Egg Waffles

Ma täna ei viitsi inglise keeles kirjutada. Täna olen rebel ja kirjutan eesti keeles...kelle vastu ma rebellin, enda vastu? XD okei, see selleks, aga jah, tuli tuju eesti keeles kirjutada.

Today I'm not in the mood to write in English (but I want to translate for all of the foreign readers). Today I'm a rebel and write in Estonian..who am I rebelling against? Anyways, I'm in the mood to write in Estonian today.

Millega ma siis tegelenud olen? Noh, kaks päeva järjest parandasime Janno arvutit...või noh "parandasime" XD Tegelikult võtsime selle suht tükkidest ja okei natukene puhastasime seda. Te ei kujta ette kui õudne see välja nägi. ÕUUUUUUDNE! (muidugi ma pidin seda dokumenteerima XD)

What I have been up to? Well, for two days straight we have been repairing Janno's laptop...I mean we were "repairing". Actually we just took it apart and cleaned it a little. You can't even imagine how awful it looked. AWFUUUUUL! (of course, I had to document it)

Klaviatuur - veel lõhkumisel XD

The keyboard - still taking it apart XD

Peaaegu hakkama saadud XD Okei tühik oli veel, aga kui aus olla, siis see oli kõige keerulisem nupp :)

Almost done XD Okay there is still the space but to be honest it was the most difficult key :)

Natukene jubinaid XD aga palju kruvisi on siit laualt puudu, neid oli lõpuks hunnikutes, aga kõik tee tagasi arvuti külge ei leidnud, UPS XD

A little bit of pieces XD but a lot of screws are missing from the table but evetually there where in these little piles but not all of them found there way back, WHOPS XD

Natukene arvuti sisust siis XD

A little insight from the inside of the computer XD

Aga samas see kõik oli minu jaoks huvitav ka. Kuigi jah, kui vaadata, mis sitta tal seal klaviatuuri all oli, oi jummel. Kõige ägedam oli neid nuppe sealt kõigepealt ära kakkuda ja see tagasipaneks oli ka fun XD ja läks palju kiiremini, kui me alguses arvasime. Lahti võtsime selle Janno läpaka äkki kahe tunniga...või natukene rohkem äkki oli, aga kokku sai ta kuskil tunniga ja mina sain ka keerata kruvisi kinni XD No ma olin muidugi põhiinimene ka kes natukene seda arvutit puhastas, aga noh vähemalt oli tegevust.

But it was all quite interesting for me but there was so much crap under that keyboard, oh god. The most awesome part was taking away the keys and I also liked putting them back XD and it went a lot faster then we predicted but we all put it back together about an hour and I got to screw the little screws in XD Well, of course I was the one who cleaned that computer but at least I got to do something. 

Ma arvastasin, et mulle meeldib täitsa koristada. Võib-olla sellepärast ongi mu tuba tihti selline sassis, siis saan ju jälle koristada XD
Okei, tegelt nii hull ei ole, aga nagu kõikide asjadega mu elus, mul peab olema ikka tuju, et koristada.

I discovered that I like to clean, I guess that's why my room is messy, so I could clean up XD Okay, it's not that bad, like with all the things in mu life, I have to be in the mood to clean.

Mul on selline tunne, et ma olen oma stiili tunnetuse siin ära kaotanud. Mul pole ammu sellist tunnet olnud, et ohh, see on äge outfit, mis ma täna selga panen.

I feel like I have lost my sense of fashion.

A, riietega meelde tulles, ma käisin eelmine laupäev (17.11.2012) Krouvis. Me läksime sinna üsna vara, mis mõnes mõttes oli hea, mõnes mõttes halb - nagu kõikkide asjadga siin ilmas. Anyways, hea selle pärast, et me säästsime 6€, halb see, et kui me sinna jõudsime siis oli seal suht igav - erilist muusikat ei olnud ja nägi välja nagu sinna tuldi pärast jalkamängu vms. Aga mingi aeg tuli sisse, mees kes oli riietatud lehma kostüümi, ise puru purjus ja tantsis kogu aeg. Seisime Liisaga seal üleval tuli see sama lehm ja ta sõber juurde ja ta kallis sõber üritas teda meile maha müüa XD Meil lehmi piisavalt ühikas juba, seega keeldusime viisakalt, aga kui tantsima läksime (meie soovilood tulid lõpuks), siis need samad ühinesid minuga. See lehm hiljem uuris minu käest, et kus me pärit oleme ja siis ma sain teada, et ma näen väga hot välja ^.^ Kiiti! Liisa sai hiljem kuskilt teada, et see lehmake tuli siia oma poismeeste õhtut pidama XD Fun! Aga jah, tantsida sai, sain natukene joodud ka - chill õhtu ^.^

Long story short - went to a club where there was a bachelor party and the bachelor was dressed in a cow costume and he's friend wanted to sell him to me and Liisa and later on we danced and the cow man said that I look hot ^.^

Sünnipäevalapse Liisaga ^.^

With Liisa, the birthday girl ^.^

Nii, mitäs muuta? Soome keel...nii, sellega on nii, et ma tunnen, et oskan ja siis natukese aja pärast on selline lauajala tunne. Ütleme nii, et siis olenevalt teemast mõistan ma soome keelt. Rääkinud olen natukene rohkem ka kui enne..harjutan õpetajate peal seda palju XD Aga jah, nüüd ma sain oma portfoolio kätte ja seal on õpetaja tagasiside, aga jah, VÄÄÄÄGA raske on sellest aru saada. Küsiks ta enda käest, mis seal kirjas on, aga guess what? teda ei ole koolis. Aga ma loodan ja arvan, et kaikki on kunnossa, sest ma sain K3 selle! Neile, kes ei tea veel seda, siis kõige kõrgem hinne on K3, mis sa saada võid, siis tuleb H2 ja T1 ja siis võid nulli ka saada. Ja ma arvasin, et ma sain juba oma esimese nulli see nädal, aga tühja sellest, ma sain H2.
Põhimõtteliselt, mul oli Soome seadustes selline tore töö, kus ei saanud ühtegi tõlkeasja kasutada ja ma pidin Soome keeles kirjutama. Ma olen siin olnud 3 kuud nüüd, ma oskan vaevu rääkida soome keeles ja ma pean kirjutama? Kindel fail, aga ei olnud. Ma kirjutasin töö ajal nii palju kui ma oskasin, parajalt valesti ka, aga õpetaja arvestas minu puudulikke soome keele oskusi ja nii lauajalg ma ei olnud ka, kui ma arvasin ja venitas H2 välja XD aga jah viimasel piiril - 22st hakkas H2 ja palju punkte Natsu sai? 22 XD

At times I feel like I can speak Finnish but then again I feel like I have so much to learn. I got my protfoolio back and got the highest grade K3. And the test I though I failed, I actually got H2. So, maybe I'm not that dumb as I think when it comes to Finnish XD

Gerda tegi mulle kunagi ammu süüa ja ma pidin dokumenteerima ka seda XD

Gerda made me breakfast once XD

Nämma oli ^.^

Yummy!

Ja rääkides toidust, te ju teate, et your's truly ei kipu just eriti kokkama, aga te ei kujuta ette kui hea magustoidu ma välja mõtlesin. Sellest kirjutades hakkab mu suu juba vett jooksma XD

Speaking of food, I invented a super delicious, mouth-watering, dessert ^.^

Põhimõtteliselt on need munavahvlid vanilje puddinguga. Ma panen pannile natukene võid ja nagu praen neid natukene, et nad oleksid sellised kuldsed pruunid. Pärast seda kui ma need taldrikule olen asetanud, ma panen sinna kuskil ühe supilusika täie puddingut ja määrin laiali selle. Ja voila!
Ma nüüd ostsin šokolaadi puddingut, aga ma olen üsna kindel, et need maitsevad sama hästi kui mitte paremini.

Basically, egg waffles with vanilla pudding.
1) Add a little butter to the pan
2) Fry the waffles golden brown
3) After you have placed them on the plate, add one big spoonful of pudding and voila!

Niisiis mu kallikesed, aitab sellest kahe keelsest blogipostitusest. Ma ei tea, kas ma seda malli jätkan ka, aga praegu see on siis selline.

So, my darlings, enough with that two language blogpost. I don't know whether I will continue like this but at the moment it will stay like this.

XOXO Narsumiiiii ^^

PS. I think I started to "rebel" because I was writing in Finnish for two hours straight. 

Beautiful People

I know I should continue telling you about my Saturday but I was reading Kersti's blog and I found this video which is really sweet and it really touched my heart. I haven't felt that in a while, to be honest.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I wish that more people would be like this.

Movie Nights

There is this rule in Estonia or it was at least in my school. It says that if the teacher is for an unknown reason late for 10 (or maybe it was 15) minutes, the students may leave the class or school, depends if it's their last lesson or not.
Why I bring it up, is that if this rule would apply in Finland, or at least in this school, MOST of the lessons would be cancelled.
Why is it so hard to be on time. Okay, if occasionally you are late because things do come up but every single time? ...I just don't get it but I think maybe it's not mine to get or maybe I'm just wrong and it's totally normal.

Anyways, another weekend has passed.
Of course there was some drinking and parties in the dorm. It's like a weird rule now - when it's Friday and the school is over, bottles should be opened and drinking stops until late Sunday.
Stupid rule but I have to admit, I'm no better. I do drink with them occasionally but I have never drunk on Sunday.
This weekend started sadly, I would say. Gerda, Kersti and Kristi all decided to leave the dorm for the weekend. Gerda and Kersti had an invitation to a boy´s house whose parents were away and Kristi wanted to spend the weekend with her sister who lives couple of kilometers away from the dorm. At first Yuki said that she will be going away too but she changed her mind, so we ended up spending the Friday night together.
We watched the Hunger Games and it was pretty good I might say. I had no idea what it was about at first but I wanted to watch because I had heard the name bunch of times and saw interviews with the acrtresses.

Somewhere in the middle of the movie Janno joined. And later on we watched The Three Musketeers. In a way it was like going back to my childhood. I used to watch The Three Musketeers movies with my mom but they were the Russian's version of the story. The characters were the same and some of the plot too but in a way it wasn't really the same. Musketeers were like older version of James Bond or something like that. But either way I liked the movie.

That night we were totally sober XD Just saying! but we did eat oh-so-much junk food.
At the end of the movie, I was so tired that I almost immediately fell asleep. A nice quiet night.

On Saturday we went to the stores and when we got home made soup ...or what ever you can call that. There was cabbage, meatballs and potatoes in it XD Yuki called it rather a stew than a soup XD Oh well, it was edible and we finished it all together - Yuki, me and Janno. Of course we had to force Janno a little to get him eat the soup because he's a man of principles. Kind of like me but yeah, it has to be one to know one XD or something like that. 
The greatest and sweetest thing happened. Kersti called me and said that they will come back that day because they missed me and they're overly bored ^.^ and later on Tibu came back also. It was so good to see them all ^.^ Anyways, since we were watching a movie with Yuki and Janno they arrived, so we watched the movie and then hit the stores. We watched Insidious. It was suppose to be a scary movie but yeah they don't usually scare me ^.^

Okay, I have to continue some other time. I'm using Gerda's laptop and soon we are going to eat anyway ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. She's in a bad mood :(

Finally Kauhajoki

I'm bored, i'm bored to tears.
It's 8.50 AM and I'm in school and I'm bored.
Did I already mention that I'm bored?

Anyways, today is the last day of the jakso (period). We were suppose to hand in our portfolios today. I had to print it out and I already felt bad about it since I didn't have it ready but guess what some people are finishing the tehtävät (excercises) and then printing...I guess it finish your portfolio class today.
Jepiiiiii!
No, it's not fun at all...I have to sit around for 4h. Man, if I would have known I would have happily slept in.
To be honest, it really hasn't been my day. When I woke up I was cold. When I wanted to go to the bathroom, it was occupied. I didn't know what to wear and I hate my outfit. I'm having a bad hair day. I'm getting a head ache. I have nothing to do in the class...oh wait, maybe I do...

Never mind...So, about the trip to Kauhajoki. When we were in Helsinki we divided into two groups and now we had to walk to the train station with our (again) OH-SO-HEAVY bags. Okay, it wasn't maybe that bad but I was a little afraid that I will break the wheels of the suitcase again but luckily no such thing happened.
On the steps of the Helsinki Cathedral we took a little lunch break and just rested for a some time. And then we just had to move on. Remember the one time that Yuki doubted in my directions (I mentioned it before) was in Helsinki. But luckily we only crossed one road which after we saw that we are in the wrong direction. So, we got there and went on to buy our train tickets. When I went to the ticket booth and she offered me seats I asked if I could sit next to my kaverin (friend), she asked me to get her and Janno also joined us, so we got to sit together, well almost...Erki sat couple of cars away from us, Yuki said that maybe it was better for him, so he could sleep or something like that. Anyways, almost all of the train ride me and Janno played cards (I don't remember if Yuki joined us too or not) but we played for almost 3 hours. About the last half an hour we just goofed off. Have I mentioned that we have to take a train to Seinäjoki and sit on a bus there in order to get to Kauhajoki? Well, I'm saying it now XD
Luckily, the train station is in the same building as the bus station - less walking for us! I bought our tickets and went to sit outside to wait for our bus. Pretty much all of us were overly tired, so we just laughed and laughed about the most random things and we just fooled around until the bus came to take us to Kauhajoki.
In the bus me and Janno played more cards until I was so confused that I couldn't anymore. The bus ride was rather short and in no time we were back. We got to walk a little when I saw Gerda and Kersti who came to meet us. Gerda took my suitcase and me, her, Kersti and Janno headed to the stores and after that home - we had a new kitchen waiting for us there and it did look great but at first a little..not homie but now I'm used to it now.
Anyways, my class day got a little better - I'm not dying in boredom. I get a chance to learn something new :)

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm going to lunch now ;)



Hello Helsinki

So, where was I...oh right, my trip to Estonia and back to Kauhajoki.

But before I start to writing about that, I want to talk about my room. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy about it but I need change. I want to rearrange it but I have no idea how. Me and Yuki were thinking about pushing the beds together but we don't know how to arrange tables then and the room all around...so to say, it's a working progress.
Curtains are up now, so this place feels a little homier ^.^

I have a bad memory...at least when it concerns what I have already written XD So, I check my blog from time to time XD And unfortunately, because of my bad memory a lot of thing I wanted to say get lost. I should start writing lists of what I want to write...näääh, too boring...I'm going to wing it ^.^

So, the last thing I wrote was I met up with Margi. After a...delightful sleep in my own bed ^.^  I woke up to clean my room...oh! oh! I almost forgot.
When me and Margi were into the gas station, eating our burgers, Liisa (formerly know as LO) called and said that she will be late. Late for what? It turned out that Liisa got the days mixed up and thought that on Friday night we were suppose to meet up and she had already done her hair and make-up. Yeah, we got to laugh a little. Apparently Mari-Ann and Liisa talked that it would be better to meet up on Friday but in a three way conversation we decided to meet up on Saturday night at 8PM but guess who forgot to watch it :D

Anyeways, a little after 8PM on Saturday, the girls showed up. It was so good to see them. Felt like it has been months since I last saw them. Just like we were still in high school and I just saw them yesterday. They felt the same ^.^
So, we made cake. We though that we would do something yummy and talk and later on open the bottles and drink and head off to the club which was rather recently opened - a little before I went to Kauhajoki.

Yeah, it looks a little burnt but it was OH SO DELICIOUS (to Mari-Ann it was too sweet...oh heck, what does she knows XD Ei tegelt Mari-Ann, kallis oled ;) ) In addition to the cake we had tasty blue cheese nuts and chips + dip. And time flied...like incredibly quickly and before we knew it we had to rush to the club to get in for free.
At first we sat around a little but as the night went on we danced and saw some familiar faces. It's weird to think that we are so old that those who are a little younger than we are (need keda me retsisime) can enter clubs and drink... legally I mean...ANYWAYS, we didn't stay there too long because the music...how can I explain this, I think the DJ tried to hard. He used too many effects and only little parts of the songs and...I don't know, wasn't really our taste. I like when I can hear songs and not just clips but we still had fun. That's the most important part.
When we left, we saw Marks outside standing with her friends and one of them was terribly tall, creepy XD - he stood next to Liisa and Liisa reached almost to his shoulder. Then again Liisa is shorter than me but they sight was still creepy XD
Anyways, we headed off to Statoil because I missed that mint cocao they offer. MAN IT WAS STILL DELICIOUS AS HELL but still not better than a milkshake (you all know how much I love those ^.^) In Statoil we saw couple of boys from our class who just came from Kaarli, where we had most of our parties when we still went to high school.
Yeah, it was a fun night. I'm a little bit sad I had to say goodbye to them...to all of my dear friends, sister and parents but oh well, the next day I had to go to Tallinn, so I could go to Finland the next day.

One of the many pictures we made...and in my opinion, one of the most normal ones XD Yeah, there was something wrong with every picture we made - whether it was my hair, Liisa's eyes or the was something (invisibly) wrong with Mari-Ann. Girls - what more can I was XD

Anyways, on Sunday somewhere after 4PM me and my parents drove to the train station. Yeah, again I had heavy bags - my mom's little suitcase, sport's bag I got from sis and the lap top bag- Suitcase mostly contained of fooooood XD but that made it heavy as hell. The lap top bag was initially in the suitcase but I took it out to make it a little lighter and when I strolled with the suitcase the lap top was securely on top of it.

Anyways (man I use that word a lot XD), when we arrived to the train station, Yuki was already there with her dad. She said that one of the boys from her class and one from mine was also on that train. I didn't seen mine but we sat with Yuki's classmate Madis.

Yuki has told me before that he is a little quiet usually but I heard him talk pretty much I would say. I guess that university and the change of the environment changes people...I know that well XD but I will tell you about this later if I tell you about it XD

We arrived to Tallinn before eight, bought some tickets and headed on to a streetcar and on to a bus. Madis hung out with us until the bus, ther he had to caught his and we had to find mine.

It's funny how Yuki trusts me in Tallinn. She didn't check for once if I was heading on the right way or if we are sitting on a right bus or going to a right place. But she did have some doubts when we were in Helsinki but about that later.

It was pretty late when we arrived to my aunt's place. I handed her a box of candies (because my mom taught me about hospitality + she had a birthday coming up) and then we took my cousin with us and headed to the stores to buy some food for Monday, the day we drove back to the dorm.

Back at the aunts place rearranged my bags a little because I was looking for something..but guess what I left it in Viljandi. Oh well ^.^ Aunt gave us some DELICIOUS dinner...something that Kristjan used to make when we were together, later on we watched a little TV, a movie and went to bed but since we had to get up around 5.30 AM we didn't get much sleep.

We had to take a bus back to the town center and there we had to catch a streetcar again but this time had to drive only couple of stops. We had to walk to the harbor with are OH-SO-HEAVY bags, in the check-in we got our tickets and Yuki called Janno to see where he was at. It turned out that Janno was in the wrong terminal.

This time we didn't had to wait long, since Janno got he's ticket in the last minute, we just had to walk up and on the ship where we saw Kelli, Kristiina and Erki. We stuck together during the ride - some played cards, I slept most of the time and later on joined in the card game.

In Helsinki we divided into two , groups. Kelli and Kristiina decided to hitch hike back to the dorm but we, Erki, Janno, Kaili and me, decided to take the safe way, the train and the bus.

Anyways, bye now! I have to go to school and I'll continue later on ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Gerda says hi!

Wanting something

I want to write something good and exciting but I have no idea what.

I will write more about my holiday in Estonia later but at the moment I thought about writing about the parties.

Okay there isn't much to talk about though XD The first Friday we got back we pretty much randomly started drinking but then thought that we sgould check out the club too. So, I got to wear my new blouse I got from Estonia. Kristjan had a little problem with it thoug XD Since the blouse is pretty much see through and I'm not too comfortable in my body I had ta wear a tank top under it, but Kristjab thought that it should be black tank top instead of white and it should show more boobs etc XD men, I can only say XD So me and pretty much all the girls went to Mim's that night to dance.
Gerda was the first one to leave out of me and Kersti but Kersti soon headed out with Kaido, so I wad left with Tibu, Lisann, Liisa and girls from the upper solu. I had fun that night. Janno was there too and he always took care that I would have a drink in my hand, even when we went to Krouvi. There I didn't got to dance - I just sit and talked to Marta and hung around.
Getting home that night was fun too. I wouldn't say I was overly drunk but I changed my boots with Tibu's high heels because I'm just that goid of a friend. I was afraid that I will fall down, so I walked home holding Janno's arm and also Tibu's. Sometime we changed places so...Janno was holding Lisann up who also held Liisa's hand who was holding onto me and I leaned onto Tibu. We got home safely but the party went on in the upper girl's solu.
I don't remember what time I got home but the sleep was great that night.

Anyways, I have more to talk about but the class has started.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I see a fail in my future....

Suprise superise

When did this happen? o.O

Since when I'm the neat freak of the dorm? or at least in my solu?

I just wanted to clear my table (yes, my work desk still keeps getting cluttered), so I could work in peace but I couldn't.
As soon as I stood up to throw away a paper I didn't need anymore I saw little dust bunnies near the trash can, I couldn't stop cleaning until the room was spotless and the everything in the living room in order.
And to be honest I'm the one who gets fed up when the kitchen is a mess and surprisingly I'm the one who cleans mine and Yuki's room. Yuki is happy living in her corner and I'm the one who has to take care of the rest of the room + her corner (at least when it comes to vacuuming and  washing the floor.

That was pretty much the only thing I wanted to talk about. It has been on my mind for a while now.

It was good to get it out ^.^ and now back to studying until Kristjan (my ex) comes over. He is suppose to help me out on my homework - watching a video and answering the questions. We agreed that he will come here around 8PM. Let's see if he keeps his word this time ^.^

My latest achievements XD

Clean kitchen. Later I though that I should have taken the before shot XD Gerda said that the kitchen was this clean when they just came back after the renovation ^.^

So called my corner with a carpet which is from my home and a little composition I made to make the whole room a little more homier ^.^

And my desk where I'm writing at ^.^Yeah, it is still cluttered - I have too many things ^.^ The left corner looks terrible from the picture but actually it's not that bad ^.^ (I use this smile a lot, don't I XD)

I just realized that I haven't shown you the dorm I moved to but you got a little sneak-peak now XD Accidentally ^.^

But okay, I really have to work now...

XOXO Natsumiiiiii ^^
PS. I added all the song I have into my iPod, so I'm listening to a little old music that I loved...or love .

Meeting friends

"Time flies when you're having fun" - except for the fact that Finland isn't all fun and games.
Heippahei!

So, it has been weeks since I last blogged. My last post was just before I got busy with the best thing I could imagine with my friends.
The first person I saw isn't just a friend but also my stepsister. This time I went to her alone. We just caught up and played with her little girl and of course I could leave there empty handed - she gave me a sport's bag full on clothes and bunch of other stuff. One of those things were these...or was this :D

Basically it's sugar on a stick, brown sugar but it tastes soooooo good XD And also there were this box of candies - chocolate candies with a real cherry in it ^.^ I tasted so good!

Also, I got this really cute thingy for my phone  ^.^

I also got this...I have no idea how to call it. I say it's tea but basically it's like smashed apples which you put into a cup and pour boiling water in it and it becomes tea XD You can drink it ans eat the left of it. It is just an apple XD
Anyways, the next morning I met up with...or was it...okay I don't remember....and I just looked that I have already talked about it but yeah more details and pictures for you XD

So, basically I went to see Tiivi (formerly known as TT) and we hatted and her grandma made ups lunch which was delicious, thank you ^.^ We chit-chatted about school and parties and boys and bunch of other stuff. It was so good to talk to her ^.^
Almost right after I left Tiivi's grandma's place I met up with Margi, another great friend to talk to. And to be honest with that all break up thing, she has been a great help. She knows just the right things to say and she will occasionally have a drink with me even though she couldn't XD

Okay, that's enough of catching up. I have tons of homework to do. Lucky me right but hopefully I will write again soon but jakso is about to end and I really-really-really need to finish all of my work but guess what!? I'm not in the mood XD But, hei-hei, my lovelies ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I was thinking about writing in Estonian...but maybe adding a translation ...if you like...I don't know...just an idea ^^

High High

I'm feeling like weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee XD
(PS. I'm not high, I'm just having a sugar rush and to be honest I can hardly write, so excuse me if my spelling isn't as good as usual)

ANYWAYS, I woke up rather early...okay, who am I kidding, I pushed my alarm clock as far as I could, so I ended up walking up at 11AM XD And I was still tired as hell. But my stepsister called me, so I was forced to stand up. She invited me to her place somewhere around eight but before that I met up with Marks.

It was so good to see her ^.^
We didn't do much, we just hanged around the city - we were looking for curtains for her kitchen - and then we went back to her place and tried to figure out how to put the curtains up and Marks played Spiderman XD or Spider-woman XD She washed the windows for her new curtains and she had a hard time reaching the other side XD

My Spider-woman ^.^

Ans the new curtains - they look really nice and they match very well with the whole kitchen and they were rather cheap ^.^

Marks' kitchen after she just cleaned it. It looks spotless, doesn't it?

Look how cute she is!!!!! ^.^

And we...and yes, it's my new hair color, not the best picture of it but I really wanted to put something up with Marks

My mom picked me up and we went to the store to get things for dinner + I got two cherry vodkas because alcohol in Finland is super expensive and I want something to drink during those dorm parties ^.^

After I had delicious dinner, my mom walked me to my stepsister's. She didn't join us this time, so we had a little sisterly moment there XDD We talked about school, the life in Finland and about life in general. It was rather relaxing + we had tea, so no wonder I was relaxed XD Of course she didn't let me go home empty handed - I got a sport's bag full of things from clothes to candy XD + she gave me  that tea we drank. It's not really tea...it's..I don't know how to explain this. It's like bunch of fruits smashed and put in a jar XD I'll take a picture of it for you guys later (if I don't forget XD) And I got this little phone charm  - a little hedgehog ^.^

At home I spend a little time with my mom - we played cards - and later on I arranged a sleeping place for me and Yuki when we go back to Estonia and then we just chatted with Yuki. We were both feeling hyper and now I'm feeling über-sleepy and I think that Yuki is already in bed XD

Anyways, now I'm going to bed and tomorrow I will see my old deskamate and Margi ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I sprained my ankle rather badly but I hope that it will be better tomorrow :)

New Hair

This will be my 100th post. Oh my gad, that makes me a bad blogger or a good blogger. Since there is 365 days in a year and I have blogged over a year, I would say this is rather bad.

Anyways, I'll post some pictures from the trip from Kauhajoki to Estonia.

Our beautiful dorm the day before leaving. The picture is made by Yuki, of course ^.^

Me minutes before driving away to Helsinki. That smile is so fake XD I was nervous as hell, especially that moment.

Sending our dear Tibu away :') 

My delicious Chai Lattee which I was drinking when I wrote for you guys ^.^

Awesome picture, huh? Well, my dearest Yuki's handwork ^.^ Somewhere in Helsinki, I think it was on Aleksandrkatu or something similar XD

Another picture from that street. I really loved the architecture, especially the right ones.

Yuki taking picture of me. I can't show you the final product because, in my opinion, I looked awful on these pictures XD

Our precious and OH SO HEAVY luggage ^.^

A little photo shoot with the girls :)

Helsinki Cathedral :)

We, waiting in the port

Now, on the ship. We just took a place and made it into our camp place XD We had the comforts and the food and drinks ^.^ all sorts of drinks XD

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! It's made by Yuki of course. It's made somewhere in Tallinn, the next day.

Me, waiting for the train in Tallinn-Väike train station on the 14th

Calling my dad ^.^ He really missed me and I really missed him too ^.^

Now I'm actually happy. I'm finally getting home, how can I not smile XD

Our still heavy luggages...

In Türi, Margi joined us. I saw her ex-boyfriend in the train station and minutes after Margi called and asked where was I and in which cart. It was so good to see her and I got a hug from her and the three of us chatted until we reached to Viljandi. There my dad picked me up and the rest you know.

For the past two days I have just chilled and the day before yesterday and yesterday, me and my mom drunk wine and had our little mother&daughter moments. 

Oh, on Tuesday, I want to see the family doctor and the dentist and had my hair cut and dyed at the hairdressers. The family doctor gave me pills to try out, so that I could sleep. My sleeping has been so bad, 4 hours is great for me but sometimes I sleep only 2 hours per night. I'm really jealous of people who can sleep 12 hours - like Gerda, Kersti, Kristi and occasionally even Yuki but she chooses to wake up with an alarm clock -.-. My teeth are good but one of them where polished because the edges were a little sharp. And at the hairdressers, my hair was cut a little because of really bad split ends but minimally because I like long hair and yes, I died my hair. They are a lot darker now but I won't be posting a picture at least not yet. I will go out with Marks tomorrow, so maybe I will post pictures of my new hair ^.^

I don't know what else to say XD Anyways, it was great catching up

CONGRATULATION TO ME ON 100th POST!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm on the 14th cycle of American's Next Top Model XD

Home

I wanted to show you a little video that Yuki made about the trip from Kauhajoki to Viljandi :)

So, I have been a whole day at home, in Viljandi.
Everything in here seemed so different at first...somehow bigger XD Like I was a little child again XD
My mom had bought me all kind of things and as soon as I arrived to Viljandi, I visited a shop where they sell my favorite ice cream ^.^

Anyways, not much to say, at least for now but I really wanted to share the video ^.^




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Tomorrow will be a busier day XD

Helsinki

Heya! So this is the day I'm finally going back to Estonia. I am\was a little nervous but I'm slowly calming down XD Kris, my ex, said that it's just the travel excitement and it will go away after driving back and firth but it's even questionable whether I will return...he thinks I surely will
Anyways...oh, last night me, Yuki, Aili ja Erki made a movie night and kind of a farewell party. We drank cherry vodka with coke and watched "V for Vendetta"...or at least tried to XD Yuki and Aili got drunk really fast and giggled and talked during most of the movie (which is really great, BTW) and me and Erki occasionally laugh at them XD You should have heard them XDD Later on we did Yuki's hair and.went to get cash and we kind of danced to there, at least me and Tibu did XD We had fun XD
Today we woke up rather early. Kris was suppose to pick us up at 8.30 but me and Yuki woke up at 6AM or 6.10AM. I took a shower got myself ready and I skipped so much steps because I was so tired. I triple checked my room, so that everything was in order.
Kris came rather early, kind of like my dad usually does. I think we headed out earlier than we wanted but it was great that we did that. We had couple of stops so that we could use the bathroom and Kris could buy himself some coffee (he's a real coffee-holic) and the girls were really energetic in the back but as soon as my sleep was gone they became quiet, so I just chatted with Kris or ate something to kill my boredom XD
We arrived to the harbor a little before Tibu's ship was about to leave XD It took a little more time to find the terminal because Kris wasn't sure where we had to go and you know as a man, he doesn't ask for directions but somehow he listened to me XD When I pin pointed the location because when I came to Finland that was the terminal where I arrived.
He dropped us in front of Forum but we had a small problem...we had really heavy bags with us. We dropped them to the train station and then headed back to Forum where we ate at McDonald's and then shopped in Seppälä, H&M and other stores which I don't remember XD I'm not a big shopper, I like to buy things but I don't like to shop in big department stores, I want to see a couple of stores and buy the things I want...anyways, now we ended up to Robert's Coffee because we just wanted to sit and I wanted something warm to drink, I have a bad throat and I needed something comforting :) I bought a Chai Lattee, YUMMMMMMMMMM!

Anyways, I have to go, the coffee shop is about to close, so I have to go. I'm good that I could write a little post ^.^




XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm tired as hell XD

Estonia

I can be really lazy at times XD I have this really long text to translate in order to do my tomorrow's homework, I only say that I have to do it, I have to do it but as soon as I sit behind this computer I start doing everything besides doing that big translation. I will probably take it along with me to Estonia.

Oh, I haven't told you guys, I'm going to Estonia this Saturday and I'm returning to Finland on the 22nd, probably :) And guess how I'm going to get to Helsinki? With my dear ex. We made plans before and he didn't cancel them just because we broke up (and also he's still dealing with my curtains, so yeah, he's a man of his word, most of the time). At first I was pretty sure I'm taking the bus because of that whole break up thing but I didn't want to screw my friends over (they should have to pay more if I bale out) and now we are in good terms. I think. Well we talked like we used to today (with him being drunk and all) - he did want to stay friends

Not so long ago, I came from Robin's birthday. Robin isn't a close friend of mine but we occasionally get along and he invited us to eat cake and later of course offered us drinks but me and Yuki refused - we are planning to drink tomorrow XD Anyways, the party was kind of like any other but with less people - some of us already headed back to Estonia somewhere during noon, including my dear Gerda and Kersti :( I already miss them and I almost, according to them XD,  started crying XD When everyone moved outside, me and some of the girls started playing video games. There was Yuki vs Kristiina, Kristiina times 2 and then Yuki vs Aili like couple of times. I had a fun chill night and tomorrow will be another school day.

And guess what, I still didn't do my homework XD Yeah-yeah, I hope the teacher understands and besides, even if I had translated, I would have finished it today there is A LOT OF TEXT THERE!

Anyways, my lovelies, I have to go to bed now. Tomorrow I have be in school at 8 AM, so I need some sleep ;)





XOXO Natsumiiiii
PS. There is a Twix on my table and I'm dying to eat it...but I'm staying strong XD

Again

It's me, writing again! Didn't see that coming did ya?! But I realised that writing here actually made me feel a little better because recently I have been fighting with tears half of the time and other half distracting myself.
Like last night I went to Janno's and Erki's room with Yuki, so I wouldn't have to spend time sitting lone it my room. We didn't do much. Boys played computer games while me and Yuki were fooling around and watching how they played. Erki showes me Skyrim - it's kind of diffrent next to Vindictus which I played for a short period but now I have to go again, I'm walking home with Tibu ;)

Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm not sure if I will write something today because I have tons of homework :)

New

So, now, when I'm single again I have more time to write to my blog.
You are all probably wondering why it happened...I just got dumped becuse we are too different and I'm smart and probably going to university and he wanted to end it before it got even more serious but guess what it didn't hurt any less.
In a way I'm happy I didn't write much about him in my blog because then there aren't many things that remind me of him but then again there are memories and couple of materialistic things - he bought me teddy in a cup once and also made me a pillow with my favourite colors. I don't have a heart to throw them away and he refused to take them back.
I don't want to talk more about this. Maybe I will in the future when there are less feelings and more common sense.
But now my lesson just started and I have to go but I promise that I will write more ;)

Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I'm okay...most of the time :)

School

"Well, I haven't written for a while." - no shit Sherlock XD

I can't really say that I have been busy because some of the times I have been bored to tears XD but usually when I blog I am alone but lately...oh my god this is so awkward to talk about but now I have a special someone who I am with like most of the time.

But first things first, school.
School in general has been great. The classes are rather easy, the class I like the most was the basics of customer service but since the period ended today, I will have new classes :) And I will finally have marketing, the class I'm looking forward the most. The bad thing is that it's now and not later - my Finnish isn't that great yet. I understand more than I did on the first week but I rarely speak it...okay I don't speak it at all. The only words I say are "kiitos" and "joo", maybe something else too but still.
I haven't gotten grades yet. The basics of customer service only required a portfolio. I have had two tests in one of the computer classes but I have no idea what I got them.

Yesterday I had a different school day. During lunch we met up with the newcomers, who arrived this week, and after we went to the smoking corner because most of us do smoke, apart from me XD Anyways, in there some of the other Estonians came who doesn't go to my school. They were drinking and driving, basically. Some time we moved to the front of the house where the police came. The driver got an alcohol test and of course it was positive :) He had to sit the back of the police van and then the next problem came - they needed the papers of the car and guess what they didn't get them. I had to go to class, so I didn't see what happened next but I heard that the driver were sent to Seinäjoki for a blood test and the car was taken away but the owners woman...

Nice huh? Well, I have more to write about the life here but now I'm pretty tired to write more :) Sorry guys but it was nice to catch up, even if it was a little.

XOXO Natsumiiiii

PS. Maybe some day  I will talk about my special someone :)