New Hair

This will be my 100th post. Oh my gad, that makes me a bad blogger or a good blogger. Since there is 365 days in a year and I have blogged over a year, I would say this is rather bad.

Anyways, I'll post some pictures from the trip from Kauhajoki to Estonia.

Our beautiful dorm the day before leaving. The picture is made by Yuki, of course ^.^

Me minutes before driving away to Helsinki. That smile is so fake XD I was nervous as hell, especially that moment.

Sending our dear Tibu away :') 

My delicious Chai Lattee which I was drinking when I wrote for you guys ^.^

Awesome picture, huh? Well, my dearest Yuki's handwork ^.^ Somewhere in Helsinki, I think it was on Aleksandrkatu or something similar XD

Another picture from that street. I really loved the architecture, especially the right ones.

Yuki taking picture of me. I can't show you the final product because, in my opinion, I looked awful on these pictures XD

Our precious and OH SO HEAVY luggage ^.^

A little photo shoot with the girls :)

Helsinki Cathedral :)

We, waiting in the port

Now, on the ship. We just took a place and made it into our camp place XD We had the comforts and the food and drinks ^.^ all sorts of drinks XD

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! It's made by Yuki of course. It's made somewhere in Tallinn, the next day.

Me, waiting for the train in Tallinn-Väike train station on the 14th

Calling my dad ^.^ He really missed me and I really missed him too ^.^

Now I'm actually happy. I'm finally getting home, how can I not smile XD

Our still heavy luggages...

In Türi, Margi joined us. I saw her ex-boyfriend in the train station and minutes after Margi called and asked where was I and in which cart. It was so good to see her and I got a hug from her and the three of us chatted until we reached to Viljandi. There my dad picked me up and the rest you know.

For the past two days I have just chilled and the day before yesterday and yesterday, me and my mom drunk wine and had our little mother&daughter moments. 

Oh, on Tuesday, I want to see the family doctor and the dentist and had my hair cut and dyed at the hairdressers. The family doctor gave me pills to try out, so that I could sleep. My sleeping has been so bad, 4 hours is great for me but sometimes I sleep only 2 hours per night. I'm really jealous of people who can sleep 12 hours - like Gerda, Kersti, Kristi and occasionally even Yuki but she chooses to wake up with an alarm clock -.-. My teeth are good but one of them where polished because the edges were a little sharp. And at the hairdressers, my hair was cut a little because of really bad split ends but minimally because I like long hair and yes, I died my hair. They are a lot darker now but I won't be posting a picture at least not yet. I will go out with Marks tomorrow, so maybe I will post pictures of my new hair ^.^

I don't know what else to say XD Anyways, it was great catching up

CONGRATULATION TO ME ON 100th POST!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm on the 14th cycle of American's Next Top Model XD

Home

I wanted to show you a little video that Yuki made about the trip from Kauhajoki to Viljandi :)

So, I have been a whole day at home, in Viljandi.
Everything in here seemed so different at first...somehow bigger XD Like I was a little child again XD
My mom had bought me all kind of things and as soon as I arrived to Viljandi, I visited a shop where they sell my favorite ice cream ^.^

Anyways, not much to say, at least for now but I really wanted to share the video ^.^




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Tomorrow will be a busier day XD

Helsinki

Heya! So this is the day I'm finally going back to Estonia. I am\was a little nervous but I'm slowly calming down XD Kris, my ex, said that it's just the travel excitement and it will go away after driving back and firth but it's even questionable whether I will return...he thinks I surely will
Anyways...oh, last night me, Yuki, Aili ja Erki made a movie night and kind of a farewell party. We drank cherry vodka with coke and watched "V for Vendetta"...or at least tried to XD Yuki and Aili got drunk really fast and giggled and talked during most of the movie (which is really great, BTW) and me and Erki occasionally laugh at them XD You should have heard them XDD Later on we did Yuki's hair and.went to get cash and we kind of danced to there, at least me and Tibu did XD We had fun XD
Today we woke up rather early. Kris was suppose to pick us up at 8.30 but me and Yuki woke up at 6AM or 6.10AM. I took a shower got myself ready and I skipped so much steps because I was so tired. I triple checked my room, so that everything was in order.
Kris came rather early, kind of like my dad usually does. I think we headed out earlier than we wanted but it was great that we did that. We had couple of stops so that we could use the bathroom and Kris could buy himself some coffee (he's a real coffee-holic) and the girls were really energetic in the back but as soon as my sleep was gone they became quiet, so I just chatted with Kris or ate something to kill my boredom XD
We arrived to the harbor a little before Tibu's ship was about to leave XD It took a little more time to find the terminal because Kris wasn't sure where we had to go and you know as a man, he doesn't ask for directions but somehow he listened to me XD When I pin pointed the location because when I came to Finland that was the terminal where I arrived.
He dropped us in front of Forum but we had a small problem...we had really heavy bags with us. We dropped them to the train station and then headed back to Forum where we ate at McDonald's and then shopped in Seppälä, H&M and other stores which I don't remember XD I'm not a big shopper, I like to buy things but I don't like to shop in big department stores, I want to see a couple of stores and buy the things I want...anyways, now we ended up to Robert's Coffee because we just wanted to sit and I wanted something warm to drink, I have a bad throat and I needed something comforting :) I bought a Chai Lattee, YUMMMMMMMMMM!

Anyways, I have to go, the coffee shop is about to close, so I have to go. I'm good that I could write a little post ^.^




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm tired as hell XD

Estonia

I can be really lazy at times XD I have this really long text to translate in order to do my tomorrow's homework, I only say that I have to do it, I have to do it but as soon as I sit behind this computer I start doing everything besides doing that big translation. I will probably take it along with me to Estonia.

Oh, I haven't told you guys, I'm going to Estonia this Saturday and I'm returning to Finland on the 22nd, probably :) And guess how I'm going to get to Helsinki? With my dear ex. We made plans before and he didn't cancel them just because we broke up (and also he's still dealing with my curtains, so yeah, he's a man of his word, most of the time). At first I was pretty sure I'm taking the bus because of that whole break up thing but I didn't want to screw my friends over (they should have to pay more if I bale out) and now we are in good terms. I think. Well we talked like we used to today (with him being drunk and all) - he did want to stay friends

Not so long ago, I came from Robin's birthday. Robin isn't a close friend of mine but we occasionally get along and he invited us to eat cake and later of course offered us drinks but me and Yuki refused - we are planning to drink tomorrow XD Anyways, the party was kind of like any other but with less people - some of us already headed back to Estonia somewhere during noon, including my dear Gerda and Kersti :( I already miss them and I almost, according to them XD,  started crying XD When everyone moved outside, me and some of the girls started playing video games. There was Yuki vs Kristiina, Kristiina times 2 and then Yuki vs Aili like couple of times. I had a fun chill night and tomorrow will be another school day.

And guess what, I still didn't do my homework XD Yeah-yeah, I hope the teacher understands and besides, even if I had translated, I would have finished it today there is A LOT OF TEXT THERE!

Anyways, my lovelies, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow I have be in school at 8 AM, so I need some sleep ;)





XOXO Natsumiiiii
PS. There is a Twix on my table and I'm dying to eat it...but I'm staying strong XD

Again

It's me, writing again! Didn't see that coming did ya?! But I realised that writing here actually made me feel a little better because recently I have been fighting with tears half of the time and other half distracting myself.
Like last night I went to Janno's and Erki's room with Yuki, so I wouldn't have to spend time sitting lone it my room. We didn't do much. Boys played computer games while me and Yuki were fooling around and watching how they played. Erki showes me Skyrim - it's kind of diffrent next to Vindictus which I played for a short period but now I have to go again, I'm walking home with Tibu ;)

Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm not sure if I will write something today because I have tons of homework :)

New

So, now, when I'm single again I have more time to write to my blog.
You are all probably wondering why it happened...I just got dumped becuse we are too different and I'm smart and probably going to university and he wanted to end it before it got even more serious but guess what it didn't hurt any less.
In a way I'm happy I didn't write much about him in my blog because then there aren't many things that remind me of him but then again there are memories and couple of materialistic things - he bought me teddy in a cup once and also made me a pillow with my favourite colors. I don't have a heart to throw them away and he refused to take them back.
I don't want to talk more about this. Maybe I will in the future when there are less feelings and more common sense.
But now my lesson just started and I have to go but I promise that I will write more ;)

Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm okay...most of the time :)

School

"Well, I haven't written for a while." - no shit Sherlock XD

I can't really say that I have been busy because some of the times I have been bored to tears XD but usually when I blog I am alone but lately...oh my god this is so awkward to talk about but now I have a special someone who I am with like most of the time.

But first things first, school.
School in general has been great. The classes are rather easy, the class I like the most was the basics of customer service but since the period ended today, I will have new classes :) And I will finally have marketing, the class I'm looking forward the most. The bad thing is that it's now and not later - my Finnish isn't that great yet. I understand more than I did on the first week but I rarely speak it...okay I don't speak it at all. The only words I say are "kiitos" and "joo", maybe something else too but still.
I haven't gotten grades yet. The basics of customer service only required a portfolio. I have had two tests in one of the computer classes but I have no idea what I got them.

Yesterday I had a different school day. During lunch we met up with the newcomers, who arrived this week, and after we went to the smoking corner because most of us do smoke, apart from me XD Anyways, in there some of the other Estonians came who doesn't go to my school. They were drinking and driving, basically. Some time we moved to the front of the house where the police came. The driver got an alcohol test and of course it was positive :) He had to sit the back of the police van and then the next problem came - they needed the papers of the car and guess what they didn't get them. I had to go to class, so I didn't see what happened next but I heard that the driver were sent to Seinäjoki for a blood test and the car was taken away but the owners woman...

Nice huh? Well, I have more to write about the life here but now I'm pretty tired to write more :) Sorry guys but it was nice to catch up, even if it was a little.

XOXO Natsumiiiii

PS. Maybe some day  I will talk about my special someone :)

Club

Moi!

The promised sleep I didn't get this weekend because guess who discovered party-scene. Okay-okay during high school I went to a couple of parties but not like going to a nightclub for two straight days like I did this Friday & Saturday.
And I had fun! Got to dance, sing, hang out and drink a little on Friday. Well, something else did happen but I don't feel good about discussing it yet. I think it might be a little bit early, since I'm not so sure where is it going for me...short to say, it's too soon.

Last night I didn't get much sleep though. I wasn't exactly thinking of something but somehow I ended up waking up ~5.30AM. I tried to get back to sleep but it was rather useless because once I get up, it's hard for me to get back to sleep.
I think it would actually be a good thing if I had to go to 8AM Finnish lessons but I got a text message (+ an official note) that my Finnish teacher is sick and the lessons are cancelled, so I have to wait a little less than 6 hours for school AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DO! I haven't got any homework yet. In a way, it's good of course but then again I should practice my Finnish more and translating different texts/questions/etc could help me. But, oh well, I can't assign myself homework, so I focus on other things.

I find it hard to explain my days here. I mean it's fun to be here but if I say that we went to the shops, had dinner and walked to school, it doesn't sound fun, huh?
There is something new in everyday and we have developed some inside jokes that only we get and we laugh about, kind of like with Yuki.
I wish that she would be here already. Don't get me wrong! I have great people surrounding me here but I feel like that I don't talk to Yuki as much as I want. In a way I try to stay away from the computer, so I don't think about home so much.
I had a 5 second homesickness on the August 20 when it was Estonian's Day of Restoration of Independence or taasiseseisvumispäev as Estonians like to call it. I think it was the first time in my 19 years when I have been abroad during that day. It was an important day for Estonia...
Anyways, on that day, I studied the 10 finger system on computer. Yeah, it was no fun. I think I type faster like I usually do and my fingers kept cramping, especially the pinkey.

...don't know what else to say. AGAIN! XD

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Club hits have been haunting me for days...

Room

So, finally one video loaded XDD
Anyways, this is my room and a small intro before it.

I DON'T LIVE IN THIS ROOM ANYMORE!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. If I come home at 5AM again, then the secong part should have been uploaded.

Week

Heippa!

Blogger isn't working with me..or it has something to do with the internet here. Anyways, I made couple of videos about my dorm and they just refuse to upload.
I have started this post...oh I don't know, ten times and since I'm putting a video here to upload it won't be saved into drafts -.-

Anyways, my first official school week has ended and now it's finally weekend I get to sleep.
Dorm life is totally different! I think for the past week I have played cards every night with Estonians (we don't get along with Finnish people because of that language barrier) and laughed until we had stomach cramps and cried XDD I'm having fun, so to say XD

The second and third year ones are very welcoming with the newcomer such as me, Gerda, Kristi and Anti. They invite us to go along and come and play cards with us and so on.
The only bad thing is that I live in a different house then them. Okay, some ways I'm lucky but I break curfew every night because of that...
I honestly thought that I will be sitting at the dorm all day long XDD

My sleep is too good here. Every night I get to bed after one or so and it's so hard to get up at six. Luckily there are only two days where I have to do that.

Monday: 9.55 - 13.55
Tuesday: 12.15 (if I want lunch then a little earlier) - 13.55
Wednesday: 8.30 (for Finnish lessons), but the real deal 12.15-13.55
Thursday: 12.15 - 14.55
Friday: 8.00 - 13.00 the longest day I have
And then comes the weekend ^.^

I don't even get  me started with the language. That's one of the other bad things about this whole thing. The first two days I just sat there and looked good because I didn't understand much they said. I know how the weekdays are but the thing I don't get is what happens then. It's really frustrating but Kersti noticed today that I'm keeping a positive mind and at least try but yeah that trying gave me an awful headache on the first day. My brain was working on hyper drive! XD
My customer service teacher is great. I talked to her and now she translates every slide after talking about it in Finnish. Of course there is a shorter summary for me but it's better that nothing and today I really learned some new things :D So, I'm having a good day.

For the first few days the weather was pretty cold but now it's like summer just begun. In the mornings the temperature is pretty low but when I walk home form school it's burning up! Awful!

It's crazy how much money I have spend. I really hate to go shopping here...okay not really hate but the prices are higher than in Estonia...

Don't really know what else to write XDD

Natsumiiiiii ^^

PS. I haven't been homesick yet...

First

Hey!
I had a bigger post waiting for me but I decided to do a little post right now,
Guess where I am?
IN FINLAND. I'm on the train and I'm going to Seinäjoki to switch for a bus which leads me to my dorm.
I have survived so far XD

I got hardly any sleep last night. I had no idea where my phone was, so I didn't sleep properly (I'm sorry, If there are typos, my iPod doesn't correct my mistakes), so I have slept abou 3h max. For now I haven't felt that tired but the night is young (it's only 18.23 according to the clock on the train).
My luggage is extremely heavy and that has been the biggest problem.
My parents drove me to the harbour (we had a little trouble finding it since I haven't used Lindaline Express before) and helped me through check in. When I gave my mom a hug, she immidiently started to cry. Dad stayed strong for me XD Since it was an Express, it kind of reminded me a bus inside...and it kind of reminded me of Loveless, when Ritsuka went to the ferris wheel and Soubi followed him...ANYWAYS, I arrived to Helsinki 15 minutes later then I was suppose to...no biggie, since I had like 2,5h to my train. BTW, the man who sat across me strongly reminded me of Danny Jones from McFly. If I knew a little less, I would swear that it was his older brother :)
When I got off the ship, I was all alone (but not for long XD). I took out my map of Finland which had a little mapp of Helsinki attached to it out and started to walk towards the train station. I probably looked really patheti - my hair was all messy, it was burning hot, I stopped at every corner to check whether I was on the right steet and I was dragging a suitcase which was bigger than I was XDDD But, I'm great at navigating (I don't mean to brag XDD) and I arrived there without any trouble ^^
Okey, there was a small problem. Ine of the wheels on my suitcase came off XDD But I can still drag it along, si I'm good.
I kind of have a picture memory (I wouldn't say photographic memory), so I remembered how the trainstation looked like + the little VR icin which lead me to the ticket booth. With my English, I got my student ID card to get discounts + my train ticket ^^ And then came the great news - one of the Estonians who also a student in that school I'm going to be attending, sent me a text message that she was in the train station and asked which train I'm going to take. To sum up, we met up and now we are travel-buddies XDDD She is really easy to talk to but quite the opposite of me XDD Either way, she's great and I'm glad that I met her ^^
I have to say, the train tickets in Estonia are cheaper than in Finland and I like how roomy the trains are in Estonia, in here, I feels like I'm taking a bus ^^

Now, we have arrived to the present. Soon, I will be getting off this train and have another 1,5h of travelling with a bus and then home sweet home for the next 3 years ^^

Wish me luck!




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I thought I will be more nervous XD

Something

I found a questionaire in Tumblr. I love filling those XDD
It has over 80 questions. IT'S A CHALLENGE XDD

• 1. Are looks important in a relationship? If we are already in a relationship, then probably not but when you first see that special someone, I would be lying if I said no...
• 2. Are relationships ever worth it? Of course they are!
• 3. Are you a virgin? ...Yes
• 4. Are you in a relationship? No, not at the moment
• 5. Are you in love? Not in that way :)
• 6. Are you single this year? Probably
• 7. Can you commit to one person? I think I can
• 8. Describe your crush: I don't have a crush...
• 9. Describe your perfect mate: Perfection is overrated. I don't like to set standards for people but there is one thing I would like - he has to be little jealous or maybe a little possessive, so that I would know that he just doesn't take me for granted
• 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes
• 11. Do you ever want to get married? At the moment, I would say no but maybe when I find that special someone, I would reconsider.
• 12. Do you forgive betrayal? No! Not fully anyways because when he/she betrays me once there is no guarantee that he/she would do it again.
• 13. Do you get jealous easily? I don't know XD
• 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? Not at the moment
• 15. Do you have any piercings? Only pierced ears...
• 16. Do you have any tattoos? No, but I would like two XDD
• 17. Do you like kissing in public? Depends on the place. As a goodbye kiss, yeah why not, but just slobbering on a random street corner...no!
• 20. Do you shower every day? No
• 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Probably not XD
• 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Maybe! (my mom probably is wondering why I keep smiling to myself XDD)
• 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? YES!
• 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Probably not...
• 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? I'm not looking for someone but if there will come a special someone, I wouldn't turn him down.
• 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes
• 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? I hope not XD
• 28. Have you ever been cheated on? No
• 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? No
• 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? No, not really. I am conscious about somethings about myself but I would never do so drastic.
• 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? No
• 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? No
• 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? No
• 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? No
• 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? No
• 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? As if like-like? No
• 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? No
• 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? No
• 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yes XD
• 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? No
• 41. Have you had sex so far this year? No
• 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I have no idea
• 43. How long was your longest relationship? 2  weeks
• 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 1
• 45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? 0
• 46. How many times did you have sex last year? 0
• 47. How old are you? 19
• 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? "I'm happy for you"?
• 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? ...
• 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? I have no idea
• 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yeah, my best friend XD
• 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? Yes...If she doesn't want to be friends with me, so why would I have to try
• 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Yeah, I don't really get that question XDD
• 54. Is there someone you will never forget? Yes
• 55. Share a relationship story. I once dated a boy when I was rather young. I didn't really know what a relationship was but I was with him because he wanted to be with me. We never kissed and we broke up because he moved to Norway with his parents...
• 56. State 8 facts about your body:
  1) I have a squared face.
  2) My body shape is a goblet.3) I have really long legs.
  4) I have a short upper part.
  5) I have a very small butt XD6) My tummy is too big for my liking.
  7) I like the shape of my thumbs.
  8) I have a C cup XDD
• 57. Things you want to say to an ex Just because we broke up, it doesn't mean that I don't care about you anymore.
• 58. What are five ways to win your heart?
  1) You have to be persistent but in a nice way XD
  2) Don't come up to me with cheesy pick up lines, just talk to me.
  3) (WOW THIS IS HARD) Give me white roses XD
  4) Cook for me ^.^
  5) Don't make expensive gifts for me..make something yourself (like point 4)) or give me something you already own etc
• 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
  
  
• 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 44 years o.O
• 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? His/her hands
• 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? - Sexiest thing? o.O I have no idea. 
• 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? Umm, when you....you know...why would you ask something like that XD
• 64. What is your definition of cheating? I don't know why but I feel that ,if my partner kisses/has sex with someone and doesn't admit it, I would call it cheating but if he admits wrong and actually feels sorry for it, then no. That's how I see things now but I believe that when I'm in actual relationship, my view will change...
• 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? - What the heck? Making out?
• 66. What is your favourite roleplay? I HAVE NO IDEA!
• 67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Hmmm...something simple because I think the main thing is that we are together and get a chance to get to know each other...
• 68. What is your sexual orientation? Straight!
• 69. What turns you off? When a guy calls me sugar...
• 70. What turns you on?  I have no idea...
• 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? I haven't had those yet...
• 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? Dunno
• 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Hugs me for no reason ^.^
• 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? He has to be taller than me...
• 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Drawn me a picture...
• 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Wrote what I love about them ^.^
• 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? I think that a man may to older than the woman but then again does age really matter? As long as two people love each other, that's all it counts.
• 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? - Dirtiest? I don't think I have one, I would probably tell if I had...
• 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?  Today on Tumblr. I was jealous of a girl who had a perfect tummy...
• 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? about four hours ago, I told my dad that I loved him (and he said that he loves me more that I can imagine)
• 81. Who are five people you find attractive?
  1) Lee Jungshin
  2) Johnny Depp
  3) Kaname-sempai (Kuran Kaname)
  4) The guy who plays Nolen Ross in Revenge ^.^
  5) Uruha (the Gazette)
• 82. Who is the last person you hugged? My dad
• 83. Who was your first kiss with? ...
• 84. Why did your last relationship fail? He moved
• 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? No, I don't believe in that

And that was it. IF you finished reading it, I hope it gave you a little insight of me and you don't think I'm too weird  =^.^=

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. This is my last night in Viljandi....