Cake

My March has been really out of the ordinary - there has been so many birthdays, including my own 19th, have visited my mother's home and enjoyed spring break.

So, the first of many birthdays was Akira's but the day before that I went to Jõhvi. It's a city in the north of Estonia and it was the city where my mom was raised (she was born ~20km away - Kohtla-Järve). We drove there straight from school but got there pretty late. We went to the graveyard because on the March 2nd my grandpa was born and we wanted to lit some candles for him. I just have to say - seems that the weather describes the person the most. It was so windy and cold - basically as soon as the candle was lit, it was blown out. It was getting annoying. Now I have to brag XDD My daddy is the most caring one of all ^.^ Like I said, it was terribly cold weather and my dad gave me he's huge jacket. It was really warm, not the most lightest thing to wear, though. We visited my uncle's house, although he wasn't there, and finally got in touch with my other cousin, the athletic one.  She is quite the opposite of me but I still really liked talking to her. She is like the big sister I never had ^.^ After we went back to my grandpa's apartment which still feels kind of empty without him and do you know what I found out, he missed me a lot. He had this photo album full of pictures of me when I was little. Let's just say that my mom and grandpa didn't exactly get along. I know he loved her and was proud of her but he was the most stubborn man ever :) Anyways, mom and dad did a little clean up work and got a lot of stuff, I, on the other hand, collected momentums of my dear granny and grandpa.
The next morning we drove to Sõmeru (also in the north of Estonia but more to the west XD) where I got a job XD Actually, my great aunt (married to my granny's brother, mother side) needed me to add an advertisement for these amazing curtains she made. And it was really nice seeing her ^.^
After we hurried back in town because I had to get ready for Akira's birthday and also did a little make-up for Yuki.

That's what Yuki looked like. I would add a full look but I think that Yuki would kill me XDD

And my overall look ^.^ TT was overly impressed about it (EGO BOOST XD) and I guess it wasn't that bad XD Bitch Natsu!

The party itself? I have no comment. We went out bowling, ate a little and watched a scary movie which wasn't scary, Red Riding Hood and some other movie which was kind of grouse but I fell asleep XD or at least tried because there was someone in the same room who just couldn't control his voice and kept me up until 5:30AM. Nice huh? Not the best first impression. It was the first (and hopefully the last) time I'm going to see him. To sum up, the party was okay ^.^

So, the March 7th and 8th were two days when the teachers were on strike. To us, students, it kind of meant two extra days off XD What did I do? On the 7th I went shopping with Yuki. Something that you don't see everyday XDD Yeah, I buy things but usually online because the prices in Estonia are depressing. Anyways, I got new jeans, 3 tank tops, a thingy for my phone, fake eyelashes + glue, compact powder and maybe something else too XDD And on the 8th we celebrated the international woman's day ^.^ Dad bought me white roses and yellow ones for my mom. In the evening me and my mom just sat down, drank whine, ate cake and chatted.

Our little table ^.^ Don't ask why there are two spoons beside one piece XDD I guess it has something to do with the picture taking XDD

And on the next day, we got a magnificent surprise. The senior class made a little performance for all the females and then they asked form 12B and 12A girls to stay and all the boys came out with little flowers and gave them to all the girls. It was so sweet ^.^

On that Saturday I went to MS's birthday. I got her a ticket to Poets of the Fall and some other stuff and of course she was thrilled since POTF is her ultimate fave (since 2008 XD). We ate and drank a little. Played Alias which ended with a fight between the lover. Sad :( During the night they were so sweet together but yeah, lovers fight, never good. Anyways, whey the couple disappeared me and the other party guest started dancing randomly and chatted in between. If life gives you lemons, you have to make lemonade XDD Anyways, MS said that they made up and everything is okay now ^.^ Let's just say, out of all the guys MS has dated, MJ (not Michael Jackson XD) is the best for her and I always have been and always will be team MJ XDD. 

Anyways, there are a lot of school days between and then we reach to the last weekend before my birthday which I will elaborate next time.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS.  No matter how much I add American songs here, I'm still passionate about Asia ^.^

Prize

I should get a prize for being the worst blogger ever XD Okey, I'm exaggerating, but I have been slacking off for... 2 weeks and 4 day, shameful.

So, I'll pick where I left off - the class wedding.
To be completely honest, I'm not so impressed with the wedding. I think the bridal shower was sooo much funner than the actual wedding.
The wedding ceremony was hilarious, not the traditional one. The priest was just the right choice. Since  I was the maid of honor I'm on every ceremonial picture :S It's awful, my every expression is on display XDD So, some of the pictures for it (the pictures aren't in chronological order)

The groom reading the vows. They were the only couple who had written their vows. The other bride was winging it and the groom was repeating the priest's words - that was the most hilarious part of the ceremony XDD. And do you see my face? I hce no idea what I was thinking XDDD

I know what's wrong with me here - the ring, his putting on her finger was weird orange plastic one but it did match with the ribbon around her waist ^.^

And the final words form the priestl. Yes, he is the one with the longest hair XDD

XDDD

And the kitchen staff :)

Of course the cake ^.^

 

With Marks on the left and with TT on the right :)

Yeah, I'm missing heels XDD

After came the eating part. We ate the salad and other delicious things that we made that morning. Oh, and I forgot to tell you guys, that on that Fiday (February 24th) was the Estonian Independence day ^.^  Got up early, went to the parade, wore an awful hat and held balloons. 

Swiped the picture from Yuki's blog ^.^ - look like a nigga XD

That day, I felt like Estonian. And to be honest really proud but kind of teary. I don't know why though XDD But yeah, it was the first time I took part in that parade :)

Anyways, the wedding. The games that we played there were fun and but after those everyone went to their own corner all around the house and formed little groups. That bothered me the most and one of the reasons I think that bridal shower was better. There we partied more together had nice clean fun ^.^

On the last day of Feburay I had a mock exam in Estonian. OH DEAR! On the question part I did really good but on the essay...let's just say I hacve had better ones XDD But I PASSED THE EXAM XDDD To be honest, with Estonian exam I have always had very small expectation, so passing is a big victory for me ^.^

After 6 hours at the exam, I met up with MS and we went ice-skating and basically walked all around Viljandi. We made up, talked about love and just caught up. We don't see each other that often, so there is always a lot to talk about ^.^

That weekend was...fast, I think is the right word :D But I'm leaving it for another post XDD Sorry, guys ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I love that guy's voice who starts to sing at 0:48.

Cute

Who dares to say that he's not cute?!

So, yeah, I have been watching Revenge and most of the people, including my mom, are in love with the guy named Daniel (played by Joshua Bowman).but I prefer Nolen, that guy in that video. He has more wits and I recently found out that he is gay or at least bi - short to say he slept with a guy. But he still he's cute. I mean look at that video ^.^

But more about my exciting week which gave me a "party girl" title. As you all know, I was involved in the class party - planned a bridal shower and then ended up in the kitchen staff of the the actual wedding party. To be completely honest, towards the finish line I got pretty tired of this all thing and wished it could be already over.
But let's start for the beginning. It all started on the 23rd. That school day was shortened because the day after was Estonia's birthday  ^.^ So, I got home around 2PM XD and met up with Yuki, since on Friday it was the wedding and there was tons of stuff to do. I don't exactly remember what we did that day except for the French fries that Yuki made because I freaking out about the bridal shower that night. A little after 5PM I had to leave Yuki at the bus station because Marks (former MP) her boyfriend were picking me up, so that we could do some last minute shopping. And thank god he drove us there. The weather was AWFUL. It's was raining god know's what and the snow was melting and few steps and Marks complained that her boots were drenched but not mine XD I have some really good boots, maybe not the most attractive but good ones ;) (can be seen in Competition). So, when we FINALLY got to the party location, my classmates M-K's place, we put final touches on the plan and took care of the snacks and the guests arrived oh so soon but both of the brides were late XD

My outfit of the night

+ some more pictures.

Before the storm XD Look, how calm I seem to be XD That is a nervous smile, guys. And I had that on most of the time during that night XDD

Somewhere towards the end of the little house party. Me and the girls - MAÜ, me and LO in full glory. I hope that LO isn't going to hate me XD She has a clever smile here, I would say XDD

I have to say - this picture is special. I hardly smile like THAT on photos. I'm over looking the fact that my bangs look awful (or at least I'm trying to XD) - Me, LO and KK.

Somewhere, during the night, Marks asked if people were enjoying themselves and they all said that it was fun, well planned and on topic. The weight dropped off of my shoulders when I heard that and, I have to say, it was the first night in my life when I went to a club. And my first reaction? Well, the fist 15 minutes was slow.  There weren't many people there but more towards to the end it lived up and I started to have fun. MP even said that when we (most of the bridal shower guests + one of the bride) went on the dance floor everyone started to dance XD And it was great just to let loose, even if it was just for a little while. 

I got home somewhere around 1AM.

For the moment, I'll stop here and continue on the next post which will be soon, I PROMISE ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. My arm still hurt from the tug-of-war ://

Slide

HAPPY SHOVE TUESDAY!

So, today isn't a regular Tuesday but Shove Tuesday XD And I'm having a....don't know the right adjective to describe it.

In the morning I felt rather bad. I thought about staying but I have been absent too much + I needed to collect some money. I sound like dept collector XDD But actually, it's not that bad. I'm just one of the few who are planning the bridal shower for our class wedding and we need kind of entrance fee because the party is on Thursday.

Oh, I haven't talked to you about the class wedding. So, where I'm form it's tradition to choose a girl and a boy from the same class and marry them. Not officially of course...well, the priest himself is chosen among us, so yeah XD And since we have such a huge class we chose two grooms and two brides. Everyone plays a part in the wedding, some are just family members, we have a wedding singers and I happen to be the maid of honor for the more likable bride. The other one was so desperate that she had to be the bride and she asked EVERY SINGLE GUY in my class to be the groom. Come on, if no one wants you then give up and be somebody else but finally she guilt RP to agree. -.- Anyways, since I'm one of the brides maids I needed to plan a little get-together ^.^

And, Shove Tuesday is a pretty big deal in Estonia, so, today I had 5 lessons plus activities after. I'm trying to spend as much time with my class as possible, so yeah, I took part in those after school activities -  tug-of-war XD Yeah, maybe not the best choice but I had fun EXCEPT for the fire in the muscles. We were third and there were 6 classes, so not that bad. It was kind of funny, I have to say. In the first tug all the guys in front of me (there were 4 girls and 4 boys in one team) fell on their butt XDD But, yeah, it was slippery as hell and towards the end I started to fall too because my legs were starting to shake. But third place, hell yeah XD!

So, when I finally got home. I fell dead on the bed XD And slept for a little over two hours. After that I went to pick up a package from Oriflame and got some new things.
One of those things were nail art kit, with what I created this (the black I owned before).

And I also tried out a little make-up but only the white eyeliner and the make-up brush was new. My mom liked the left eye better than the right but, like always, I like the other one XDD

And I got an invite to Akira's birthday party. The theme is cosplay and I'm thinking about being Katherine Pierce form Vampire Diaries. I'm pretty excited about that ^.^

I also thought about cutting my bangs again. I found a little inspiration browsing the net.

I love this bangs. I like that is not so short and if I don't like it. It could grow out faster and it's easier the put aside than the usual bangs. Plus, it looks GREAT! I hope it looks that good on me as well. I need to consult with the hairdresser. Oh, I'm not going to cut the ends because hairdressers little is my a lot and I really like the length but since I want to do Kathrine's cosplay I have to cut after Akira's birthday.

Okey, my lovelies. I should really go to bed now. Sweet dreams ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. This week might be filled with posts ;)

Mask

So, guys, what do you think? Which one is the best...

this?

or this?

I kind of prefer the new one XD It's more attractive and has a little bit of me in it ^.^ 

But about the title and the new theme - masks. We use them to hide our true emotions to get by easier. Here I don't have to pretend. I can be here as mad as I want to be at my Estonian teacher or tell you about I love-love-love Jungshin without looking awkward XD

So, about other stuff. Social studies test was easy, especially when my brilliant class knew all the right answers before the test. I just had to memorize them XD And Math test was easy also. Nothing too hard. And on Friday new period started, our last. And Natsu got more responsible XD Anyways, I just started taking my homework more seriously, like with Biology. Usually the teacher gives us couple of pages to read and I have never even opened the book before the test XD Haha, I'm making progress.

And on Friday, guess who came over? Of course Yuki did - like every Friday - and we went to the bank walked all the way to the gas station called Premium (I always forget that name XD), got couple of burger and went back home where we had a little argument but we fortunately made up and went home as friends. It was a rather short visit because I was babysitting that night.

 So, I did her hair. She said that since she is 5 years old, she should have 5 braids XD

Oh,I hurt my hip + knee skiing. Haha, everytime I decended on a hill I screamed: "I'm going to die! I'm going to die!" and me and MP skiing is more like laughing and listening to the ground if the cowboys are coming, if you know what I mean XDD.

On Saturday - Vindictus, Akira and Math. Of course I'm the most excited about the first one because the second one has relationship problems AGAIN and the last one...well, my brain got short circuited and my mom, who just happens to be a Math teacher, couldn't solve it either and to top it all off it's one of the final exam questions. You have no idea how assuring that is XDD. Anyways, Vindictus is pretty awesome. I have two characters at the moment. I have played two days (Saturday night and Saturday) and one of them is at level 10 and the other is at lever 15 if I'm not mistaken. I know it's bad XD.

So, next week will be quite different and I'm going to tell you about it when it arrives.
Good night, my darlings ^.^

Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I started watching Kuroshitsuji.

Skiing

Hello, my lovelies!

So, without long and pointless intro, I'll cut to the chase XD

Last post I did on...Wendsday, so the first thing and the most important thing is that for THE first time in MY life I went to an opera or went to see it or....what ever XD Anyways, had a long day at school. Okay, maybe not that long but 6h before I got home to change and wash-up. But before, me and dad went to the store. I got too pick up some food for school and other snacks. I think, you all know that I don't eat in school but lately I have more and more. That's not the point XD

Anyways, I found out that sometimes I'm a regular woman XD When I needed to get ready, I needed more that 2 hours XDD Okay-okay, it's not that bad because I also ate, put my bag together and did other stuff. Basically two hours before the show I had to be in the bus stop so my private bus could pick me up XDD There I met up with MP - she lives also in the city center, so it was easier to meet there. She looks really-really great but not really for the winter weather. (I'll add pictures)

Of course we had to stop at the McDonald's before we went to the theater XD But I have to say that Hesburger's chickenburger is better than at McDonald's. Anyways, the opera itself...

...well, it was definitely different XD The biggest surprise was that the two male leads were Asians. Well, to my dear classmates they were Japanese -.- Actually, it was Chinese and Korean. They were brothers in that play and they were separated at a very young age. The younger one (Chinese) was kidnapped by a  gypsy who sought revenge for her mother who was burned alive. She wanted to do the same and throw the infant into the fire but, I didn't quite understand whether he felt sorry for the little boy or threw her own child there by accident, anyways, she ended up raising him as her own. The two brothers met because they fell in love with the same girl (go figure!) and almost killed each other but the younger one froze but when the elder one stabbed him, the "mother" savored him. The two brothers met again when their loved one almost became a nun but the younger one saved her and they were about to marry when the older one captured the "mother" and the younger went to save her. They ended up in prison. The girl send her love out to him XD and eventually traded herself for the younger one's freedom and drank poison. Then there was a REALLY long scene when she died and then the older one found out that and sliced his brothers throat and of course AFTER that the gypsy told him that, okay sang to him, that it's your bro. AND if you are wondering which opera I'm talking about it's the Troubadour (Trubaduur in Estonian).

"Il trovatore (The Troubadour) is an opera in four acts by Giuseppe Verdi to an Italian libretto by Salvadore Cammarano, based on the play El Trovador (1836) by Antonio García Gutiérrez." - source Wikipedia.

The first part (until recess) went really fast. It's was like: "Hour already? XD" (Oh, I wish that Estonian lessons would go by that feast XD) Oh, I forgot to mention. The theater we went to was Vanemuine and it's located in Tartu (about 78 km east where I live ^.^)

From the left MP, HP and me ^.^ I really love my outfit and I have to say that MP is the tallest girl in my class so HP isn't the shortest one. And I'm wearing heels, which is very UNCOMMON with me ^.^ But I didn't fall or trip, so they are my best high heels XDD I graduated with them too ^.^

Towards the end of the opera, I sta rted to fall asleep -blush- but not that it was boring XD Just that not enough sleep + sixs hours in school + a dark room = sleepy Natsu ^.^

On Friday, I had a lecture at school. It was about the beauty of Math and then some stuff about informatics. In my opinion the first presentation was nicer but the second man talked better XD I think that one or two pictures throughout the presentation is goo and not every slide has to have at least one.  And after, I met up with Yuki. We went ic-skating without the skates XD Just dragged our feet along the ice and chatted. It is always nice to see her ^.^ And on Sunday I went to her place and the new week begun.

Lately I have had a lot of firsts - first time I went to the opera and the first time (in 10 years) I went skiiing XD Yeah, let's just say first opera was better because I fell 2 times on my butt with skis XDD Yeah,  I like moved 5 inches *thump* then another 5 and a hill came. Slinding-sliding *thump* HAHAHA! So yeah, the teacher spend the next hour teaching me different techniques in skiing. Thank god, I only have to ski 4 times to get a 5 and then I don't ever have to get on them again XD In a way, I and TT are different. She loves skiing and dislikes ice-skating, I'm vice versa XD I don't remember how many times I cursed skiing but let's just say that we are kind of frenemies XDD And of course after school I had to prepare for up and coming Valentines day. In Estonia it's kind of considered friendship day, so I folded flowers and made my bestest friend a "painting"

 
 In my opinion, it's not the best one but my mom said: "Don't give that to Yuki, rather give it to me!" and dad said that it was beautiful AND the Yuki herself agreed with dad ^.^ I'm glad :)

And what she gave me! Some REALLY cute stickers, then some delicious cookies and this...

 I think it's the most original idea ever and it looks so awesome and next to my "painting" the best thing ever.

On Tuesday, I had another test in Music class, even harder one, and today it was Physics test and tomorrow Social studies and Friday Math...OH BOY! And to top that all off I felt so terrible today. I only went to school to do the Physics test and then I came home.

I have to say, I love the new camera with all the new gadgets and the sharpness and kind of like everything about it XDD But just wait couple of week, I will find a flaw XDD

I don't have a Tumblr account but I found someone else's and that chick is nuts!
http://thinspiration-for-those-who-seek.tumblr.com/ - the link is here if anyone is interested. Basically she admires bulimics and anorexics for their determination to be shinny. Like WHAT THE HELL! It's a disease and not a weight-loss-plan. And to top it all of she gives advice. Everyone asks her about their UGW (Ultimate Goal Wight) if their height is this and that and in her opinion, I, if I'm 175, should weight 48 kg. That is obviously too little. And the worse news is that little 13 year olds follow her (or what ever you do on Tumblr) but fortunately, she has decency to tell them that they are still growing children.
Surely, I want to be skinnier than I am but I wouldn't take ridiculous goal weights and starve myself. And especially when I'm in school. My brain just wouldn't function when I don't eat and if I will reach that UGW that she recommended none of my clothes would fit XDD

Okay, my darlings, I should go and rest now and hopefully I can go to school tomorrow

> ^ . ^ <

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm not much of a photo editor XDD

How

How long is long?
How heavy is heavy?

It's like, when I had eye surgery (a minor one, thank god) the doctor said that this day forward I should avoid lifting heavy stuff. But how heavy is heavy? It's like where is the border line when light ends and heavy begins. And the same thing with long. Today's physics lesson we learned that something reaches to Earth after a long time. But how long is long? To a three year old 3 years seem like a very long time, to me it just vanished in seconds. But 18 years seems long to me but it's NOTHING compared to Sun's age (it's was like 4,7 billion years or something like that XD)

And another thing. I really don't like astronomy. To me it sounds like a load of crap (sorry for my expression) but that is just how I feel about it. Yeah, I know a lot of things about it since we are learning it in physics class but still. How can you know that Mars weighs x kg or Sun's temperature in the core is 16 million degrees? No man cant get to the Sun or really can't put Mars on a scale. It's all assumptions. Well, I am one of those people who believe it when they see it, so yeah, that's the main reason physics isn't my favourite at the moment.

Wanna see something grouse? (at least in my opinion XD)

It's my hand when I'm pretend writing,,well my hand actually is like that when I type in an angle (?). It looks grouse and feels even worse. It's ÜBER creepy.

Tomorrow there will be shortened lessons. JACKPOT!~ but then again tomorrow is a test in Music class - music seminar, as my teacher calls it. And there are like most known choir songs and one of the author's songs I get mixed up.

This is one of the hardest songs to memorize, like seriously. The author has a similar song called "Enne ja nüüd" but I couldn't locate it so I pray to God that it isn't in tomorrows test. In addition to tomorrow, I have 2 Estonian tests on Thursday + getting my picture taken for some....I'm not sure for what, but it's a group/class photo, so I think I'll survive >^.^<  The picture thou, the tests are a suicide, both of them. One has extra strict grading and the other is made by my dear teacher. HELP! But to all your foreigners who have chose to study Estonian - it's not that bad but just MY "dear" teacher makes our lives difficult.

But okay, I have to go to bed now. Another night, another school day, another head ache - looking forward to XDD  NOT! Only 37 days before another and unfortunately last high school holiday :(

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. They are cute >^.^< and I can say it without being a child molester - I did some stalking XDD

Nalina

"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. Pretty badly too."
"What happened, my child?"
"I have neglected my blog and let down my readers"

I am really sorry for not writing for so long. I have n+1 reasons to do so but none of them seem good enough to excuse me from not writing.

Don't know where to start XD - amd she is watching MusicMondays, shame on her!-

Oh, I found my camera...but then I broke it...and then bought a new one XD

My new baby! The old one was pretty similar. Also Olympus ^.^

Anyways, school is a blast! XD Okay not really a blast but it's not that bad :)
Social studies is good, I still like that lesson because it is interesting and explains more about things that are going on around me. I had a first test there, which I got 5- because I didn't use the right wording, and also wrote a first essay, and probably my last, and the bad news is that I have to give that essay to my Estonian teacher too -.- And speaking of Estonian I have gotten better by the day.  I got a perfect score on the last test -ego boost- and the teacher wrote "Finally!" on my test, true story XD But I wrote a real essay to her and I got ...

English is so lay back but today I made a for and against essay and I think I did a good job. And tomorrow there is another test but I will pass it. I seem to have such an ego but the English teacher really does it too easy for me. What else? Math, I went to a competition in it. Was 9th. I'm happy with that place. I mean 9th in the whole county. It's not that bad, right?

My health hasn't been that good. Had migraine attacks and a horrible back pain (still have it) but other than that I'm good. Nothing too bad, at least I can live, move around and a little pain can't stop me but because of those headaches I had to stay home.

I actually made a vblog 2 week ago XD But now I finally edited it ^.^
(THE VIDEOS SHOULD BE NOW WATCHABLE!)

I like editing videos. It's fun in my opinion. I wouldn't make it as a work since I'm not really made for only sit behind the computer but it is fun to do occasionally ^.^

So, the video was made the day when I was home sick with the migraine. That week I also met up with LO and MAÜ and we had a great time. I will take about it later because MAÜ hasn't shared the picks and I would really like to add some :)

This weekend my mom turned 45. Happy birthday to her, again! In the morning I and my dad went to her bed and sand happy birthday. In a way it was sweet but it was spiced up with a little humor. I mean, the birthday present itself is was a wok-pan and in a way we like went to woke her up so she could cook for us XDD But she loved the surprise ^.^

Man, I'm so tired at the moment XD

Oh, I and Yuki have a little surprise for you but I'm not going to tell you about it because I would just ruin it. I need some time to finish it XD.

Now, my fave song of the last few days. SOOOO ADDICTIVE!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Sorry guys!

Camera

I still haven't found my camera but I haven't really looked for it either. And my room is still awfully messy. And I haven't started with my Art History yet - I know I'm lazy but I think in some point it has nothing to do with my laziness. Like during the week I have no extra time - I'm a senior! What do you want from me XDD Like for tomorrow - social study test, word test in English and I have to make a song for music class. YAY!

So, last week was actually the first week back to school so mu first thought - OH MY GOD!
And the first day was so-so. Okay, I didn't get any bad grades and had to suffer in only one Estonian lesson but I was tired as hell. Like the night before I only slept for 3 hours but to my own surprise I got up at 6AM with no problem, even had time to spare and ever since that day I have woke up a little too late XDD But around the second social studies and the first English I started to feel sleepy and to be honest I have had sleep problems ever since then. On Monday I finally got on the ice, with ice skates XDD I didn't fall, thank god, but my feet did hurt. What do you want from me? XD It was the first time since last year.

Usually, Tuesdays are Estonian free days but no during last week. My sneaky Estonian teacher went to class teacher, crying that she will lost 2 Estonian lessons  and got three -.- nice huh? The class teacher herself says that we need them and of course they aren't bad but still, 3 lessons + 5 that is according to the timetable = insane Natsu. Estonian is just too much pressure. But I had kind of a nice talk with my Estonian teacher. I think that she so to say sinked to my level really helped. She sat on the table XD like me, so it was somehow easier to talk to her. So, I did tell her more freely about my worries and such. She was quite helpful too and now I'm not as afraid as I was before going to her lessons but I'm still terrified about that essay though. Don't want to get another bad grade :/

I really like social studies, I have to say. It's rather interesting lesson and although it talks about everyday life, I still get to know a lot and learn to understand things better. And since I dream of starting my own company one day, this lesson makes me understand thing better (AGAIN XD) Although, I descirbe it as an awesome lesson, I almost fell asleep during last week's (& also today XD) lessons XD It's just that when you haven't slept much and she turns off the light's to see better the screen, It's hard to keep the eyes open XDD Now, I'm contemplating whether I should take the social studies exam or not. I already have 5 exams, so it would be an extra one (In Estonain school pupils have to do Estonian exam + 4 other and 2 of those other have to be national exams other 2 can be school exams or you can make all of them national and the student has to choose on his/her own). So, I could cope with them all since one of them is my research. I think I would discuss this with my class teacher. She will help me to decide.

Hahaha, on Tuesday, I was only the last 5 minutes in the music class. Why? Because before that I had Estonian lesson, after that I had a that little talk with her and after that the class teacher slash math teacher asked me to see her after I was finished. I didn't heard the bell so I did went to see her and talked minutes about Teaduskool (the last task was a real b*tch, like seriously, hated it! who comes up with these things!) and after that I simply waltzed into the music class and everyone was staring of course and sat down, I literally got to be there for several minutes before the teacher said that we can go home.

FAIL!

 The best day that I remember is definitely Friday. Why? Because Yuki came to visit. I was so happy to see her ^.^

And what did we do? Nothing much XD But I got to see her, talk to her and then we went for a nap XD Oh, we TRIED to watch a movie but we chatted most of the tim. Like -press paus- and then she... -press play- few seconds pass -press paus- and then he.... -press play- and so on and so forth XD and then we desided to just go to bed because I saw how Yuki's eyes kept closing and I was also tired from lack of sleep. After pushing the wake-up time forward and forward, we took a little walk and send her off to the bus.

Saturday=lazy day. I just laid around and watched Grey, played Sims and just chilled.

But on Sunday I went to Yuki's place. You can't imagine the joy when I saw Yuki's talk jumping around and bringing me the ball. I felt like crying for happiness ^.^ Anyways, Yuki had an eventful Saturday, unlike me, so she had a lot to talk and we were terrorized by a little black dog an evil one to. We were just discussing our things when a barking dog ran to us. Thank god, I didn't wear skin-tight jeans that day, the little home protector grabbed my leg with his sharp teeth. So we stood there a little terrified and waited until the doggy lost interest and disappeared from the sight and then? WE BOLTED. We ran until we couldn't see the house or the dog and then walked and kept talking. And guess he followed up and came again. We still stood there, ignored the barker and when he left we just kept going. And we never saw him again XDD. After our walk, we watched "Spirited Away"

And what do I think of the movie? It was definitely something. Surely, not boring. I think I can't say it was terrific because the love line was...well let me explain. There was a little girl, right and a little boy okay? Well, not really a little boy but a spirit really and there was a big love between them. The girl was too young for that. She looked like 10 or 12 years old, so she can't know about love. So, that was a little drawback for me but Yuki saw a tragedy in it. So, maybe I'm just too idiot to realize it XDD

In the evening I made pizza:
Mom: Great!
Dad: -two thumbs up-
Yuki: Edible
And Natsu, well she can't criticize, she made it but I think it's tasty ^.^ I could eat it more if I could. I'm having problems eating again, I have to confess. It's like, I know I have to eat - my common sense knows it, my tummy knows it and everybody else except my mind. It's like it thinks that if you can't sleep you can't eat. Confusing I know but I am trying my best to get everything back into shape, I promise ^.^

And on Monday...almost fell asleep during social studies, worked hard in English, payed attention in Estonian and finally understood Math (twisted part we are learning now) but the best lesson had to be PE. We skated again. We had a kind of a figure skater there and she showed more challenging exercises which some I totally rocked and others were so-so but the best thing she did was that she finally taught me how to rise my left leg XD Sounds so awkward but let me explain: We all have a foot that a foot that we lean on, mine is my left one, so when we do this cross step (not sure about the right name, though) I tent to put my leg back down really fast because I'm afraid to fall and unfortunately that leads me to almost trip myself. So, what she did was that she guided me step by step how to trust my right one more and it indeed worked. I'm so proud of myself and thankful to the figure skater ^.^

I think it's a very nice way to finish this post. Boring one right XD? But I have couple of test for tomorrow, so wish me luck and sweet dreams to me ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. The figure skater totally reminded me of Erica Hahn from Grey's Anatomy and she totally held my hand XDD

Shorty

So, starting off a brand new week, a school week with 8 Estonian lessons. Yay me! But about that later.

How did I spend my last days of freedom? So, as I told you before I was in Tallinn. Here some pictures, for you guys from the same day I went to see Sherlock Holmes.

Something for the fair ^.^

A view of Tallinn's Old Town + the greatest picture ever made XD

I told you there was a blizzard XD suppose to be me and the model of a cousin. Fortunately there is a much better picture of us ^.^

 And then our sanctuary during the storm - McDonalds's!!!

And the best latte ever, especially on a cold day ^.^

 And they made it look so good that I kind of felt bad about ruining the artwork and putting on the lid but it had to be done :/

At the movies ^.^

Looking at these pictures, we don't looks like we are related XD

So the next day we started out day a little later (almost 5 hours later XD) because the model needed her beauty sleep. We got on the bus where is saw the weirdest boys ever. They sat at the back of the bus and made sex noises until they got off of it. And one of those "hilarious" boys kept saying "I'm not the queer, they are." I was having a laugh -.- We went to the bookstore, where we spent an hour there (sorry cousin ^.^) and then off to Hesburger. Yeah, I was really on junk food diet in Tallinn but surprisingly didn't gain weight XDD Lucky me! ^.^

<- Mine delicious milkshake and chickenburger which I took for the first time. Usually I'm all about double cheeseburger XDD

And cousin's double cheesburger meal with fries and a Sprite ^.^ ->

Yeah, I'm not so photogenic as she is but I didn't tell you the biggest news - I lot my camera :'( I mean, it has to be somewhere around the house but where? I have no idea. I swear there is a black whole in my room somewhere, sucking my stuff in. Well, anyways, later we goofed at the bus stop and took a long bus drive back to do some cooking ^. ^ We made creamy pasta dish. Tasted pretty good ^.^

Thursday had another bus drive back home but before I got to see the needy boyfriend of the model. Yeah, had to woke up at 6AM, yay, and went by bus about an half an hour and there was a wonderful surprise waiting for us, at least for the model. And the bus was late and I got sick on the bus and some guy sat next to me who just couldn't stop coughing. Yeah, the bus ride was a joy. But my dad picked me up and walked me home. I was pretty exhausted, so I thought I should lay down for few minutes but I fell asleep XD Slept two hours before the doctor and somewhere around five went to LO's place, well actually, we met in Selver to get the ingredients for a pie and then headed off to her place. It was nice just to sit and talk and bake a cake which was delicious and I found out that LO tends to be very impatient XD And same goes to my Sunday night. On that day I was with MP. There we made soup but still sat and talked, I braided her hair and went shopping. Seems like nothing much but I think that days like this you can relax. Don't have to think about too much. And somewhere around that day I made an alien head XD

Aww, she is so cute, NOOT XD Anyways, on Saturday I was at MV's place with Yuki. Played Need For Speed with both of them and sucked at it XD Okay, I'm might be overreacting but I am better at the computer, used to it. And I pleyed with the cutest boy in a PS2, Dante.

 

And also got to play a new Monopoly Deal card game. The first 2 tries, I had to admit defeat but on the h´third try, I totally destroyed them XD And also the next day I played couple of board games - Alias Junior and Estonia Junior. Those games were too easy. On the first game Akria won and the next Yuki did, so yeah not my day ^.^

So yeah, that's how I ended up spending my vacation. Do I regret it? Hell no! Although my dad says that I should have actually rested at home, since I took long bus rides, I think that my winter break was well spent because I got to see all my friends, go to do what I want and didn't spend all the time in the computer (actually hardly any). I do think that I should have gone to the library at least one time but sadly I was too occupied. 

The outfit of the week ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I'm thinking about changing something after the 100th post ^.^