Wish

I wish there was this machine that writes one's thoughts to a computer screen. I have wished for that little thingy for a really long time now. Why?

1. There would be more posts on this blog.
2. My n+1 novels would be finished by now.
3. I would have done more with my life by now. Because I sometimes have really good thoughts going through my mind. And my thoughts really jump from one place to another, so that little (perhaps brilliant) idea I had two seconds ago will be forgotten.

So yeah, and another thing.
Have you ever felt that 24 hours a day is clearly not enough?
I have had that feeling for over a week now.
I spend ~6 hours a day in school + I have to study for tests + read books for Literature class + do everyday homework + be involved in Oriflame (which recently have been a real confident boost) + write my blog and to top all of that I have to sleep 8 hours of day (& eat and do other human stuff)
AND I have friends to write to or see + mangas to read + animes to watch + Korean language + penpals + projects
And how on earth I have time to do all this? The answer is simple - I don't.

I love writing this blog. I get to express myself, share what I have discovered and after years I can read where I have been and what has happened. I have a terrible memory and sometimes Yuki tells me stuff that I don't even remember doing...

So yeah, I'm home sick today (AGAIN) and I have to get things in order. And I promise that blog is in my priority list and I will continue with my weekdays.
As for now, I have clean, then do homework and read Literature book.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Did you know that I dyed my hair black and people have dived into two - those who love the change and those who hate it - there is no in between XDD