XD

Talking about Finnish, I got some CD's from my beautiful cousin and on those CD there are Finnish lessons for novices, which I clearly am. Not all are brilliant in languages like Yuki is. I mean she knows more Korean than I do, although I'm the one who is officially studying it. I kind of envy her ability to pick up languages. Okay, I know English and in school MAYBE someone envies my English abilities (probably not) but it's like the only foreign language I admit to know. I always say that I have leaned German but never I can speak German because I know I can't XD

And, now for some pictures!

So, two of outfits for the fall. Okay, I prefer autumn more  ^-^

Yeah, mainly leather jacket and, oh, I love those boots - they look great, are super comfortable and I can walk in a puddle and my feet will be try XD Not that I walk from puddle to puddle, haha, but you get the picture. But when the winter comes I can't wear them that open and I have to get myself wool socks ^-^

  And speaking of fashion, I have a mutli-tasking scarf ^.^

(one of the few good pictures of me XD)

 Okay, so yeah, the competition part. I took part in a math competition and you know what's the bad about is that I did great & no, I didn't do any mistakes in that last sentence because if I win, which probably happens, then I would be sent to another competition then another, then another and then comes the physics competitions. I have to attend there too, the teacher already warned me. I have him a deadly stare - she said in front of the class "don't glare at me. It could kill me!" XD

Now, some make-up and no, I'm not adding some tutorials but I will add a picture ^.^

Comments on the picture, so no extra needed. Moving forward!

 

 And something more extreme XD Yeah, I look like a clown but I really like the skin though. It's clear and white. And the lips look nice too but, yeah, the eyes XD Let's just say when I'm bored I try on make-up and sometimes it's not really..something that I can go out with XD

 And something more presentable. There is a pinkish makeup here. The make-up is probably something similar to the green make-up. 

Oh, I haven't told you the biggest news - my biology teacher is a homophobic. Yay! It came up in a lesson when she didn't get over the fact that a gay couple wanted a child and there was a woman kind enough to give a birth to one. It was totally clinical and stuff. And I don't know how the conversation continued but the juicier parts were that being gay is a curable disease and they want the right to marry in order to show themselves. Yeah, I'm not going to comment on that but let's just say I was totally "agreeing" with her. Especially I "love" that disease part.

 Meet my current phone! & I love it! When I got as an exchange phone because my regular phone went to repair, I felt like I didn't want my old phone back. But when I go to think of it, I can't really do that. I have too many personal stuff in there - especially notes. Oh, BTW, my real phone is Nokia 5530 Xpress music.

Well, that's it for tonight. So, lastly a picture made by Yuki or my finger. This ring is on the middle finger. I think it's a great picture. Good job, Yuki! ^-^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I have never posted so many pictures.

Wish

I wish there was this machine that writes one's thoughts to a computer screen. I have wished for that little thingy for a really long time now. Why?

1. There would be more posts on this blog.
2. My n+1 novels would be finished by now.
3. I would have done more with my life by now. Because I sometimes have really good thoughts going through my mind. And my thoughts really jump from one place to another, so that little (perhaps brilliant) idea I had two seconds ago will be forgotten.

So yeah, and another thing.
Have you ever felt that 24 hours a day is clearly not enough?
I have had that feeling for over a week now.
I spend ~6 hours a day in school + I have to study for tests + read books for Literature class + do everyday homework + be involved in Oriflame (which recently have been a real confident boost) + write my blog and to top all of that I have to sleep 8 hours of day (& eat and do other human stuff)
AND I have friends to write to or see + mangas to read + animes to watch + Korean language + penpals + projects
And how on earth I have time to do all this? The answer is simple - I don't.

I love writing this blog. I get to express myself, share what I have discovered and after years I can read where I have been and what has happened. I have a terrible memory and sometimes Yuki tells me stuff that I don't even remember doing...

So yeah, I'm home sick today (AGAIN) and I have to get things in order. And I promise that blog is in my priority list and I will continue with my weekdays.
As for now, I have clean, then do homework and read Literature book.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Did you know that I dyed my hair black and people have dived into two - those who love the change and those who hate it - there is no in between XDD

Time

So, I were in the library with MP and we were working on our computers. Different things though. I was helping her to write her self-introduction for Estonian class, so while she was typing stuff about herself, I thought I would write about my life which turned out to be not so boring as I thought XD So, I haven't blogged in a while. OMG, I'M TURNING INTO T!? Who, BTW, just relised that he doesn't blog a lot. T (on Twitter): "ahh i'm sucha lazy blogger, sorry everyone!"
My reaction: NO WAY!?!

So, what has Natsumi been up to these, hmm..., two weeks now? ^^
Well, I'll open my hundred sticky notes, (arrange them a little) and tell you all about my exciting life ^^

Well, firstly, I did met up with MS and Yuki but day before that, Saturday, I cleaned my entire room and I'm still so proud of myself when I was finally able to see the floor XD Okay, but with those two. With Yuki we had a rather quiet afternoon together. We just chilled out on the computer because she was in a lot of pain. She just got out of a boot camp or something like that.
But with MS there was a rather difficult story. Firstly, we settled that when I drove off from Yuki's, I'll give her a call, which I did and SHE DIDN'T PICK UP! And then again and finally I went off to the town myself - I had stuff to do - and gave up on her and yeah, I was pissed to but once I got to home again and saw her on MSN. Basically, she was having a tough time and, even though I was mad, we met up anyways and had a really nice talk. The best news is that I could make her feel better ^^.

September 12th
Everyone got sick during the weekend. We had another couple of people to do the overviews and one of them, LT, sniffed after every single sentence and of course Natsumi herself battles with a running nose every day.
Oh, after the Estonian lesson, I sent TT home. She was sick AGAIN. She has missed so many school days that I'm starting to worry but she is a very smart girl and I'm sure that she will catch up. I mean, we often fight about it. She is sure that she isn't that smart (& I'm sure that she will disagree with me by reading this too) but to me she is one of the smartest peoples I know.

September 13th
I didn't see TT at all :/ but I'm glad that she stayed home to rest but I did miss her. Especially in History class. I had to sit with AL and I'm really not a fan of him. Before we were forced to sit together, I thought of him as a fun guy but rather lonely but now I understand why. After sitting one class together, he announced me that I was a mean girl. AFTER ONE FREAKING LESSON which only lasted for 45 minutes. And why he thought that way? We had to pair up and check someone's essay. When the owner of the essay found out that we were grading it, he started to butter us up -.- and even tried to bribe us. I hate flatterers...well people who does everything (EXCEPT STUDY) to get good grades. So, yeah, I graded fairly and he got a four. CRY ME A RIVER! So yeah, AL decided that I was a meanie for putting a 4 on an essay which deserved only a four, even the writer himself admitted that he didn't make much of an effort.
During Physics (which I have 3 on that day) and in the brakes HR was nervous about  the coming English test. Me and him go to a different English groups, I didn't have that dreadful test, so I tried to help him. I asked the words in Estonian and he was suppose to tell me them in English. Let's just say he didn't ace them, so after 3 or 4 words he yanked the papers. And guess what!? The test didn't happen XD
That night I started thinking about Yuki's birthday present. Yes, she had a birthday on Friday, party on Saturday, and I need to make her something. I bought her a sweater form China but it just arrived yesterday so yeah, I needed to make something special for her. I have a hard competition in there. She has always got beautiful handmade things from her friends when I barely made her a card (which sucked BTW). So yeah, I thought about origami. I found a site where they taught origami daisies but it was too hard to learn from the pictures, so I found a video.

So this is the first flower I made. Pretty horrible, isn't it?

Anyways, I practiced making them until I went to my stepsister's daughter's birthday party. She turned 1 and, Yuki said, it felt like she was born just yesterday. She was so cute and I was the only one to whom she said thanks to ^^ Let's just say, I'm good with kids. I used to babysit one regulary too but lately my help isn't needed. It's kind of sad, I kind of miss that little ball of sunshine :)
Oh, I have to say. When the sister put the little one to bed, she told me that she really loved my outfit and I have turned into a fashionista. At first it sounded rather ridiculous but when I got to think about it, maybe I am. But I would say that my fashion isn't something that you see on everyone on the streets. So yeah, I put together different outfits but not according to latest trends,

So, I think that's it for the day. I have to go to bed rather early. Tomorrow I will have another Oriflame gig and I have to be well-rested for it.
Have a good night/day everyone and I will continue (& maybe someday reach to the present). But for now...

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Dreadful is my favorite word - not because of the meaning but the spelling is great.