Blogger isn't working with me..or it has something to do with the internet here. Anyways, I made couple of videos about my dorm and they just refuse to upload.
I have started this post...oh I don't know, ten times and since I'm putting a video here to upload it won't be saved into drafts -.-
Anyways, my first official school week has ended and now it's finally weekend I get to sleep.
Dorm life is totally different! I think for the past week I have played cards every night with Estonians (we don't get along with Finnish people because of that language barrier) and laughed until we had stomach cramps and cried XDD I'm having fun, so to say XD
The second and third year ones are very welcoming with the newcomer such as me, Gerda, Kristi and Anti. They invite us to go along and come and play cards with us and so on.
The only bad thing is that I live in a different house then them. Okay, some ways I'm lucky but I break curfew every night because of that...
I honestly thought that I will be sitting at the dorm all day long XDD
My sleep is too good here. Every night I get to bed after one or so and it's so hard to get up at six. Luckily there are only two days where I have to do that.
Monday: 9.55 - 13.55
Tuesday: 12.15 (if I want lunch then a little earlier) - 13.55
Wednesday: 8.30 (for Finnish lessons), but the real deal 12.15-13.55 Thursday: 12.15 - 14.55
Friday: 8.00 - 13.00 the longest day I have
And then comes the weekend ^.^
I don't even get me started with the language. That's one of the other bad things about this whole thing. The first two days I just sat there and looked good because I didn't understand much they said. I know how the weekdays are but the thing I don't get is what happens then. It's really frustrating but Kersti noticed today that I'm keeping a positive mind and at least try but yeah that trying gave me an awful headache on the first day. My brain was working on hyper drive! XD
My customer service teacher is great. I talked to her and now she translates every slide after talking about it in Finnish. Of course there is a shorter summary for me but it's better that nothing and today I really learned some new things :D So, I'm having a good day.
For the first few days the weather was pretty cold but now it's like summer just begun. In the mornings the temperature is pretty low but when I walk home form school it's burning up! Awful!
It's crazy how much money I have spend. I really hate to go shopping here...okay not really hate but the prices are higher than in Estonia...
I should get a prize for being the worst blogger ever XD Okey, I'm exaggerating, but I have been slacking off for... 2 weeks and 4 day, shameful.
So, I'll pick where I left off - the class wedding.
To be completely honest, I'm not so impressed with the wedding. I think the bridal shower was sooo much funner than the actual wedding.
The wedding ceremony was hilarious, not the traditional one. The priest was just the right choice. Since I was the maid of honor I'm on every ceremonial picture :S It's awful, my every expression is on display XDD So, some of the pictures for it (the pictures aren't in chronological order)
The groom reading the vows. They were the only couple who had written their vows. The other bride was winging it and the groom was repeating the priest's words - that was the most hilarious part of the ceremony XDD. And do you see my face? I hce no idea what I was thinking XDDD
I know what's wrong with me here - the ring, his putting on her finger was weird orange plastic one but it did match with the ribbon around her waist ^.^
And the final words form the priestl. Yes, he is the one with the longest hair XDD
XDDD
And the kitchen staff :)
Of course the cake ^.^
With Marks on the left and with TT on the right :)
Yeah, I'm missing heels XDD
After came the eating part. We ate the salad and other delicious things that we made that morning. Oh, and I forgot to tell you guys, that on that Fiday (February 24th) was the Estonian Independence day ^.^ Got up early, went to the parade, wore an awful hat and held balloons.
Swiped the picture from Yuki's blog ^.^ - look like a nigga XD
That day, I felt like Estonian. And to be honest really proud but kind of teary. I don't know why though XDD But yeah, it was the first time I took part in that parade :)
Anyways, the wedding. The games that we played there were fun and but after those everyone went to their own corner all around the house and formed little groups. That bothered me the most and one of the reasons I think that bridal shower was better. There we partied more together had nice clean fun ^.^
On the last day of Feburay I had a mock exam in Estonian. OH DEAR! On the question part I did really good but on the essay...let's just say I hacve had better ones XDD But I PASSED THE EXAM XDDD To be honest, with Estonian exam I have always had very small expectation, so passing is a big victory for me ^.^
After 6 hours at the exam, I met up with MS and we went ice-skating and basically walked all around Viljandi. We made up, talked about love and just caught up. We don't see each other that often, so there is always a lot to talk about ^.^
That weekend was...fast, I think is the right word :D But I'm leaving it for another post XDD Sorry, guys ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I love that guy's voice who starts to sing at 0:48.
It's like, when I had eye surgery (a minor one, thank god) the doctor said that this day forward I should avoid lifting heavy stuff. But how heavy is heavy? It's like where is the border line when light ends and heavy begins. And the same thing with long. Today's physics lesson we learned that something reaches to Earth after a long time. But how long is long? To a three year old 3 years seem like a very long time, to me it just vanished in seconds. But 18 years seems long to me but it's NOTHING compared to Sun's age (it's was like 4,7 billion years or something like that XD)
And another thing. I really don't like astronomy. To me it sounds like a load of crap (sorry for my expression) but that is just how I feel about it. Yeah, I know a lot of things about it since we are learning it in physics class but still. How can you know that Mars weighs x kg or Sun's temperature in the core is 16 million degrees? No man cant get to the Sun or really can't put Mars on a scale. It's all assumptions. Well, I am one of those people who believe it when they see it, so yeah, that's the main reason physics isn't my favourite at the moment.
Wanna see something grouse? (at least in my opinion XD)
It's my hand when I'm pretend writing,,well my hand actually is like that when I type in an angle (?). It looks grouse and feels even worse. It's ÜBER creepy.
Tomorrow there will be shortened lessons. JACKPOT!~ but then again tomorrow is a test in Music class - music seminar, as my teacher calls it. And there are like most known choir songs and one of the author's songs I get mixed up.
This is one of the hardest songs to memorize, like seriously. The author has a similar song called "Enne ja nüüd" but I couldn't locate it so I pray to God that it isn't in tomorrows test. In addition to tomorrow, I have 2 Estonian tests on Thursday + getting my picture taken for some....I'm not sure for what, but it's a group/class photo, so I think I'll survive >^.^< The picture thou, the tests are a suicide, both of them. One has extra strict grading and the other is made by my dear teacher. HELP! But to all your foreigners who have chose to study Estonian - it's not that bad but just MY "dear" teacher makes our lives difficult.
But okay, I have to go to bed now. Another night, another school day, another head ache - looking forward to XDD NOT! Only 37 days before another and unfortunately last high school holiday :(
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. They are cute >^.^< and I can say it without being a child molester - I did some stalking XDD
"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. Pretty badly too."
"What happened, my child?"
"I have neglected my blog and let down my readers"
I am really sorry for not writing for so long. I have n+1 reasons to do so but none of them seem good enough to excuse me from not writing.
Don't know where to start XD - amd she is watching MusicMondays, shame on her!-
Oh, I found my camera...but then I broke it...and then bought a new one XD
My new baby! The old one was pretty similar. Also Olympus ^.^
Anyways, school is a blast! XD Okay not really a blast but it's not that bad :)
Social studies is good, I still like that lesson because it is interesting and explains more about things that are going on around me. I had a first test there, which I got 5- because I didn't use the right wording, and also wrote a first essay, and probably my last, and the bad news is that I have to give that essay to my Estonian teacher too -.- And speaking of Estonian I have gotten better by the day. I got a perfect score on the last test -ego boost- and the teacher wrote "Finally!" on my test, true story XD But I wrote a real essay to her and I got ...
English is so lay back but today I made a for and against essay and I think I did a good job. And tomorrow there is another test but I will pass it. I seem to have such an ego but the English teacher really does it too easy for me. What else? Math, I went to a competition in it. Was 9th. I'm happy with that place. I mean 9th in the whole county. It's not that bad, right?
My health hasn't been that good. Had migraine attacks and a horrible back pain (still have it) but other than that I'm good. Nothing too bad, at least I can live, move around and a little pain can't stop me but because of those headaches I had to stay home.
I actually made a vblog 2 week ago XD But now I finally edited it ^.^
(THE VIDEOS SHOULD BE NOW WATCHABLE!)
I like editing videos. It's fun in my opinion. I wouldn't make it as a work since I'm not really made for only sit behind the computer but it is fun to do occasionally ^.^
So, the video was made the day when I was home sick with the migraine. That week I also met up with LO and MAÜ and we had a great time. I will take about it later because MAÜ hasn't shared the picks and I would really like to add some :)
This weekend my mom turned 45. Happy birthday to her, again! In the morning I and my dad went to her bed and sand happy birthday. In a way it was sweet but it was spiced up with a little humor. I mean, the birthday present itself is was a wok-pan and in a way we like went to woke her up so she could cook for us XDD But she loved the surprise ^.^
Man, I'm so tired at the moment XD
Oh, I and Yuki have a little surprise for you but I'm not going to tell you about it because I would just ruin it. I need some time to finish it XD.
Now, my fave song of the last few days. SOOOO ADDICTIVE!
I still haven't found my camera but I haven't really looked for it either. And my room is still awfully messy. And I haven't started with my Art History yet - I know I'm lazy but I think in some point it has nothing to do with my laziness. Like during the week I have no extra time - I'm a senior! What do you want from me XDD Like for tomorrow - social study test, word test in English and I have to make a song for music class. YAY!
So, last week was actually the first week back to school so mu first thought - OH MY GOD!
And the first day was so-so. Okay, I didn't get any bad grades and had to suffer in only one Estonian lesson but I was tired as hell. Like the night before I only slept for 3 hours but to my own surprise I got up at 6AM with no problem, even had time to spare and ever since that day I have woke up a little too late XDD But around the second social studies and the first English I started to feel sleepy and to be honest I have had sleep problems ever since then. On Monday I finally got on the ice, with ice skates XDD I didn't fall, thank god, but my feet did hurt. What do you want from me? XD It was the first time since last year.
Usually, Tuesdays are Estonian free days but no during last week. My sneaky Estonian teacher went to class teacher, crying that she will lost 2 Estonian lessons and got three -.- nice huh? The class teacher herself says that we need them and of course they aren't bad but still, 3 lessons + 5 that is according to the timetable = insane Natsu. Estonian is just too much pressure. But I had kind of a nice talk with my Estonian teacher. I think that she so to say sinked to my level really helped. She sat on the table XD like me, so it was somehow easier to talk to her. So, I did tell her more freely about my worries and such. She was quite helpful too and now I'm not as afraid as I was before going to her lessons but I'm still terrified about that essay though. Don't want to get another bad grade :/
I really like social studies, I have to say. It's rather interesting lesson and although it talks about everyday life, I still get to know a lot and learn to understand things better. And since I dream of starting my own company one day, this lesson makes me understand thing better (AGAIN XD) Although, I descirbe it as an awesome lesson, I almost fell asleep during last week's (& also today XD) lessons XD It's just that when you haven't slept much and she turns off the light's to see better the screen, It's hard to keep the eyes open XDD Now, I'm contemplating whether I should take the social studies exam or not. I already have 5 exams, so it would be an extra one (In Estonain school pupils have to do Estonian exam + 4 other and 2 of those other have to be national exams other 2 can be school exams or you can make all of them national and the student has to choose on his/her own). So, I could cope with them all since one of them is my research. I think I would discuss this with my class teacher. She will help me to decide.
Hahaha, on Tuesday, I was only the last 5 minutes in the music class. Why? Because before that I had Estonian lesson, after that I had a that little talk with her and after that the class teacher slash math teacher asked me to see her after I was finished. I didn't heard the bell so I did went to see her and talked minutes about Teaduskool (the last task was a real b*tch, like seriously, hated it! who comes up with these things!) and after that I simply waltzed into the music class and everyone was staring of course and sat down, I literally got to be there for several minutes before the teacher said that we can go home.
FAIL!
The best day that I remember is definitely Friday. Why? Because Yuki came to visit. I was so happy to see her ^.^
And what did we do? Nothing much XD But I got to see her, talk to her and then we went for a nap XD Oh, we TRIED to watch a movie but we chatted most of the tim. Like -press paus- and then she... -press play- few seconds pass -press paus- and then he.... -press play- and so on and so forth XD and then we desided to just go to bed because I saw how Yuki's eyes kept closing and I was also tired from lack of sleep. After pushing the wake-up time forward and forward, we took a little walk and send her off to the bus.
Saturday=lazy day. I just laid around and watched Grey, played Sims and just chilled.
But on Sunday I went to Yuki's place. You can't imagine the joy when I saw Yuki's talk jumping around and bringing me the ball. I felt like crying for happiness ^.^ Anyways, Yuki had an eventful Saturday, unlike me, so she had a lot to talk and we were terrorized by a little black dog an evil one to. We were just discussing our things when a barking dog ran to us. Thank god, I didn't wear skin-tight jeans that day, the little home protector grabbed my leg with his sharp teeth. So we stood there a little terrified and waited until the doggy lost interest and disappeared from the sight and then? WE BOLTED. We ran until we couldn't see the house or the dog and then walked and kept talking. And guess he followed up and came again. We still stood there, ignored the barker and when he left we just kept going. And we never saw him again XDD. After our walk, we watched "Spirited Away"
And what do I think of the movie? It was definitely something. Surely, not boring. I think I can't say it was terrific because the love line was...well let me explain. There was a little girl, right and a little boy okay? Well, not really a little boy but a spirit really and there was a big love between them. The girl was too young for that. She looked like 10 or 12 years old, so she can't know about love. So, that was a little drawback for me but Yuki saw a tragedy in it. So, maybe I'm just too idiot to realize it XDD
In the evening I made pizza:
Mom: Great!
Dad: -two thumbs up-
Yuki: Edible
And Natsu, well she can't criticize, she made it but I think it's tasty ^.^ I could eat it more if I could. I'm having problems eating again, I have to confess. It's like, I know I have to eat - my common sense knows it, my tummy knows it and everybody else except my mind. It's like it thinks that if you can't sleep you can't eat. Confusing I know but I am trying my best to get everything back into shape, I promise ^.^
And on Monday...almost fell asleep during social studies, worked hard in English, payed attention in Estonian and finally understood Math (twisted part we are learning now) but the best lesson had to be PE. We skated again. We had a kind of a figure skater there and she showed more challenging exercises which some I totally rocked and others were so-so but the best thing she did was that she finally taught me how to rise my left leg XD Sounds so awkward but let me explain: We all have a foot that a foot that we lean on, mine is my left one, so when we do this cross step (not sure about the right name, though) I tent to put my leg back down really fast because I'm afraid to fall and unfortunately that leads me to almost trip myself. So, what she did was that she guided me step by step how to trust my right one more and it indeed worked. I'm so proud of myself and thankful to the figure skater ^.^
I think it's a very nice way to finish this post. Boring one right XD? But I have couple of test for tomorrow, so wish me luck and sweet dreams to me ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The figure skater totally reminded me of Erica Hahn from Grey's Anatomy and she totally held my hand XDD
So, I went there and got more confused and then got everything cleared out. One of the foreign universities I watched was Birmingham but I'm not sure if I'm going to go there. I'll probably stick with the original plan, Finland and then Tartu. Although, I didn't make any life-changing decisions I had fun on my trip.
So, I went by bus to Tallinn alone on Thursday. I was suppose to go with MAÜ but she went on an earlier train. I actually joined the alone trip, one of the reasons I pushed her to go with the train. I listened to the music in peace and I started with a new book. I'll tell you about it later. Anyways, my little cousin picked me up and we went to Hesburger to eat a little. I bought a vanilla milkshake and a cheeseburger. I love milkshake! (how many times I have told that XDD) And we went to a bookstore because I wanted. Oh, I like bookstores and that one in Tallinn...It was heaven. If I could I would move there. And I also like libraries but I just don't have time to go there. But my cousin isn't that into libraries, so after a little trip to a jewelry store and then back to her place. There I read a Justin Bieber's book. Forgive me father I made a sin! I could only read the into but it was torture itself. He is so..so..yeah, I'm just going to leave it at that + there was a lot of pictures of him. And the whole room was a hell whole - BIEBER everywhere and I'm SERIOUSLY glad she didn't find a CD to play. As you can tell Bieber isn't my favorite. But we did compose a little story for her English class. It was something like this:
There was a man in the jungle who got hungry and took out a sandwich. He took the first bite when a monkey grab it. The man run away near the water. Tipped his toes into in and took out another sandwich. Then came an elephant who startled at first and then snatched away the mans sandwich. His stomach was grumbling and he ran away. He sat under a tree. He look to the left and right to make sure that he was alone. He carefully took out the sandwich but then a lion came and ate him. THE END!
Okay, it was a lot funnier that night but when you have a good time everything seems fun XDD That night I had a good night's sleep and they were so thoughtful that they let me sleep as long as I wanted. What I was a little terrified about was that I was left alone in the apartment. Well, I could steal since they know where I live but that wasn't the point. I was afraid that I'll leave some light on or appliances. But luckily I didn't, YAY! I took two buses to get to Teeviit that day. I hate the traffic in Tallinn. It's clearly a madness. In Viljandi, I take one from A to B but in there it's like A to C to D to B if you are lucky. But I got there safe, so I survived. On Teeviit the first thing they talked to me about was pension. YAY! I must have looked really old. So, I told the man that I was too young. Then me and LO went to tents forward when a man from driver's ed came to us and asked if we have our driving license. This time LO said that we are too young XD LO is great asking questions me on the other hand need time but I connected really well with the University of Tartu's chick. And the guy for Pärnu was REALLY tall. I literally leaned back to not strain my neck. I bet that he was definitely over 190 XDD MP is like 183 but with her it's not so hard to look at. And, oh, he was a cook XD It seemed. . . strange. And yeah, the highlights ^.^
After I, MAÜ and LO went to a pizza&pasta place to eat and it was DELICIOUS. I shared the pizza with LO - it was a little to big for me alone. Then we went to McDonald's because I had to have a McFlurry XD And it was überdelicious - with Daim of course - and we just discussed our futures and gossiped a little. Three girls so what do you want from us XDD But later I met up with cousin and we went to a 5D movie. Yeah, a little shock for me because I haven't even seen the 3D XD but it was still awesome. Although towards the end I started to wish that it was over. I hated that the characters were all up in my face, like no personal space + when the rats came I could feel then touching my legs which was grouse and the best part had to be when the dog drooled and it was all in my face. But yeah, actually it was just a cartoon but my heart probably stopped couple of times when there was an arrow heading towards me XD
Oh, before the movie and after it I was forced to be in the same room with my cousin's BF. Yeah, not really I wanted but it seemed the boy was more uncomfortable than me. And he was like really tanned, had really dark eyes, then he stood up all the time, heard him talk only 3 times and in hushed tones and he like constantly stared with blank face. Towards the end he smiled, HALLELUJAH, when I and my cousin were fooling around. Oh, and the most disgusting thin he "said" (said by using my cousin as a mouth piece) that he would break up with her when she would cheat her with another girl (I think he thought about me!) IUUUUU, I mean come on, she is my cousin!!! And my cousin wasn't much better. He kept sliding his hand on her knee and pressed his fingers together. And what did my cousin said: "Stop doing that! Do it to Natsu!" We were both like WHAT THE F*CK! XDD Yeah, some people just doesn't get it.
Later I met up with LO at the bus station and we drove back to Viljandi - chatting all the time. It's so easy to talk to her. I feel like I can trust her fully and we found some similarities in our lives.
When I got home the house was empty. Not that I mind being home alone but usually during 9PM everybody is at home. It turned out that my overprotective dad had gone to Aegviidu. Overprotecting because he asked me about 10 times if I had took along my pepper spray. He hates Tallinn and I think big cities in general. He also asked me to put the money in 7 different places which caused a little hick-up later but everything was settled. My mom was still at work at that time and arrived home a little after 10PM. Oh, on Tuesday he arrived home exactly on 4PM when her work suppose to finish. I and my dad were both like: "Why are you home so early?" and she wondered why we were so surprised. I mean come on, it has NEVER happened when she comes home early or on time. She is a workaholic. We all know it except her ^.^
On Saturday, I talked to KL that morning. Since I have been so busy with school I have waited really long to write him, I answered to his question and it came out as at least 4 hour talk. Short to say, he is as sleepless and busy as me. We discussed the future plans. I like talking to him ^.^ He gets me ^.^ And I think I'm sending him and Eddy a Christmas package. Actually, I have a list of people I want to make a Christmas surprise ^.^ Except that little plan, it doesn't feel like Christmas is coming. You can even see it in my house which isn't decorated at all. To be honest I'm not really in the mood and I don't have the time either. Today, I can breathe a little, that's why I'm writing ^.^
Plus, I wanted to share with you a song. Probably to Yuki this song isn't her fave becuse there are only three people singing it and two of them she dislikes ^.^
And there is also another song I get high on:Trou a a a ble! Trouble! Trou! Trouble Maker! But I'll probably add this to another post because usually add only one song (except for reviews) but I have to say that even my mom digs the Troublemaker XDD I had it on repeat when I was playing Need For Speed in the living room and she said that the song was pretty good. And it is very addictive XDD
I have to say - today was the first lesson of Estonian where I didn't feel bad about myself. To be honest, Estonian lessons depress me but today I understood everything, talked to her about the homework and generally understood what the hell they were talking about XD and it felt great! During the time I was constantly sick I developed a gap in that subject so yeah, I felt kind of like a loser in that class XDD
And that reminds me that I have to do some soul searching. I need to know who Natsumi is? To decide what Natsumi wants because she gets confused and why am I talking about myself in a third person again? XD I really have to work on that. In real life I don't do that so much but in here is kind of tend to XD
Oh, I almost forgot. I wanted to tell you about the book I'm reading these past few weeks now. It is called "Blood ties book one: The Turning" by Jennifer Armintrout.
And yes it's another vampire book but nothing like Twilight series. This one is more exciting and a little more pervy. Not much but a little XDD Basically the main character is Carrie who got turned into a vampire and then there is Nathan, or Nolen or what ever his name is, who is also a vampire slash vampire hunter. The chick is rather horny - I just had to say that XD I mean, there was this place where a kid got hurt, basically he had a hole in his head or something, and Carrie only could think about the fact that Nathan was only wearing a towel. Yeah, from the description he seems incredibly sexy, I get that, but OH COME ON! Basically every ten minutes there is a face palm XD Oh, and who could forget Cyrus, the pervyest one of them all. He literally got an erection after seeing, and smelling, Carrie the second time (the first was when he turned her). You probably now think I'm reading some pervy sex novel - NOT AT ALL but after Korea I have started noticing these things XD There is a lot more action going on there but I am quite in the beginning so no big fights YET! Basically Carries had two weeks to decide whether she wants to join the movement that Nathan is in, which kills vampires, or goes with Cyrus, who she has blood ties with and get killed by Nathan. But all that was messed up by Dahlia,witch, who did something to Nathan, THAT BITCH!, and now Carrie basically got an antidote and in exchange she has to stay with Cyrus the rest of her life, which is long when Nathan doesn't kill her. And I haven't got farther than that. So, I don't know if Nathan is going to live, which I think he is, and then what happens next. I am really curious about Nathan's past and I told that girls that there is a really hot guy in that book and they started to look for a picture and I had to say that it's only written in the text but TT was interested in the book when I showed the first description of him - she wrote the title in her phone XDD
Oh, and the best sentence that my hot Nathan has said:
"I have skillful hands!"
Hahaha, really trying to think straight XDD But he has a really complexed personality I have to say and I really want to know more about him. He's has black hair, board shoulders and a flat muscular tummy as the chick said. And he is tall ^.^
So, yeah, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow is still a school day :)
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Mom is so sweet. When her daughter doesn't get something she cuts out a cube to show me ^.^
Okay, I have to bitch a little but only two things:
1. At the moment in Estonia - it's so ridiculous. I go to school when it's dark and also go home in the dark. Like, what the hell!? Yeah, I know more to December 25th the darker it gets and after it's get lighter each day. Not that I'm against darkness or something but during school days it is annoying. It makes me feel so much more tired when I go home in the dark and also it feels like school day is forever. Well, it kind of is. I have around 8 lessons every day, so I get home at 4PM or such. But still!
2. Like last week I my toes were icy all the time WHEN I WAS INSIDE THE HOUSE. Like when I have home sick, I wore like a T-shirt, PJ-pants, a night gown and a really big blouse on top of it all and I was still freezing - had to grab a blanket. And you know what they did yesterday?!? They turned up the heat to the bottom. Last night there was like 30 degrees inside. ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME!?! There is seriously lack of air and we cannot really open the windows much because as you know I'm sick and my dad has a fever too, so basically 2/3 of my family is sick or something. And this morning when I was outside and came in for a bit. When, I opened the door it felt like sauna. There was like puff or heat or something. The landlord is obviously and idiot. I mean, who does that?!?! His or her little stunts costs up + the heating bills aren't very smally (DAMN YOU CENTRAL HEATING!)
Good to get those things out of my chest. Sorry for the bad words ^.^
Spent a lot of money on food and drink BUT it was all worth it.
Yuki came to town today and right after she step out of the bus we headed to Statoil to buy hot chocolate but we also took a hot dog because I knew Yuki would hardly eat anything that morning. She has a very bad beginning, let's just say. The hot chocolate that Yuki recommended was D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S! I want to buy that again and again and again and you know what comes next - bankruptcy XD So, for one in a while it's okay ^.^
Then we bought some childhood treats like bubble gum, a lollipop, chips and "Mõnus maius" (This is a really nourishing and sweet bite with plenty of toffee and crunchy corn balls - took it from the production company XD). Let's just say our jaws hurt from chewing all that bubble gum but it was worth it ^.^
So, although the day got kind of expensive, I had a lot of fun ^.^ We laughed, talked and watched a movie. This time it was "Underworld:Evolution" - love Underworld movies, they both are so awesome and I can't wait for the third one and I'm really looking forward to the fourth one which comes out in January T.T
Am I too boring or talk too much but Yuki slept when she got a chance XD It was during the movie. And we also scared each other a bit, neither of them were actually intentional but maybe Yuki really wanted to scare me -suspicious- Anywayz XD When somebody rang the doorbell, Yuki slipped out of my room to bathroom and I wasn't aware of that, and when I finally got rid of the annoying guest, she creped out from the corner and I jumped. Nut with Yuki it was more hilarious XD Yuki went to the bathroom after the movie (AGAIN XD) and I also needed to go, so I hung out in my room but soon quietly walked out and when I reached to the door Yuki opened and shrieked out loud XD Man, it was hilarious (sorry Yuki XD).
So, I had a fun day ^.^ But now, homework for me!
Oh but my morning? Spend hours getting myself ready XD Usually I don't take long to get ready but let's just say I took my time. After shower I tended my face, took my time to do my make-up but the most time took my hair. I don't have a lot of hair but today I took a really good care of it. I added conditioner - I have two different: one for my roots and one to another hair - and also added heat protection+straightening spray, which is actually 2in1, but I didn't add hairspray which I kind of regret because now I'm wavy :/ but it could have gone worse but the straightening spray helped ^.^ Natsu recommends XD
So, it's Schwarzkopf's Got2b Straight On, which is protecting straightening spray. It's suppose to straighten, smooth and hold and protect up to 200 degrees. And I can honestly say that it does all those things because I'm not payed to day nice things XD I have used half of it and I don't regret although if you put too much on the same place hair gets tacky but other than that - 2 THUMBS UP!
Some time in the morning, I was thinking what to do with my bangs. I have grown them out and I'm not planning to cut again, so they are abnormally long but not long enough to push behind the ears. I would say, thank you Youtube! I found this Gyaru girl who shows how to do curl side bangs.
And no, I'm not planning on becoming a Gyaru girl myself. Although Yuki told me today that I'm turning into them just because I bought a BB Cream. Really, I'm not planning on follow Gyaru style and I have couple of reason:
1. I'm not cute enough - and that's one of the biggest reasons because when I see those girls they are like overly kawaii and stuff and I'm not one of those kinds (at least I think I'm not ^.^).
2. I don't have Gyaru style clothes - maybe I can find some in my wardrobe but most of the clothes that those girls wear are soft pink and overly girly and I have closet full of pants and sweatshirts XD
3. It's expensive - they wear fake eyelashes, animal lenses + if I want to follow that style I have to change my entire wardrobe. Get the picture!? XD And there is also hair extensions - to be totally honest I have though of hair extensions XD All my life I have wanted really long hair but my hair always get to a point where they don't go on, so I have though about those clip on extensions which I can take off whenever I want + I don't have to wash them + I don't have to pay to the hairdresser to get them tended or placed on ^.^ But I'm not so sure if I buy them.
So, I'll add a song here which has been stuck in my head all day. CURSE YOU, YUKI! Haha, I'm kidding. I love the song. It's ćalm, smoothing and beautiful. So, arigatou Yuki! ^.^
But, I can't add it because it has already been in my blog couple of posts back, so a much more different song.
I think there was a day where I listened to this song over and over again XD
I have had trouble with the word competition all day long and now I finally learned how to write it, so why not use it as a title.
So, the first things first (weird expression XD), I thought about why I started to write in English, not in my native language, which you all know is Estonian. Well, I came up with couple of reasons
1. I'm not great in my native tone - yeah, I can speak it QUITE good but I'm bad at spelling.
2. It's a good opportunity to practice my English - I also write a lot to my e-mail penpals and also some other foreigners.
3. Which brings me to the last reason I came up with, also my foreign friends can read it ^.^ and, oh come on, how many of people can understand Estonian? Not many. I think it might be even more productive to write in Finnish, which I'm clearly unable to do XD
Talking about Finnish, I got some CD's from my beautiful cousin and on those CD there are Finnish lessons for novices, which I clearly am. Not all are brilliant in languages like Yuki is. I mean she knows more Korean than I do, although I'm the one who is officially studying it. I kind of envy her ability to pick up languages. Okay, I know English and in school MAYBE someone envies my English abilities (probably not) but it's like the only foreign language I admit to know. I always say that I have leaned German but never I can speak German because I know I can't XD
And, now for some pictures!
So, two of outfits for the fall. Okay, I prefer autumn more ^-^
Yeah, mainly leather jacket and, oh, I love those boots - they look great, are super comfortable and I can walk in a puddle and my feet will be try XD Not that I walk from puddle to puddle, haha, but you get the picture. But when the winter comes I can't wear them that open and I have to get myself wool socks ^-^
And speaking of fashion, I have a mutli-tasking scarf ^.^
(one of the few good pictures of me XD)
Okay, so yeah, the competition part. I took part in a math competition and you know what's the bad about is that I did great & no, I didn't do any mistakes in that last sentence because if I win, which probably happens, then I would be sent to another competition then another, then another and then comes the physics competitions. I have to attend there too, the teacher already warned me. I have him a deadly stare - she said in front of the class "don't glare at me. It could kill me!" XD
Now, some make-up and no, I'm not adding some tutorials but I will add a picture ^.^
Comments on the picture, so no extra needed. Moving forward!
And something more extreme XD Yeah, I look like a clown but I really like the skin though. It's clear and white. And the lips look nice too but, yeah, the eyes XD Let's just say when I'm bored I try on make-up and sometimes it's not really..something that I can go out with XD
And something more presentable. There is a pinkish makeup here. The make-up is probably something similar to the green make-up.
Oh, I haven't told you the biggest news - my biology teacher is a homophobic. Yay! It came up in a lesson when she didn't get over the fact that a gay couple wanted a child and there was a woman kind enough to give a birth to one. It was totally clinical and stuff. And I don't know how the conversation continued but the juicier parts were that being gay is a curable disease and they want the right to marry in order to show themselves. Yeah, I'm not going to comment on that but let's just say I was totally "agreeing" with her. Especially I "love" that disease part.
Meet my current phone! & I love it! When I got as an exchange phone because my regular phone went to repair, I felt like I didn't want my old phone back. But when I go to think of it, I can't really do that. I have too many personal stuff in there - especially notes. Oh, BTW, my real phone is Nokia 5530 Xpress music.
Well, that's it for tonight. So, lastly a picture made by Yuki or my finger. This ring is on the middle finger. I think it's a great picture. Good job, Yuki! ^-^
I wish there was this machine that writes one's thoughts to a computer screen. I have wished for that little thingy for a really long time now. Why?
1. There would be more posts on this blog.
2. My n+1 novels would be finished by now.
3. I would have done more with my life by now. Because I sometimes have really good thoughts going through my mind. And my thoughts really jump from one place to another, so that little (perhaps brilliant) idea I had two seconds ago will be forgotten.
So yeah, and another thing.
Have you ever felt that 24 hours a day is clearly not enough?
I have had that feeling for over a week now.
I spend ~6 hours a day in school + I have to study for tests + read books for Literature class + do everyday homework + be involved in Oriflame (which recently have been a real confident boost) + write my blog and to top all of that I have to sleep 8 hours of day (& eat and do other human stuff)
AND I have friends to write to or see + mangas to read + animes to watch + Korean language + penpals + projects
And how on earth I have time to do all this? The answer is simple - I don't.
I love writing this blog. I get to express myself, share what I have discovered and after years I can read where I have been and what has happened. I have a terrible memory and sometimes Yuki tells me stuff that I don't even remember doing...
So yeah, I'm home sick today (AGAIN) and I have to get things in order. And I promise that blog is in my priority list and I will continue with my weekdays.
As for now, I have clean, then do homework and read Literature book.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Did you know that I dyed my hair black and people have dived into two - those who love the change and those who hate it - there is no in between XDD
Well, I haven't written for a really long time, haven't I?
And today I won't be writing much either XD I have been busy and perhaps a bit lazy too. So, I thought about putting up a picture for you guys - a little teaser ^^
Let's just say I have taken a few notes, so I wouldn't forget what I have been up to for these two weeks and there has been a lot ^^
So, Oyasumi for tonight (I have been watching a Japanese anime all day XD) and a little song for you guys. It has been haunting me all day long ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I hate goosebumps + I have an English test tomorrow and I haven't studied for it. Good luck to me XD
Did you miss me? Did you miss me? Of course you did! XD
Anyways, heya, It's Natsumi and now she is an official 12th grader aka SENIOR!
I would say that this was my first WEEK at school but unfortunately it wasn't like that.
September 5th
Week begun with Natsumi making a public performance thanks to somebody. Sometimes I really hate KR, like on Monday, but sometimes she is pretty useful too (I'll tell you about that later). On Monday, I hated her.
When I woke up, I didn't remember anything on that little performance but LUCKILY I looked at my diary, and there stood that I had to do a report on foreign news. Yeah, in my history class there is a custom that according to the list two people do a little overview on news outside and inside Estonia. Since KR made a "friendly" suggestion that we should start this year in the bottom, then I had to a report.
I'm not exactly the last on the list but yeah...
I made a choice on changing my last name. When my mom married with dad, I got to made a choice - whether I wanted to stick with my name or change it. I voted for a change because I think it would be a little awkward when all of my family is V and I'm the only R. My grandpa (from my mother's side) still doesn't know that I changed my name. He wasn't really totally on board with my mom marrying in the first place, so we didn't want to add oil to the fire. But I like my new name (well not that new, I have been wearing for the past 8 years) and it has this German feeling to it ^^
I think there wasn't anything else remarkable on my Monday.
Well, if I would say according to my timetable
History - performance
Math - some theory + exercises
Math - more exercises
Estonian - I think it was the best Estonian lesson ever. We didn't have to do anything XD and teacher just talked for a change which is great in her lessons. The more she talks the less we have to make anything ^^
English - That's a lesson I want to do something because that lady can talk and talk and talk and talk and you get the picture. Don't get me wrong! She is a great teacher but her talk seems to wonder and she moves form one topic to another and we sometimes quite can't catch up. And in her lessons. 5 comes easily...at least for me. In that lesson, I might be teacher's pet.
There was this one time, when I was answering for home reading, when I didn't know anything. I talked a little about the contents but she cut me off because she knew the book ("Pride and Prejudiced") and then she asked for the words, which I didn't know exactly and I got a 5+ XD You know what she said:
"You just need to digest the words and I'm sure you would know them but you have just learned them, so, It's okay."
And I only got 5 lessons that day but I had to hang out in the school's library to wait for my mom, so I did the homework and a little required reading.
After that shopping. I got a new bad which I already love...simply adore XD
Do you like? ^^
And I got some other nesserary stuff for school and I can cross out some items from my huge list too in "Neverland".
Since I got off so early, I went to the library and did a little more research for my research XD (Weird sentence XD). ANYWAYS, a small picture of my workplace. A little messy but...yeah XD
I stayed there for 3 hours when my brain totally shut down. I clearly overdid it but okay, I got a little addition to my research.
September 6th
Another day at the big school house ^^
The best thing about it? IT'S ESTONIAN TEACHER FREEEEEE!!!
And I don't remember what else happened XD
The timetable:
Math - I think some more exercises XD
Physics practice (basically a lesson where we only do excercises but the class is split into half) - of course some excercises.
I forgot to tell you. In the first Physics lessons (which was in Friday) the teacher said something to the boys in my class: "You are grown men (obviously to the BOYS)." Can I laugh?! XD Okay maybe some of them can measure up but most of them....I mean please...
The good news is, or maybe bad for me, HR booked me for the entire yeas AGAIN. I have to sit beside him in Physics class. Last time, last year, he was really angry at me when I sat next to TT in one lesson XD. Anyways, moving on.
Physics practice - some more exercises
Physics - for the whole class. We couldn't get enough for two lessons XD
English - teacher talked to us again
History - wasn't my fave that day. Our team got beat by KR team and that wasn't sweet. She beat us by 4 points, by freaking 4 points. But what you can expect. We have been working together for two and now we work agaist, so yeah, the competition is tougher but we survive.
(That reminds me that, at the moment, Yuki is in military camp. I wounder how she is doing in there. I hope she is having the time of her life ^^)
Class teacher's lesson - basically it's not really a lesson but a meeting. We talk about class stuff there (coming events, decisions we have to make etc) and that lessons usually doesn't happen either.
At home I made a poster for that Geisha book I read during the summer. It was a home assignment in Literature class. It looked like this.
Well, I'm proud of it and Yuki seemed impresses when I showed it to her through webcam. But I have to add, the night I drew it, I was drinking with my mom XD.
Oh, and that night I wanted to find a great background for my iPOd and I found a really GREAT ONE!
HE IS SO HOT! So be jealous because he's mine XD
Oh, and that night I was reading mangas...all night I was reading mangas XD and the most memorable quote was:
A: Are you gay?
B: If necessary!
Classic!
September 7th
That mornig started the hard way - I just couldn't open my eyes. Oh, and that wasn't the worst part of it, TT got sick and I was without a deskmate.
When I got to school, I noticed that TT was missing because usually she is there before me, so I got worried and sent her a text message. She said that wasn't feeling well and stayed home - no wonder, she was kind of sick on Tuesday too but it got worse.
Timetable:
Physics - studied a little something new and then exercises of course but the teacher talked about one for 20 minutes (that half of the lesson in Estonia) XD so we didn't get much done
Before English, I read a little required reading and just chilled.
English - we talked about reported speech and a little something I noticed in the last lesson
English -
I have to excuse my horrible outlook, I look somehow scary too XD
Literature - Luckily I didn't have to present my poster but we talked about KR's all lesson. She choose a Jeremy Clarkson's "For Crying Out Loud!" but still we got a homework about our posters. Had to write a little story on the back.
Somewhere between the English classes, I started to write a letter to the Japanes guy and after each lessons, I tried to continue and wrote a little in the math class to
Math - Japanese letter + exercises
After that lesson, MP asked me to accompany her to the little buffet in our school. When I was standing in the line, something weird happen. Like totally weird.
MP was standing in the line while I was standing few inches away to not be on the others way (I didn't want to buy anything) when I felt that my butt got slapped. In school. By a 2nd grader. THERE ARE A LITTLE HENTAIS IN MY SCHOOL. When I looked back, one of them was pointing at the other, kind of like "he did it!". They could hardly reach for my butt so why they slapped it. I have no words to that incident XD
Well, MP bought lunch and I felt like an anorexic next to her. There she was a full plate in front of her and I had nothing. My side was empty - well there was an iPod but nothing edible wasn't around.
I usually don't eat lunch at school. I just bring along an apple or a sandwich form home and nothing more. My mom gives me lunch money but I just don't want to eat at school.
History - the worst lesson of the day and it was made hell by my "mature" classmate. Everybody got quiet and worked on a paper that history teacher gave us. It was rather difficult to and guess what JJ did.
1. He copied off the girl in front
2. He sprayed some weird aerosole.
3. AND THE WORST PART, he giggled like a little school girl ALL THE TIME
Yeah, the boys in my class are really grown man! Oh, how I tried to ignore it but when he is basically right next to me, how could I. I really felt like punching him, so he would get rid of that freaking grin. And he was like that THE WHOLE LESSON.
And now comes the part where I like KR. She saw that JJ was writing off of him and purposely wrote the wrong answers and then the teacher asked him. OH I GOT TO LAUGH!!!
His answers were so random that teacher frowned and asked somebody else. She is one of those teachers who would never undermine a student.
JJ was like: "Why did you write the wrong answers?"
KR: "To teach you a lesson! So next time, you would do your own work."
That's one of the things that really bothers me about JJ. He hasn't done anything (during those 3 years I have been in the same class as him) and copies of others job. He never studies for anything and cheats and does the minimum.
Actually his deskmate was giggling too but he didn't bother me that much because I know that RP pulls himself together when it's nessesary and I have seen him working hard and trying to study. He has asked for my help many times and I see he tries.
And that was it for that day. After I waited like a loner for my mom again - listening to the music with a blank stare.
That night I read a manga, talked to Yuki and had a walk with my mom. The last one is taking an interest in the yaoi world that's great. She wants to continue with that anime, I showed her in Aegviidu. But there is a catch - I have to write Estonian subtitles or translate everything while watching. And she really wanted to know what that manga was all about which I'm reading at the moment.
September 8th
Sick day.
When I woke up, I had a massive migraine. It was so terrible that I couldn't even open my eyes and I felt so terrible that I could puked. It was simply awful. Somehow, I got to my parents bedroom and told them that I got a huge migraine.
I ended up sleeping there and when I woke up (for the second time that day) I found a wet cloth on my forehead. The feeling was a lot better then but still mom decided to torture me. She wanted to take my temperature. I have hated it ever since I was a kid. I hated siting in a one place and holding a sick under my armpit. I could take in any drug just that I could be stuck with a thermometer. And guess what?! I didn't have temperature. Take that mom! I told you so!
Since mom told me not to use the computer that day, I read mangas for my iPod XD and watched TV.
At 6PM, I drove to my sponsor though. I know it's bad that I didn't go to school but still went there but I made a promise.
Well, there were couple of my classmates, total babes, like seriously.
A: "Oh my god, he looks so hot."
B: "He is even better. A total eye candy."
A: "He is more of your type. I would gladly take him."
B: "Oh my god I would totally go to a ball with him."
A: "Yeah, totally. And I would be like this and he would be like that."
AND SO ON! And what they were watching at?
September 9th
One of the scariest days of my life.
So, a small recap of my day and my legs are REALLY tired.
But unfortunately, the blog don't want to upload that video, so I'll try to put it on toworrow.
When I finally got home, I ate a little and finally answered my Interpal letters. I have waited too long with this. And I was on Twitter and I found a Super Junior live. As you know (or found out just now) Heechul went to the army and let's just say - Super Junior with out Heechul isn't the same. And guess who was the one who took over Heechul's act? See for youself!
I have noticed that Super Junior dances aren't that complicated but the fact that there is about 10 people dancing at the same time, gives it that power. I'm not saying that the dances are lame or anything but they aren't just...well like Shinee "Lucifer" ^^
And that reminds me that I found a super cute picture about Kyuhyun.
Simply adorable. I can't even see Ryeowook next to him ^^
I found another Super Junior video and when I watch it, I can't really help myself for smiling. It's just so silly...next to Mr. Simple of course. And I just have to mention this - while Kyuhyun is dancing there comes a cap in his bangs and that really bothers me XD
And now it's U-Kiss time. They have made their comeback and that's really great but I just can't help myself from criticizing.
1. They all are way to oily.
2. Kiseop has too much bangs and he still reminds me of Edward. Maybe because I kind if miss him...anyways.
3. Why do I feel like a traitor, when I think that AJ looks hot in this video?
But other that those 2.5 bad things, they're comeback is really awesome and I am proud of them. And did I forget to mention I really like "Neverland"? XD
And I really like watching "I Don't Know" lives? They are also so silly and those lives make me feel better, more cheerful ^^
Since, I go to school now and since I have so much to do, I won't wear something exciting every day, so I will choose an outfit of the week.
So, what do you think? I really liked it because it was ÜBER comfortable and that beige this I'm wearing is really soft ^^ I think I wore it on Tuesday.
So yeah, I'm really going to bed now...it's not very late but I'm tired from all that standing around.
