Anyway, today is my final exam - Art History. I have to go to school to deliver a speech and I'M SUPER NERVOUS.
It's one and a half pages long and I'm afraid that I will start talking really fast, so it's more difficult to understand me, or I say something silly or I simply froze up.
I really hope that none of those happen....
+ I have no idea what they might ask. I thought about my favorite works and other things they might ask but I will never no!
I woke up 5.30AM, just to rewrite my speech and practice it and I could just calmly gather my things but now I have more time to be nervous.
The good news is that Yuki will be here today, so we can celebrate the final exam and stuff like that ^.^
So, wish me luck!
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. My teacher said that I have 5 guaranteed XD But still! I'm nervous as hell
And by that thing I mean my little art history research. I kind of liked doing that thing. Gave me purpose. But then again free time feels nice although my free time started 10 minutes ago and it's like 11:43PM XD
Now, starting Monday, I have to write my defense speech but comparing to the research it's piece of cake ^..^ Oh, and about my research. My teacher told me that I need 20 pages of solid text and now I have...50 pages XDD Hahaha, I sometimes outdo myself ^.^
My wisdom tooth is growing...painfully. Yesterday my whole jaw hurt and today it has been so-so.
Oh, and bad me! I was suppose to go and tutor my nephew. Sounds awful XDD I'm not that old but yeah, I'm someones aunt. Luckily, he doesn't think of me that way - I'm just a smart friend or relative. AWYWAYS, I'm his math tutor for a week. I went there on Thursday with Yuki but we didn't get much work done. It was pretty late...but Friday was more productive and he made me promise that he would solve some problems yesterday and today but neither of us believe that XDD
Tomorrow, I will be babysitting for some time.
On June 7th I will have a book presentation. Luckily I won't be the one presenting XDD But I am considered as one of the the co-writers. The book is about my school and I and couple of my classmates were assigned to write a story about our school experience.
On June 8th I will have my exam where I have to present my defense speech.
On June 14th I will have an official reception with the head of one of the biggest universities in Estonia, Tallinna Tehnikaülikool (TTÜ).
And on June 21st I will have my graduation. Sad - enough said XDD
I will add a picture here from that Pilistvere trip. I love that picture and it's with my mom. Oh, that reminds me. My dad went to Aegviidu this weekend and got back today. It was great to see him today ^.^
Of course the picture was made by Yuki ^.^
I have been watching the Lying Game.
It's thrilling and unexpected, welllll except for the love part. I totally knew that Ethan will fall for Emma XDD But the other parts of it is thrilling, as I said already. Like for 15 episodes I know that the mom was that artist and now it's totally upside down. I'm pretty sure who is it but it's not proven yet.
I don't have a favorite character in this but I have to say that Ethan is pretty cute ^.^
Okay, my cuties, I should go to bed. I'm really tired and I feel like a rock had dropped off my shoulders.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Wish me luck! I hope that my teacher is as proud of me as I am ^.^
So, my inspiration to get back into blogging...
Well, the night before yesterday, I thought I would pamper myself a little, so I did a little manicure and it turned out great!
(I had a little problem photographing it, so I made a short movie XDD)
And when my nails dried, I watched a movie called Radio Rebel.
It's a Disney movie but I found it rather inspirational ^.^
The trailer says it all. And of course there is a love interest in there, which movie hasn't -rolls eyes- but I like the idea in general ^.^
This blog, in a way, is my radio channel. I can say anything in here. Here I can express myself as loud and clear as I want.
So, last Saturday, me and Yuki went to Pilistvere with my mom and her church and couple of other churches.
Yuki made a pretty good summary of that day, so instead of retelling, I thought I just share hers ^.^
It has some great pictures made by her, like always. I think that the main reason that you don't see my nature pictures here is the fact that mine are never as good as hers are, so I take these kind of pictures.
Oh, and also outfit pics (I have to add these) and make-up. They usually come pretty blurry, I have shaky hands XDD
But now I have to go to my last therapy session.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm going out bare faced....hasn't happened in years XDD
I'm baaaaack!
Why do I have the feeling I have said that before XD and still have disappeared XD?
To be honest, I have missed blogging. I have like hundreded drafts but haven't finished one of them.
School has been out for over a month now but If I told you that I have been studying for the exams all the time, I would be lying. In my defense I have been to school for consultations, like for math and English and even a little for Estonian before the exam. I have to say, Estonian was a bitch XD
So, a little about my exams. Estonian
Describing it in one word: AWFUL. We had a new exam. We had a questions part + an essay, former there was only an essay, much longer then now.
The questions part for me was okay. It was a little difficult, though. After reading the text for the first time, I couldn't answer even one question XDD but after a while I made something up. And then the essay. Hated it! I talked about conflicts between generations and I brought in gay issues ^.^ Yeah, seems weird but it sounded more logical in the essay XDD But I have to say, writing the rough notes, the essay seemed pretty good but when I started to write the fair copy, it sounded awful, so I don't know what to expect XD. I'm hoping that I will get points from spelling, I double checked that ^.^
English writing
I needed more time for that XD Usually, I have time to spare, like in Estonian exam. I left almost an hour before the official end but with English, no such luck. So the first part was writing. I had to write a report, which I was hoping for, and a letter. We had to write to a travel agency where we could suggest a trip. That part was quite easy, I have to say, but I think I will lose some points in that part forming part. After the writing part we had a 30-minute break, where me an Marks had lunch and chatted for a little. After that came the listening part, which was the hardest I have ever had, reading, which I was afraid of but wasn't that bad actually, and the language structures, which were so-so. The exam was harder then I expected
Then came the English speaking three days later.
I was more nervous for that then the writing part. I went there an hour early. And I heard most of the topic, some were really difficult, some not so much. When entering exam room I said "Tere!" -face palm- but after that English all the way XD My signature sentence was "I have a stuffy nose so I have to apologize for sounding nazily XDD" Yeah XD The first part was a monologue where I spoke about how raising fuel prizes will save the environment. In my opinion, I talked too little (we had 3min to prepare and 2 for speking). After that came the questions, which were a little out of my league, so to say. Oh, before the monologue, the teacher asked me about singing and what kind of music do I listen and randomly asked whether if I still have that Korean penpal XD RANDOM!XD After the questions came the roleplay. Yeah, I know how it sounds but nothing like that XD It basically means that I'm like the interviewer, asking bunch of questions with the given keywords and the teacher reads the answers off the paper. And that's it! Oh, I forgot to tell you! There are two teachers in the room. One of them is my teacher who reads the answers and asks me questions and runs the show, so to say, and the other one valuates me. After the exam is over, we had to leave the room and we were called back a little later for the results. When I said thank you after the interview, teacher started telling me that little arrangement, the other one interrupted and told us that she could tell the results rightaway and I got....maximum points XDDDD I was so excited about it that I actually bowed -face palm-. She said that I sounded very natural and didn't stumble that much ^.^
Mathematics exam
SOOOOOOOOOOOO much harder then I expected. I opened up the exam book and I had no idea how to make the first exercise -face palm- What a confidence boost, right? Anyways, I moved on and did the rest of the 4 exercises and came back later. I still didn't know how to solve that but I did something XD After the first part came a 45-minute break where me and Marks when to the store and she had other business to take care off and when we went back to school, my mom asked for the first impressions. Yeah XD The second part was even worse! I did something and if anyone is interested I chose the 9th task instead of 8th.
So, besides the exams, which kind of determines the rest of my life, I have gone cycling with LO. It kind of fun + gives me a little work-out for the day :) which is always a good thing. And of course me and Yuki have been hanging out and also I have been watching TV shows.
Revenge
Absolutely love it. It's exciting, I think Emily is awesome - plans, the plans always fell through perfectly and never gets caught. And of course there is Nolan ^.^
So, the first season just ended or is about to end and I can't wait for the next one ^.^ Oh, and Victoria is one of my faves too - I think I like powerful women because I could never be like that :)
Secret Circle
At first I didn't think much of this show. Truth to be told, it seemed boring but I grew on me and now I'm mads that probably there won't be a second season. JUST WHEN THINGS GOT INTERESTING! Gaah, I always hate when that happens and it usually happens all the time. I download all the episodes and always the last one is the interesting one.I think there isn't any great characters I like in Secret Circle. Blackwell is cool but they killed him...so maybe, if I HAD to choose one, Diana.
Vampire Diaries
Elena is a vampire now! NOOOO! And of course, who got hurt in the last episode? Damon :( "It will always be Stefan..." Stupid Elena. Doesn't know what's good for her, even Rose knew...
Rose (to Jeremy): You're too young. You don't see what I see. It's not just that she brings out the best in him. He changes her, challenges her, surprises her. Damon's either the best thing for Elena or the worst.
Yeah, Jeremy can see dead people..and Alaric was turned into a vampire and then died when Elena died and Tyler and Blondie broke up...I think. (yeah, I don't remember the blonds name at the moment XDD)
I still like the show and I'm curious how it goes on but yeah, I think I have lost the excitement.
Gossip Girl
Blair and Chuck are back together, YAY! Not that I have nothing against Dan but...he's boring...and I hate his hair ^.^ And now he's out to revenge and what the hell is wrong with Serena and the last episode...the season ended. DAMN!!!
And of course there are Pretty Little Liars but the I'm waiting for the season 3 and it will be up soon, June 5 ^.^
That reminds me, I have to go to the library now and work on my art history research, yeah, I still haven't finished it XDD but I have to finish it before the end of May, so busy-busy bee. But I have more to say, like what inspired me to wake up early just to write that blog ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiii ^^
PS. I love-love-love my manicure at the moment ^.^ I will show it to you, guys, later!
I found this site where there were 50 questions (a long time ago actually ^.^), so I thought about adding them here. Gives you guys a little inside of Natsu XDD I answered to them today (07.05.2012) , so during time they can change ^.^
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? After my mom
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Last night
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? So-so
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Chicken
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yes
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT?
Oh yeah XD
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Maybe
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Sugar covered corn flakes, yumm
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM
OFF? No
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
I have my
moments XDDD
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Vanilla chocolate chip
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT
PEOPLE?
Hands
15. RED OR PINK?
Red, of course
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT
YOURSELF?
My tummy ^.^
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Hm, my grandpa?
18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU
NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?
To be honest, it’s the first time I have heard of such thing XD
But I have to say, that sleep part XDD
19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
At the moment? I’m bare feet.
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Doughnuts –face palm-
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Nicki Minaj – Starships XDD It’s the first I have heard of it but it’s on MTV
atm.
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Green ^.^
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Relaxing Zen (it’s a scented candle XDD)
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE? Tiivi J
25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE? Mountain hideaway ^.^
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? To watch? There isn’t one XD
27. HAIR COLOR? 3 different shades of brown XDD
28. EYE COLOR? Green (with a little brown spot on
the left one ^.^)
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Only during the summer and some special times ^.^
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Noodles, I think. I don’t have a definite one, usually
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Rather happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Transformers, I think
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Black
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer
35. HUGS OR KISSES? I like hugs ^.^
36. FAVORITE DESSERT? My favourite ice cream ^.^
37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO? Cardio, rather...
38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION? Computer, I watch most of the TV shows in here XDD
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? At the moment, nothing but I want to read Blood
Ties 4th and unfortunately last book :(
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Don’t have one XD
42. FAVORITE SOUND? Silence XD
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Rolling Stones
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? the Netherlands, I think XD
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? I have no idea XDD I can bend my fingers
backwards? I can fold origami? I can paint with both of my hands? I don’t know
what is special XDD
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? I would say Viljandi but the hospital is outside
of it XDD
47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW? In the old town of Viljandi
48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?
Beige?
49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR? Don’t own one XD but my family’s car is red ^.^
50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS? Yes ^.^ I like answering questions in general XDD
PS. I have an English exam tomorrow, so wish me luck and I will write somewhere this week. Take care ^.^
I hate these f*cking b*tches! I sincerely apologize for my use of language but I there isn't more politer ways to say it.
So, I'm watching MTV's show Made. There is a girl who wants to lose 50-60 pounds and she's walking up the stairs and CRYING! Like what the hell! When you want to lose so much weight you have to exercise. And I don't get the fact why she hates her trainer for it. She is there to help. I think she has better things to do than motivate someone who doesn't want to. That white b*tchh is spoiled little brat. oh, if that isn't enough, she cries when she sees vegetables...-rolls eyes- Actually, she reminds me someone else I once knew...
So, yeah, I have kept my eyes on MTV. I have been watching Plain Jane, I Used To Be Fat, Chelsea Settles, Made and wait for it....Jersey Shore XD I think Plain Jane is my fave because of the host Louise Roe. I think she might be one of my idols. She's fashionable, kind of sassy, confidant and of course gorgeous. She has the most incredible outfits on this show.
Recently I have gained an interest in fashion. I think color blocking is brilliant! but still I have lot to learn ^.^
So about school...offially high school is over :( I have already shed tears for it. The last school day was saddest of them all. Even the Estonian teacher cried and LO made me such nice present - she printed out some of the pictures where we're together. Most of them are from the class wedding but still sweet as ever.
It all is depressing since a period in my life is ending. I have gone to that schoolhouse on September 1 for the last 12 years. But then again another exciting and thrilling period of my life starts XD So, I'm not mourning it so much anymore but I will miss my great friends from high school. It will be sad not seeing them so often but they won't be lost. I promise that I will do my best to keep these friendships ^.^
Now, when the official part is over, I'm having exam lessons which aren't mandatory but good for me. Especially the Estonian lessons XD But then again, there we are just talking about stuff that we have already have talked about but again - Kordamine on tarkuse ema! (Revision is key to wisdom!)
The weather is getting better by the day but then again there are a lot of rainy days, like yesterday (20.04.2012).
Me and Yuki went to Otepää yesterday. I'm rather spontaneous person, and when my mom told me that she and couple of students will go to Otepää to a math competition, I immediately asked her whether I can come with and perhaps grab Yuki with me. After few calls, the next day we headed off to Otepää. This town is famous for the skiing competition(s). Yuki said it's even the winter capital of Estonia (yeah, Estonians like to have different capitals, like for every season + I think Viljandi is the woods capital XD not sure XD) I wanted to go there the most, since I think I haven't been there before :) And let's say it was a pommiauk (bomb hole (trans.) - cities where these nothing much to see and very few people around). And it was raining heavily and despite that we had fun. We joked around and ate lunch at the stairs and just hanged around.
Some random pictures from our little rainy outing ^.^
On the left is a really nice house I liked and the garden also looked great, it might not me my dream house but pretty close ^.^ and the other one is a church we saw outside of Otepää. It had an interesting pictures on the both sides (those dark grey areas).
After finishing lunch on the stairs. The best picture of both of us ^.^
Something random from Natsu XD
And the famous stairs XD So useful right. Yuki said that maybe it's like the wall in Harry Potter but unfortunately we didn't test it out XDD but it was a good place to hold our little picnic.
Delicious looking cake we got. Actually we didn't suppose to have it, since we didn't compete in the math competition but my mom said it was cool to have some ^.^
So, my outer outfit of the day ^.^ Yeah, it was raining all the time and I kind of had a bad hair day XDD
Our second lunch which we got free due to our connections XDD
Some of the pictures Yuki made of me. She, on the other hand, didn't want her picture taken that much... :/ Sad, when a pretty girl doesn't want to stand if front of a camera.
Waiting for lunch ^.^
That last one had to be the biggest fail ever. It was in a German magazine and I was like: "Oh, look Shinee's poster" for the cover but when I opened it in the middle. Yeah, not really what I expect for and when I saw the brother (second on the left), it wasn't DEFINITELY! Shinee. I think it's rather SS501.
Woah, I have been writing this post all day long :D I'm easily distracted XDD And I had a nice walk with my parents. They don't get out much...they are sitting down kind of people. So, time to time that annoying child makes them go outside XDD Okay, it's not that bad...but I'm still worried about their health. I have to admit, I'm not the most healthiest person alive but still. I move around more then they do and I don't eat so much salt and use less grease when I cook.
Today, I felt like eating all the time. I hate that feeling because I usually cave easily XD
I have no idea how Yuki has bared me for so long. When I have an idea, I have to see it through IMMEDIATELY. There is no waiting for me XD My mom detests it because when I see something and want it, I tend to get on her nerves ^.^ To be honest, I'm grateful for Yuki. She the absolute best friend anyone could ever ask for. Surely she has flaws but she is human but she IS perfect for me. I can tell her anything without she judging me. She always listens to me and we can just laugh about the most random things. Yuki is like my twin sister although we are nothing a like. We are quite opposites but that might be a reason why we sometimes fight since we have different views but in a way we get each other. We are the twisted sisters like Meredith and Christina from Grey's Anatomy XDD It may sound weird but Yuki probaly is my soul mate. I would be devastated when we would stop being friends. She's special to me and there isn't anyone who could change that. Not even a guy! and I'll make sure of that ;)
Anyways, time to wrap up. It was good to write again after such a long time. And tomorrow I'm going to answer letters I have kind of put off. So wish me luck ^.^
I kind of like this song XD It's simple and catchy :)
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Ever since the last English exam lesson, I put extra tension on future tenses, what the feathers XD
Heya guys!
I have been so quiet when it comes to blogging, I know. I don't have a willpower (I think it's the most accurate word for it XD) to write blog.
I think I'm depressed a little. On the April 16 is my last day of school. I will never see my class (& at the moment it brings tears to my eyes - I'm such a cry baby XDD) like that again and it so sad. It's depressing to think that I can't sit next to TT everyday. Listen to what she did on the weekend or hang out with MAÜ & LO in front of the Estonian class or even go to buy a salad with Marks. Awful! Everyone says: "Yesss, only 8 days to go to school!". I'm rather "NOOOOOO!?!" Yeah, it needs some time to get used to.
And I'm sleepless again. And trying to be a diligent student for the last few days. For example, I read 124 pages of required literature XDD Crazy! I'm usually rather slow reader because I don't want to miss anything XDD And I speaking of books, I have started another story of mine XD. Yuki had a brilliant idea. I should one day connect all of my ideas and just make one full story but I couldn't add my latest creation because it is suppose to be a fanfiction or something similar. I won't fall into detail but I will copy a little of my work & if anyone is interested, I will add new parts constantly but here is the beginning.
I’m in the zone.
I feel free.
Nothing can stop me.
I’m invincible.
„Jazlyn,“ a scrachy woman’s voice called out and I was back on Earth. Not that there was something wrong with it but...I love to dance.
„Can you come here for a moment?“ the same person asked. I sauntered tiredly towards her. That scrachy voice belonged to a woman who owned the studio I danced in, Betty.
„What’s up?“ I asked, silently panting.
„I think you should go home, girl. It’s getting pretty late and I bet that you still haven’t done your homework.“ Well, I actually cut classes just to be here. School just wasn’t my thing at all.
I sometimes hated how well Betty knew me. „Didn’t attend your last classes, did you now?“
„It was history. The most boring class ever. All we do just talk about some dead men who were dying to control everything around them. Simply pointless. If they would talk about, I don’t know, Don Campell or Sam Solomon, then I would even take notes.“
Betty just laughed. „But if you keep cutting classes, you’ll get detention or even expelled. So, come on. I need to lock up.“
Reluctantly, I gathered up my things and walked towards home. „Konbanwa, miss Jazlyn-chan.“ There is only one person who calls me that. A Japanese-American guy who lately discovered his roots , so he practiced his „mother“ tounge as much as he could. „Kyle, what are you doing here?“
„Didn’t we talk about this? Call me Kazuki-san.“
„Or maybe Kylee?“ He hated that name. Kyle always said that it was too girly for him.
„I think I prefer Kyle.“
„Thought so,“ I said smugly, „but what are you doing here?“
„Oh, just driving home from the groceries.“
„So late,“ I asked, fishing for my phone.
„My mom is having birthday party and somehow I’m stuck with babysitting.“
„I see.“
„Wanna ride home?“ And without hearing my answer, he pushed the passanger door open.
When I finally reached home, I found a „lovely“ surprise. „Get a room,“ I said to my brother Jay, who was making out with some red head on the stairs.
The girl turned peet red. „Oh, don’t mind her. She is just jelous that she doesn’t have someone to make out with,“ my snarky brother smirked.
„Yeah, I’m so sad that I don’t have someone to swap saliva with. Tear,“ I said, motioning a pretendable tear.
„Jay, I think I should go,“ the girl said and kind of ran off. There was something suspicious about her.
Konbanwa is suppose to be "Good evening!" in Japanese. And...yeah, I decided to be a tease and only copied a little. At the moment I have it on 5 pages ^.^
Anyways, wish me luck on my mock exam in Math which happens to be tomorrow and I think I will make a comprehensive post when the school ends. Until then....
My March has been really out of the ordinary - there has been so many birthdays, including my own 19th, have visited my mother's home and enjoyed spring break.
So, the first of many birthdays was Akira's but the day before that I went to Jõhvi. It's a city in the north of Estonia and it was the city where my mom was raised (she was born ~20km away - Kohtla-Järve). We drove there straight from school but got there pretty late. We went to the graveyard because on the March 2nd my grandpa was born and we wanted to lit some candles for him. I just have to say - seems that the weather describes the person the most. It was so windy and cold - basically as soon as the candle was lit, it was blown out. It was getting annoying. Now I have to brag XDD My daddy is the most caring one of all ^.^ Like I said, it was terribly cold weather and my dad gave me he's huge jacket. It was really warm, not the most lightest thing to wear, though. We visited my uncle's house, although he wasn't there, and finally got in touch with my other cousin, the athletic one. She is quite the opposite of me but I still really liked talking to her. She is like the big sister I never had ^.^ After we went back to my grandpa's apartment which still feels kind of empty without him and do you know what I found out, he missed me a lot. He had this photo album full of pictures of me when I was little. Let's just say that my mom and grandpa didn't exactly get along. I know he loved her and was proud of her but he was the most stubborn man ever :) Anyways, mom and dad did a little clean up work and got a lot of stuff, I, on the other hand, collected momentums of my dear granny and grandpa.
The next morning we drove to Sõmeru (also in the north of Estonia but more to the west XD) where I got a job XD Actually, my great aunt (married to my granny's brother, mother side) needed me to add an advertisement for these amazing curtains she made. And it was really nice seeing her ^.^
After we hurried back in town because I had to get ready for Akira's birthday and also did a little make-up for Yuki.
That's what Yuki looked like. I would add a full look but I think that Yuki would kill me XDD
And my overall look ^.^ TT was overly impressed about it (EGO BOOST XD) and I guess it wasn't that bad XD Bitch Natsu!
The party itself? I have no comment. We went out bowling, ate a little and watched a scary movie which wasn't scary, Red Riding Hood and some other movie which was kind of grouse but I fell asleep XD or at least tried because there was someone in the same room who just couldn't control his voice and kept me up until 5:30AM. Nice huh? Not the best first impression. It was the first (and hopefully the last) time I'm going to see him. To sum up, the party was okay ^.^
So, the March 7th and 8th were two days when the teachers were on strike. To us, students, it kind of meant two extra days off XD What did I do? On the 7th I went shopping with Yuki. Something that you don't see everyday XDD Yeah, I buy things but usually online because the prices in Estonia are depressing. Anyways, I got new jeans, 3 tank tops, a thingy for my phone, fake eyelashes + glue, compact powder and maybe something else too XDD And on the 8th we celebrated the international woman's day ^.^ Dad bought me white roses and yellow ones for my mom. In the evening me and my mom just sat down, drank whine, ate cake and chatted.
Our little table ^.^ Don't ask why there are two spoons beside one piece XDD I guess it has something to do with the picture taking XDD
And on the next day, we got a magnificent surprise. The senior class made a little performance for all the females and then they asked form 12B and 12A girls to stay and all the boys came out with little flowers and gave them to all the girls. It was so sweet ^.^
On that Saturday I went to MS's birthday. I got her a ticket to Poets of the Fall and some other stuff and of course she was thrilled since POTF is her ultimate fave (since 2008 XD). We ate and drank a little. Played Alias which ended with a fight between the lover. Sad :( During the night they were so sweet together but yeah, lovers fight, never good. Anyways, whey the couple disappeared me and the other party guest started dancing randomly and chatted in between. If life gives you lemons, you have to make lemonade XDD Anyways, MS said that they made up and everything is okay now ^.^ Let's just say, out of all the guys MS has dated, MJ (not Michael Jackson XD) is the best for her and I always have been and always will be team MJ XDD.
Anyways, there are a lot of school days between and then we reach to the last weekend before my birthday which I will elaborate next time.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. No matter how much I add American songs here, I'm still passionate about Asia ^.^
I should get a prize for being the worst blogger ever XD Okey, I'm exaggerating, but I have been slacking off for... 2 weeks and 4 day, shameful.
So, I'll pick where I left off - the class wedding.
To be completely honest, I'm not so impressed with the wedding. I think the bridal shower was sooo much funner than the actual wedding.
The wedding ceremony was hilarious, not the traditional one. The priest was just the right choice. Since I was the maid of honor I'm on every ceremonial picture :S It's awful, my every expression is on display XDD So, some of the pictures for it (the pictures aren't in chronological order)
The groom reading the vows. They were the only couple who had written their vows. The other bride was winging it and the groom was repeating the priest's words - that was the most hilarious part of the ceremony XDD. And do you see my face? I hce no idea what I was thinking XDDD
I know what's wrong with me here - the ring, his putting on her finger was weird orange plastic one but it did match with the ribbon around her waist ^.^
And the final words form the priestl. Yes, he is the one with the longest hair XDD
XDDD
And the kitchen staff :)
Of course the cake ^.^
With Marks on the left and with TT on the right :)
Yeah, I'm missing heels XDD
After came the eating part. We ate the salad and other delicious things that we made that morning. Oh, and I forgot to tell you guys, that on that Fiday (February 24th) was the Estonian Independence day ^.^ Got up early, went to the parade, wore an awful hat and held balloons.
Swiped the picture from Yuki's blog ^.^ - look like a nigga XD
That day, I felt like Estonian. And to be honest really proud but kind of teary. I don't know why though XDD But yeah, it was the first time I took part in that parade :)
Anyways, the wedding. The games that we played there were fun and but after those everyone went to their own corner all around the house and formed little groups. That bothered me the most and one of the reasons I think that bridal shower was better. There we partied more together had nice clean fun ^.^
On the last day of Feburay I had a mock exam in Estonian. OH DEAR! On the question part I did really good but on the essay...let's just say I hacve had better ones XDD But I PASSED THE EXAM XDDD To be honest, with Estonian exam I have always had very small expectation, so passing is a big victory for me ^.^
After 6 hours at the exam, I met up with MS and we went ice-skating and basically walked all around Viljandi. We made up, talked about love and just caught up. We don't see each other that often, so there is always a lot to talk about ^.^
That weekend was...fast, I think is the right word :D But I'm leaving it for another post XDD Sorry, guys ^.^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I love that guy's voice who starts to sing at 0:48.
So, yeah, I have been watching Revenge and most of the people, including my mom, are in love with the guy named Daniel (played by Joshua Bowman).but I prefer Nolen, that guy in that video. He has more wits and I recently found out that he is gay or at least bi - short to say he slept with a guy. But he still he's cute. I mean look at that video ^.^
But more about my exciting week which gave me a "party girl" title. As you all know, I was involved in the class party - planned a bridal shower and then ended up in the kitchen staff of the the actual wedding party. To be completely honest, towards the finish line I got pretty tired of this all thing and wished it could be already over.
But let's start for the beginning. It all started on the 23rd. That school day was shortened because the day after was Estonia's birthday ^.^ So, I got home around 2PM XD and met up with Yuki, since on Friday it was the wedding and there was tons of stuff to do. I don't exactly remember what we did that day except for the French fries that Yuki made because I freaking out about the bridal shower that night. A little after 5PM I had to leave Yuki at the bus station because Marks (former MP) her boyfriend were picking me up, so that we could do some last minute shopping. And thank god he drove us there. The weather was AWFUL. It's was raining god know's what and the snow was melting and few steps and Marks complained that her boots were drenched but not mine XD I have some really good boots, maybe not the most attractive but good ones ;) (can be seen in Competition). So, when we FINALLY got to the party location, my classmates M-K's place, we put final touches on the plan and took care of the snacks and the guests arrived oh so soon but both of the brides were late XD
My outfit of the night
+ some more pictures.
Before the storm XD Look, how calm I seem to be XD That is a nervous smile, guys. And I had that on most of the time during that night XDD
Somewhere towards the end of the little house party. Me and the girls - MAÜ, me and LO in full glory. I hope that LO isn't going to hate me XD She has a clever smile here, I would say XDD
I have to say - this picture is special. I hardly smile like THAT on photos. I'm over looking the fact that my bangs look awful (or at least I'm trying to XD) - Me, LO and KK.
Somewhere, during the night, Marks asked if people were enjoying themselves and they all said that it was fun, well planned and on topic. The weight dropped off of my shoulders when I heard that and, I have to say, it was the first night in my life when I went to a club. And my first reaction? Well, the fist 15 minutes was slow. There weren't many people there but more towards to the end it lived up and I started to have fun. MP even said that when we (most of the bridal shower guests + one of the bride) went on the dance floor everyone started to dance XD And it was great just to let loose, even if it was just for a little while.
I got home somewhere around 1AM.
For the moment, I'll stop here and continue on the next post which will be soon, I PROMISE ^.^
So, today isn't a regular Tuesday but Shove Tuesday XD And I'm having a....don't know the right adjective to describe it.
In the morning I felt rather bad. I thought about staying but I have been absent too much + I needed to collect some money. I sound like dept collector XDD But actually, it's not that bad. I'm just one of the few who are planning the bridal shower for our class wedding and we need kind of entrance fee because the party is on Thursday.
Oh, I haven't talked to you about the class wedding. So, where I'm form it's tradition to choose a girl and a boy from the same class and marry them. Not officially of course...well, the priest himself is chosen among us, so yeah XD And since we have such a huge class we chose two grooms and two brides. Everyone plays a part in the wedding, some are just family members, we have a wedding singers and I happen to be the maid of honor for the more likable bride. The other one was so desperate that she had to be the bride and she asked EVERY SINGLE GUY in my class to be the groom. Come on, if no one wants you then give up and be somebody else but finally she guilt RP to agree. -.- Anyways, since I'm one of the brides maids I needed to plan a little get-together ^.^
And, Shove Tuesday is a pretty big deal in Estonia, so, today I had 5 lessons plus activities after. I'm trying to spend as much time with my class as possible, so yeah, I took part in those after school activities - tug-of-war XD Yeah, maybe not the best choice but I had fun EXCEPT for the fire in the muscles. We were third and there were 6 classes, so not that bad. It was kind of funny, I have to say. In the first tug all the guys in front of me (there were 4 girls and 4 boys in one team) fell on their butt XDD But, yeah, it was slippery as hell and towards the end I started to fall too because my legs were starting to shake. But third place, hell yeah XD!
So, when I finally got home. I fell dead on the bed XD And slept for a little over two hours. After that I went to pick up a package from Oriflame and got some new things.
One of those things were nail art kit, with what I created this (the black I owned before).
And I also tried out a little make-up but only the white eyeliner and the make-up brush was new. My mom liked the left eye better than the right but, like always, I like the other one XDD
And I got an invite to Akira's birthday party. The theme is cosplay and I'm thinking about being Katherine Pierce form Vampire Diaries. I'm pretty excited about that ^.^
I also thought about cutting my bangs again. I found a little inspiration browsing the net.
I love this bangs. I like that is not so short and if I don't like it. It could grow out faster and it's easier the put aside than the usual bangs. Plus, it looks GREAT! I hope it looks that good on me as well. I need to consult with the hairdresser. Oh, I'm not going to cut the ends because hairdressers little is my a lot and I really like the length but since I want to do Kathrine's cosplay I have to cut after Akira's birthday.
Okey, my lovelies. I should really go to bed now. Sweet dreams ^.^
So, guys, what do you think? Which one is the best...
this?
or this?
I kind of prefer the new one XD It's more attractive and has a little bit of me in it ^.^
But about the title and the new theme - masks. We use them to hide our true emotions to get by easier. Here I don't have to pretend. I can be here as mad as I want to be at my Estonian teacher or tell you about I love-love-love Jungshin without looking awkward XD
So, about other stuff. Social studies test was easy, especially when my brilliant class knew all the right answers before the test. I just had to memorize them XD And Math test was easy also. Nothing too hard. And on Friday new period started, our last. And Natsu got more responsible XD Anyways, I just started taking my homework more seriously, like with Biology. Usually the teacher gives us couple of pages to read and I have never even opened the book before the test XD Haha, I'm making progress.
And on Friday, guess who came over? Of course Yuki did - like every Friday - and we went to the bank walked all the way to the gas station called Premium (I always forget that name XD), got couple of burger and went back home where we had a little argument but we fortunately made up and went home as friends. It was a rather short visit because I was babysitting that night.
So, I did her hair. She said that since she is 5 years old, she should have 5 braids XD
Oh,I hurt my hip + knee skiing. Haha, everytime I decended on a hill I screamed: "I'm going to die! I'm going to die!" and me and MP skiing is more like laughing and listening to the ground if the cowboys are coming, if you know what I mean XDD.
On Saturday - Vindictus, Akira and Math. Of course I'm the most excited about the first one because the second one has relationship problems AGAIN and the last one...well, my brain got short circuited and my mom, who just happens to be a Math teacher, couldn't solve it either and to top it all off it's one of the final exam questions. You have no idea how assuring that is XDD. Anyways, Vindictus is pretty awesome. I have two characters at the moment. I have played two days (Saturday night and Saturday) and one of them is at level 10 and the other is at lever 15 if I'm not mistaken. I know it's bad XD.
So, next week will be quite different and I'm going to tell you about it when it arrives.
Good night, my darlings ^.^
