Exam

I hate these f*cking b*tches! I sincerely apologize for my use of language but I there isn't more politer ways to say it.
So, I'm watching MTV's show Made. There is a girl who wants to lose 50-60 pounds and she's walking up the stairs and CRYING! Like what the hell! When you want to lose so much weight you have to exercise. And I don't get the fact why she hates her trainer for it. She is there to help. I think she has better things to do than motivate someone who doesn't want to. That white b*tchh is spoiled little brat. oh, if that isn't enough, she cries when she sees vegetables...-rolls eyes- Actually, she reminds me someone else I once knew...

So, yeah, I have kept my eyes on MTV. I have been watching Plain Jane, I Used To Be Fat, Chelsea Settles, Made and wait for it....Jersey Shore XD I think Plain Jane is my fave because of the host Louise Roe. I think she might be one of my idols. She's fashionable, kind of sassy, confidant and of course gorgeous. She has the most incredible outfits on this show.

 

Recently I have gained an interest in fashion. I think color blocking is brilliant! but still I have lot to learn ^.^

So about school...offially high school is over :( I have already shed tears for it. The last school day was saddest of them all. Even the Estonian teacher cried and LO made me such nice present - she printed out some of the pictures where we're together. Most of them are from the class wedding but still sweet as ever.

It all is depressing since a period in my life is ending. I have gone to that schoolhouse on September 1  for the last 12 years. But then again another exciting and thrilling period of my life starts XD So, I'm not mourning it so much anymore but I will miss my great friends from high school. It will be sad not seeing them so often but they won't be lost. I promise that I will do my best to keep these friendships ^.^

Now, when the official part is over, I'm having exam lessons which aren't mandatory but good for me. Especially the Estonian lessons XD But then again, there we are just talking about stuff that we have already have talked about but again - Kordamine on tarkuse ema! (Revision is key to wisdom!)

The weather is getting better by the day but then again there are a lot of rainy days, like yesterday (20.04.2012). 

Me and Yuki went to Otepää yesterday. I'm rather spontaneous person, and when my mom told me that she and couple of students will go to Otepää to a math competition, I immediately asked her whether I can come with and perhaps grab Yuki with me. After few calls, the next day we headed off to Otepää. This town is famous for the skiing competition(s). Yuki said it's even the winter capital of Estonia (yeah, Estonians like to have different capitals, like for every season + I think Viljandi is the woods capital XD not sure XD) I wanted to go there the most, since I think I haven't been there before :) And let's say it was a pommiauk (bomb hole (trans.) - cities where these nothing much to see and very few people around). And it was raining heavily and despite that we had fun. We joked around and ate lunch at the stairs and just hanged around.

Some random pictures from our little rainy outing ^.^

On the left is a really nice house I liked and the garden also looked great, it might not me my dream house but pretty close ^.^ and the other one is a church we saw outside of Otepää. It had an interesting pictures on the both sides (those dark grey areas).

After finishing lunch on the stairs. The best picture of both of us ^.^

Something random from Natsu XD

And the famous stairs XD So useful right. Yuki said that maybe it's like the wall in Harry Potter but unfortunately we didn't test it out XDD but it was a good place to hold our little picnic. 

Delicious looking cake we got. Actually we didn't suppose to have it, since we didn't compete in the math competition but my mom said it was cool to have some ^.^

So, my outer outfit of the day ^.^  Yeah, it was raining all the time and I kind of had a bad hair day XDD

Our second lunch which we got free due to our connections XDD

Some of the pictures Yuki made of me. She, on the other hand, didn't want her picture taken that much... :/ Sad, when a pretty girl doesn't want to stand if front of a camera.

Waiting for lunch ^.^

That last one had to be the biggest fail ever. It was in a German magazine and I was like: "Oh, look Shinee's poster" for the cover but when I opened it in the middle. Yeah, not really what I expect for and when I saw the brother (second on the left), it wasn't DEFINITELY! Shinee. I think it's rather SS501.

Woah, I have been writing this post all day long :D I'm easily distracted XDD And I had a nice walk with my parents. They don't get out much...they are sitting down kind of people. So, time to time that annoying child makes them go outside XDD Okay, it's not that bad...but I'm still worried about their health. I have to admit, I'm not the most healthiest person alive but still. I move around more then they do and I don't eat so much salt and use less grease when I cook.

Today, I felt like eating all the time. I hate that feeling because I usually cave easily XD 

I have no idea how Yuki has bared me for so long. When I have an idea, I have to see it through IMMEDIATELY. There is no waiting for me XD My mom detests it because when I see something and want it, I tend to get on her nerves ^.^ To be honest, I'm grateful for Yuki. She the absolute best friend anyone could ever ask for. Surely she has flaws but she is human but she IS perfect for me. I can tell her anything without she judging me. She always listens to me and we can just laugh about the most random things. Yuki is like my twin sister although we are nothing a like. We are quite opposites but that might be a reason why we sometimes fight since we have different views but in a way we get each other. We are the twisted sisters like Meredith and Christina from Grey's Anatomy XDD It may sound weird but Yuki probaly is my soul mate. I would be devastated when we would stop being friends. She's special to me and there isn't anyone who could change that. Not even a guy! and I'll make sure of that ;)

Anyways, time to wrap up. It was good to write again after such a long time. And tomorrow I'm going to answer letters I have kind of put off. So wish me luck ^.^

I kind of like this song XD It's simple and catchy :)

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Ever since the last English exam lesson, I put extra tension on future tenses, what the feathers XD

Break

Heya guys!
I have been so quiet when it comes to blogging, I know.  I don't have a willpower (I think it's the most accurate word for it XD) to write blog.
I think I'm depressed a little. On the April 16 is my last day of school. I will never see my class (& at the moment it brings tears to my eyes - I'm such a cry baby XDD) like that again and it so sad. It's depressing to think that I can't sit next to TT everyday. Listen to what she did on the weekend or hang out with MAÜ & LO in front of the Estonian class or even go to buy a salad with Marks. Awful! Everyone says: "Yesss, only 8 days to go to school!". I'm rather "NOOOOOO!?!" Yeah, it needs some time to get used to.

And I'm sleepless again. And trying to be a diligent student for the last few days. For example, I read 124 pages of required literature XDD Crazy! I'm usually rather slow reader because I don't want to miss anything XDD And I speaking of books, I have started another story of mine XD. Yuki had a brilliant idea. I should one day connect all of my ideas and just make one full story but I couldn't add my latest creation because it is suppose to be a fanfiction or something similar. I won't fall into detail but I will copy a little of my work & if anyone is interested, I will add new parts constantly but here is the beginning.

I’m in the zone.

I feel free.

Nothing can stop me.

I’m invincible.

„Jazlyn,“ a scrachy woman’s voice called out and I was back on Earth. Not that there was something wrong with it but...I love to dance.

„Can you come here for a moment?“ the same person asked. I sauntered tiredly towards her. That scrachy voice belonged to a woman who owned the studio I danced in, Betty.

„What’s up?“ I asked, silently panting.

„I think you should go home, girl. It’s getting pretty late and I bet that you still haven’t done your homework.“ Well, I actually cut classes just to be here. School just wasn’t my thing at all.

I sometimes hated how well Betty knew me. „Didn’t attend your last classes, did you now?“

„It was history. The most boring class ever. All we do just talk about some dead men who were dying to control everything around them. Simply pointless. If they would talk about, I don’t know, Don Campell or Sam Solomon, then I would even take notes.“

Betty just laughed. „But if you keep cutting classes, you’ll get detention or even expelled. So, come on. I need to lock up.“

Reluctantly, I gathered up my things and walked towards home. „Konbanwa, miss Jazlyn-chan.“ There is only one person who calls me that. A Japanese-American guy who lately discovered his roots , so he practiced his „mother“ tounge as much as he could. „Kyle, what are you doing here?“

„Didn’t we talk about this? Call me Kazuki-san.“

„Or maybe Kylee?“ He hated that name. Kyle always said that it was too girly for him.

„I think I prefer Kyle.“

„Thought so,“ I said smugly, „but what are you doing here?“

„Oh, just driving home from the groceries.“

„So late,“ I asked, fishing for my phone.

„My mom is having birthday party and somehow I’m stuck with babysitting.“

„I see.“

„Wanna ride home?“  And without hearing my answer, he pushed the passanger door open.

When I finally reached home, I found a „lovely“ surprise. „Get a room,“ I said to my brother Jay, who was making out with some red head on the stairs.

The girl turned peet red. „Oh, don’t mind her. She is just jelous that she doesn’t have someone to make out with,“ my snarky brother smirked.

„Yeah, I’m so sad that I don’t have someone to swap saliva with. Tear,“ I said, motioning a pretendable tear.

„Jay, I think I should go,“ the girl said and kind of ran off. There was something suspicious about her.

Konbanwa is suppose to be "Good evening!" in Japanese. And...yeah, I decided to be a tease and only copied a little. At the moment I have it on 5 pages ^.^

Anyways, wish me luck on my mock exam in Math which happens to be tomorrow and I think I will make a comprehensive post when the school ends. Until then....

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS.   Random! XD 

Cake

My March has been really out of the ordinary - there has been so many birthdays, including my own 19th, have visited my mother's home and enjoyed spring break.

So, the first of many birthdays was Akira's but the day before that I went to Jõhvi. It's a city in the north of Estonia and it was the city where my mom was raised (she was born ~20km away - Kohtla-Järve). We drove there straight from school but got there pretty late. We went to the graveyard because on the March 2nd my grandpa was born and we wanted to lit some candles for him. I just have to say - seems that the weather describes the person the most. It was so windy and cold - basically as soon as the candle was lit, it was blown out. It was getting annoying. Now I have to brag XDD My daddy is the most caring one of all ^.^ Like I said, it was terribly cold weather and my dad gave me he's huge jacket. It was really warm, not the most lightest thing to wear, though. We visited my uncle's house, although he wasn't there, and finally got in touch with my other cousin, the athletic one.  She is quite the opposite of me but I still really liked talking to her. She is like the big sister I never had ^.^ After we went back to my grandpa's apartment which still feels kind of empty without him and do you know what I found out, he missed me a lot. He had this photo album full of pictures of me when I was little. Let's just say that my mom and grandpa didn't exactly get along. I know he loved her and was proud of her but he was the most stubborn man ever :) Anyways, mom and dad did a little clean up work and got a lot of stuff, I, on the other hand, collected momentums of my dear granny and grandpa.
The next morning we drove to Sõmeru (also in the north of Estonia but more to the west XD) where I got a job XD Actually, my great aunt (married to my granny's brother, mother side) needed me to add an advertisement for these amazing curtains she made. And it was really nice seeing her ^.^
After we hurried back in town because I had to get ready for Akira's birthday and also did a little make-up for Yuki.

That's what Yuki looked like. I would add a full look but I think that Yuki would kill me XDD

And my overall look ^.^ TT was overly impressed about it (EGO BOOST XD) and I guess it wasn't that bad XD Bitch Natsu!

The party itself? I have no comment. We went out bowling, ate a little and watched a scary movie which wasn't scary, Red Riding Hood and some other movie which was kind of grouse but I fell asleep XD or at least tried because there was someone in the same room who just couldn't control his voice and kept me up until 5:30AM. Nice huh? Not the best first impression. It was the first (and hopefully the last) time I'm going to see him. To sum up, the party was okay ^.^

So, the March 7th and 8th were two days when the teachers were on strike. To us, students, it kind of meant two extra days off XD What did I do? On the 7th I went shopping with Yuki. Something that you don't see everyday XDD Yeah, I buy things but usually online because the prices in Estonia are depressing. Anyways, I got new jeans, 3 tank tops, a thingy for my phone, fake eyelashes + glue, compact powder and maybe something else too XDD And on the 8th we celebrated the international woman's day ^.^ Dad bought me white roses and yellow ones for my mom. In the evening me and my mom just sat down, drank whine, ate cake and chatted.

Our little table ^.^ Don't ask why there are two spoons beside one piece XDD I guess it has something to do with the picture taking XDD

And on the next day, we got a magnificent surprise. The senior class made a little performance for all the females and then they asked form 12B and 12A girls to stay and all the boys came out with little flowers and gave them to all the girls. It was so sweet ^.^

On that Saturday I went to MS's birthday. I got her a ticket to Poets of the Fall and some other stuff and of course she was thrilled since POTF is her ultimate fave (since 2008 XD). We ate and drank a little. Played Alias which ended with a fight between the lover. Sad :( During the night they were so sweet together but yeah, lovers fight, never good. Anyways, whey the couple disappeared me and the other party guest started dancing randomly and chatted in between. If life gives you lemons, you have to make lemonade XDD Anyways, MS said that they made up and everything is okay now ^.^ Let's just say, out of all the guys MS has dated, MJ (not Michael Jackson XD) is the best for her and I always have been and always will be team MJ XDD. 

Anyways, there are a lot of school days between and then we reach to the last weekend before my birthday which I will elaborate next time.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS.  No matter how much I add American songs here, I'm still passionate about Asia ^.^

Prize

I should get a prize for being the worst blogger ever XD Okey, I'm exaggerating, but I have been slacking off for... 2 weeks and 4 day, shameful.

So, I'll pick where I left off - the class wedding.
To be completely honest, I'm not so impressed with the wedding. I think the bridal shower was sooo much funner than the actual wedding.
The wedding ceremony was hilarious, not the traditional one. The priest was just the right choice. Since  I was the maid of honor I'm on every ceremonial picture :S It's awful, my every expression is on display XDD So, some of the pictures for it (the pictures aren't in chronological order)

The groom reading the vows. They were the only couple who had written their vows. The other bride was winging it and the groom was repeating the priest's words - that was the most hilarious part of the ceremony XDD. And do you see my face? I hce no idea what I was thinking XDDD

I know what's wrong with me here - the ring, his putting on her finger was weird orange plastic one but it did match with the ribbon around her waist ^.^

And the final words form the priestl. Yes, he is the one with the longest hair XDD

XDDD

And the kitchen staff :)

Of course the cake ^.^

 

With Marks on the left and with TT on the right :)

Yeah, I'm missing heels XDD

After came the eating part. We ate the salad and other delicious things that we made that morning. Oh, and I forgot to tell you guys, that on that Fiday (February 24th) was the Estonian Independence day ^.^  Got up early, went to the parade, wore an awful hat and held balloons. 

Swiped the picture from Yuki's blog ^.^ - look like a nigga XD

That day, I felt like Estonian. And to be honest really proud but kind of teary. I don't know why though XDD But yeah, it was the first time I took part in that parade :)

Anyways, the wedding. The games that we played there were fun and but after those everyone went to their own corner all around the house and formed little groups. That bothered me the most and one of the reasons I think that bridal shower was better. There we partied more together had nice clean fun ^.^

On the last day of Feburay I had a mock exam in Estonian. OH DEAR! On the question part I did really good but on the essay...let's just say I hacve had better ones XDD But I PASSED THE EXAM XDDD To be honest, with Estonian exam I have always had very small expectation, so passing is a big victory for me ^.^

After 6 hours at the exam, I met up with MS and we went ice-skating and basically walked all around Viljandi. We made up, talked about love and just caught up. We don't see each other that often, so there is always a lot to talk about ^.^

That weekend was...fast, I think is the right word :D But I'm leaving it for another post XDD Sorry, guys ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I love that guy's voice who starts to sing at 0:48.

Cute

Who dares to say that he's not cute?!

So, yeah, I have been watching Revenge and most of the people, including my mom, are in love with the guy named Daniel (played by Joshua Bowman).but I prefer Nolen, that guy in that video. He has more wits and I recently found out that he is gay or at least bi - short to say he slept with a guy. But he still he's cute. I mean look at that video ^.^

But more about my exciting week which gave me a "party girl" title. As you all know, I was involved in the class party - planned a bridal shower and then ended up in the kitchen staff of the the actual wedding party. To be completely honest, towards the finish line I got pretty tired of this all thing and wished it could be already over.
But let's start for the beginning. It all started on the 23rd. That school day was shortened because the day after was Estonia's birthday  ^.^ So, I got home around 2PM XD and met up with Yuki, since on Friday it was the wedding and there was tons of stuff to do. I don't exactly remember what we did that day except for the French fries that Yuki made because I freaking out about the bridal shower that night. A little after 5PM I had to leave Yuki at the bus station because Marks (former MP) her boyfriend were picking me up, so that we could do some last minute shopping. And thank god he drove us there. The weather was AWFUL. It's was raining god know's what and the snow was melting and few steps and Marks complained that her boots were drenched but not mine XD I have some really good boots, maybe not the most attractive but good ones ;) (can be seen in Competition). So, when we FINALLY got to the party location, my classmates M-K's place, we put final touches on the plan and took care of the snacks and the guests arrived oh so soon but both of the brides were late XD

My outfit of the night

+ some more pictures.

Before the storm XD Look, how calm I seem to be XD That is a nervous smile, guys. And I had that on most of the time during that night XDD

Somewhere towards the end of the little house party. Me and the girls - MAÜ, me and LO in full glory. I hope that LO isn't going to hate me XD She has a clever smile here, I would say XDD

I have to say - this picture is special. I hardly smile like THAT on photos. I'm over looking the fact that my bangs look awful (or at least I'm trying to XD) - Me, LO and KK.

Somewhere, during the night, Marks asked if people were enjoying themselves and they all said that it was fun, well planned and on topic. The weight dropped off of my shoulders when I heard that and, I have to say, it was the first night in my life when I went to a club. And my first reaction? Well, the fist 15 minutes was slow.  There weren't many people there but more towards to the end it lived up and I started to have fun. MP even said that when we (most of the bridal shower guests + one of the bride) went on the dance floor everyone started to dance XD And it was great just to let loose, even if it was just for a little while. 

I got home somewhere around 1AM.

For the moment, I'll stop here and continue on the next post which will be soon, I PROMISE ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. My arm still hurt from the tug-of-war ://

Slide

HAPPY SHOVE TUESDAY!

So, today isn't a regular Tuesday but Shove Tuesday XD And I'm having a....don't know the right adjective to describe it.

In the morning I felt rather bad. I thought about staying but I have been absent too much + I needed to collect some money. I sound like dept collector XDD But actually, it's not that bad. I'm just one of the few who are planning the bridal shower for our class wedding and we need kind of entrance fee because the party is on Thursday.

Oh, I haven't talked to you about the class wedding. So, where I'm form it's tradition to choose a girl and a boy from the same class and marry them. Not officially of course...well, the priest himself is chosen among us, so yeah XD And since we have such a huge class we chose two grooms and two brides. Everyone plays a part in the wedding, some are just family members, we have a wedding singers and I happen to be the maid of honor for the more likable bride. The other one was so desperate that she had to be the bride and she asked EVERY SINGLE GUY in my class to be the groom. Come on, if no one wants you then give up and be somebody else but finally she guilt RP to agree. -.- Anyways, since I'm one of the brides maids I needed to plan a little get-together ^.^

And, Shove Tuesday is a pretty big deal in Estonia, so, today I had 5 lessons plus activities after. I'm trying to spend as much time with my class as possible, so yeah, I took part in those after school activities -  tug-of-war XD Yeah, maybe not the best choice but I had fun EXCEPT for the fire in the muscles. We were third and there were 6 classes, so not that bad. It was kind of funny, I have to say. In the first tug all the guys in front of me (there were 4 girls and 4 boys in one team) fell on their butt XDD But, yeah, it was slippery as hell and towards the end I started to fall too because my legs were starting to shake. But third place, hell yeah XD!

So, when I finally got home. I fell dead on the bed XD And slept for a little over two hours. After that I went to pick up a package from Oriflame and got some new things.
One of those things were nail art kit, with what I created this (the black I owned before).

And I also tried out a little make-up but only the white eyeliner and the make-up brush was new. My mom liked the left eye better than the right but, like always, I like the other one XDD

And I got an invite to Akira's birthday party. The theme is cosplay and I'm thinking about being Katherine Pierce form Vampire Diaries. I'm pretty excited about that ^.^

I also thought about cutting my bangs again. I found a little inspiration browsing the net.

I love this bangs. I like that is not so short and if I don't like it. It could grow out faster and it's easier the put aside than the usual bangs. Plus, it looks GREAT! I hope it looks that good on me as well. I need to consult with the hairdresser. Oh, I'm not going to cut the ends because hairdressers little is my a lot and I really like the length but since I want to do Kathrine's cosplay I have to cut after Akira's birthday.

Okey, my lovelies. I should really go to bed now. Sweet dreams ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. This week might be filled with posts ;)

Mask

So, guys, what do you think? Which one is the best...

this?

or this?

I kind of prefer the new one XD It's more attractive and has a little bit of me in it ^.^ 

But about the title and the new theme - masks. We use them to hide our true emotions to get by easier. Here I don't have to pretend. I can be here as mad as I want to be at my Estonian teacher or tell you about I love-love-love Jungshin without looking awkward XD

So, about other stuff. Social studies test was easy, especially when my brilliant class knew all the right answers before the test. I just had to memorize them XD And Math test was easy also. Nothing too hard. And on Friday new period started, our last. And Natsu got more responsible XD Anyways, I just started taking my homework more seriously, like with Biology. Usually the teacher gives us couple of pages to read and I have never even opened the book before the test XD Haha, I'm making progress.

And on Friday, guess who came over? Of course Yuki did - like every Friday - and we went to the bank walked all the way to the gas station called Premium (I always forget that name XD), got couple of burger and went back home where we had a little argument but we fortunately made up and went home as friends. It was a rather short visit because I was babysitting that night.

 So, I did her hair. She said that since she is 5 years old, she should have 5 braids XD

Oh,I hurt my hip + knee skiing. Haha, everytime I decended on a hill I screamed: "I'm going to die! I'm going to die!" and me and MP skiing is more like laughing and listening to the ground if the cowboys are coming, if you know what I mean XDD.

On Saturday - Vindictus, Akira and Math. Of course I'm the most excited about the first one because the second one has relationship problems AGAIN and the last one...well, my brain got short circuited and my mom, who just happens to be a Math teacher, couldn't solve it either and to top it all off it's one of the final exam questions. You have no idea how assuring that is XDD. Anyways, Vindictus is pretty awesome. I have two characters at the moment. I have played two days (Saturday night and Saturday) and one of them is at level 10 and the other is at lever 15 if I'm not mistaken. I know it's bad XD.

So, next week will be quite different and I'm going to tell you about it when it arrives.
Good night, my darlings ^.^

Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I started watching Kuroshitsuji.

Skiing

Hello, my lovelies!

So, without long and pointless intro, I'll cut to the chase XD

Last post I did on...Wendsday, so the first thing and the most important thing is that for THE first time in MY life I went to an opera or went to see it or....what ever XD Anyways, had a long day at school. Okay, maybe not that long but 6h before I got home to change and wash-up. But before, me and dad went to the store. I got too pick up some food for school and other snacks. I think, you all know that I don't eat in school but lately I have more and more. That's not the point XD

Anyways, I found out that sometimes I'm a regular woman XD When I needed to get ready, I needed more that 2 hours XDD Okay-okay, it's not that bad because I also ate, put my bag together and did other stuff. Basically two hours before the show I had to be in the bus stop so my private bus could pick me up XDD There I met up with MP - she lives also in the city center, so it was easier to meet there. She looks really-really great but not really for the winter weather. (I'll add pictures)

Of course we had to stop at the McDonald's before we went to the theater XD But I have to say that Hesburger's chickenburger is better than at McDonald's. Anyways, the opera itself...

...well, it was definitely different XD The biggest surprise was that the two male leads were Asians. Well, to my dear classmates they were Japanese -.- Actually, it was Chinese and Korean. They were brothers in that play and they were separated at a very young age. The younger one (Chinese) was kidnapped by a  gypsy who sought revenge for her mother who was burned alive. She wanted to do the same and throw the infant into the fire but, I didn't quite understand whether he felt sorry for the little boy or threw her own child there by accident, anyways, she ended up raising him as her own. The two brothers met because they fell in love with the same girl (go figure!) and almost killed each other but the younger one froze but when the elder one stabbed him, the "mother" savored him. The two brothers met again when their loved one almost became a nun but the younger one saved her and they were about to marry when the older one captured the "mother" and the younger went to save her. They ended up in prison. The girl send her love out to him XD and eventually traded herself for the younger one's freedom and drank poison. Then there was a REALLY long scene when she died and then the older one found out that and sliced his brothers throat and of course AFTER that the gypsy told him that, okay sang to him, that it's your bro. AND if you are wondering which opera I'm talking about it's the Troubadour (Trubaduur in Estonian).

"Il trovatore (The Troubadour) is an opera in four acts by Giuseppe Verdi to an Italian libretto by Salvadore Cammarano, based on the play El Trovador (1836) by Antonio García Gutiérrez." - source Wikipedia.

The first part (until recess) went really fast. It's was like: "Hour already? XD" (Oh, I wish that Estonian lessons would go by that feast XD) Oh, I forgot to mention. The theater we went to was Vanemuine and it's located in Tartu (about 78 km east where I live ^.^)

From the left MP, HP and me ^.^ I really love my outfit and I have to say that MP is the tallest girl in my class so HP isn't the shortest one. And I'm wearing heels, which is very UNCOMMON with me ^.^ But I didn't fall or trip, so they are my best high heels XDD I graduated with them too ^.^

Towards the end of the opera, I sta rted to fall asleep -blush- but not that it was boring XD Just that not enough sleep + sixs hours in school + a dark room = sleepy Natsu ^.^

On Friday, I had a lecture at school. It was about the beauty of Math and then some stuff about informatics. In my opinion the first presentation was nicer but the second man talked better XD I think that one or two pictures throughout the presentation is goo and not every slide has to have at least one.  And after, I met up with Yuki. We went ic-skating without the skates XD Just dragged our feet along the ice and chatted. It is always nice to see her ^.^ And on Sunday I went to her place and the new week begun.

Lately I have had a lot of firsts - first time I went to the opera and the first time (in 10 years) I went skiiing XD Yeah, let's just say first opera was better because I fell 2 times on my butt with skis XDD Yeah,  I like moved 5 inches *thump* then another 5 and a hill came. Slinding-sliding *thump* HAHAHA! So yeah, the teacher spend the next hour teaching me different techniques in skiing. Thank god, I only have to ski 4 times to get a 5 and then I don't ever have to get on them again XD In a way, I and TT are different. She loves skiing and dislikes ice-skating, I'm vice versa XD I don't remember how many times I cursed skiing but let's just say that we are kind of frenemies XDD And of course after school I had to prepare for up and coming Valentines day. In Estonia it's kind of considered friendship day, so I folded flowers and made my bestest friend a "painting"

 
 In my opinion, it's not the best one but my mom said: "Don't give that to Yuki, rather give it to me!" and dad said that it was beautiful AND the Yuki herself agreed with dad ^.^ I'm glad :)

And what she gave me! Some REALLY cute stickers, then some delicious cookies and this...

 I think it's the most original idea ever and it looks so awesome and next to my "painting" the best thing ever.

On Tuesday, I had another test in Music class, even harder one, and today it was Physics test and tomorrow Social studies and Friday Math...OH BOY! And to top that all off I felt so terrible today. I only went to school to do the Physics test and then I came home.

I have to say, I love the new camera with all the new gadgets and the sharpness and kind of like everything about it XDD But just wait couple of week, I will find a flaw XDD

I don't have a Tumblr account but I found someone else's and that chick is nuts!
http://thinspiration-for-those-who-seek.tumblr.com/ - the link is here if anyone is interested. Basically she admires bulimics and anorexics for their determination to be shinny. Like WHAT THE HELL! It's a disease and not a weight-loss-plan. And to top it all of she gives advice. Everyone asks her about their UGW (Ultimate Goal Wight) if their height is this and that and in her opinion, I, if I'm 175, should weight 48 kg. That is obviously too little. And the worse news is that little 13 year olds follow her (or what ever you do on Tumblr) but fortunately, she has decency to tell them that they are still growing children.
Surely, I want to be skinnier than I am but I wouldn't take ridiculous goal weights and starve myself. And especially when I'm in school. My brain just wouldn't function when I don't eat and if I will reach that UGW that she recommended none of my clothes would fit XDD

Okay, my darlings, I should go and rest now and hopefully I can go to school tomorrow

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XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm not much of a photo editor XDD

How

How long is long?
How heavy is heavy?

It's like, when I had eye surgery (a minor one, thank god) the doctor said that this day forward I should avoid lifting heavy stuff. But how heavy is heavy? It's like where is the border line when light ends and heavy begins. And the same thing with long. Today's physics lesson we learned that something reaches to Earth after a long time. But how long is long? To a three year old 3 years seem like a very long time, to me it just vanished in seconds. But 18 years seems long to me but it's NOTHING compared to Sun's age (it's was like 4,7 billion years or something like that XD)

And another thing. I really don't like astronomy. To me it sounds like a load of crap (sorry for my expression) but that is just how I feel about it. Yeah, I know a lot of things about it since we are learning it in physics class but still. How can you know that Mars weighs x kg or Sun's temperature in the core is 16 million degrees? No man cant get to the Sun or really can't put Mars on a scale. It's all assumptions. Well, I am one of those people who believe it when they see it, so yeah, that's the main reason physics isn't my favourite at the moment.

Wanna see something grouse? (at least in my opinion XD)

It's my hand when I'm pretend writing,,well my hand actually is like that when I type in an angle (?). It looks grouse and feels even worse. It's ÜBER creepy.

Tomorrow there will be shortened lessons. JACKPOT!~ but then again tomorrow is a test in Music class - music seminar, as my teacher calls it. And there are like most known choir songs and one of the author's songs I get mixed up.

This is one of the hardest songs to memorize, like seriously. The author has a similar song called "Enne ja nüüd" but I couldn't locate it so I pray to God that it isn't in tomorrows test. In addition to tomorrow, I have 2 Estonian tests on Thursday + getting my picture taken for some....I'm not sure for what, but it's a group/class photo, so I think I'll survive >^.^<  The picture thou, the tests are a suicide, both of them. One has extra strict grading and the other is made by my dear teacher. HELP! But to all your foreigners who have chose to study Estonian - it's not that bad but just MY "dear" teacher makes our lives difficult.

But okay, I have to go to bed now. Another night, another school day, another head ache - looking forward to XDD  NOT! Only 37 days before another and unfortunately last high school holiday :(

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. They are cute >^.^< and I can say it without being a child molester - I did some stalking XDD

Nalina

"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. Pretty badly too."
"What happened, my child?"
"I have neglected my blog and let down my readers"

I am really sorry for not writing for so long. I have n+1 reasons to do so but none of them seem good enough to excuse me from not writing.

Don't know where to start XD - amd she is watching MusicMondays, shame on her!-

Oh, I found my camera...but then I broke it...and then bought a new one XD

My new baby! The old one was pretty similar. Also Olympus ^.^

Anyways, school is a blast! XD Okay not really a blast but it's not that bad :)
Social studies is good, I still like that lesson because it is interesting and explains more about things that are going on around me. I had a first test there, which I got 5- because I didn't use the right wording, and also wrote a first essay, and probably my last, and the bad news is that I have to give that essay to my Estonian teacher too -.- And speaking of Estonian I have gotten better by the day.  I got a perfect score on the last test -ego boost- and the teacher wrote "Finally!" on my test, true story XD But I wrote a real essay to her and I got ...

English is so lay back but today I made a for and against essay and I think I did a good job. And tomorrow there is another test but I will pass it. I seem to have such an ego but the English teacher really does it too easy for me. What else? Math, I went to a competition in it. Was 9th. I'm happy with that place. I mean 9th in the whole county. It's not that bad, right?

My health hasn't been that good. Had migraine attacks and a horrible back pain (still have it) but other than that I'm good. Nothing too bad, at least I can live, move around and a little pain can't stop me but because of those headaches I had to stay home.

I actually made a vblog 2 week ago XD But now I finally edited it ^.^
(THE VIDEOS SHOULD BE NOW WATCHABLE!)

I like editing videos. It's fun in my opinion. I wouldn't make it as a work since I'm not really made for only sit behind the computer but it is fun to do occasionally ^.^

So, the video was made the day when I was home sick with the migraine. That week I also met up with LO and MAÜ and we had a great time. I will take about it later because MAÜ hasn't shared the picks and I would really like to add some :)

This weekend my mom turned 45. Happy birthday to her, again! In the morning I and my dad went to her bed and sand happy birthday. In a way it was sweet but it was spiced up with a little humor. I mean, the birthday present itself is was a wok-pan and in a way we like went to woke her up so she could cook for us XDD But she loved the surprise ^.^

Man, I'm so tired at the moment XD

Oh, I and Yuki have a little surprise for you but I'm not going to tell you about it because I would just ruin it. I need some time to finish it XD.

Now, my fave song of the last few days. SOOOO ADDICTIVE!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Sorry guys!