And I didn't choose this video because Jungshin is on the pic XD That was just a coincidence. I choose this one because...you know how hard it is to find a live version in Japanese. There are like 10 of them in Korean but I love the Japanese version. Sue me!
Firstly, the outfits. They aren't much though. I'm on the edge of depression, so, I don't feel very creative. I haven't drawn or write for days and also I haven't been here either.
And I also love those brown pants. They are super comfortable, although they are a little big for me. They haven't fallen off, so I'll keep on wearing them.
Well, with Yuki,we didn't do much. Why? The same reason I don't have any exciting outfits. Recently I have felt bad about myself, so I'm constantly moodless (or as Yuki describes it, angry). I smile and laugh occasionally but pretty soon turn back to moodless...I promise I'll come out of it ^^
The worse thing about me is my fish brain. I hardly remember what I the day before yesterday. I had to do something. I arrived back home after 5.30PM and I'm sure I didn't went to sleep after that. I probably watched Sabrina again and stayed online...
Anyways, Thursday, I remember more of that. Well firstly, mom and dad "woke" me up. Why? They wanted to know if I wanted to go along to the stores, so they argued behind my door weather it's a good idea to wake me or not. But I was already awake since my dad vacuumed an hour ago and I'm a really light sleeper. Sleep has been a issue to me as long as I can remember. There was this time when I had real insomnia. I was up all night and didn't go to school because of that. What good is it when I can hardly concentrate...and when I stayed home there was a chance I could get some sleep. But I would never miss school over a day. Call me a geek! But I think it's better to study with a teacher than later get on track by your own and go to school clueless. So, anyways, finally we went to the doctor and she gave me Valerian to get to sleep. She didn't give me real sleeping pills because I'm TERRIFIED to become an addict. That's why I hardly take pills at all. I would rather endure the pain. I'm must be on the edge of dying when I take a pain killer. Seriously! I'm kind of masochistic, aren't I? I have never been an addict, don't get me wrong, but I'm still afraid of it. It's one of my fears. All around I'm pretty fearless but there is always something that brings us down, right?
Later on mom wanted to make cabbage stew for dinner with boiled potatoes. So, I was on potato duty, I had to peel them. I'm not very good at it. I would rather chop onions ^^ Basically after every potato I would ask, is that enough and she said always no. It was getting really frustrating but eventually I peeled enough. THANK GOD! And then I made myself another smoothie (I'm getting good at this ^^) This time nectarine & banana. I have to say, maybe I like this one more ^^ Mom kept telling me to leave it for dessert but I still drank some of it before. Whoops! This time, I ate dinner in my room. My mom and dad kept watching TV (Yes we have a TV in the kitchen) so, I left them alone. But after that, when I returned the dishes back to the kitchen, I stood in the middle of it and started thinking who to thank for the meal. Mom saw me standing there and told me: "Good potatoes! Nicely peeled!" XD Yeah, yeah, I know. I should have just thanked my mom but Hey! I helped too. Well of course I thanked my mom and ran back to my room to finish my delicious dessert ^^
That night I finished watching "Sabrina, The Teenage Witch" (I started to hiccup XDD) and some time Yuki called me and we talked for almost 2 hours. Yuki's internet has been a little....rocky lately, so it kind of vanished but she really wanted to say something to T. Have I told you about T before? Probably not. Anyways, T is a Finnish boy, around me and Yuki's age, and he's 1.80 m and 56kg. Underweight right? And he announced on twitter (& I quote): "i wanna be thin and beautiful..." like WHAT THE FFFF!! If you are already underweight that what do you have to lose, I mean, your already skin and bones. And what he has to say about that: "You haven't seen me in real life" SO? I don't have to be a rocket scientist to say that he's not fat. And I have seen pictures of him...SKIN AND BONES still. It's really frustrating to hear or read that a skinny person calls oneself fat. And the same goes to Yuki. I have heard a million times that she isn't satisfied with her weight but the only difference between them is that Yuki doesn't bring herself down online. (& the hiccups stop)
Since Yuki wasn't online, I wrote to T and told his answers to Yuki - short to say, I was an owl ^^ And because of that I wrote a letter to KL for an hour or so XDD Well, he writes long letters too. And I'm not complaining. I love it ^^ When people usually write small sentences as a reply, it's:
1. he/she doesn't have much to say
2. he/she is very taciturn (E taught me that word XDD I kind of miss E T.T)
3. he/she really doesn't like to talk to you
So, this means that neither of those three doesn't characterize KL. I'm so happy ^^ and BTW he's the AB guy. We write to each other like I used to write with E. No, I didn't have a huge fight with E, he just went to the army for 21 months (like KL said - he just got out of it) And no KL isn't a replacement to E. There are so different...only thing they have in common is their nationality...so yeah, their eyes are the same color, same goes to their hair...I'm falling off the subject....What was the subject? I don't remember anymore.
I like Mr. Simple ^^ and I also like the music video. It wasn't as bad as I imagined it. It's pretty cool I would say.
Firstly, what's with the beginning? Maybe it's Super Junior's trademark? Sorry sorry had a similar thing in the beginning, so okey, I'll leave the beginning alone. But I have some things to say about their appearances.
The hottie of the video award goes to...Eunhyuk! Congratulations ^^ He looks smoking XD And his dancing is off the hook!
My favourites form this band are acctually Donghae, Kyuhyun (his AMAZING voice) and Eunhyuk. ^^
I think that Donghae's and Siwon's new hairstyles make them look like they are in their fifties. And Sungmin, the cutie pie (& Yuki's fave), is SCARY AS HELL! I mean, what happened to him. He was so sweet and now he's like Kangin, who I'm scared of too. And Ryeowook, who isn't my fave, looks better. I mean really better. Kyuhyun looks great as always. I like that he doesn't do big makeovers, sure he has changed his hairstyle a little, but nothing grand. The others look great. Sometimes not being mentioned is a good thing. Why? Because then there is nothing bad about you. That will occur to Heechul, Leeteuk and Shindong but not to Yesung. There is something I don't like about him. I think he reminds me of that boy in my class to whom I'm not very fond of. Well, I can't like all of them, right? So, don't kill me now ^^
But other than the outer look, the dancing is great and the songs is very catchy and I love it!
And now, I will devote some lines to Heecul. I'm worried about him. No offense but he looks terrible. He has dark circles under he's eyes. He looks exhausted. I think he hardly eats...yeah, I'm worried.
I went trough my older posts and I noticed that I promised to talk about the name Natsumi.
The name was given to me by Yuki. It means "summer beauty". I'm not so sure about that beauty part but Yuki said it suits me because I'm hot blooded ^^ It also comes with a family name - Hanako, which means flower child/girl. And why such a name in the first place? Yuki wanted it ^^ Yuki gave herself a Japanese name and all to the other girls, so she said I should have one too. At first I didn't welcomed it much. I had nothing against it but it was a little bit foreign for me but Yuki started to use it more and now it's rather just Natsu not so much Natsumi. And I like it very much ^^
Anyways, I'm off to bed now. My shoulders are starting to ache, so it's time for me to hit the sack...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I have to start cleaning my room tomorrow, or today I have to say now.
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