Neverland

Yes, I'm naming my entry by U-Kiss' new music video.
Wanna see?

I have to say Kiseop looks smoking. That was the first thing I noticed, sorry XD And also, he reminds me of Edward here...and I'm very happy he gets to sing here more. I think something was good about changing the line up, although I wasn't very thrilled about it. Why? Firstly they kicked out of the band my favorite one (Kibum) and then the least favorite one (Alexander) and secondly, you can't even imagine how angry I was when I saw "Man Man Ha Ni" live with the two new members.
Since that was the kpop dance I learned I knew EXACTLY where their part was I watched closely (& Yuki said angrily at it). I probably looked like this...

Anyways, Hoon (I'm not so sure about that, I haven't given the new members a chance) took over Kibum's first part and probably AJ took over Alexander's part. And I was really watching that if he would do that fox sing then I really would kill him in his sleep. And he didn't, so, you will survive AJ.
A stunt like that, at least to me, shows that every past that they had with Alexander&Kibum is erased.
But I'm still a U-Kiss fan and I wish them all the best. & I really like "Neverland" it sounds great. Two thumbs up!

Oh, I remembered something. Today I also found a new kpop song (sounds like more hiphop) that was titled "Thumbs up!" XD

The first time I heard it I thought that it sounded like a mash-up from GD&TOP's "High High" and 2PM's "Hands up!" but I really love it now ^^ & it would definitely end up on my iPod XD

But what has Natsumi been up to? XD
Nothing much really, just hung out and such ^^ On Monday, Yuki was here and we made another video (so, I have a lot of editing looking forward to me), Tuesday we went to the library and I got to do my research. And I only did a little because I just couldn't focus. I just ended up reading the myths too much and places which I really didn't need and today Yuki came by again and we went to her school. She had a class meeting their and they were discussing tomorrow while I was writing to a Japanese guy (I don't know his name yet, so, I can't make him a nickname). After that we just went for a walk and I got to give that guy his driver's license back & he paid me. That was a surprise XD I didn't see that coming & he was generous too, I got 10€ XD But I'm thinking about saving it for headphones or some other thing from that list.

I made a mistake in my video XD Sorry about that. "What was so funny about my list ?"
& I have to say, I love my outfit in that video XD

Is it just me or I look really sleepy or weird on that picture? XD But it was the only one that my har looked nice and everything else, except the face ^^

Well, I hope that most of the stuff, which were on list, my mom buys for me but that just means that I have to wait for it and I hate waiting...anyways, what is going to happen tomorrow?

Well, on the formal part of the first school day and the day after that actual school day. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
 I really would like to continue with my summer vacation...

Oh, BTW, I got two more letters from my penpals. One of them really didn't expect my letter so soon, Although I was more worried about sending it too late XD Funny world isn't it XD
So, I would have two more letter to write back to but I'm concerned about when I have the time.
I have to:
1. Focus on school, I still is my senior year
2. Start with "Teaduskool" again, I don't exactly have to but I want it for university if I go there after Finnish school, It's still a question.
3. Read books for Literature class.
4. Study more Estonia or I will fail the exam & basically there is a new book every week (another reason to hate my Estonian teacher)
5. Clean up my room, it looks like a dump.
6. Start to think about my future, Finnish school is plan A but I also need a plan B and ""...And if that fails a plan C and a plan D. You know how the alphabet works, don`t you."
7. (that's not really a must) See all of those shows in my list
8. Study a little Finnish now and then, so it would be easier for me in Finland.
9. Get myself into shape. I don't look that bad but I still could look better.
10. Get in bed at a reasonable time.

So, 10 things I have to do. The last on makes the rest of them whole lot of harder because the less time I'm up, the less time I have time to do all of that. But wish me luck and I hope that I will make it XD

But about tomorrow, September 1st, I have to be formally dressed and there 30 minutes before the actual ceremony & yesterday I saw a nightmare of it XD

I just went to school with Yuki (don't know why she was in there, she goes to another school) and we were on the 4th floor just standing, when I remembered I had to get lollipops to the first grader(s) whose hands I'm holding on their first school day (It's a tradition) & I totally forgot that so I was already in the panic mode. Then I saw my class teacher who handed me a speech which I had to represent and half of it was written in a very bad Korean, I just couldn't read it, it was basically microscopic. So, as I walked down the stairs I kept trying to figure them out. When we finally got to the front door, I saw one of my classmates with a punch of children and they were trying out their walk to the benches and then I woke up. I'm really glad I didn't had to see myself representing that speech that I could hardly read.

But now, I have to get to bed and see another dream. I really hope this one is much sweeter and I would get into another panic mode before the actual ceremony.

XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^

PS. In real life, I have never gotten a panic attack (& hopely I never have to). I have only helped Yuki out of a several.