I still haven't found my camera but I haven't really looked for it either. And my room is still awfully messy. And I haven't started with my Art History yet - I know I'm lazy but I think in some point it has nothing to do with my laziness. Like during the week I have no extra time - I'm a senior! What do you want from me XDD Like for tomorrow - social study test, word test in English and I have to make a song for music class. YAY!
So, last week was actually the first week back to school so mu first thought - OH MY GOD!
And the first day was so-so. Okay, I didn't get any bad grades and had to suffer in only one Estonian lesson but I was tired as hell. Like the night before I only slept for 3 hours but to my own surprise I got up at 6AM with no problem, even had time to spare and ever since that day I have woke up a little too late XDD But around the second social studies and the first English I started to feel sleepy and to be honest I have had sleep problems ever since then. On Monday I finally got on the ice, with ice skates XDD I didn't fall, thank god, but my feet did hurt. What do you want from me? XD It was the first time since last year.
Usually, Tuesdays are Estonian free days but no during last week. My sneaky Estonian teacher went to class teacher, crying that she will lost 2 Estonian lessons and got three -.- nice huh? The class teacher herself says that we need them and of course they aren't bad but still, 3 lessons + 5 that is according to the timetable = insane Natsu. Estonian is just too much pressure. But I had kind of a nice talk with my Estonian teacher. I think that she so to say sinked to my level really helped. She sat on the table XD like me, so it was somehow easier to talk to her. So, I did tell her more freely about my worries and such. She was quite helpful too and now I'm not as afraid as I was before going to her lessons but I'm still terrified about that essay though. Don't want to get another bad grade :/
I really like social studies, I have to say. It's rather interesting lesson and although it talks about everyday life, I still get to know a lot and learn to understand things better. And since I dream of starting my own company one day, this lesson makes me understand thing better (AGAIN XD) Although, I descirbe it as an awesome lesson, I almost fell asleep during last week's (& also today XD) lessons XD It's just that when you haven't slept much and she turns off the light's to see better the screen, It's hard to keep the eyes open XDD Now, I'm contemplating whether I should take the social studies exam or not. I already have 5 exams, so it would be an extra one (In Estonain school pupils have to do Estonian exam + 4 other and 2 of those other have to be national exams other 2 can be school exams or you can make all of them national and the student has to choose on his/her own). So, I could cope with them all since one of them is my research. I think I would discuss this with my class teacher. She will help me to decide.
Hahaha, on Tuesday, I was only the last 5 minutes in the music class. Why? Because before that I had Estonian lesson, after that I had a that little talk with her and after that the class teacher slash math teacher asked me to see her after I was finished. I didn't heard the bell so I did went to see her and talked minutes about Teaduskool (the last task was a real b*tch, like seriously, hated it! who comes up with these things!) and after that I simply waltzed into the music class and everyone was staring of course and sat down, I literally got to be there for several minutes before the teacher said that we can go home.
FAIL!
The best day that I remember is definitely Friday. Why? Because Yuki came to visit. I was so happy to see her ^.^
And what did we do? Nothing much XD But I got to see her, talk to her and then we went for a nap XD Oh, we TRIED to watch a movie but we chatted most of the tim. Like -press paus- and then she... -press play- few seconds pass -press paus- and then he.... -press play- and so on and so forth XD and then we desided to just go to bed because I saw how Yuki's eyes kept closing and I was also tired from lack of sleep. After pushing the wake-up time forward and forward, we took a little walk and send her off to the bus.
Saturday=lazy day. I just laid around and watched Grey, played Sims and just chilled.
But on Sunday I went to Yuki's place. You can't imagine the joy when I saw Yuki's talk jumping around and bringing me the ball. I felt like crying for happiness ^.^ Anyways, Yuki had an eventful Saturday, unlike me, so she had a lot to talk and we were terrorized by a little black dog an evil one to. We were just discussing our things when a barking dog ran to us. Thank god, I didn't wear skin-tight jeans that day, the little home protector grabbed my leg with his sharp teeth. So we stood there a little terrified and waited until the doggy lost interest and disappeared from the sight and then? WE BOLTED. We ran until we couldn't see the house or the dog and then walked and kept talking. And guess he followed up and came again. We still stood there, ignored the barker and when he left we just kept going. And we never saw him again XDD. After our walk, we watched "Spirited Away"
And what do I think of the movie? It was definitely something. Surely, not boring. I think I can't say it was terrific because the love line was...well let me explain. There was a little girl, right and a little boy okay? Well, not really a little boy but a spirit really and there was a big love between them. The girl was too young for that. She looked like 10 or 12 years old, so she can't know about love. So, that was a little drawback for me but Yuki saw a tragedy in it. So, maybe I'm just too idiot to realize it XDD
In the evening I made pizza:
Mom: Great!
Dad: -two thumbs up-
Yuki: Edible
And Natsu, well she can't criticize, she made it but I think it's tasty ^.^ I could eat it more if I could. I'm having problems eating again, I have to confess. It's like, I know I have to eat - my common sense knows it, my tummy knows it and everybody else except my mind. It's like it thinks that if you can't sleep you can't eat. Confusing I know but I am trying my best to get everything back into shape, I promise ^.^
And on Monday...almost fell asleep during social studies, worked hard in English, payed attention in Estonian and finally understood Math (twisted part we are learning now) but the best lesson had to be PE. We skated again. We had a kind of a figure skater there and she showed more challenging exercises which some I totally rocked and others were so-so but the best thing she did was that she finally taught me how to rise my left leg XD Sounds so awkward but let me explain: We all have a foot that a foot that we lean on, mine is my left one, so when we do this cross step (not sure about the right name, though) I tent to put my leg back down really fast because I'm afraid to fall and unfortunately that leads me to almost trip myself. So, what she did was that she guided me step by step how to trust my right one more and it indeed worked. I'm so proud of myself and thankful to the figure skater ^.^
I think it's a very nice way to finish this post. Boring one right XD? But I have couple of test for tomorrow, so wish me luck and sweet dreams to me ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The figure skater totally reminded me of Erica Hahn from Grey's Anatomy and she totally held my hand XDD
So, starting off a brand new week, a school week with 8 Estonian lessons. Yay me! But about that later.
How did I spend my last days of freedom? So, as I told you before I was in Tallinn. Here some pictures, for you guys from the same day I went to see Sherlock Holmes.
Something for the fair ^.^
A view of Tallinn's Old Town + the greatest picture ever made XD
I told you there was a blizzard XD suppose to be me and the model of a cousin. Fortunately there is a much better picture of us ^.^
And then our sanctuary during the storm - McDonalds's!!!
And the best latte ever, especially on a cold day ^.^
And they made it look so good that I kind of felt bad about ruining the artwork and putting on the lid but it had to be done :/
At the movies ^.^
Looking at these pictures, we don't looks like we are related XD
So the next day we started out day a little later (almost 5 hours later XD) because the model needed her beauty sleep. We got on the bus where is saw the weirdest boys ever. They sat at the back of the bus and made sex noises until they got off of it. And one of those "hilarious" boys kept saying "I'm not the queer, they are." I was having a laugh -.- We went to the bookstore, where we spent an hour there (sorry cousin ^.^) and then off to Hesburger. Yeah, I was really on junk food diet in Tallinn but surprisingly didn't gain weight XDD Lucky me! ^.^
<- Mine delicious milkshake and chickenburger which I took for the first time. Usually I'm all about double cheeseburger XDD
And cousin's double cheesburger meal with fries and a Sprite ^.^ ->
Yeah, I'm not so photogenic as she is but I didn't tell you the biggest news - I lot my camera :'( I mean, it has to be somewhere around the house but where? I have no idea. I swear there is a black whole in my room somewhere, sucking my stuff in. Well, anyways, later we goofed at the bus stop and took a long bus drive back to do some cooking ^. ^ We made creamy pasta dish. Tasted pretty good ^.^
Thursday had another bus drive back home but before I got to see the needy boyfriend of the model. Yeah, had to woke up at 6AM, yay, and went by bus about an half an hour and there was a wonderful surprise waiting for us, at least for the model. And the bus was late and I got sick on the bus and some guy sat next to me who just couldn't stop coughing. Yeah, the bus ride was a joy. But my dad picked me up and walked me home. I was pretty exhausted, so I thought I should lay down for few minutes but I fell asleep XD Slept two hours before the doctor and somewhere around five went to LO's place, well actually, we met in Selver to get the ingredients for a pie and then headed off to her place. It was nice just to sit and talk and bake a cake which was delicious and I found out that LO tends to be very impatient XD And same goes to my Sunday night. On that day I was with MP. There we made soup but still sat and talked, I braided her hair and went shopping. Seems like nothing much but I think that days like this you can relax. Don't have to think about too much. And somewhere around that day I made an alien head XD
Aww, she is so cute, NOOT XD Anyways, on Saturday I was at MV's place with Yuki. Played Need For Speed with both of them and sucked at it XD Okay, I'm might be overreacting but I am better at the computer, used to it. And I pleyed with the cutest boy in a PS2, Dante.
And also got to play a new Monopoly Deal card game. The first 2 tries, I had to admit defeat but on the h´third try, I totally destroyed them XD And also the next day I played couple of board games - Alias Junior and Estonia Junior. Those games were too easy. On the first game Akria won and the next Yuki did, so yeah not my day ^.^
So yeah, that's how I ended up spending my vacation. Do I regret it? Hell no! Although my dad says that I should have actually rested at home, since I took long bus rides, I think that my winter break was well spent because I got to see all my friends, go to do what I want and didn't spend all the time in the computer (actually hardly any). I do think that I should have gone to the library at least one time but sadly I was too occupied.
The outfit of the week ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm thinking about changing something after the 100th post ^.^
CNY stands for Christmas and New Year's greeting video. It's the same video I promised to post last time. I really hope it will upload this time.
So, I'm spending my first days of 2012 in Tallinn but the New Year's Eve I was with Yuki, like I told you before and it was nice. I got some good food, watched couple of funny and some weird TV shows and saw the fire works. I really love those beautiful things in the sky but I would never spend money on them. It's literally blowing up your money and I would rather donate it to the needy if I happen to have too much money which I really don't. (that reminds me, I have an Oriflame bill to take care of XD) Anyways, the next afternoon I went back home to pack my things AGAIN and then head off to Tallinn. My aunt had an idea that I should go to Tallinn with her to see her daughter and my model of a cousin (who happens to have a REALLY needy boyfriend) and my dear aunt didn't take no for an answer - she offered that she would pay for the ride but eventually my mom said that she could pay for the return because she didn't want to let her sister pay for it all and she got her pay two days before I'll go back home. So, on Sunday night I drove to Tallinn and for my surprise I didn't listen to music all the time. I actually had a really nice talk with my aunt - we talked about school, technology and family. We are not really close, so that's because I was a bit surprised. To be honest, when it comes to my relatives, I don't know most of them. I know my mom's sister's and brother's family and 2 or 3 other faces which my mom has introduced to me. When my grandpa died and there was a small funeral and I didn't know half of the faces there. There was also a talk about family reunion but yeah, I think that no one didn't actually start with that project but I really would like to see my relatives before I'm going to Finland...
Anyways, back to Tallinn. When we finally got to my aunt's place, we found my model of a cousin lying in bed almost dying. Okay, I'm exaggerating, but still. She has a allergy against dogs, cats and other animals with fur and her pappy dear took her in a place where there was a cute kitten and how could she resist -.- BAKA! Anyways, her airways were almost closed, eyes puffy and stuff like that but as for now she is better, THANK GOD!
On Monday, the first place we visited was the hospital. My model of a cousin had a doctors appointment, short to say we all have our demons to fight. When she got long lectures about her condition I called my mom. I asked her to send me some money + I finished my second of Blood Ties already, so I needed the third one but unfortunately on the January 1st the library wasn't opened and I really didn't want to miss it ^.^ So, thank you mommy -angel face-
I think the chick on the cover is suppose to be Carrie, the stupid bitch. But I still want to know what happens to Nathan because the Soul Eater is loose and wants him...I want to know if he'll make it. Nathan is a very tortured soul I must say.
ANYWAYS, after the hospital we went to see the Christmas Fair and I have seen the famous tree which fell once and then the top fell off XDD It was really windy and drizzling so we didn't go on the walk which we planned, so we just ended up going to McDonald's to eat lunch. The food was great, well almost, the fries were too salty, and the latte was delicious and, oh, so warm XDD I was bloody freezing when I got to McDonlad's. I have couple of pictures too but guess what I left the little cord between iPod and computer at home ^.^
Then we went to the movies. Although, because of the drizzle and the wind we got there about two hours early. So, we just put away our clothes and bought the tickets
Then, just wondered around the apartment store. One of those little boutiques was so cool. There were like these home decorating stuff and it was so beautiful. After a while we were just so tired of walking that we patiently sat and wait. Oh, I got the good news. My pacage, which I ordered last November arrived today and now I have to wait to get it because I'm not in Viljandi :'(
Oh but the movie itself, I loved it ^.^ We went to see Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows. It wasn't a typical Sherlock I have to say. At first it deeply disturbed me but later on I just went with it and, I just have to say, I really really like Robert Downey Jr eye's. They are so cute ^.^The movie itself was cool and but the ending was a little expected - short to say, the main character can't really die XD but the rest of it wasn't really that predictable.
After that home and now writing this blog. Well, tomorrow (Tuesday) we will visit the book store -happy dance- and cook a little. But for now...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The bed at my aunts is super soft, like sleeping on a cloud :)
I'm incapable of staying healthy but I think it's because I'm under a lot of stress, so my body is that much weaker + my bad eating habits. So, yes, I'm sick again. This time I have...neuritis between my ribs. Not as fun as it sounds XD It really hurts to breathe + coughing is even more painful. Not that I have a cough, but yesterday I managed to choke on air, so I had to cough and almost died. Nice huh?
*So people please, look out and really button up, so you won't get the same thing that I'm suppering from at the moment. Dress according to the weather. It really will disturb you and since humans need to breath is like constant pain.*
I can only dream about doing something physical but it doesn't excactly get me out of school. I would say thank go because the last time I went to school was...November 7th. So, now when I go to school I have to do a word test in English and a bigger test in Biology. To top it all, I have to talk to my Estonian teacher becaue I got some really nasty grades there. But then again in English I got my questions test 5+ ^.^ And the teacher said that I had the best test in the whole class.
So, except for the "minor" pain and academic fall, I'm doing good. Recently, I have gotten along with my dad very good and I don't argue that much with my mom XD
This Thurday, I get together with MS! I'm so glad, I haven't seen that girl like forever. Not since we got drunk and I went to school with a hangover XD Gooood times, good times XD
There is also a possibility that I can see my beautiful cousin and maybe my other cousins. My uncle's wife has a birthday this Saturday and I might be attending it. It all depends whether she saved me a seat and if my health allows me.
I have watched some movies lately.
Yes, I finally watched the last movies of the world famous Harry Potter. I have to say, I wasn't disappointed. They were pretty awesome but I got a little teary when Dobby died and almost got a heart attack when that snake attacked in the first movie. Jesus, that was scary! And what really weird and kind of pissed me of was when in the middle of a battle somebody starts kissing. OH COME ON! You're in real danger and there is no time for something like that. People in love are simply mad. Simply mad, I tell ya! Oh, and I have to say. The young Snape looks like T without make-up XDD
And another movie I watched recently is "Fast and Furious" - the 4th movie. Actually, I'm watching it as I write this blog entry. From these three movies, I have watched, I like Fast and Furious the most. Vin Disel is awsome ^.^ and also the street racing is extremely thrilling.
Now, I have to get serious and start to think about school again. Oh, dear! The good news is that only tomorrow there will be an Estonian class and that it for me this week ^.^
Oh, I have to say. My Sims died in a fire last night. Rest In Piece, Alaric Jones!
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Were you expecting more morning song? XD
I figured out why me and Yuki get along so well. We umderstand each other completely and we don’t need to chat constantly. Like this Saturday morning (I stayed over last night), we basically both sat on the computer (I behind my laptop and she behind her home computer) and we hardly spoke a word to each other. But I wouldn’t say the atmosphere was awkward or something like that. It was rather relaxed. Except fot the fact that my ribs hurt XD I suspect that Yuki came kicking last night...just kidding. Maybe just the bed, which I was sleeping on, didn’t really suppost sleeping on my stomach like I’m used to at home. Actually I don’t really remember the last time I slept over. And neither does Yuki.
And speaking of Yuki, Friday night, when we were watching „Aristocats“ she kind of freak out when she saw my sleevless hands. Long story short she was absolutely sure that I have lost a lot of weight because my elbows are really bony. And I guess they might be and also my ribs might be sticking out (that would explain the rib ache also) but my tummy doesn’t seem to get the fact that I’m eating less. It’s just as fat as it always has been, at least to me. And if I think about I have started to eat less. Not intentionally of couse but it has just happened. I eat breakfast because I have to take vitamins and then I eat during 5 or 6 PM because I’m just starving and that kind of concludes my eating these days. I think the main reason is that my kitchen is a mess and I don’t really don’t want to go there. My dad is sick so he doesn’t do housework and my moms is busy and I just detest waching the dishes. Seriously! I would rather scrub a toilet. So yeah, if I don’t go to the kitchen then I can’t eat XD How simple is that. Surely, my mom says that I have to force myself but my tummy isn’t crying so what’s the point? And if I look at my hand while typing, I can see my vessels are sticking out and especially the one I can move. Yeah, there is an actual vessel I can move at will. It’s pretty grouse and after a while it makes an uncomfotable.
Speaking of my week. I went to school on Monday and rest of the week I sat home (well except Saturday, that day I sat at Yuki’s). Oh and on Wendsday and Friday I was a babysitter and made some money. I only babysit on kid and she really is a sweet girl but not really big on sharing. Yeah, I would say a little bit spoilt but so am I, so I can’t really judge. I’m also used to get what I want XD Most of the time I have played Sims 3. Love, love, love it ^.^ It is a little more complicated that Sims 2 was but that makes it a little more special. The grafics have change, it has become more challenging especially with the relationships but who cares. The sad thing is that the people get older sooner, or at least it seems to me.
I think I won’t be sharing pics and videos of my Simses but I would add a picture where the Sims has a creepy resemblance to an actual person, Akira’s aqquataince, and a little WTF!?-moment video.
Oh, the reason I could stay long at home like that without getiing into trouble is this. On Tuesday and Wendsday I was offically sick at home. Long story short, my migraines are back. Actually few years ago I got a medical certificate of migraine swings and long time I haven’t had problems with them but seniour year is stressful so yeah, they are back! XD And on Thursday and Friday the most of my class was in Russia, so I didn’t have any lessons what so ever. But next week is a full week so good luck to me! ^.^
Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!
So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD
And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^
So school...
English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionaryand sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD
SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD
English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.
In historyclass everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.
Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.
Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.
So finally I made her this
Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.
So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^
The party...
Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!
(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)
The second party...
Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^
And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^ 1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee. 2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment. 3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean. 4. Folding relaxes me. 5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed. 6. I like to plan. 7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people, 8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking. 9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary. 10. I hate peas. 11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream. 12.I love how "dreadful" sounds. 13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything. 14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes. 15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD" 16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos. 17. I can't sleep with socks on. 18. I find shota disgusting. 19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me. 20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking. 21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down. 22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up. 23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone) 24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking) 25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence. 26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.
Now K-Pop... Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^ Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy. The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!
Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^ So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live
There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD
They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?
ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD
The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper). The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung says "Drop depth!" the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!" and the misheard is "Drop dead!" NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.
And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one
I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...
And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start. Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^ And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him.
Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^
As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?
Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:
1. 2NE1
2. Hyuna (4minute)
3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret
And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think)
Top 25 Most Played
And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^
So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:
1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.
2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.
3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"
4. After School - "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.
But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...
Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM. To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day. *Math *A movie *PE AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much. Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^ But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!
After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD My biggest fail that day:
Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has.. Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino. Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?
Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^
I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^
So, as you can see my writing is as it comes and usually when Yuki is here, I never blog. 죄송합니다!
Anyways, what I have been up to? Hm, well, Yuki was here (obviously XD) and we just had a little one-on-one time ^^ We just hang out and this time didn't include anyone else. We have met up so much over these three months, so I don't know what's going to happen when school starts. We have talked to each other EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have had SOOO much fun too. And I get to meet other people and I think I have changed over this summer. I have more attitude now and I don't mind so much being noticed ^^ I haven't always been that kind of person who dress-ups differently and I would never thought that I would share my life online XD I have always been so-to-say different and usually people don't welcome different. I think, here in Estonia (and maybe somewhere else), people who drink and go to parties and listen to Guetta are considered to be cool and everyone else is...a loser maybe and usually those kind of people don't take the time to get to know those "losers" and they start to label and I hate labeling! In real life I'm the mystery girl (and someone called me actually a vampire XD) and so a lot of people don't know who Natusmi actually is. Well, people in my class know I'm incredibly smart (one of them called me kind-of-genius) and they know that I listen to those rice eaters (I think most of them don't make a diffrence between Korean, Japanese, Chinese etc). They know the last part because I made a recearch about the possibilities of Estonian to learn Korean and I had to defend it in front of the class. And that's it! Is it really what's Natsumi all about?! Well of course there are some wonderful people who I talk more than "What was the homework in math today?" and they know more about me but I'm talking about majority :).
So, what did we do in those three days together when Yuki was here? Well, the first night it was all about Mary Stayed Out all night and shopping. We bought some stuff for Yuki but we started with a breakfast for me and lunch for Yuki. We had two roll and juice and for dessert ICE CREAM!! XD And after that at least 3 hours of shopping. I had fun shopping with Yuki and I enjoy it more than with mom. The last one is SO hung up on money that the first thing that she sees is the price tag and not the product itself. And I hate it. I know that money is important but why do we have to stress about it constantly, like buying clothes. I know that I could get to plain T-shirts for one beautiful one but I like that beautiful one and when I and mom are shopping then our usual conversation is like this.
Me: Oh, this looks great!
Mom: How much does it cost?
Oh, come on! Not everything is about money although it is a necessity. But we got Yuki an amazing pair of converse and a beautiful T-shirt (with butterflies, Soubi's butterflies ^^). Oh, and before that we dyed my hair XD How could I forget about it? XD My hair now is kind of black but since I had highlights before it's little blue and purple too XD. And my outfit of the day. Although It was sunny on that day but my hands are so tanned that I wore a sweater to prevent them turning darker.
After the long time walking for store to store we sat on a park with the statue of the flute player and made couple of pictures. And after that "Mary Stayed Out All Night" until we went to sleep. Oh, wait we did watch "Mary" but before that we went to the beach of Viljandi's lake and just sat there for a while. It was nice! We got to talk about the stuff we have been thinking but really didn't spoke out loud. We could have stayed there longer but it was getting REALLY cold, well the summer is almost over so, NO KIDDING!? XD
The next morning there was some manga reading and a film and we just hanged out but in the evening we made a video which Natsumi wanted to put on her blog BUT we talked so much, over two hours, so that I won't be posting all of it. So there is some editing for me and I promise it will be up somewhere in the future. There is also some elaboration about stuff I have mentioned here and for the first part I think I will post the part where I talked about my penpals ^^
PS. My hair looks awful and the more awful it gets in minutes XD And also this is an example of my terrible English. Enjoy!! XD
Yeah, there is obviously more but I'll save them for other entryies ^^ There was a into in the beginning to (which we did like 3 or 5 times) but I forgot to add it, so for the next time then :).
Today, we didn't do much either. Just went to the city for a while and I send Yuki off around 2PM XD And now I have just hang out on Twitter, waiting for a letter, listened to the music and edited that video. ^^
And, right now, I found an amazing pianist. He calls himself as the Asianpianist and this one right here blew my mind (like in the actual song, "Blow your mind" XD)
Amazing right!?! So, defenitely give him thumbs up! ^^
That "Natsumi's penpals" video is taking forever to upload and that makes YouTube really slow too. And I'm basically just sitting and watching what I have written XD And that letter, I have been
waiting for 2 hours now, still hasn't come. It's the internet. Things should come in the lightning speed.
Anyway, I thought I would add a little playlist here with the songs I'm listening nowadays:
*CN Blue - Arigatou
*Alice Nine - Blue Flame
*Rin & Len - Butterfly On The Right Shoulder
*Beast/B2st - Fiction
*2NE1 - Follow Me
*2NE1 - I Don't Care
*Miyavi - Jibun Kakumei
*MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
*Super Junior - Mr. Simple
*CN Blue - Now or Never
*Super Junior - Superman
*2PM - 10 Out Of 10
*Ayabie - Toys Factory
So, these are my 13 most listened to songs on my iPod now ^^ And that reminds me that I should delete some songs form it - I have like 168 songs in it XD
Okay, I'm off now. Enjoy the playlist I put on and maybe I will write again soon and maybe not. Anyways...
Heya, long time no see! Well, I had an...I would say exciting week but I can hardly call it exciting. It was nice ^^
Well, shall we start then?
On Monday I went to Yuki's place like promised and we watched an anime which we agreed to watch together to the end but guess what?! She finished it without me...oh well, I just have to add it to the list of unseen shows XD And that list is long, wanna see?
Natsumi's list:
*Oh! My Lady - I don't even know what is it about XD
*MBLAQ - Art of Seduction - I have seen some clip about it...I think XD
*2NE1 TV
*MBLAQ - Idol Army
*B2st Idol Maid - It's still in the middle but at least I have started to watch it ^^
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge - again I have seen couple clips and I know what is it about ^^
*Super Junior - Full House
*SUJU Human Body or EHB - I might have finished it but I think I'm stuck in that place when DBSK hoined :D
*And then there is this:
Well, Shinee is in it so it's a must to see it ^^ Moving on...
*Mirakle - I think it was something to do with Super Junior
*Raising Idols
*2PM Wild Bunny
*Shinee Hello Baby - I have started to watch it twice already and never got to the end ^^
*We Are Dating
*Super Adonis (Camp) - AGAIN I think I have watched the beginning but not all the way to the end.
*And then there's this (I would use my Super Korean Translating powers but, I would rather not XD)
*Chef's Kiss - Is still in the middle, I'm at episode 5
*Jedward Let Loose
*MBLAQ - Happy Day With Family
*And now that anime we started watching
*And "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night" is still in the middle
Most of these thing, I have started to watch with Yuki (or at least she was the one to suggest them) but as soon as I get home, I start to deal with other things and...don't get me wrong. I want to watch all of them but I just don't have...I can't push myself to watch them, to take the time and sit in front of the computer to watch.
So, about my trip now.
Tuesday was the longest car drive EVER. The one thing, I hate about traveling the car is that my kegs get sore. I happen to have really long legs so sitting very really doesn't suit me and besides, my bones are a little off. They tend to crack. Like when I stand about 5 minutes in one place and then change the position, there is this cracking sound. And when I move my shoulders back and forth they make that "lovely" voice again. BTW, I hate when people crack their fingers. It's the most DISTURBING sound ever. Well, next to breaking cars (and by that I mean the sound what car's make when their owner's push the break petal.) BTW, I don't know how to drive XD I have never taken driver's ed. I don't have the time and...we could get the money but now it's a very bad time to go. Especially in the summer because my family lives on the teacher's salary. Since they don't work in the summer, they get a sum of money which they have to manage from June to basically September. In October there is the first normal pay. I'm totally falling off the subject, aren't I? ^^
Long story short, when we got to the first destination, which was my summer cottage in Aegviidu (actually it's near Aegviidu but we call it Aegviidu because it the most know destination near there, I think the right name should be Mägede). The great news was that I got my own room ^^. So, I got away from the watchful eye of my grandma. Don't get me wrong! I love her but she is master on pushing my buttons. She needs to run around and over do EVERYTHING we do and after a little while she feel really bad. Well, she is really old but she doesn't get that SHE NEEDS TO TAKE IT EASY!!! Yeah, I'm getting myself worked up again.
Anyways, I took with me two bags. One consisted of my clothes and only my clothes. I have this weird...habit to thing my every day wardrobe. I hate to wear one thing two times in the row. My mom don't like that about me. I don't get the things dirty, so why should I change. I think it's a girl thing maybe. I don't know...moving on. The other one was full on stuff that Natsumi just didn't want to leave behind. I'm a 0, so I got some stuff that I didn't really use. Like straightening iron, I used it once, and not once I opened my workbook or used the hairspray...and I was so stupid that I took with me 2 hairbrushes (one is like a comb and the other one is used when the hair is being blow-dried, I think).
So, me and my two bags went upstairs and stayed there for the most of the day. I got a new idea for a story, so I spend most of my time that day writing it. But after dinner, we decided to go for a walk (I & my mom). To her, it wasn't just walking on a road through the forest but to go mushrooming. I don't know about the rest of the world but in Estonia it's..I think it might be accustom to pick mushrooms. My (and my family's) favourite is the chanterelle or kukeseen (in Estonian). It's delicious when it's fried. Anyways, I'm not so much of a picker as my mom is, so, I met a new friend. He name was Branchy and he lives in the forest. He is an excellent at picking chanterelles. We found 9 mushrooms in one place. Amazing! And who is Branchy? He's a stick I picked up and carried along with me XD What?! XD I was bored. Mushrooming isn't for me. So, anyways, I had to leave Branchy behind. He didn't belong to the human world...and he had a VERY crooked back and he kept hitting my mom. So, yeah, we had to break up...
To more happy thoughts - we got a lot of mushrooms and we made a sauce from them ^^ But before we could do that we had to clean them. OH THE TERROR! I hate it but I have to admit, it was fun sitting with mom on the stairs in front of the house. I got a little information about my dad's past love life and I found out that my grandmother, mom's in-law, isn't very fond of her son's wife...But after the HORRIBLE cleaning we went to browse through mom's closet there and I have to say, I found some cool vintage stuff there. Who would have known?! XD When it comes to clothes, me an my mom NEVER agree with each other but lately she has started to listen to me more when she buys something new or combining ^^ And in the night we watched a Van Damme movie which was on the TV and drank tea and ate biscuits ^^ The movie was called "Maximum Risk".
The night in my new pad wasn't fun. It was freezing in there, so, I curled into a ball and couldn't move a single inch. It was before the morning I found that I had a spare blanket there but to be honest, it really didn't help much. But somehow, I survived the night and didn't got sick either. (At the moment I feel like I'm sick or going to be sick). I probably thought about that new story all night long XD.
After breakfast, I went right back to writing. Sometime, before lunch, Yuki's mom called me. I thought that it was just Yuki herself trying to reach me. It wasn't but, anyways, I got to talk to Yuki. She blabbed about people she started to chat with, read me her blog and we talked about other details. I think that was the highlight of my Wendsday. I just wrote the rest of the day and I started watching soap operas. Oh why? Why god is punishing me? I don't like watching them. They seem to be full of pointless drama which is REALLY over exaggerated. But I got hooked on one of those that my mom watches (she is the reason I saw them in the first place). The only reason I started watching that one was because of the male lead. He's so hot! XD It's one of those German soaps.
The chick kissing him is the other lead and the bad news is that they are happy at the moment but the good news is that soon the chick will find those "beautiful" pictures that David's (the hot guy's) father's fiancée took of them when she put something inside David's drink, then stripped him and then made it look like that they were sleeping together. And if Lena (the blond chick on the picture) believes them, then she's a total IDIOT. They were obviously posed. PLUS when then there's photo evidence then it must be staged. OH COME ON! Who sleeps whit a man and takes pictures during it? She would be too busy screwing him.
Anyways, moving on! That night I wrote the last scene in my new story because I didn't know how to write one particular scene. Yeah, I'm not talking about it XD And after that another cold night.
Thursday morning wasn't so dull as the rest of them. I badly wanted to play badminton XD I haven't played for a while, so yeah, I was very excited about it. I think it was in school, during spring, when I last played it. And I'm not bad at it either. When there is no bugs attacking me, I get a hit to that flying thing (it's not ball isn't it? It can't be! It BARELY resembles to one). Anyway, we played until it started raining. Then we just went back to my room and played rummikub until it was lunch time. Actually we played it every night but I didn't think it was worth mentioning. KL called me (or us) Rummikub-holic(s). Well, I can't quite disagree with him *pouts*. We have played it more and more during this summer. Mainly, it was because my mom had a vacation from both of her jobs.
Okay, this totally falls off the topic but I felt charing it with the world. I like Miyavi! ^^ And at the moment, one of my favourites songs from him started playing.
My mom hates it XD She call is "pointless screaming".But I freaking love it! ^^
Anyways, I was in the middle of my Thursday, weren't I? Well, this is the only lunch I remember because it was delicious. We made cabbage stew. YUMMM!
2 hours before the dinner, I went jogging. It was really nice and I have missed it. Running along the path, breathing that fresh air and enjoying the beautiful scenery. I could have ran for hours but I thought I have to be back soon to help with the dinner, so I ran only for an hour. But later it turned out that mom decided to heat up the leftovers, so the cooking was done minutes before the dinner time. Well, that blows! But I was too lazy to get dressed again, so I went back to the computer and started to play Sims 2 again. I really have gotten far.
On Friday we finally got out of the woods. My summer cottage is in a place where the CLOSEST neighbor is 5KM AWAY. Nice! So, I think I was starting to miss people around me, since I am born and raised in a town.
In the morning during breakfast the men (namely my dad and his brother) were discussing which way was best to go to Leppneeme. And how men talk is a mystery - they both talk about some bridge and they both know exactly what bridge they are talking about BUT THEY DON'T NAME ANY NAMES! It's not like there is one bridge in Estonia. No! There are tons of them, in different shapes and sizes, and if my memory serves me right, there were at least 10 of them on our way too and my dad did get lost but Navigator Natsumi pointed the right way and we were back on the right road. I am good aren't I? XD And my services were paid off too - I got my ice cream which I was dreaming about ever since Monday. Oh, I love ice cream, especially vanilla ^^ And if you make milkshake out of it, then I will love you forever. I just love milkshakes ^^. ANYWAYS, when we finally got were we were heading, I was feeling rather nauseous. On the way they were building this new crossroad and...long story short dad made bunch of U-turn. They just couldn't get the right exit from that madness. Well, after the hellos in front of the house, I finally got inside and guess what?! I got a glass of wine shoved into my hand and since I was new there, I drank it all. And that wasn't enough. After we got to know a little about the woman in the house, we went outside because Natsumi was dying to get to the seaside. Oh, I almost forgot. It was the only morning I took a picture of my outfit.
Not the best picture of me but beggar can't be a chooser. My legs loog great though and my hair is okay but my mom hated the hair because I straightened them that morning and my mom loves my natural curls which I got form my grandma, my mom's mom. I didn't want to document my house wear that much because I probably looked awful.
Anyways, when we finally got out of the big house, my mom went to tell dad about out plans. He was with his old classmate, with who he made a band together and the man of the house. He shoved me another glass of wine. I think this time it was raspberry one. This time, I didn't finish it (at least not on my own). I gave the half to my mom. When the man of house, RM, noticed that I stood there empty handed, he gave me something different, a lot stronger drink (if I'm not mistaken, the alcohol percentage was 45%). Man! That was a bitter drink and it was one shot too (I feel sick just thinking about that drink).
Finally and drunk, I got to the seaside and it was beautiful. I loved it! I liked to walk in the water barefoot, smell the cool ocean air. I just could have stay there forever but mom was getting could. I had my lovely sweatshirt one but she got just a knitted jumper (with big wholes in it). So, soon we got back to the house. It wasn't that cold near the house though and sun occasionally shined. There was a ping-pong-table in the middle of the yard. My dad taught me how to play and helped on keeping the score but soon he got tired being a referee and trusted the point system to me. Mom won most of the games...but I still beat her in Rummikub. Not that I'm bad at ping-pong or something, it's just that mom is SLIGHTLY better :) I wasn't really looking forward to sitting outside again after the game, so I took my Geisha book and sat outside. I have to say - I zone out when I read a book - I don't hear a word that other tell me or even what's happening around me. My hair could be on fire but I would still kept reading and something similar happened but not to my hair and there was nothing to do with heat. Vice versa! When, my mom finally got me to stop reading, my fingers were frozen. At least the two smaller ones in my left hand. They were actually blue from the cold and inside I felt the pain of frozen fingers. So, the women in the house offered me some tea which in the end got spiked, there was some kind of liqueur poured into it. So, yeah, I drank a lot that day.
Oh, probably the biggest fail of the day, was when I met their son. The man is around 30 and he has a son. When he came inside and I was introduced to her as my mom's daughter, he said: "I think we have met before" XD. I saw him for the first time that night, I swear, and everybody got to laugh when my mom said that it was my first time here XD.
We laughed and talked for hours but I have to say the best part was going to bed. That night, I felt so warm and the sleep came fast and the bed was so soft. Felt like paradise! Oh, I want to visit that place again just to sleep in that bed, a little piece of heaven but at the moment, it seems that my own bed is calling me. So, I will go to bed now and continue with my recap tomorrow (or today would be more accurate).
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm sorry that I kept this huge cap between my posts. I was too...I think the right word is lazy to write a recap. I'm sorry ^^
Heya! Yes, I am cooking spaghetti now. Well, actually I'm wirting this blog but yeah, also waiting for the water to boil.
Anyways, I noticed that in the last entry I was too busy to remember what I did in the past few days and totally forgot to write about that day.
The highlights had to be hanging out with Yuki and dad.
With Yuki we walked around the town and looked for party venues. Why? Yuki is turning 18 next month, exactly on September 16 (& day before that Vampire Diaries Season 3 comes out & Jungshin turns 20 ^^) Anyways, Yuki is planning her birthday for the first time (usually her mom takes over) but this year, I decided to be the party arranger. I have always wanted to be one ^^ We checked the local cafes and just looked around and two of them seemed the most suitable. I send an e-mail to one of them and I'm planning to call for the other one on Monday.
After I send Yuki off to the bus station, I stayed with my dad for an hour and we fixed up the car. Or he did and I read the manual, which was in German, and held the instruments. But I liked it, I got to know more about cars and it was interesting as hell. Just how many gadgets there are and how they work. Dad promised me that he would teach me how to change a tire. I'm REALLY looking forward to that.
But soon mom noticed us from the kitchen window and asked me to come inside and boil some rice (we had rice and meat that day)
The next day Yuki came to town again. I was cleaning when she arrived. I was cleaning for today. I'll tell you about it later...Anyways, we went for a walk this time. Since it was Saturday we couldn't do any planning, we just hung out. Somewhere in the Castle Hills, LS called and asked where were we and what were we up to. She joined us and we got a little rain too, which to me and LS it was a nightmare - our hair would get curly/frizzy - but Yuki was like: "Are you made of sugar or something?" It was fun hanging out with those two (not that it's boring with just Yuki) but to me I prefer one-on-one time more because sooner or later the third person would feel uncomfortable. Basically in our case, there was some Shou impersonating, some pedobears and just goofing off ^^
I really don't remember what I did rest of the day. Probably because I was so worried about Sunday...Oh, I watched couple of movies. One was "Forces of Nature" and the other which I wasn't planning on watching but I did anyways was "In Her Shoes". And I worked out a little. And talked to Yuki a little.
Anyways, on Sunday...I dressed up like this. I know I look AWFULLY fat in this picture but it was the best of them. Trust me! But I went to another mass today (or should it be yesterday now). There was a new teacher in the congregation, so I wanted to check him out. And he had an amazing voice I have to say but it's still nothing compared to Kyuhyun ^^ Mom made me octopus wieners ^^ Yeah, my little Usagi moment but, hey, they look delicious and they were delicious XD and after that me and my mom played rummikub (you can check it out here!) and I won 7 games out of 8 XD I'm good, aren't I? ^^
So, we are getting to the beginning time only now I have couple of more things to add. I made Livestream today ^^ Who would have guessed? XD Anyways, I was on it for almost 3 hours with Yuki watching me (I wasn't really comfortable showing it to EVERYONE else. And now my shoulder is killing me - I'm not made to sit behind the computer OBVIOUSLY...
But what kind of post would it be without Kpop. At the moment, I have this song stuck in my mind. I'm not very fond of that song. The lyrics are kind of depressing...
I love 2ne1! I think they are one of the best Kpop artists out there but I think it's kind of cliche for them to sing it. I mean, almost half of Kpop depends on appearances and for them to sing that they are ugly seem...I don't know the exact word. There are millions of small girls who look up to them. But, yeah, "The beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
Okay, my dear ones, I should really get some sleep. Tomorrow will be a busy day and I will go to Yuki's house. Oh, but I have to say, from Tuesday to Sunday, I will be away and there is no chance to write anything. So, if I'm smart then I'll write something every night to Word or somewhere and then the next post (or maybe if I write tomorrow, the next next post) will be really long.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Although, I keep saying I'm fat and stuff, I don't have low self-esteem and I don't hate myself. I think I'm ALMOST as beautiful as I can be :)
