Club

Moi!

The promised sleep I didn't get this weekend because guess who discovered party-scene. Okay-okay during high school I went to a couple of parties but not like going to a nightclub for two straight days like I did this Friday & Saturday.
And I had fun! Got to dance, sing, hang out and drink a little on Friday. Well, something else did happen but I don't feel good about discussing it yet. I think it might be a little bit early, since I'm not so sure where is it going for me...short to say, it's too soon.

Last night I didn't get much sleep though. I wasn't exactly thinking of something but somehow I ended up waking up ~5.30AM. I tried to get back to sleep but it was rather useless because once I get up, it's hard for me to get back to sleep.
I think it would actually be a good thing if I had to go to 8AM Finnish lessons but I got a text message (+ an official note) that my Finnish teacher is sick and the lessons are cancelled, so I have to wait a little less than 6 hours for school AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DO! I haven't got any homework yet. In a way, it's good of course but then again I should practice my Finnish more and translating different texts/questions/etc could help me. But, oh well, I can't assign myself homework, so I focus on other things.

I find it hard to explain my days here. I mean it's fun to be here but if I say that we went to the shops, had dinner and walked to school, it doesn't sound fun, huh?
There is something new in everyday and we have developed some inside jokes that only we get and we laugh about, kind of like with Yuki.
I wish that she would be here already. Don't get me wrong! I have great people surrounding me here but I feel like that I don't talk to Yuki as much as I want. In a way I try to stay away from the computer, so I don't think about home so much.
I had a 5 second homesickness on the August 20 when it was Estonian's Day of Restoration of Independence or taasiseseisvumispäev as Estonians like to call it. I think it was the first time in my 19 years when I have been abroad during that day. It was an important day for Estonia...
Anyways, on that day, I studied the 10 finger system on computer. Yeah, it was no fun. I think I type faster like I usually do and my fingers kept cramping, especially the pinkey.

...don't know what else to say. AGAIN! XD

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Club hits have been haunting me for days...

Room

So, finally one video loaded XDD
Anyways, this is my room and a small intro before it.

I DON'T LIVE IN THIS ROOM ANYMORE!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. If I come home at 5AM again, then the secong part should have been uploaded.

Week

Heippa!

Blogger isn't working with me..or it has something to do with the internet here. Anyways, I made couple of videos about my dorm and they just refuse to upload.
I have started this post...oh I don't know, ten times and since I'm putting a video here to upload it won't be saved into drafts -.-

Anyways, my first official school week has ended and now it's finally weekend I get to sleep.
Dorm life is totally different! I think for the past week I have played cards every night with Estonians (we don't get along with Finnish people because of that language barrier) and laughed until we had stomach cramps and cried XDD I'm having fun, so to say XD

The second and third year ones are very welcoming with the newcomer such as me, Gerda, Kristi and Anti. They invite us to go along and come and play cards with us and so on.
The only bad thing is that I live in a different house then them. Okay, some ways I'm lucky but I break curfew every night because of that...
I honestly thought that I will be sitting at the dorm all day long XDD

My sleep is too good here. Every night I get to bed after one or so and it's so hard to get up at six. Luckily there are only two days where I have to do that.

Monday: 9.55 - 13.55
Tuesday: 12.15 (if I want lunch then a little earlier) - 13.55
Wednesday: 8.30 (for Finnish lessons), but the real deal 12.15-13.55
Thursday: 12.15 - 14.55
Friday: 8.00 - 13.00 the longest day I have
And then comes the weekend ^.^

I don't even get  me started with the language. That's one of the other bad things about this whole thing. The first two days I just sat there and looked good because I didn't understand much they said. I know how the weekdays are but the thing I don't get is what happens then. It's really frustrating but Kersti noticed today that I'm keeping a positive mind and at least try but yeah that trying gave me an awful headache on the first day. My brain was working on hyper drive! XD
My customer service teacher is great. I talked to her and now she translates every slide after talking about it in Finnish. Of course there is a shorter summary for me but it's better that nothing and today I really learned some new things :D So, I'm having a good day.

For the first few days the weather was pretty cold but now it's like summer just begun. In the mornings the temperature is pretty low but when I walk home form school it's burning up! Awful!

It's crazy how much money I have spend. I really hate to go shopping here...okay not really hate but the prices are higher than in Estonia...

Don't really know what else to write XDD

Natsumiiiiii ^^

PS. I haven't been homesick yet...

First

Hey!
I had a bigger post waiting for me but I decided to do a little post right now,
Guess where I am?
IN FINLAND. I'm on the train and I'm going to Seinäjoki to switch for a bus which leads me to my dorm.
I have survived so far XD

I got hardly any sleep last night. I had no idea where my phone was, so I didn't sleep properly (I'm sorry, If there are typos, my iPod doesn't correct my mistakes), so I have slept abou 3h max. For now I haven't felt that tired but the night is young (it's only 18.23 according to the clock on the train).
My luggage is extremely heavy and that has been the biggest problem.
My parents drove me to the harbour (we had a little trouble finding it since I haven't used Lindaline Express before) and helped me through check in. When I gave my mom a hug, she immidiently started to cry. Dad stayed strong for me XD Since it was an Express, it kind of reminded me a bus inside...and it kind of reminded me of Loveless, when Ritsuka went to the ferris wheel and Soubi followed him...ANYWAYS, I arrived to Helsinki 15 minutes later then I was suppose to...no biggie, since I had like 2,5h to my train. BTW, the man who sat across me strongly reminded me of Danny Jones from McFly. If I knew a little less, I would swear that it was his older brother :)
When I got off the ship, I was all alone (but not for long XD). I took out my map of Finland which had a little mapp of Helsinki attached to it out and started to walk towards the train station. I probably looked really patheti - my hair was all messy, it was burning hot, I stopped at every corner to check whether I was on the right steet and I was dragging a suitcase which was bigger than I was XDDD But, I'm great at navigating (I don't mean to brag XDD) and I arrived there without any trouble ^^
Okey, there was a small problem. Ine of the wheels on my suitcase came off XDD But I can still drag it along, si I'm good.
I kind of have a picture memory (I wouldn't say photographic memory), so I remembered how the trainstation looked like + the little VR icin which lead me to the ticket booth. With my English, I got my student ID card to get discounts + my train ticket ^^ And then came the great news - one of the Estonians who also a student in that school I'm going to be attending, sent me a text message that she was in the train station and asked which train I'm going to take. To sum up, we met up and now we are travel-buddies XDDD She is really easy to talk to but quite the opposite of me XDD Either way, she's great and I'm glad that I met her ^^
I have to say, the train tickets in Estonia are cheaper than in Finland and I like how roomy the trains are in Estonia, in here, I feels like I'm taking a bus ^^

Now, we have arrived to the present. Soon, I will be getting off this train and have another 1,5h of travelling with a bus and then home sweet home for the next 3 years ^^

Wish me luck!




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I thought I will be more nervous XD

Something

I found a questionaire in Tumblr. I love filling those XDD
It has over 80 questions. IT'S A CHALLENGE XDD

• 1. Are looks important in a relationship? If we are already in a relationship, then probably not but when you first see that special someone, I would be lying if I said no...
• 2. Are relationships ever worth it? Of course they are!
• 3. Are you a virgin? ...Yes
• 4. Are you in a relationship? No, not at the moment
• 5. Are you in love? Not in that way :)
• 6. Are you single this year? Probably
• 7. Can you commit to one person? I think I can
• 8. Describe your crush: I don't have a crush...
• 9. Describe your perfect mate: Perfection is overrated. I don't like to set standards for people but there is one thing I would like - he has to be little jealous or maybe a little possessive, so that I would know that he just doesn't take me for granted
• 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes
• 11. Do you ever want to get married? At the moment, I would say no but maybe when I find that special someone, I would reconsider.
• 12. Do you forgive betrayal? No! Not fully anyways because when he/she betrays me once there is no guarantee that he/she would do it again.
• 13. Do you get jealous easily? I don't know XD
• 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? Not at the moment
• 15. Do you have any piercings? Only pierced ears...
• 16. Do you have any tattoos? No, but I would like two XDD
• 17. Do you like kissing in public? Depends on the place. As a goodbye kiss, yeah why not, but just slobbering on a random street corner...no!
• 20. Do you shower every day? No
• 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Probably not XD
• 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Maybe! (my mom probably is wondering why I keep smiling to myself XDD)
• 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? YES!
• 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Probably not...
• 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? I'm not looking for someone but if there will come a special someone, I wouldn't turn him down.
• 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes
• 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? I hope not XD
• 28. Have you ever been cheated on? No
• 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? No
• 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? No, not really. I am conscious about somethings about myself but I would never do so drastic.
• 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? No
• 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? No
• 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? No
• 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? No
• 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? No
• 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? As if like-like? No
• 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? No
• 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? No
• 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yes XD
• 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? No
• 41. Have you had sex so far this year? No
• 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I have no idea
• 43. How long was your longest relationship? 2  weeks
• 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 1
• 45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? 0
• 46. How many times did you have sex last year? 0
• 47. How old are you? 19
• 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? "I'm happy for you"?
• 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? ...
• 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? I have no idea
• 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yeah, my best friend XD
• 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? Yes...If she doesn't want to be friends with me, so why would I have to try
• 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Yeah, I don't really get that question XDD
• 54. Is there someone you will never forget? Yes
• 55. Share a relationship story. I once dated a boy when I was rather young. I didn't really know what a relationship was but I was with him because he wanted to be with me. We never kissed and we broke up because he moved to Norway with his parents...
• 56. State 8 facts about your body:
  1) I have a squared face.
  2) My body shape is a goblet.3) I have really long legs.
  4) I have a short upper part.
  5) I have a very small butt XD6) My tummy is too big for my liking.
  7) I like the shape of my thumbs.
  8) I have a C cup XDD
• 57. Things you want to say to an ex Just because we broke up, it doesn't mean that I don't care about you anymore.
• 58. What are five ways to win your heart?
  1) You have to be persistent but in a nice way XD
  2) Don't come up to me with cheesy pick up lines, just talk to me.
  3) (WOW THIS IS HARD) Give me white roses XD
  4) Cook for me ^.^
  5) Don't make expensive gifts for me..make something yourself (like point 4)) or give me something you already own etc
• 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
  
  
• 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 44 years o.O
• 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? His/her hands
• 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? - Sexiest thing? o.O I have no idea. 
• 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? Umm, when you....you know...why would you ask something like that XD
• 64. What is your definition of cheating? I don't know why but I feel that ,if my partner kisses/has sex with someone and doesn't admit it, I would call it cheating but if he admits wrong and actually feels sorry for it, then no. That's how I see things now but I believe that when I'm in actual relationship, my view will change...
• 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? - What the heck? Making out?
• 66. What is your favourite roleplay? I HAVE NO IDEA!
• 67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Hmmm...something simple because I think the main thing is that we are together and get a chance to get to know each other...
• 68. What is your sexual orientation? Straight!
• 69. What turns you off? When a guy calls me sugar...
• 70. What turns you on?  I have no idea...
• 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? I haven't had those yet...
• 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? Dunno
• 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Hugs me for no reason ^.^
• 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? He has to be taller than me...
• 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Drawn me a picture...
• 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Wrote what I love about them ^.^
• 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? I think that a man may to older than the woman but then again does age really matter? As long as two people love each other, that's all it counts.
• 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? - Dirtiest? I don't think I have one, I would probably tell if I had...
• 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?  Today on Tumblr. I was jealous of a girl who had a perfect tummy...
• 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? about four hours ago, I told my dad that I loved him (and he said that he loves me more that I can imagine)
• 81. Who are five people you find attractive?
  1) Lee Jungshin
  2) Johnny Depp
  3) Kaname-sempai (Kuran Kaname)
  4) The guy who plays Nolen Ross in Revenge ^.^
  5) Uruha (the Gazette)
• 82. Who is the last person you hugged? My dad
• 83. Who was your first kiss with? ...
• 84. Why did your last relationship fail? He moved
• 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? No, I don't believe in that

And that was it. IF you finished reading it, I hope it gave you a little insight of me and you don't think I'm too weird  =^.^=

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. This is my last night in Viljandi....