Hey, guys!
So, yeah, I always promise myself to write more but I always end up apologizing for not writing ^.^
Anyways, I have shopped a lot and I have so much to show :)
First for the jewelery:
This ear-cuff is custom made by a 15 year-old, I think. And I really love it!
I really wanted a really long necklace, so I found this owl one. Actually there were like 10 different but I like how different this one was and I like the darkness in it ^.^
I really needed bland round earring and I found them :) plus I got like 10 elastics in a really cheap prize
My absolute favorite scented candle! I absolutely love it!!
I really wanted a new notebook. Me an Yuki actually found it - in the front there is a personal data part, like name, address etc, there is also a blood type XD Yeah, it happened to from China (it also has about 100 post codes and other stuff in Chinese)
So, my face has been very bad lately - there is like a mine field on my forehead XD So, since my skincare routine hasn't been working for me, I thought I would try different masks, to see what my face is missing. I got them in the local supermarket (Maksimarket), nothing fancy. The purple one is purifying mask, Garnier one is self-heating sauna mask and the last one is a peel-off mask.
And of course I always order from Oriflame. So, the 2 biggest ones are shampoo and conditioner. This time I ordered something from hair repair series because I feel that my hair is kind of damaged from the blow drier and the straightener. In the middle there is a simple white nail polish. In the left of it there is palm that smells SO YUMMMY!!! And on the right there is another palm which is slightly more supple but is really good on my lips ^.^ And I also got my first bronzer and I sooo love it XDD
The ends of my hairs tend to get dry, so I use a lot of conditioner, especially the ones you can just spray on anytime and don't need to be washed out :)
Since I use a lot of hair care products and I needed something that could get rid of it all, so that it wouldn't weight my hair down and make it flat. So, I heard that a silicone free would help me with that.
My sippy cup!!! Okay-okay, it's thermos cup. I really wanted one of my own and the one we already had, leaks XD I got it kind of cheap and it seems really good and just in the right size and everything.
And the last and the most exciting things - bath balls (or bombs XD) The one that says vanille, I got from a supermarket but the ones behind it are really special. They are both handmade in Great Britain. The left one is "Night Fever Bath Blaster - Bursting full of energy, this super funky retro blaster is filled with get-up-and-go essential oils, topped off with a splash of glitter." I really love the detailing of the right one. "Rhubarb and Custard Bath Blaster - It's enough to make everyone's defenses crumble. With veggie friendly bath pearls, real neroli blossom and the best rhubarb fragrance we have ever had! With pure rosemary and cinnamon pure essentials oil to warm and comfort you."
I almost forgot. I got also a BB Cream from China buut I don't have a good picture of it ^.^
So, other than just spending my money, I have watched L word, America's Next Top Model, then a little Junjou Romantica and Bleach...oh, oh, and I started to watch Fairly Legal.
I can't really say much about it because I have only seen episode 1 but I like the main character. She is feisty XDD and also one of those woman who always get what she wants without actually hurting people. And she is a coffee addict. She had like 5 cups during the first episode XDD
Oh, I signed up in Tumblr (still having problems with the name) and it kind of made me miss O.C. It was and still is my absolute favorite show. I miss Seth's comments, Summer's confidence and Ryan's supple sweetness, I can't say I miss Marissa. She was a drama queen but I did cry when she died but I think that was more because of Ryan because he was so sad and I just wanted to hug him and say that he could do sooooooooooooooo much better...
I just read that the boy (or man) who played Seth was originally auditioned as Ryan but it's just beyond my imagination. I think that Adam Brody was perfect for the part of Seth and same goes to Ben McKenzie is perfect for Ryan. But then again I used to them ^.^
Did I tell you guys that I have all the 4 seasons of the O.C XDD
Hahah, I just had to add the following song ^.^ I feel all nostalgic when I hear this song and see the clips...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The video only shows season 1.
And by that thing I mean my little art history research. I kind of liked doing that thing. Gave me purpose. But then again free time feels nice although my free time started 10 minutes ago and it's like 11:43PM XD
Now, starting Monday, I have to write my defense speech but comparing to the research it's piece of cake ^..^ Oh, and about my research. My teacher told me that I need 20 pages of solid text and now I have...50 pages XDD Hahaha, I sometimes outdo myself ^.^
My wisdom tooth is growing...painfully. Yesterday my whole jaw hurt and today it has been so-so.
Oh, and bad me! I was suppose to go and tutor my nephew. Sounds awful XDD I'm not that old but yeah, I'm someones aunt. Luckily, he doesn't think of me that way - I'm just a smart friend or relative. AWYWAYS, I'm his math tutor for a week. I went there on Thursday with Yuki but we didn't get much work done. It was pretty late...but Friday was more productive and he made me promise that he would solve some problems yesterday and today but neither of us believe that XDD
Tomorrow, I will be babysitting for some time.
On June 7th I will have a book presentation. Luckily I won't be the one presenting XDD But I am considered as one of the the co-writers. The book is about my school and I and couple of my classmates were assigned to write a story about our school experience.
On June 8th I will have my exam where I have to present my defense speech.
On June 14th I will have an official reception with the head of one of the biggest universities in Estonia, Tallinna Tehnikaülikool (TTÜ).
And on June 21st I will have my graduation. Sad - enough said XDD
I will add a picture here from that Pilistvere trip. I love that picture and it's with my mom. Oh, that reminds me. My dad went to Aegviidu this weekend and got back today. It was great to see him today ^.^
Of course the picture was made by Yuki ^.^
I have been watching the Lying Game.
It's thrilling and unexpected, welllll except for the love part. I totally knew that Ethan will fall for Emma XDD But the other parts of it is thrilling, as I said already. Like for 15 episodes I know that the mom was that artist and now it's totally upside down. I'm pretty sure who is it but it's not proven yet.
I don't have a favorite character in this but I have to say that Ethan is pretty cute ^.^
Okay, my cuties, I should go to bed. I'm really tired and I feel like a rock had dropped off my shoulders.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Wish me luck! I hope that my teacher is as proud of me as I am ^.^
So, guys, what do you think? Which one is the best...
this?
or this?
I kind of prefer the new one XD It's more attractive and has a little bit of me in it ^.^
But about the title and the new theme - masks. We use them to hide our true emotions to get by easier. Here I don't have to pretend. I can be here as mad as I want to be at my Estonian teacher or tell you about I love-love-love Jungshin without looking awkward XD
So, about other stuff. Social studies test was easy, especially when my brilliant class knew all the right answers before the test. I just had to memorize them XD And Math test was easy also. Nothing too hard. And on Friday new period started, our last. And Natsu got more responsible XD Anyways, I just started taking my homework more seriously, like with Biology. Usually the teacher gives us couple of pages to read and I have never even opened the book before the test XD Haha, I'm making progress.
And on Friday, guess who came over? Of course Yuki did - like every Friday - and we went to the bank walked all the way to the gas station called Premium (I always forget that name XD), got couple of burger and went back home where we had a little argument but we fortunately made up and went home as friends. It was a rather short visit because I was babysitting that night.
So, I did her hair. She said that since she is 5 years old, she should have 5 braids XD
Oh,I hurt my hip + knee skiing. Haha, everytime I decended on a hill I screamed: "I'm going to die! I'm going to die!" and me and MP skiing is more like laughing and listening to the ground if the cowboys are coming, if you know what I mean XDD.
On Saturday - Vindictus, Akira and Math. Of course I'm the most excited about the first one because the second one has relationship problems AGAIN and the last one...well, my brain got short circuited and my mom, who just happens to be a Math teacher, couldn't solve it either and to top it all off it's one of the final exam questions. You have no idea how assuring that is XDD. Anyways, Vindictus is pretty awesome. I have two characters at the moment. I have played two days (Saturday night and Saturday) and one of them is at level 10 and the other is at lever 15 if I'm not mistaken. I know it's bad XD.
So, next week will be quite different and I'm going to tell you about it when it arrives.
Good night, my darlings ^.^
I still haven't found my camera but I haven't really looked for it either. And my room is still awfully messy. And I haven't started with my Art History yet - I know I'm lazy but I think in some point it has nothing to do with my laziness. Like during the week I have no extra time - I'm a senior! What do you want from me XDD Like for tomorrow - social study test, word test in English and I have to make a song for music class. YAY!
So, last week was actually the first week back to school so mu first thought - OH MY GOD!
And the first day was so-so. Okay, I didn't get any bad grades and had to suffer in only one Estonian lesson but I was tired as hell. Like the night before I only slept for 3 hours but to my own surprise I got up at 6AM with no problem, even had time to spare and ever since that day I have woke up a little too late XDD But around the second social studies and the first English I started to feel sleepy and to be honest I have had sleep problems ever since then. On Monday I finally got on the ice, with ice skates XDD I didn't fall, thank god, but my feet did hurt. What do you want from me? XD It was the first time since last year.
Usually, Tuesdays are Estonian free days but no during last week. My sneaky Estonian teacher went to class teacher, crying that she will lost 2 Estonian lessons and got three -.- nice huh? The class teacher herself says that we need them and of course they aren't bad but still, 3 lessons + 5 that is according to the timetable = insane Natsu. Estonian is just too much pressure. But I had kind of a nice talk with my Estonian teacher. I think that she so to say sinked to my level really helped. She sat on the table XD like me, so it was somehow easier to talk to her. So, I did tell her more freely about my worries and such. She was quite helpful too and now I'm not as afraid as I was before going to her lessons but I'm still terrified about that essay though. Don't want to get another bad grade :/
I really like social studies, I have to say. It's rather interesting lesson and although it talks about everyday life, I still get to know a lot and learn to understand things better. And since I dream of starting my own company one day, this lesson makes me understand thing better (AGAIN XD) Although, I descirbe it as an awesome lesson, I almost fell asleep during last week's (& also today XD) lessons XD It's just that when you haven't slept much and she turns off the light's to see better the screen, It's hard to keep the eyes open XDD Now, I'm contemplating whether I should take the social studies exam or not. I already have 5 exams, so it would be an extra one (In Estonain school pupils have to do Estonian exam + 4 other and 2 of those other have to be national exams other 2 can be school exams or you can make all of them national and the student has to choose on his/her own). So, I could cope with them all since one of them is my research. I think I would discuss this with my class teacher. She will help me to decide.
Hahaha, on Tuesday, I was only the last 5 minutes in the music class. Why? Because before that I had Estonian lesson, after that I had a that little talk with her and after that the class teacher slash math teacher asked me to see her after I was finished. I didn't heard the bell so I did went to see her and talked minutes about Teaduskool (the last task was a real b*tch, like seriously, hated it! who comes up with these things!) and after that I simply waltzed into the music class and everyone was staring of course and sat down, I literally got to be there for several minutes before the teacher said that we can go home.
FAIL!
The best day that I remember is definitely Friday. Why? Because Yuki came to visit. I was so happy to see her ^.^
And what did we do? Nothing much XD But I got to see her, talk to her and then we went for a nap XD Oh, we TRIED to watch a movie but we chatted most of the tim. Like -press paus- and then she... -press play- few seconds pass -press paus- and then he.... -press play- and so on and so forth XD and then we desided to just go to bed because I saw how Yuki's eyes kept closing and I was also tired from lack of sleep. After pushing the wake-up time forward and forward, we took a little walk and send her off to the bus.
Saturday=lazy day. I just laid around and watched Grey, played Sims and just chilled.
But on Sunday I went to Yuki's place. You can't imagine the joy when I saw Yuki's talk jumping around and bringing me the ball. I felt like crying for happiness ^.^ Anyways, Yuki had an eventful Saturday, unlike me, so she had a lot to talk and we were terrorized by a little black dog an evil one to. We were just discussing our things when a barking dog ran to us. Thank god, I didn't wear skin-tight jeans that day, the little home protector grabbed my leg with his sharp teeth. So we stood there a little terrified and waited until the doggy lost interest and disappeared from the sight and then? WE BOLTED. We ran until we couldn't see the house or the dog and then walked and kept talking. And guess he followed up and came again. We still stood there, ignored the barker and when he left we just kept going. And we never saw him again XDD. After our walk, we watched "Spirited Away"
And what do I think of the movie? It was definitely something. Surely, not boring. I think I can't say it was terrific because the love line was...well let me explain. There was a little girl, right and a little boy okay? Well, not really a little boy but a spirit really and there was a big love between them. The girl was too young for that. She looked like 10 or 12 years old, so she can't know about love. So, that was a little drawback for me but Yuki saw a tragedy in it. So, maybe I'm just too idiot to realize it XDD
In the evening I made pizza:
Mom: Great!
Dad: -two thumbs up-
Yuki: Edible
And Natsu, well she can't criticize, she made it but I think it's tasty ^.^ I could eat it more if I could. I'm having problems eating again, I have to confess. It's like, I know I have to eat - my common sense knows it, my tummy knows it and everybody else except my mind. It's like it thinks that if you can't sleep you can't eat. Confusing I know but I am trying my best to get everything back into shape, I promise ^.^
And on Monday...almost fell asleep during social studies, worked hard in English, payed attention in Estonian and finally understood Math (twisted part we are learning now) but the best lesson had to be PE. We skated again. We had a kind of a figure skater there and she showed more challenging exercises which some I totally rocked and others were so-so but the best thing she did was that she finally taught me how to rise my left leg XD Sounds so awkward but let me explain: We all have a foot that a foot that we lean on, mine is my left one, so when we do this cross step (not sure about the right name, though) I tent to put my leg back down really fast because I'm afraid to fall and unfortunately that leads me to almost trip myself. So, what she did was that she guided me step by step how to trust my right one more and it indeed worked. I'm so proud of myself and thankful to the figure skater ^.^
I think it's a very nice way to finish this post. Boring one right XD? But I have couple of test for tomorrow, so wish me luck and sweet dreams to me ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The figure skater totally reminded me of Erica Hahn from Grey's Anatomy and she totally held my hand XDD
Big Bang...Big Bang...Big Bang...THEY WON THE EMA.
HELL YEAH. AN ASIAN GROUP WON AN AWARD IN THE EUROPEAN MUSIC AWARDS. THEY ARE TAKING OVER THE WORLD!!!!
Omg, I'm over the moon. My heart is leaping and I'm shaking in excitement. This is the most awesome news ever. This is so freaking amazing! And to top all of that up Big Bang stayed on top of the Twitter Chart all night. I'm so proud of them. They are so amazing. I will never forger this day. It's officially yesterday when they already won.
06.10.2011
Big Bang won at the EMA's in Belfast and I got to see it <3
AND NOT GOING ANYWHERE!
-Few minutes later-
I just realized that Big Bang crushed Britney Spears in that category. THAT'S HUGE! I mean everybody know "It's Britney Bitch!" that only means that Big Bangs has some REALLY awesome and dedicated fans. OMG, this is still so amazing. Love them =^.^=
Had to add it XD
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. This is the most awesome night ever! No correction awesome day ever!
Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!
So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD
And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^
So school...
English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionaryand sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD
SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD
English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.
In historyclass everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.
Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.
Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.
So finally I made her this
Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.
So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^
The party...
Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!
(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)
The second party...
Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^
And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^ 1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee. 2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment. 3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean. 4. Folding relaxes me. 5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed. 6. I like to plan. 7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people, 8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking. 9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary. 10. I hate peas. 11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream. 12.I love how "dreadful" sounds. 13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything. 14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes. 15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD" 16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos. 17. I can't sleep with socks on. 18. I find shota disgusting. 19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me. 20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking. 21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down. 22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up. 23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone) 24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking) 25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence. 26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.
Now K-Pop... Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^ Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy. The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!
Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^ So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live
There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD
They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?
ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD
The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper). The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung says "Drop depth!" the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!" and the misheard is "Drop dead!" NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.
And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one
I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...
And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start. Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^ And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him.
Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^
As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?
Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:
1. 2NE1
2. Hyuna (4minute)
3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret
And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think)
Top 25 Most Played
And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^
So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:
1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.
2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.
3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"
4. After School - "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.
But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...
Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM. To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day. *Math *A movie *PE AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much. Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^ But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!
After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD My biggest fail that day:
Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has.. Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino. Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?
Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^
I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^
I have completely lost my mind. Why? Because I woke up at 6AM and, although it's Monday, I'm still on vacation. So, why I did that? Because I'm trying to get used to waking up early, like I said last night, but I was pretty sure I would go back to sleep and sleep until noon, like I always do, but guess who is writing a blog at 8.55AM? Natsumi!
So, yeah, I woke up and 6AM. I got myself ready, like I was actually going to school (like make-up and everything) although, I have no plan actually going somewhere but I need to get into a rut. It turns out that I could sleep until 6.30AM since I got everything done before 7AM but it's better to have spare time than run around headless like I have done in my entire life XD I'm not the morning type of person. I can stay up very late but hardly can wake up easily. I usually just lay in bed until the moment I HAVE to move.
Well, I stopped when we went to buy school stuff with Yuki this Friday. Once we got everything, we headed back to my place. Yuki stayed online a little, I'm not quite sure what I did at that time, but after that we planned our little project. I don't want to tell you guys what is it yet because I don't want to jinx it ^^ And I got to do make-up for a Yuki, a dark make-up, I have to say. I would post a picture of it but I have to ask Yuki first. Before we went to the bus station, we watched "Mary Stayed Out All Night" but we didn't finish it. We stopped on the 5th episode on minute 43, I think.
On Saturday, I didn't do anything much. The highlight was when I found a CN Blue TV show. It was Making The Artist and I think it was the first TV show I saw of them and to be honest I was a bit afraid to watch it. Why? Because I have a tendency to pick out the worst ones in the group, or at least the weirdest ones. But I turned out that Jungshin isn't that bad XD Although he kept saying that he was crazy in high school but other than that he was okay. (Thank god! XD) I found that that before the band he was interested in photography, he has an older brother (who happens to be shorter than him), then band members (manily) Jonghwa makes fun of his height and at the same time he is envious of Jungshin's long legs. And I discovered that Jonghyun is really cool ^^. And the drummer Minhyuk has the best skin in the band. Then Jonghyun stayed in Japan for four years and when returned to Korea, he was held? back a year, so he ended the same year as Jungshin and Minhyuk. And I found some great songs form the show. Like this
Then calmer song and I have to say I love Jonghyun's voice in it, especially in the show. Just divine...and he said that he needs to work on his voice. Like what the hell are you talking about!? His voice is amazing (although I have said that I like Kyuhyun's more and Clear's too but that doesn't means that his is bad)! I love it ^^.
I'm melting XD This was the episode when Jonghwa was away and the rest of the boys talked about high school graduation presents. Let's just say that my absolute fave wanted the most random stuff XD.
And on Sunday I went to Yuki's place for several hours and other than that my Sunday was pretty dull :) Well, except that shocking new about MBLAQ. I still got the shiver of those dreadlocks.
Oh, and I haven't told you about the all-nighter I pulled last week XD Yeah, well long story short Sims is a very bad game XD I played it all night up until 6AM the next morning. And around 6.30AM I decided, I should really get some sleep and guess what!? I slept until 6PM, so I missed an entire day XD Yeah, and it was around that time when I started thing about getting my sleeping in order XD.
And I have reached into the present. FINALLY!! XD But as for today, since I don't have a timetable yet, then I made myself one. Just like in school, with the times but lessons will be like reading a book, writing my blog and cleaning my room. So, I'll write later how did it all turned out ^^ But soon my second lesson will be over so, talk to you later ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I was thinking about making my blog more colorful. What do you think?
Heya, long time no see! Well, I had an...I would say exciting week but I can hardly call it exciting. It was nice ^^
Well, shall we start then?
On Monday I went to Yuki's place like promised and we watched an anime which we agreed to watch together to the end but guess what?! She finished it without me...oh well, I just have to add it to the list of unseen shows XD And that list is long, wanna see?
Natsumi's list:
*Oh! My Lady - I don't even know what is it about XD
*MBLAQ - Art of Seduction - I have seen some clip about it...I think XD
*2NE1 TV
*MBLAQ - Idol Army
*B2st Idol Maid - It's still in the middle but at least I have started to watch it ^^
*Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge - again I have seen couple clips and I know what is it about ^^
*Super Junior - Full House
*SUJU Human Body or EHB - I might have finished it but I think I'm stuck in that place when DBSK hoined :D
*And then there is this:
Well, Shinee is in it so it's a must to see it ^^ Moving on...
*Mirakle - I think it was something to do with Super Junior
*Raising Idols
*2PM Wild Bunny
*Shinee Hello Baby - I have started to watch it twice already and never got to the end ^^
*We Are Dating
*Super Adonis (Camp) - AGAIN I think I have watched the beginning but not all the way to the end.
*And then there's this (I would use my Super Korean Translating powers but, I would rather not XD)
*Chef's Kiss - Is still in the middle, I'm at episode 5
*Jedward Let Loose
*MBLAQ - Happy Day With Family
*And now that anime we started watching
*And "Marry Me Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night" is still in the middle
Most of these thing, I have started to watch with Yuki (or at least she was the one to suggest them) but as soon as I get home, I start to deal with other things and...don't get me wrong. I want to watch all of them but I just don't have...I can't push myself to watch them, to take the time and sit in front of the computer to watch.
So, about my trip now.
Tuesday was the longest car drive EVER. The one thing, I hate about traveling the car is that my kegs get sore. I happen to have really long legs so sitting very really doesn't suit me and besides, my bones are a little off. They tend to crack. Like when I stand about 5 minutes in one place and then change the position, there is this cracking sound. And when I move my shoulders back and forth they make that "lovely" voice again. BTW, I hate when people crack their fingers. It's the most DISTURBING sound ever. Well, next to breaking cars (and by that I mean the sound what car's make when their owner's push the break petal.) BTW, I don't know how to drive XD I have never taken driver's ed. I don't have the time and...we could get the money but now it's a very bad time to go. Especially in the summer because my family lives on the teacher's salary. Since they don't work in the summer, they get a sum of money which they have to manage from June to basically September. In October there is the first normal pay. I'm totally falling off the subject, aren't I? ^^
Long story short, when we got to the first destination, which was my summer cottage in Aegviidu (actually it's near Aegviidu but we call it Aegviidu because it the most know destination near there, I think the right name should be Mägede). The great news was that I got my own room ^^. So, I got away from the watchful eye of my grandma. Don't get me wrong! I love her but she is master on pushing my buttons. She needs to run around and over do EVERYTHING we do and after a little while she feel really bad. Well, she is really old but she doesn't get that SHE NEEDS TO TAKE IT EASY!!! Yeah, I'm getting myself worked up again.
Anyways, I took with me two bags. One consisted of my clothes and only my clothes. I have this weird...habit to thing my every day wardrobe. I hate to wear one thing two times in the row. My mom don't like that about me. I don't get the things dirty, so why should I change. I think it's a girl thing maybe. I don't know...moving on. The other one was full on stuff that Natsumi just didn't want to leave behind. I'm a 0, so I got some stuff that I didn't really use. Like straightening iron, I used it once, and not once I opened my workbook or used the hairspray...and I was so stupid that I took with me 2 hairbrushes (one is like a comb and the other one is used when the hair is being blow-dried, I think).
So, me and my two bags went upstairs and stayed there for the most of the day. I got a new idea for a story, so I spend most of my time that day writing it. But after dinner, we decided to go for a walk (I & my mom). To her, it wasn't just walking on a road through the forest but to go mushrooming. I don't know about the rest of the world but in Estonia it's..I think it might be accustom to pick mushrooms. My (and my family's) favourite is the chanterelle or kukeseen (in Estonian). It's delicious when it's fried. Anyways, I'm not so much of a picker as my mom is, so, I met a new friend. He name was Branchy and he lives in the forest. He is an excellent at picking chanterelles. We found 9 mushrooms in one place. Amazing! And who is Branchy? He's a stick I picked up and carried along with me XD What?! XD I was bored. Mushrooming isn't for me. So, anyways, I had to leave Branchy behind. He didn't belong to the human world...and he had a VERY crooked back and he kept hitting my mom. So, yeah, we had to break up...
To more happy thoughts - we got a lot of mushrooms and we made a sauce from them ^^ But before we could do that we had to clean them. OH THE TERROR! I hate it but I have to admit, it was fun sitting with mom on the stairs in front of the house. I got a little information about my dad's past love life and I found out that my grandmother, mom's in-law, isn't very fond of her son's wife...But after the HORRIBLE cleaning we went to browse through mom's closet there and I have to say, I found some cool vintage stuff there. Who would have known?! XD When it comes to clothes, me an my mom NEVER agree with each other but lately she has started to listen to me more when she buys something new or combining ^^ And in the night we watched a Van Damme movie which was on the TV and drank tea and ate biscuits ^^ The movie was called "Maximum Risk".
The night in my new pad wasn't fun. It was freezing in there, so, I curled into a ball and couldn't move a single inch. It was before the morning I found that I had a spare blanket there but to be honest, it really didn't help much. But somehow, I survived the night and didn't got sick either. (At the moment I feel like I'm sick or going to be sick). I probably thought about that new story all night long XD.
After breakfast, I went right back to writing. Sometime, before lunch, Yuki's mom called me. I thought that it was just Yuki herself trying to reach me. It wasn't but, anyways, I got to talk to Yuki. She blabbed about people she started to chat with, read me her blog and we talked about other details. I think that was the highlight of my Wendsday. I just wrote the rest of the day and I started watching soap operas. Oh why? Why god is punishing me? I don't like watching them. They seem to be full of pointless drama which is REALLY over exaggerated. But I got hooked on one of those that my mom watches (she is the reason I saw them in the first place). The only reason I started watching that one was because of the male lead. He's so hot! XD It's one of those German soaps.
The chick kissing him is the other lead and the bad news is that they are happy at the moment but the good news is that soon the chick will find those "beautiful" pictures that David's (the hot guy's) father's fiancée took of them when she put something inside David's drink, then stripped him and then made it look like that they were sleeping together. And if Lena (the blond chick on the picture) believes them, then she's a total IDIOT. They were obviously posed. PLUS when then there's photo evidence then it must be staged. OH COME ON! Who sleeps whit a man and takes pictures during it? She would be too busy screwing him.
Anyways, moving on! That night I wrote the last scene in my new story because I didn't know how to write one particular scene. Yeah, I'm not talking about it XD And after that another cold night.
Thursday morning wasn't so dull as the rest of them. I badly wanted to play badminton XD I haven't played for a while, so yeah, I was very excited about it. I think it was in school, during spring, when I last played it. And I'm not bad at it either. When there is no bugs attacking me, I get a hit to that flying thing (it's not ball isn't it? It can't be! It BARELY resembles to one). Anyway, we played until it started raining. Then we just went back to my room and played rummikub until it was lunch time. Actually we played it every night but I didn't think it was worth mentioning. KL called me (or us) Rummikub-holic(s). Well, I can't quite disagree with him *pouts*. We have played it more and more during this summer. Mainly, it was because my mom had a vacation from both of her jobs.
Okay, this totally falls off the topic but I felt charing it with the world. I like Miyavi! ^^ And at the moment, one of my favourites songs from him started playing.
My mom hates it XD She call is "pointless screaming".But I freaking love it! ^^
Anyways, I was in the middle of my Thursday, weren't I? Well, this is the only lunch I remember because it was delicious. We made cabbage stew. YUMMM!
2 hours before the dinner, I went jogging. It was really nice and I have missed it. Running along the path, breathing that fresh air and enjoying the beautiful scenery. I could have ran for hours but I thought I have to be back soon to help with the dinner, so I ran only for an hour. But later it turned out that mom decided to heat up the leftovers, so the cooking was done minutes before the dinner time. Well, that blows! But I was too lazy to get dressed again, so I went back to the computer and started to play Sims 2 again. I really have gotten far.
On Friday we finally got out of the woods. My summer cottage is in a place where the CLOSEST neighbor is 5KM AWAY. Nice! So, I think I was starting to miss people around me, since I am born and raised in a town.
In the morning during breakfast the men (namely my dad and his brother) were discussing which way was best to go to Leppneeme. And how men talk is a mystery - they both talk about some bridge and they both know exactly what bridge they are talking about BUT THEY DON'T NAME ANY NAMES! It's not like there is one bridge in Estonia. No! There are tons of them, in different shapes and sizes, and if my memory serves me right, there were at least 10 of them on our way too and my dad did get lost but Navigator Natsumi pointed the right way and we were back on the right road. I am good aren't I? XD And my services were paid off too - I got my ice cream which I was dreaming about ever since Monday. Oh, I love ice cream, especially vanilla ^^ And if you make milkshake out of it, then I will love you forever. I just love milkshakes ^^. ANYWAYS, when we finally got were we were heading, I was feeling rather nauseous. On the way they were building this new crossroad and...long story short dad made bunch of U-turn. They just couldn't get the right exit from that madness. Well, after the hellos in front of the house, I finally got inside and guess what?! I got a glass of wine shoved into my hand and since I was new there, I drank it all. And that wasn't enough. After we got to know a little about the woman in the house, we went outside because Natsumi was dying to get to the seaside. Oh, I almost forgot. It was the only morning I took a picture of my outfit.
Not the best picture of me but beggar can't be a chooser. My legs loog great though and my hair is okay but my mom hated the hair because I straightened them that morning and my mom loves my natural curls which I got form my grandma, my mom's mom. I didn't want to document my house wear that much because I probably looked awful.
Anyways, when we finally got out of the big house, my mom went to tell dad about out plans. He was with his old classmate, with who he made a band together and the man of the house. He shoved me another glass of wine. I think this time it was raspberry one. This time, I didn't finish it (at least not on my own). I gave the half to my mom. When the man of house, RM, noticed that I stood there empty handed, he gave me something different, a lot stronger drink (if I'm not mistaken, the alcohol percentage was 45%). Man! That was a bitter drink and it was one shot too (I feel sick just thinking about that drink).
Finally and drunk, I got to the seaside and it was beautiful. I loved it! I liked to walk in the water barefoot, smell the cool ocean air. I just could have stay there forever but mom was getting could. I had my lovely sweatshirt one but she got just a knitted jumper (with big wholes in it). So, soon we got back to the house. It wasn't that cold near the house though and sun occasionally shined. There was a ping-pong-table in the middle of the yard. My dad taught me how to play and helped on keeping the score but soon he got tired being a referee and trusted the point system to me. Mom won most of the games...but I still beat her in Rummikub. Not that I'm bad at ping-pong or something, it's just that mom is SLIGHTLY better :) I wasn't really looking forward to sitting outside again after the game, so I took my Geisha book and sat outside. I have to say - I zone out when I read a book - I don't hear a word that other tell me or even what's happening around me. My hair could be on fire but I would still kept reading and something similar happened but not to my hair and there was nothing to do with heat. Vice versa! When, my mom finally got me to stop reading, my fingers were frozen. At least the two smaller ones in my left hand. They were actually blue from the cold and inside I felt the pain of frozen fingers. So, the women in the house offered me some tea which in the end got spiked, there was some kind of liqueur poured into it. So, yeah, I drank a lot that day.
Oh, probably the biggest fail of the day, was when I met their son. The man is around 30 and he has a son. When he came inside and I was introduced to her as my mom's daughter, he said: "I think we have met before" XD. I saw him for the first time that night, I swear, and everybody got to laugh when my mom said that it was my first time here XD.
We laughed and talked for hours but I have to say the best part was going to bed. That night, I felt so warm and the sleep came fast and the bed was so soft. Felt like paradise! Oh, I want to visit that place again just to sleep in that bed, a little piece of heaven but at the moment, it seems that my own bed is calling me. So, I will go to bed now and continue with my recap tomorrow (or today would be more accurate).
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm sorry that I kept this huge cap between my posts. I was too...I think the right word is lazy to write a recap. I'm sorry ^^
And I didn't choose this video because Jungshin is on the pic XD That was just a coincidence. I choose this one because...you know how hard it is to find a live version in Japanese. There are like 10 of them in Korean but I love the Japanese version. Sue me!
Firstly, the outfits. They aren't much though. I'm on the edge of depression, so, I don't feel very creative. I haven't drawn or write for days and also I haven't been here either.
Yeah, I wore the same converse. I love them. They are super comfortable and they look great, don't they? On the first outfit you can also see my beautiful bruise. It's healing...awkwardly. It's slightly healing from the middle and it's forming a letter. I won't say which one ^^
And I also love those brown pants. They are super comfortable, although they are a little big for me. They haven't fallen off, so I'll keep on wearing them.
Well, with Yuki,we didn't do much. Why? The same reason I don't have any exciting outfits. Recently I have felt bad about myself, so I'm constantly moodless (or as Yuki describes it, angry). I smile and laugh occasionally but pretty soon turn back to moodless...I promise I'll come out of it ^^
The worse thing about me is my fish brain. I hardly remember what I the day before yesterday. I had to do something. I arrived back home after 5.30PM and I'm sure I didn't went to sleep after that. I probably watched Sabrina again and stayed online...
Anyways, Thursday, I remember more of that. Well firstly, mom and dad "woke" me up. Why? They wanted to know if I wanted to go along to the stores, so they argued behind my door weather it's a good idea to wake me or not. But I was already awake since my dad vacuumed an hour ago and I'm a really light sleeper. Sleep has been a issue to me as long as I can remember. There was this time when I had real insomnia. I was up all night and didn't go to school because of that. What good is it when I can hardly concentrate...and when I stayed home there was a chance I could get some sleep. But I would never miss school over a day. Call me a geek! But I think it's better to study with a teacher than later get on track by your own and go to school clueless. So, anyways, finally we went to the doctor and she gave me Valerian to get to sleep. She didn't give me real sleeping pills because I'm TERRIFIED to become an addict. That's why I hardly take pills at all. I would rather endure the pain. I'm must be on the edge of dying when I take a pain killer. Seriously! I'm kind of masochistic, aren't I? I have never been an addict, don't get me wrong, but I'm still afraid of it. It's one of my fears. All around I'm pretty fearless but there is always something that brings us down, right?
Later on mom wanted to make cabbagestew for dinner with boiled potatoes. So, I was on potato duty, I had to peel them. I'm not very good at it. I would rather chop onions ^^ Basically after every potato I would ask, is that enough and she said always no. It was getting really frustrating but eventually I peeled enough. THANK GOD! And then I made myself another smoothie (I'm getting good at this ^^) This time nectarine & banana. I have to say, maybe I like this one more ^^ Mom kept telling me to leave it for dessert but I still drank some of it before. Whoops! This time, I ate dinner in my room. My mom and dad kept watching TV (Yes we have a TV in the kitchen) so, I left them alone. But after that, when I returned the dishes back to the kitchen, I stood in the middle of it and started thinking who to thank for the meal. Mom saw me standing there and told me: "Good potatoes! Nicely peeled!" XD Yeah, yeah, I know. I should have just thanked my mom but Hey! I helped too. Well of course I thanked my mom and ran back to my room to finish my delicious dessert ^^
That night I finished watching "Sabrina, The Teenage Witch" (I started to hiccup XDD) and some time Yuki called me and we talked for almost 2 hours. Yuki's internet has been a little....rocky lately, so it kind of vanished but she really wanted to say something to T. Have I told you about T before? Probably not. Anyways, T is a Finnish boy, around me and Yuki's age, and he's 1.80 m and 56kg. Underweight right? And he announced on twitter (& I quote): "i wanna be thin and beautiful..." like WHAT THE FFFF!! If you are already underweight that what do you have to lose, I mean, your already skin and bones. And what he has to say about that: "You haven't seen me in real life" SO? I don't have to be a rocket scientist to say that he's not fat. And I have seen pictures of him...SKIN AND BONES still. It's really frustrating to hear or read that a skinny person calls oneself fat. And the same goes to Yuki. I have heard a million times that she isn't satisfied with her weight but the only difference between them is that Yuki doesn't bring herself down online. (& the hiccups stop)
Since Yuki wasn't online, I wrote to T and told his answers to Yuki - short to say, I was an owl ^^ And because of that I wrote a letter to KL for an hour or so XDD Well, he writes long letters too. And I'm not complaining. I love it ^^ When people usually write small sentences as a reply, it's:
1. he/she doesn't have much to say
2. he/she is very taciturn (E taught me that word XDD I kind of miss E T.T)
3. he/she really doesn't like to talk to you
So, this means that neither of those three doesn't characterize KL. I'm so happy ^^ and BTW he's the AB guy. We write to each other like I used to write with E. No, I didn't have a huge fight with E, he just went to the army for 21 months (like KL said - he just got out of it) And no KL isn't a replacement to E. There are so different...only thing they have in common is their nationality...so yeah, their eyes are the same color, same goes to their hair...I'm falling off the subject....What was the subject? I don't remember anymore.
I like Mr. Simple ^^ and I also like the music video. It wasn't as bad as I imagined it. It's pretty cool I would say.
Firstly, what's with the beginning? Maybe it's Super Junior's trademark? Sorry sorry had a similar thing in the beginning, so okey, I'll leave the beginning alone. But I have some things to say about their appearances.
The hottie of the video award goes to...Eunhyuk! Congratulations ^^ He looks smoking XD And his dancing is off the hook!
My favourites form this band are acctually Donghae, Kyuhyun (his AMAZING voice) and Eunhyuk. ^^
I think that Donghae's and Siwon's new hairstyles make them look like they are in their fifties. And Sungmin, the cutie pie (& Yuki's fave), is SCARY AS HELL! I mean, what happened to him. He was so sweet and now he's like Kangin, who I'm scared of too. And Ryeowook, who isn't my fave, looks better. I mean really better. Kyuhyun looks great as always. I like that he doesn't do big makeovers, sure he has changed his hairstyle a little, but nothing grand. The others look great. Sometimes not being mentioned is a good thing. Why? Because then there is nothing bad about you. That will occur to Heechul, Leeteuk and Shindong but not to Yesung. There is something I don't like about him. I think he reminds me of that boy in my class to whom I'm not very fond of. Well, I can't like all of them, right? So, don't kill me now ^^
But other than the outer look, the dancing is great and the songs is very catchy and I love it!
And now, I will devote some lines to Heecul. I'm worried about him. No offense but he looks terrible. He has dark circles under he's eyes. He looks exhausted. I think he hardly eats...yeah, I'm worried.
I mean look at him! Is this a healthy, well-rested man? I think not. And I have to say, Siwon in the background looks scary as hell. Don't you think?! He looks like a guy from my nightmares. Maybe he is the guy from my nightmares. OMG!?
I went trough my older posts and I noticed that I promised to talk about the name Natsumi.
The name was given to me by Yuki. It means "summer beauty". I'm not so sure about that beauty part but Yuki said it suits me because I'm hot blooded ^^ It also comes with a family name - Hanako, which means flower child/girl. And why such a name in the first place? Yuki wanted it ^^ Yuki gave herself a Japanese name and all to the other girls, so she said I should have one too. At first I didn't welcomed it much. I had nothing against it but it was a little bit foreign for me but Yuki started to use it more and now it's rather just Natsu not so much Natsumi. And I like it very much ^^
Anyways, I'm off to bed now. My shoulders are starting to ache, so it's time for me to hit the sack...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I have to start cleaning my room tomorrow, or today I have to say now.
