The Last

So, after weeks of prepping and working up my courage, I have finally decided to close Natsu! and make a new blog. This decision wasn't as easy at it seems. Natsu will always be my first real blog and it's KIND OF the reason why I'm leaving it now. I talked about it in my last post..it just so random that it disturbs me. I mean different fonts and different themes and stuff, the were only couple of things that stayed.

1. The title was a one word until come my 100th post and it became 2 worded and if I would have kept on writing it, there would be 3 words in title on my 200th post and so on and so forth BUT it didn't start like this...
2. I always ended with XOXO Natsumiiiii (yes there was always 5 "i"s, I was counting XD) and always a PS. but it became harder and harder to write these things.
3. There was a period when I always ended the post with a song :)

But, I will not delete Natsu! because it's just so dear to me but I'm not closing it either, it stays. You can all visit it if you want to but I won't be writing here anymore (too many precious posts here). It's still my first born XD

I remember it like it was yesterday - my first ever blog layout and banner. Jep, perfect for a new born XD

But okay, it's time to say goodbye to this one and say hello to my new blog...click here!

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS: For the last time...

New Theme?

I was scrolling through my blog because...well...someone wanted the address and I was thinking if there are embarrassing stuff here, which there is, but I realized something...this blog is pretty random.
I mean it doesn't have a theme.
I have tried:
- writing about my life from day to day
- writing about movies and books
- writing about purchases
- writing about k-pop (don't know what I was thinking of XD)
I have even tried to do a video blog or vlog...what was I thinking? -face palm-
HA, I know, I wasn't thinking. I say I think too much but only after I do something horribly wrong like post videos with me talking in them. Oh, that reminds me, I tried to do a video introducing my newly modified room but I hated the video, so I took pictures instead.

How my room used to like (after I rearranged it of course but it was when Yuki still lived here ^.^)

And how my room looks now...

And in addition to my beautiful room, I have an "awesome" door XD

Basically what happened was that yours truly left her keys inside the room and closed the door and then it locked. The best part was that she was ready to hit the showers, so she was only wearing a top and panties. So, luckily Gerda's and Kersti's rooms door was open (they don't live there anymore but they will always be their room ^.^), so I grabbed a couple of blankets, wrapped myself in them and headed to Yuki's new place which is about 200m away. It was pretty late night, so when I knocked on the front door nobody answered, so I looked for Yuki's window and knocked there. Later I heard that my knocking scared Aili and Yuki half to death but Yuki dared to peek through the windows and they finally let me in. At first I thought I will spend the night there and but I really-really needed to get to my room - I need the keys to my work place (so to say) and the so-to-say landlord was coming after 3PM which was about time my work ended and I didn't have my phone either, so I was pretty screwed. So, the only solution was having someone to kick it open, I would have done it myself, it happened once before (yeah, I'm bad-ass, I have kicked down a door, off the hinges and everything XD) but I needed my legs for work the next day. So, I wanted to get Kristjan to do it but he was too drunk, so I asked Kert to do it. Of course he thought I was joking but agreed when I said that I will take full responsibility, which I did and now I have to pay ~60€ for it XD

Here is another close-up from my wall. My beautiful wall ^.^

I'm not much of a cook. You all know that, I have wrote about it before but desperate times need desperate measures XD Long story short, since my daddy isn't here I have to cook for myself, so I thought I will share you my latest achievement. Okay, I haven't photographed all of them but some yes.  HEY! It doesn't happen every day that Natsu succeeds in cooking, so we have to document it XD

 Not so much my achievement, although I did most of the work but Kersti did help. It was super delicious and it was Italian pada, basically, which only needed water and minced meat  ^.^

Special macaronis with fish sticks XD Why special? When I boil them I add salt, bouillon and on the plate I add my special hot sauce ^.^

Something more recent - chicken nuggets, tomato and cucumber salad, rise and some dill on top of it. My mouth started watering just from writing that XD

The same like the last thing except there is my hot sauce here and not salad ^.^

My absolute favorite thing in the world - omelette, just mouth-watering ^.^

And, although I said before that I won't post anything from my winter break but I just had to add this. It looked so good (the napkins - folded by Kersti) and of course it all was ÜÜÜÜBER delicious ^.^

So, more about the life in Kauhajoki.

I'm still in K-Citymarket, doing my työssäoppiminen.

I like being in KOVA, which means make-up...okay, at the moment the Finnish words come to mind XD Which in a way it's good but then again, I can't forget my English. Basically KOVA is everything except for food, drinks and clothes. I'm never dealing with food and drinks because I don't have a...hygienipassi. Something that proves that I'm clean...I think XD and when I'm in the clothes section I'm usually in the back unpacking clothes. It gets really boring in there.

But now, my darlings, I'm really tired and I might blog tomorrow maybe not.

But talking about the theme in blog...not only I'm jumping from subject to subject, I have tried out different fonts and colors...no order here but I should really think about how I will represent my blog...maybe even change the background and the banner. But we'll see ^.^!

Teddy! - Väike pilt minu armsast kaisu loomas...oii, kus ikka poosetab XD

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. (It's really hard to write these "PS:" things) My hand looks awful - spotty and scratched and dry :/ 

Gossip Girl

I won't talk about how I love that show but I will say that I was a bit sad when it finally ended. I kind of liked the last episode - it revealed all and actually had a happy ending ^.^

Other than that nothing much has happened. On Friday night I went to a club - Krouvi - and yesterday, Saturday, I just hung around after I woke up 1:30 PM XD And today, I woke up a little earlier, went to the stores and I have been watching series ever since.

I wanted to write more but it's pretty late and I'm tired, so I will try to write more later ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiiii ^^

PS. I don't remember the last time I went to bed before midnight  XD

New Year

The last time I wrote it was Christmas but now it has already been 11 days of New Year. The new year didn't start with me blogging and I feel bad for it. I honestly do BUT let's just say that I have kept myself busy, so I don't have time to write.

I will skip my Christmas brake. Why? Because...I mean, it was fun but in a way it was kind of messed up too. Let's just say my world took a turn and let's leave it at that.

But I will write about my internship, if I can call it that.
So, I have already work for a week in K-Citymarket. To be honest, I kind of like it but I will say that I'm not looking forward going there and I curse it after the six hours I have been there. Why? Well, I have no mood going there because the walk is long and I'm always sleepy when I go there and I curse it because I'm on my feet all day long and they are killing me after it, I think today, Friday, it was the first day my feet weren't killing me and my back didn't hurt (although, it's kind of starting to ache now).
So, what do I do there? For the past week I have:
- I open boxes
- I get the goods ready for display
- I check the shipments
- I put the goods on the display and shelves
- I clean up
- I do aamulla siivous (morning cleaning, what basically means that I walk around the store and check if all the goods are seen properly, like push them towards the front etc)
I think that's about it. Well, of course when I feel like dying, I eat lunch there XD I like to keep myself busy, I don't like just stand around, that's the reason I don't like aamulla siivous.

When I get home, I'll talk to people online and watch this.

I think it will be it, for now at least. :)

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS.  I don't know what to say here XD

Merry Chistmas

No tere! Pole nagu ammu kirjutanud. Koolis läks kiireks ja nüüd olen ma lõpuks koduuuus! Te ei kujuta ette kui hea on kodus olla - süüa emme tehtud toitu, istuda issiga köögis, emmega juttu rääkida, rummikubi mängida ja veini juua.

Ma hetkel ei oska midagi rohkem kirjutada XD Kahjuks XD Aga ma praegu vaatan sarja Nikita, mis ma hiljuti avastasin.

Suhtlen inimestega ja ootan, et saaks minna Viljandi Jaani kogudusse ema kuulama minna ^.^

Aga

Ilusaid jõulupühi kõigile! ^.^

Armastusega, Kristiina :)

Contact Lenses

Heippahei!

Pole ammu kirjutanud ja eelmise blogipostituse tõlge on ka tegemata. Oh well! XD Kodus millegi pärast ma ei kipu eriti blogima, aga Pekka tunni ajal küll. Mulle ei meeldi ta tunnid ja nüüd saime ka mingi ajuvaba ülesande. Isegi mu kõrval oleval soomlasel on sellega probleeme ja ma ei tea, mida ta otsib. Pekkaga meelde tulles - ta ei oska inglise keelt.

It has been a long time since I have written and the translation for the last blog is still undone. Oh well! XD Somehow, at home I don't usually blog but during Pekka's lesson, oh yeah. I still don't like her lessons and now we got some ridiculous exercise. Even the Finnish girl next to me is having a problem with it and I have no idea what she is searching for. Oh, Pekka doesn't speak English!

Käisin hommikul soome keele tunnis ja seal ma tegin natukene meie kalli Pekka jaoks ka tööd. Panin oma mälupulga arvutisse, kirjutasin seal, salvestasin isegi töö ära, aga guess what? ma jätsin selle mälupulga arvutisse. Kui klass oli juba lukus ja passisime vahetunnis ALLES SIIS tuli meelde, et midagi on puudu (ma lõhkusin eile mälupulga ketti, millega ta mul kaelas on, ära). Ja siis hakkas tund juba. Mõtlesin kaua, et kas küsida Pekka käest või mitte, aga siis lõpuks ikka läksin. Seletan siis inglise keeles ära, et ma unustasin kõrval klassi oma mälupulga ja et kas ta saaks mul klassi lahti teha äkki ja mis tema selel peale: "Mä ei puhu englantia!" (Ma ei räägi inglise keelt!) - no tere talv! Ma siis proovisin soome keeles, aga noh minu rääkimine....ütleme nii, et ma ühtesin unohtasin..luokka, siis natukene käe viipeid, muistiko XD ja ise kogu aeg lihtsalt naersin lõpuks ütlesin, et google translater, muidugi ta ei saanud aru, mis ma ütlesin, aga ma läksin siis tema arvutisse läksin elupäästja juurde ja kirjutasin inglise keeles sinna. ÕNNEKS sai aru minust ja ma sain oma kallikese kätte ^.^

In the morning I went to the Finnish lessons and I was doing a little work there for our dear Pekka. I but the flash drive in, wrote a little, I even saved my work but guess what? I left the flash drive into the computer. When the class was already locked and we were chilling during the break we remembered that I left something inside. And then the lesson already begun. I thought if I should ask Pekka to open the door or not but eventually I had to go. I explained her in English the same story and she just said "Mä ei puhu englantia" (I don't speak English) - for heaven's sake! I tried in Finnish, but well my talking was like....unohdasin (forgot)...luokka (class), then some hand gestures, muistiko (

Tegin üks päev Gerdale patsikesi ^.^ Ilusad tulid ja nendest tulid ka ilusad lokikesed, aga ta panin need patsi ja siis varsti käis pesus ka ära ja minu 3,5h, mil ma neid tegin, said raisatud :( Aga, ei see mitää XD Pärast lisan pilte ka sellest, muidugi ma pidin seda dokumenteerima XD

Praktikaga ma jaman veel. Ma sain nüüd põhimõtteliselt Cittarisse intevjuule. Scary, eks? Ma ei kujuta ette mis seal toimuma võib hakata ja muidugi ma kardan soome keelt ka natukene...palju XD Vahepeal ma tundsin, et ma saan hakkama selle soome keelega, peas kõlas jumala hästi XD aga pärast seda teemat õpetaja Pekkaga, mu enesekindlus on nagu peoga pühitud ^.^

Ma tahtsin kindlasti veel millestki kirjutada, aga mul sai mõistus otsa. Kirjutan jälle palju teksti soome keeles - olen Pekka tunnis ja kirjutan blogi kõrvalt konspekti XD mitte vastu pidi, nagu peaks XD

A, meelde tuli, mis ma veel öelda tahtsin (vihje pealkirjale).
Mul läksid eile õhtu prillid katki. Long story short, klaas kukkus eest ära ja nüüd ma olen sunnitud läätsesi kandma, mutta kahjuks mu silmad pole harjunud sellega ja see et ekraan kogu aeg näkku huugab ei tee asja eriti paremaks. Õpetaja muidugi kustutab tule ka ära, siis on veel "mugavam". Aga jah, enne Eestit ma prille korda ei saa. Lasin mampsil ka mulle kuu ajased läätsed saata, praegu on mul ühe päevased, mille saab õhtul ära visata lihtsalt.

Üks asi oli veel - minu ilus sein ja ma tõstsin toa ümber ^.^ Ja panin pilte seinale. Tuba on peaaegu nagu uus, aga Yuki osa jäi täpselt samaks. Talle meeldib nii...aga mina olen inimene, kellele vahete vahel meeldib oma tuba ümber tõsta ^.^

Ja üks hea uudis veel - ma olingi nädalavahetusel korralik. Või noh, kuidas seda nimetada. Tõsi, ma ei joonud üldse, aga me läksime niisama lolliks XD Gerda ja Kersti ja Kristiga. Ardi vaatas meid poole toobiseid kõrvalt ainult (ma imestan, et ta julges meiega koos poodi minna) XD

Ja siis fooooooooooooooooooood! Ma ikka ja jälle teen endale süüa (kus mul pääsu on XD) ja mõni kord see näeb nii hea välja, et ma pean ikka ja jälle dokumenteerima seda. MIDAA? XD Mulle meeldib toitu pildistada.

Ja viimasena.
"kauhajoki finland blogspot cheese" - mis on ühist sellel ja minu blogil. Ütleme lihtsalt nii, et ma vaatasin mille järgi on minu blogi leitud ja selle järgi on kaks korda mu blogi postitus leitud. No mida? XD

Anyways, mu kallikesed, ma üritan olla tubli ja tõlkida ikka oma tekste ka inglise keelde, siis saavad kõik aru, mida see Natsu räägib siin ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. I wasn't planning on adding all those pictures XD

Fat Pizza

Mulle ei meeldi Pekka tunnid, ausalt ka. Ma usun, et ta on võib-olla tore inimene ja kõike muud sellist, aga mulle ei meeldi, kui ta õpetab ja muidugi ma ei ole õnnelik, et pidin soome keeles vastama ta küsimustele. Sanna arvestas sellega, et ma ei oska eriti soome keelt ja siis küsis mind minimaalselt või lubas siis lihtsalt inglise keeles rääkida. Pekka aga nii lahke ei ole, lugesin täna oma kodust tööd natukene ette, lugesin sõnu, mida ma pole elu sees varem välja öelnud ja siis veel vingub minu soome keelega. Okei, ma saan aru, et ma pean harjutama soome keeles rääkimist, aga ma eelistaks seda, et ma alustaks basic'uga mitte kohe mingi sugust ameti alast teksti. Okei-okei, ma lõpetan selle vingumise.

I don't like Pekka's lessons, I'm being completely honest. I belive, that she may be a great person and so on but I don't like how she teaches and of course I'm not happy when I have to answer in Finnish. Sanna took under cosideration that I'm not good in Finnish, so she asked me rarely or let me speak in Engish. Pekka isn't that kind, I had to read in front of the class, and I read out word that I have hardly heard before and she had the nerve to tell me that I suck at speaking. Okei, I get it, I have to practise speaking in Finnish but I would prefer to start with the basics. Okei-okei, I will stop whining.

Noh, täna on reede ja jälle üks nädal on läbi saand, mis tähendab, et üks nädal lähemale sellele, et ma saaks tagasi Eestisse. Saaks jälle vanemaid näha, kes mind kohutavalt igatsevad.

Well, it's friday and again one week has passed which means that one week closer getting  back to Estonia. I get to see my parent who miss me so much.

Ja KLASSI KOKKUTULEK tuleb! Te ei kujuta ette, kui sillas ma olin, kui me kuupäeva paika saime. Meil oli minu meelest nädal pärast lõpetamist juba teemaks, et me peaksime tegema klassikokkutuleku. Ma oleks hea meelega oma klassi näinud juba eelmine vaheaeg, aga kahjuks/õnneks, käivad enamus mu vanad klassikaaslased ülikoolis ja esimene vaheaeg tuleb alles jõulude ajal. Vahepeal jäi teema vaiksemaks, aga kui ma nüüd ükspäev foorumisse kirjutasin, siis kohe saime kuupäevad paika ja isegi koha kuhu minna. Super luks! Praegu on see 22-23 detsember - ma ei tea, kas mõlemad päevad või ainult üks. Muidugi kallid klassivennad ütlesid, et mis valik? 22 hakkame jooma, 23 jätkame ja 24 lähme pohmakaga jõule vastuvõtma. Hea plaan XD!

And A CLASS REUNION is coming! You can't even imagine how happy I was when we set the date. After a week of graduation we had a subject on a reunion. I would have loved to see my class during autumn break but most of my old classmates go to university and their first break is during Christmas. We didn't talk about it for a while but one day I just wrote to the class forum and quicly we got the date and a place. Awesome! At the moment it's 22-23 december - I don't know if both of the days or only one. Of course the boys from my class said that there is no choise! On the 22nd we start drinking, we will continue on the 23rd and on the 24th we celebrate Christmas with an hangover. Good plan! XD 

Muidugi ma ootan ka seda, et kallid sõbrannasid näha ^.^

Of course, I'm looking forward to seeing my friends ^.^

Õnneks, ma enamusi näen ka klassikokkutulekul ;)

Luckily I will see the most of them during class reunion ;)

Kindlasti hakkan igatsema siinseid kallikesi,

Surely I will miss my darlings here,

aga hea uudis on see siia ma tulen varsti jälle tagasi, kui ma muidugi pratika kohta ei saa Eestisse. Aga jah, praktika. Ma ei ole sellest vist varem rääkkinud, et ma pean sooritama praktika 7. jaanuarist kuni 17. veebruanini (6 nädalat). Eile käisime Kerstiga erinevates poodides praktika kohta küsimas, aga enamustel oli praktikant juba olemas niiet Cittarisse minek XD (K-Citymarket tegelikult). Aga jah, see pole hetkel veel kindel, aga ma loodan selle peale.
Mõtlesin, igaks juhuks proovida ka Eestisse minekut siis. Eks ma pean siis kirjutama neile, et äkki võtavad praktikale, et mingigigiii koht oleks olemas. Okei, tõsi, kool aitab otsida praktika kohta, aga probleem on selles, kas kõik praktika kohad mulle sobivad.

but the good news is that I will be coming hereback soon, if I don't get a internship in Estonia. But yeah, internship. I think I haven't mentioned this before but I have to do an intership from January 7th to Ferbruary 17 (6 weeks). Yesterday, me an Kersti went to different shops to ask for an intership but most of them already had someone, so I have to go to K-Citymarket. But yeah, I'm not sure about that one yet but I'm counting on it.
Thought about trying go to Estonia then. So, I have to write, maybe they take someone, so I would have at least somewhere to go. Okay, it's true, school helps to find an intership but the problem is, if it suits me.

Praktikas veel, et üks õhtu läksin üksind suitsule. Ardi ja Anti olid ka väljas ja Ardi lambist küsib, et kas tööd tahad.
"Mis sul pakkuda on?"
"Millist tööd tahad?" XD
Igatahes, tulid sinna minu juurde ja uurisid kelleks ma saada tahan - ürituste korraldajaks - hakkavad ajama, et ajou me ostsime SPA ära ja otsime töötajaid, ehk siis PR töö siis sulle, okei, Anti võtab köögi enda peale ja Ardi üldise juhatamise. Lubasid 6000€ palka ka maksta XD Aga üllatavalt Ardi jättis meelde minu unistuste töökoha ja järgmine päev pakkus mulle päris tõsiselt praktika kohta. Ütles, et annab mulle kontaktid küll seal ühele ja teisele kohale, et ma mõtleks selle peale. Ideaalis tahaks nii, et selle talvepraktika teeks ikka siin Soomes, eelkõige keele pärast. Aga suvel, kuigi kool ei nõua praktikat tahaks minna sinna ürituste korraldamisesse praktikale. Võib-olla tahaks tööle rohkem, aga ma ei tea, kas nad võtavad mind põhimõtteliselt ilma hariduseta. Okei-okei, mul on lõpetatud keskharidus, hea seegi, aga ma kardan, et see jääb ikkagi väheks. Aga proovida võib ^.^

More about intership, one night I went out alone for a smoke. Ardi and Anti were also outside and suddenly Ardi asked, if I wanted a job.
"What do you have to offer?"
"What kind of job do you want?" XD
Anyways, they came up to me and basically asked who I want to be - events organizer - amd they start talking about how they bought a Spa and they are looking for employees and I will have the PR job and, okay, Anti will take care of the kitchen and Ardi the rest of the management. They promised to pay me 6000€ per month XD But suprisingly Ardi kept in mind my dream job and the next day he seriously offered me an intership. He said that he would give me the contacts of one and another place, so I would have to think about that. Ideally, I want to do this winter intership in Finland, mostly because of the language. But in the summer, althought the school doesn't reqire intership at that thime, but I would like to do that events organizing intership. Maybe I would like to work more but I don't know if they take me without almost any education. Okay-okay, I have finished high school, which is good, but I'm afraid that it would still be too little. But I can always try ^.^

Mitäs muuta?  Mitte midagi vist. Plaanikohaselt olen see nädalavahetus korralik. Mul on koduseid töid teha ja arvuti tahab puhastamist ja ma loodan, et saan täna pilte printida, et saaks neid seina peale panna ^.^

What else? I think nothing much. According to plan I will be decent this weeken. I have homework and my computer needs cleaning and I hope I can print out some photos, so I can hang them up on the wall ^.^

Aga okei kallikesed...mulle täitsa meeldib eesti keeles kirjutada, aga tõlkima peab ikka, kui päris palju välismaalasi loeb ^.^

Okay, my darlings...I kind of like writing in Estonian, but I still have to translate if I get so many foreign readers ^.^

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. Nobody ask about the tile! XD