Long awaited guests should be arriving soon but frankly I'm too tired to care. I just want to hide myself under a blanket because I have so many thought going through my mind, so I'm not looking forward to being social at the moment. But enough about those depressing thoughts.
Anyways we did the last shopping this afternoon and might I say we have food for like 50 and there will be coming only about 4 guests. Not good!? Then who eats all of that food?!
Today at the store dad bought so many things and I kept complaining that "Who will eat that?" "Is this really nessasary?" ETC and all that mom said was that dad has a vision
O.o
SEROUSLY!?
Well I have a vision of not blowing up XD Although I wouldn't mind that cake and the ice cream ^.^
Anyways, since my dad isn't fond of b-day parties (or parties what so ever) then today's guest will be another family with 2 children (12 and 4 years old) so in a way I'm also a babysitter. So, I really need to perk up before they arrive.
And I have to say that there is a delicious smell coming out of the kitchen ^.^
I want to slap and at the same time kiss the guy or gal who invented Sims (& especially The Sims 3)
I have spent like...over 7 hours playing Sims 3 on my laptop and might I say that my sims has become an elder and is going to die soon XD So, that's the slapping part of Sims but I LOVE LOVE LOVE this game and I have ever since...~2000 when this game actually came out and my friend and I spent again hours playing that game but comparing to The Sims 3, which I'm playing now, I can't really understand why we saw in the first one XD
I could spend some time gushing about it but not at the moment.
Right now I wanted to write (the first sentence&) that I decided that I would seperate (from now on) my personal life and the K-Pop stuff because some of my known readers are not very into that stuff, although I adore it ^.^ So if there is a "REVIEW" in the end of a title then I will discuss another Korean band or anime or something else similar.
But for now I have to go to bed because tomorrow we will celebrate my dad's b-day which according to the birth certificate is on October 31st but since it is Monday we decided to celebrate it tomorrow. And since there will be guest coming tomorrow so I have to start my day early (to clean and do little home-reading) and I have to stay up late, then it's wise to get as much sleep as possible.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Tomorrow Natsu will be drinkinig so hopefully there will be a post on Sunday XD
Yeah, so I'm ignoring doctors orders (& my own promises) and I'm writing a post. SUE ME!
So, firstly I STRONGLY recommend you guys to be careful with your eyes. Don't stay too much online! Don't watch computer/TV screens in the dark! And eat lots of carrots! XD
And since I have a lot to talk about, screw the dates ^^
So school...
English teacher likes monologes recently and not that she is monologuing but she is asking us to to that. Not my favourites! And one of those times I was like my classbrother's personal dictionaryand sometimes I didn't quite say words that was acceptable to him XD
SG: How do you say in one word, a girlfriend and a boyfriend smashed together
KT: I'm not sure
Natsumi: Lovers
SG - Insta blush XDD that was so funny but eventually he used the word anyway with his tomato red face XDD
English tests are too easy. I mean I can get fives without studying for the test and I'm not saying that I'm a brainiac or something. But the teacher just don't challenge us.
In historyclass everybody is afraid to write anything on their own in the notebooks. Teacher gives us some excercises of finding something in the textbook or just make summaries and most of the students doesn't write anything in the notebooks until the teacher starts talking and the others just write in pencil so the can erase later.
Then September 16 was YUKI'S BIRTDAY and there was a party on the next day and then again 5 days later.
Firstly, I was super nervous about her birthday present. Usually SK and KJ give her the cutest and best gifts and let's just say the competition is rough.
So finally I made her this
Awful picture - I know - but just bare with it, since the real present has been taken apart and eaten.
So all of the things are made by me - the flowers, the cupcakes and the card (the last one was the biggest fail since I practiced and spend too much time on the flowers. Yuki didn't say anything bad, so I'm good ^.^
The party...
Firstly I was a bit afraid of it. There were 4 girls - HT & AÕ were good friends and came together and the same thing went for KJ ja SK - and me. I was kind of sure I was loner at this thing because I didn't quite communicate with those girls every day - I have seen them and aybe said hi and stuff but not really pals. Out of all 4 girl I have talked to KJ the most but still not BFFs.
It turned out that I was worried about nothing - I had a great time and SK said that I was not that scary as she originally thought. YAY!
(I would add the picture of the outfit buuuuuut the picture itself or the girl on it looks bad)
The second party...
Since Akira (before referred as LS) didn't make it on the first day then me, Yuki and her went to eat pizza and the local pizza joint.The food was great, the company was even better ^.^
And now there is 25 "wonderful" facts about me that I happened to write down ^.^ 1.I usually don't drink coffee but I love those little packs which you pour to a mug and add water and you have a steaming cup of coffee. 2. I'm perfectionist, especially when it comes to school, I won't settle for less, so 4 to me is a punishment. 3. My only weakness is keeping my room clean. 4. Folding relaxes me. 5. I'm a light sleeper but it's hard to get me out of bed. 6. I like to plan. 7. I tend to get everything what I want but I don't hurt people, 8. I think too much but only afterward, usually I'm hasty and blur things out whitout thinking. 9. I'm afraid to throw up, I haven't puked for years so it has become scary. 10. I hate peas. 11.I love vanilla chocolate chipped ice-cream. 12.I love how "dreadful" sounds. 13. I'm usually haunted by songs, It's really rare when there isn't anything. 14. I hate when my English teacher doesn't correct all the pronunciation mistakes. 15. I got a scar under my chin and I got it on my 7th birthday. "Happy Birthday Natsu. Here is a scar for you XD" 16. Before K-Pop I hardly watched music videos. 17. I can't sleep with socks on. 18. I find shota disgusting. 19. I'm no fond of times when guys who suppose to be my friends hit on me. 20. I bite my lover lip when I'm thinking. 21. Since I'm left-handed, I don't write from left to right but I turn the paper etc to the right side and write from up to down. 22. I get goosebumps when I yawn/sneeze and I might also tear up. 23. Hate phrases like "make that girl mine" and "sugar" (when it's like a pet name to someone) 24. I sometimes laugh like an anime character (with shoulders shaking) 25. I don't get when people say: "My condolences." In Estonia it's "Tunnen kaasa!" aka "I feel sorry for you!" And why do you feel sorry for me? I'm alive. And another thing. Do you really feel sorry or you are just saying that because you have nothing else to say? I find it meaningless. Like someone once said - you don't HAVE TO say anything. Surely it's sad when someone dies and yes I cried when my grandpa died and I am going to miss him. I don't want to stop to this subject for long but I find that "My condolences!" is a pointless sentence. 26. I hate volleyball - I always injure myself if I play it.
Now K-Pop... Recently I haven't watched lives much but I have some notes about old ones ^.^ Oh, before I go to actual bands I have to say that Music Core performances make me rather dizzy. The dancers move + the camera moves at his own accord = DIZZY NATSU!
Like Yuki said couple of posts back, I have a lot to say about Beast ^.^ So yeah, few weeks ago now, I watched some Beast lives and only some weeks ago I saw the first live of "Shock" or I saw for the first time a "Shock" live XD Don't get me wrong. I have seen the music video before and have listened to the song to. ANYWAYS the live
There is still something charming about Junhyung, Yuki's man Dongwoon has an attitude when he's dancing/singing and I didn't recognize Hyunseung. Speaking of Hyunseung, I found him a look-a-like and it's a girl XDD
They look similar right right RIGHT!?!?
ANYWAYS in this live and another live that they did on the same day, Dongwoon really stands out a lot. Maybe because it's he's wearing a light long shirt (NOT THAT I'M IN LOVE OR ANYTHING). And you all know that Beast song "Beautiful" No? Then there is a live for you with very, very sweaty Beast members XDD
The reason, why I started to talk about "Beautiful", is that the beginning is very....well let me explain. You heard the beginning right, before Doojoon starts singing (if you happen not to know who that is than he's the guy who actually starts singing after the rapper). The last sentence before the singing starts, Junhyung says "Drop depth!" the lyrics below the screen says "Drop beat!" and the misheard is "Drop dead!" NICE, HUH? Very confusing I might say.
And then there is B1A4 or like Simon&Martina says BILASA. Anyways, they had their first comeback recently and the main song was "Beautiful Target". Now, when I would have talked about it when it actually came out I would have said something like "Not much of a song, too colorful outfits and what's with the movement" but now it has grown on me ^.^ I still don't watch the live much but it's fun and the song is fun and it brings me a good mood. With B1A4 I realized that I have some thing about rappers. Like in one of the "Beautiful Target"s live like this one
I thought that the guy with the glasses is kind of cute and then he started rapping ...and yeah, I have notice that some other bands my fave just happens to be a rapper. The first and the most brilliant example is Minho (Shinee) and then there is G-Dragon (Big Bang) and Jungshin (CN Blue) happens to be a rapper and then there is the charming Junhyung (who isn't officially my fave) and to top all of that I always gush that I love Mir's rapping...
And you all the know the screaming part which bands and awesome singers tend to do, if not, then I mean the part which starts at 2:56 and ends around 3:01 and starts again in that last video I added. Yeah, yeah, that part XD ANYWAYS I have noticed that when Shinee's Jonghyun does that it gives me the shakes but when U-Kiss' Soohyun does that it seems totally fake (sorry for all the Soohyun fans). It seems like that guy is counting the seconds when to start. Like "3;2;1 GO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" Actually, all around I admire Shinee's Jonghyun's vocal skills. I think they are amazing ^.^ And now it's Super Junior time. Did you know that those hot guys came out with another hot song where they look extremely hot and the video was so hot that Yesung's hand busted into flames in the MV? And yes I said hot like 4 times. To be honest I was a little surprised when I saw Heechul there but it was good to see him.
Oh and talking about surprises (this doesn't really categorize in K-Pop) Eddy surprised me and I thought I saw hallucinations XD In the morning I grabbed my iPod (like I always do) and I saw a note that say that Eddy had written something on my Facebook wall but when I slided to unlock the note disappeared and I was sure that it was only in my head but when I finally got to Facebook there was a message (Thank god I don't have to visit a shrink XD) But it was really good to hear from him again ^.^
As a huge K-Pop fan, I'll grab on to everyone who shows an interest to it and a week ago or so MAÜ asked for some of the songs and what Natsu did?
Yeah, some songs XD To be more accurate 85 from different artists. Later she asked me to write which ones are my fave but I found that it would be more easier to write those that I don't, so note to everyone, I don't listen to most of the girl bands but out of this list top 3 most listen to girl bands are:
1. 2NE1
2. Hyuna (4minute)
3. (It was a hard one but ATM I listen to Shy Boy the most) Secret
And since we are on top playlists I would add my iTunes(& iPod I think)
Top 25 Most Played
And I have to say "PONPONPON" is climbing because it's on repeat ATM ^.^
So, talking about that paper I wrote (where you can see my horrible handwriting). Making that I got some bands that I really haven't listened to that much but I added them to MAÜ's list because they are quite famous (like most of the girl groups XD). So, some of the bands I started listening to after I wrote that are:
1. Block B - I think I have heard them before but I wasn't really impressed so, now when I heard them again after a long while, they were really great. I love "Wanna B" and "Freeze!" is really great too.
2. Secret - Yuki have mentioned/sung "Shy Boy" before but when I listened to it then it sounded really cheerful and great.
3. Miss A - I listened to them before ("Breathe") but now additional "Bad Girl Good Girl"
4. After School - "BANG!" & as now I watched the video again I really want to learn the dance too...we'll see about that. I won't make any promises.
But now I have a loads of time because, starting this Monday, I'll have autumn break ^.^ DREAM COME TRUE. I'm already sick and tired of Estonian class...
Yesterday I had....a crappy morning which turned into very fun evening and übertired Natsu at 9PM. To start off, it promised to be a very boring school day. *Math *A movie *PE AND THAT WAS IT! In reality, not so much. Math was okay - we did some exercises, no biggy - and we did went for a movie. The movie was called "Idioot" (Idiot in English XD) and it was a rather confusing movie but I really liked it. It was different and not so cheesy ^.^ But after that, drama. KR said "Oh, since we got off sooner then let's start with PE earlier." and went to talk to the teacher. But guess what KR, some of us have English too, like I did (the teacher saw us wondering in school, so decided to have a lesson) and because of KR brilliancy I was late for PE because I showed up for a lesson and didn't asked to be excused and I HATE BEING LATE. So, I got even with her on the volleyball court were we played at first some volleyball similar game were we just threw the ball around but all the other rules still applied. AND I DESTROYED HER TEAM. After couple of throws KR relized my dangerousy and everytime I had to serve or was in the front she asked everyone to be extremely careful. That felt good! XD And of course my team won >.< And then was the real volleyball. To be honest I'm not a fan of volleyball but I'm good at serving the ball ^.^ AND MY TEAM WON AGAIN!
After all that I went to Yuki's school to wait for her and we had to go to Akira's to dye her hair. And let's just say during these couple of hours we talked and fooled around so much that I was in tears when we waited in front of Akira's house XDD My biggest fail that day:
Yuki: Hey that (a stain on Akira's house) looks like a turtle. Here it has.. Natsu: No, it's like a swimming dino. Yuki: Do you mean Loch Ness Monster?
Dying Akiras hair was fun, at least when we all three are together. I tried out different hairstyles, Yuki took some pictures and we all laughed about it XD And I have to say Akira's room is so awesome and she is so talented artist. We got to see some Japanese magazines too when she got ready. It's so fun to hang out with those two ^.^
I can't believe I have wrote this blog all day long XD But I did read manga some of the time and then made an apple pie again ^.^
So yeah, I was planning to write today but since I was a little stuck with Teaduskool and another thing + I haven't done any Literature homework for weeks and I have news of my eye.
Basically it is as bad as the doctor originally thought and I have to go to Tartu to an eye clinic (Tartu has the best medicine) and see some doctor and then I will have laser surgery where they make little scars in my eyes and the whole what was in layer in the eye suppose to melt together OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. October 25 is the official day and after that I will continue with my blog and ruin my newly fixed eye again. Great plan, isn't it XD?
But as for now, I have to say good-bye again. I will probably write before the surgery too because you have no idea how much I have missed blogging ^.^
I should add a song too (like I always do recently) but PONPONPON is still my fave but I have begun to listen to Block B, so there I a song from them :)
So yeah, I haven't been the most recent blogger so the next thing, what I'm going to write probably wouldn't shock you.
Anyways, the big announcement is that Natsumi's eyes are kind of screwed, so that means less computer time for me. I don't want to talk about details because, frankly, I hardly know those biological terms in Estonian, so in English it would be even harder.
Long story short, there is possibilty that I will be blind from my right eye. YAY! So, I will get some bad drops in my eyes and the torture will end with a surgery. To be honest, I'm terrified but I'm keeping my hopes high and hopefully I will be back on the computer soon to corrupt my eyes even more XD
So, I'll write to you as soon as I can and let's keep things positive right!
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. My life is pretty busy at the moment anyways but I really don't want to leave this blog behind :)
I wish there was this machine that writes one's thoughts to a computer screen. I have wished for that little thingy for a really long time now. Why?
1. There would be more posts on this blog.
2. My n+1 novels would be finished by now.
3. I would have done more with my life by now. Because I sometimes have really good thoughts going through my mind. And my thoughts really jump from one place to another, so that little (perhaps brilliant) idea I had two seconds ago will be forgotten.
So yeah, and another thing.
Have you ever felt that 24 hours a day is clearly not enough?
I have had that feeling for over a week now.
I spend ~6 hours a day in school + I have to study for tests + read books for Literature class + do everyday homework + be involved in Oriflame (which recently have been a real confident boost) + write my blog and to top all of that I have to sleep 8 hours of day (& eat and do other human stuff)
AND I have friends to write to or see + mangas to read + animes to watch + Korean language + penpals + projects
And how on earth I have time to do all this? The answer is simple - I don't.
I love writing this blog. I get to express myself, share what I have discovered and after years I can read where I have been and what has happened. I have a terrible memory and sometimes Yuki tells me stuff that I don't even remember doing...
So yeah, I'm home sick today (AGAIN) and I have to get things in order. And I promise that blog is in my priority list and I will continue with my weekdays.
As for now, I have clean, then do homework and read Literature book.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Did you know that I dyed my hair black and people have dived into two - those who love the change and those who hate it - there is no in between XDD
So, I were in the library with MP and we were working on our computers. Different things though. I was helping her to write her self-introduction for Estonian class, so while she was typing stuff about herself, I thought I would write about my life which turned out to be not so boring as I thought XD So, I haven't blogged in a while. OMG, I'M TURNING INTO T!? Who, BTW, just relised that he doesn't blog a lot. T (on Twitter): "ahh i'm sucha lazy blogger, sorry everyone!"
My reaction: NO WAY!?!
So, what has Natsumi been up to these, hmm..., two weeks now? ^^
Well, I'll open my hundred sticky notes, (arrange them a little) and tell you all about my exciting life ^^
Well, firstly, I did met up with MS and Yuki but day before that, Saturday, I cleaned my entire room and I'm still so proud of myself when I was finally able to see the floor XD Okay, but with those two. With Yuki we had a rather quiet afternoon together. We just chilled out on the computer because she was in a lot of pain. She just got out of a boot camp or something like that.
But with MS there was a rather difficult story. Firstly, we settled that when I drove off from Yuki's, I'll give her a call, which I did and SHE DIDN'T PICK UP! And then again and finally I went off to the town myself - I had stuff to do - and gave up on her and yeah, I was pissed to but once I got to home again and saw her on MSN. Basically, she was having a tough time and, even though I was mad, we met up anyways and had a really nice talk. The best news is that I could make her feel better ^^.
September 12th
Everyone got sick during the weekend. We had another couple of people to do the overviews and one of them, LT, sniffed after every single sentence and of course Natsumi herself battles with a running nose every day.
Oh, after the Estonian lesson, I sent TT home. She was sick AGAIN. She has missed so many school days that I'm starting to worry but she is a very smart girl and I'm sure that she will catch up. I mean, we often fight about it. She is sure that she isn't that smart (& I'm sure that she will disagree with me by reading this too) but to me she is one of the smartest peoples I know.
September 13th
I didn't see TT at all :/ but I'm glad that she stayed home to rest but I did miss her. Especially in History class. I had to sit with AL and I'm really not a fan of him. Before we were forced to sit together, I thought of him as a fun guy but rather lonely but now I understand why. After sitting one class together, he announced me that I was a mean girl. AFTER ONE FREAKING LESSON which only lasted for 45 minutes. And why he thought that way? We had to pair up and check someone's essay. When the owner of the essay found out that we were grading it, he started to butter us up -.- and even tried to bribe us. I hate flatterers...well people who does everything (EXCEPT STUDY) to get good grades. So, yeah, I graded fairly and he got a four. CRY ME A RIVER! So yeah, AL decided that I was a meanie for putting a 4 on an essay which deserved only a four, even the writer himself admitted that he didn't make much of an effort.
During Physics (which I have 3 on that day) and in the brakes HR was nervous about the coming English test. Me and him go to a different English groups, I didn't have that dreadful test, so I tried to help him. I asked the words in Estonian and he was suppose to tell me them in English. Let's just say he didn't ace them, so after 3 or 4 words he yanked the papers. And guess what!? The test didn't happen XD
That night I started thinking about Yuki's birthday present. Yes, she had a birthday on Friday, party on Saturday, and I need to make her something. I bought her a sweater form China but it just arrived yesterday so yeah, I needed to make something special for her. I have a hard competition in there. She has always got beautiful handmade things from her friends when I barely made her a card (which sucked BTW). So yeah, I thought about origami. I found a site where they taught origami daisies but it was too hard to learn from the pictures, so I found a video.
So this is the first flower I made. Pretty horrible, isn't it?
Anyways, I practiced making them until I went to my stepsister's daughter's birthday party. She turned 1 and, Yuki said, it felt like she was born just yesterday. She was so cute and I was the only one to whom she said thanks to ^^ Let's just say, I'm good with kids. I used to babysit one regulary too but lately my help isn't needed. It's kind of sad, I kind of miss that little ball of sunshine :)
Oh, I have to say. When the sister put the little one to bed, she told me that she really loved my outfit and I have turned into a fashionista. At first it sounded rather ridiculous but when I got to think about it, maybe I am. But I would say that my fashion isn't something that you see on everyone on the streets. So yeah, I put together different outfits but not according to latest trends,
So, I think that's it for the day. I have to go to bed rather early. Tomorrow I will have another Oriflame gig and I have to be well-rested for it.
Have a good night/day everyone and I will continue (& maybe someday reach to the present). But for now...
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. Dreadful is my favorite word - not because of the meaning but the spelling is great.
Well, I haven't written for a really long time, haven't I?
And today I won't be writing much either XD I have been busy and perhaps a bit lazy too. So, I thought about putting up a picture for you guys - a little teaser ^^
Let's just say I have taken a few notes, so I wouldn't forget what I have been up to for these two weeks and there has been a lot ^^
So, Oyasumi for tonight (I have been watching a Japanese anime all day XD) and a little song for you guys. It has been haunting me all day long ^^
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. I hate goosebumps + I have an English test tomorrow and I haven't studied for it. Good luck to me XD
And he still doesn't get it!?!? It's soooooo frustrating but this time I won't tell HIM anything and just gossip about him here...
How can one be so..so..OBVIOUSLY I'm out of words but how someone with a BMI under the normal, can think that he is fat or needs to loose weight. It makes me wonder am I a size of a pumpkin? (No answers necessary! XD) That's why that bothers me so much. I just couldn't wrap my head around it...
Okay, I might have an idea why is he like that...If you happen to be a fan of Asia and Asians then yeah you might feel bad about yourself. The ones being exposed are extremely skinny, so a normal person with an healthy weight might feel bad about themselves. BUT WITH A HEALTHY WEIGHT!! which he doesn't have...
So yeah, I had to get it out of my chest because otherwise I would get into an argument with him and I really like my life XD
Anyways, when I read that thing I roared in my frustration and my mom told me not to scream XD So, I thought about rather venting online ^^
I'll write more in the weekends. Right now I have to deal with school a little and then its off to bed for me ^^
Some music before I go. I really love the song and the band itself isn't that bad :)
Firstly the video I promised...videos, to be more accurate because it seems that the original one was too long, so I cut it in half.
And the second part
Yeah, I talk to much but I was there for the entire day, so bare with me XD.
Today I cleaned my whole room. I CAN SEE THE FLOOR!! XD (The little joys in life ^^) And this time I really worked hard. I cleaned out everything - from the floor, changed the bedsheets, cleaned out draws, washed the carpet, washed the floor (and fell on it XD) and later I have to vacuum too(just in case).
About my draws...I found out that I have a lot of pills in the first draw. Like there is really so much of them and I also found a present that I got from my aunt who lives in Sweden now. It was a...I think it's a notebook. It has totally white pages and all around it gives it a...kind of a royal feeling to it. When I got it my mom said that I should write something special in it...but it has reminded empty...
And I have a well working envelope system working XD I have put pictures and art history cards and bank card etc into envelopes and I have like 7 of those and one envelope contains more envelopes XDD
And I haven't told you this before but I collect shopping bags and as for today 10.09.2011 I have 56 different shopping bags ^^
What else? I have ordered all of my clothes and I was thinking about giving one of my cardigans to Yuki because I don't wear it at all and I thought that she could wear it at home at least but since she made such a huge fuss about me giving her a foundation tester then I'm thinking about turning my cardigan into a pillow. I have a lot of clothes but still I feel like I have nothing to wear XD I think it's every girl's problem.
In the night, I dealt with some feedback to Oriflame about yesterday and now I'm just skype'ing with Yuki, watching T a little and just staying online but to be honest I feel like curling up to a ball at the moment. Why? It feels like I was absent for one day and my school life came grumbling down (& and my confidence got a little hit too). It seems like next week will be hell:
1. I already have to finish a book.
2. I have history test on Wendsday
3. I have physics test on Tuesday
4. I have monologue on Monday and I can't prepare for it because I left my notebook to school, so I have no subjects.
5. There is a possibility that I have to submit a discussion for a book I read in the summer.
& I'm sure that I have more n+1 things to do...
But right now, I'll go to sleep and tomorrow I'll see Yuki and then MS ^^
Did you miss me? Did you miss me? Of course you did! XD
Anyways, heya, It's Natsumi and now she is an official 12th grader aka SENIOR!
I would say that this was my first WEEK at school but unfortunately it wasn't like that.
September 5th
Week begun with Natsumi making a public performance thanks to somebody. Sometimes I really hate KR, like on Monday, but sometimes she is pretty useful too (I'll tell you about that later). On Monday, I hated her.
When I woke up, I didn't remember anything on that little performance but LUCKILY I looked at my diary, and there stood that I had to do a report on foreign news. Yeah, in my history class there is a custom that according to the list two people do a little overview on news outside and inside Estonia. Since KR made a "friendly" suggestion that we should start this year in the bottom, then I had to a report.
I'm not exactly the last on the list but yeah...
I made a choice on changing my last name. When my mom married with dad, I got to made a choice - whether I wanted to stick with my name or change it. I voted for a change because I think it would be a little awkward when all of my family is V and I'm the only R. My grandpa (from my mother's side) still doesn't know that I changed my name. He wasn't really totally on board with my mom marrying in the first place, so we didn't want to add oil to the fire. But I like my new name (well not that new, I have been wearing for the past 8 years) and it has this German feeling to it ^^
I think there wasn't anything else remarkable on my Monday.
Well, if I would say according to my timetable
History - performance
Math - some theory + exercises
Math - more exercises
Estonian - I think it was the best Estonian lesson ever. We didn't have to do anything XD and teacher just talked for a change which is great in her lessons. The more she talks the less we have to make anything ^^
English - That's a lesson I want to do something because that lady can talk and talk and talk and talk and you get the picture. Don't get me wrong! She is a great teacher but her talk seems to wonder and she moves form one topic to another and we sometimes quite can't catch up. And in her lessons. 5 comes easily...at least for me. In that lesson, I might be teacher's pet.
There was this one time, when I was answering for home reading, when I didn't know anything. I talked a little about the contents but she cut me off because she knew the book ("Pride and Prejudiced") and then she asked for the words, which I didn't know exactly and I got a 5+ XD You know what she said:
"You just need to digest the words and I'm sure you would know them but you have just learned them, so, It's okay."
And I only got 5 lessons that day but I had to hang out in the school's library to wait for my mom, so I did the homework and a little required reading.
After that shopping. I got a new bad which I already love...simply adore XD
Do you like? ^^
And I got some other nesserary stuff for school and I can cross out some items from my huge list too in "Neverland".
Since I got off so early, I went to the library and did a little more research for my research XD (Weird sentence XD). ANYWAYS, a small picture of my workplace. A little messy but...yeah XD
I stayed there for 3 hours when my brain totally shut down. I clearly overdid it but okay, I got a little addition to my research.
September 6th
Another day at the big school house ^^
The best thing about it? IT'S ESTONIAN TEACHER FREEEEEE!!!
And I don't remember what else happened XD
The timetable:
Math - I think some more exercises XD
Physics practice (basically a lesson where we only do excercises but the class is split into half) - of course some excercises.
I forgot to tell you. In the first Physics lessons (which was in Friday) the teacher said something to the boys in my class: "You are grown men (obviously to the BOYS)." Can I laugh?! XD Okay maybe some of them can measure up but most of them....I mean please...
The good news is, or maybe bad for me, HR booked me for the entire yeas AGAIN. I have to sit beside him in Physics class. Last time, last year, he was really angry at me when I sat next to TT in one lesson XD. Anyways, moving on.
Physics practice - some more exercises
Physics - for the whole class. We couldn't get enough for two lessons XD
English - teacher talked to us again
History - wasn't my fave that day. Our team got beat by KR team and that wasn't sweet. She beat us by 4 points, by freaking 4 points. But what you can expect. We have been working together for two and now we work agaist, so yeah, the competition is tougher but we survive.
(That reminds me that, at the moment, Yuki is in military camp. I wounder how she is doing in there. I hope she is having the time of her life ^^)
Class teacher's lesson - basically it's not really a lesson but a meeting. We talk about class stuff there (coming events, decisions we have to make etc) and that lessons usually doesn't happen either.
At home I made a poster for that Geisha book I read during the summer. It was a home assignment in Literature class. It looked like this.
Well, I'm proud of it and Yuki seemed impresses when I showed it to her through webcam. But I have to add, the night I drew it, I was drinking with my mom XD.
Oh, and that night I wanted to find a great background for my iPOd and I found a really GREAT ONE!
HE IS SO HOT! So be jealous because he's mine XD
Oh, and that night I was reading mangas...all night I was reading mangas XD and the most memorable quote was:
A: Are you gay?
B: If necessary!
Classic!
September 7th
That mornig started the hard way - I just couldn't open my eyes. Oh, and that wasn't the worst part of it, TT got sick and I was without a deskmate.
When I got to school, I noticed that TT was missing because usually she is there before me, so I got worried and sent her a text message. She said that wasn't feeling well and stayed home - no wonder, she was kind of sick on Tuesday too but it got worse.
Timetable:
Physics - studied a little something new and then exercises of course but the teacher talked about one for 20 minutes (that half of the lesson in Estonia) XD so we didn't get much done
Before English, I read a little required reading and just chilled.
English - we talked about reported speech and a little something I noticed in the last lesson
English -
I have to excuse my horrible outlook, I look somehow scary too XD
Literature - Luckily I didn't have to present my poster but we talked about KR's all lesson. She choose a Jeremy Clarkson's "For Crying Out Loud!" but still we got a homework about our posters. Had to write a little story on the back.
Somewhere between the English classes, I started to write a letter to the Japanes guy and after each lessons, I tried to continue and wrote a little in the math class to
Math - Japanese letter + exercises
After that lesson, MP asked me to accompany her to the little buffet in our school. When I was standing in the line, something weird happen. Like totally weird.
MP was standing in the line while I was standing few inches away to not be on the others way (I didn't want to buy anything) when I felt that my butt got slapped. In school. By a 2nd grader. THERE ARE A LITTLE HENTAIS IN MY SCHOOL. When I looked back, one of them was pointing at the other, kind of like "he did it!". They could hardly reach for my butt so why they slapped it. I have no words to that incident XD
Well, MP bought lunch and I felt like an anorexic next to her. There she was a full plate in front of her and I had nothing. My side was empty - well there was an iPod but nothing edible wasn't around.
I usually don't eat lunch at school. I just bring along an apple or a sandwich form home and nothing more. My mom gives me lunch money but I just don't want to eat at school.
History - the worst lesson of the day and it was made hell by my "mature" classmate. Everybody got quiet and worked on a paper that history teacher gave us. It was rather difficult to and guess what JJ did.
1. He copied off the girl in front
2. He sprayed some weird aerosole.
3. AND THE WORST PART, he giggled like a little school girl ALL THE TIME
Yeah, the boys in my class are really grown man! Oh, how I tried to ignore it but when he is basically right next to me, how could I. I really felt like punching him, so he would get rid of that freaking grin. And he was like that THE WHOLE LESSON.
And now comes the part where I like KR. She saw that JJ was writing off of him and purposely wrote the wrong answers and then the teacher asked him. OH I GOT TO LAUGH!!!
His answers were so random that teacher frowned and asked somebody else. She is one of those teachers who would never undermine a student.
JJ was like: "Why did you write the wrong answers?"
KR: "To teach you a lesson! So next time, you would do your own work."
That's one of the things that really bothers me about JJ. He hasn't done anything (during those 3 years I have been in the same class as him) and copies of others job. He never studies for anything and cheats and does the minimum.
Actually his deskmate was giggling too but he didn't bother me that much because I know that RP pulls himself together when it's nessesary and I have seen him working hard and trying to study. He has asked for my help many times and I see he tries.
And that was it for that day. After I waited like a loner for my mom again - listening to the music with a blank stare.
That night I read a manga, talked to Yuki and had a walk with my mom. The last one is taking an interest in the yaoi world that's great. She wants to continue with that anime, I showed her in Aegviidu. But there is a catch - I have to write Estonian subtitles or translate everything while watching. And she really wanted to know what that manga was all about which I'm reading at the moment.
September 8th
Sick day.
When I woke up, I had a massive migraine. It was so terrible that I couldn't even open my eyes and I felt so terrible that I could puked. It was simply awful. Somehow, I got to my parents bedroom and told them that I got a huge migraine.
I ended up sleeping there and when I woke up (for the second time that day) I found a wet cloth on my forehead. The feeling was a lot better then but still mom decided to torture me. She wanted to take my temperature. I have hated it ever since I was a kid. I hated siting in a one place and holding a sick under my armpit. I could take in any drug just that I could be stuck with a thermometer. And guess what?! I didn't have temperature. Take that mom! I told you so!
Since mom told me not to use the computer that day, I read mangas for my iPod XD and watched TV.
At 6PM, I drove to my sponsor though. I know it's bad that I didn't go to school but still went there but I made a promise.
Well, there were couple of my classmates, total babes, like seriously.
A: "Oh my god, he looks so hot."
B: "He is even better. A total eye candy."
A: "He is more of your type. I would gladly take him."
B: "Oh my god I would totally go to a ball with him."
A: "Yeah, totally. And I would be like this and he would be like that."
AND SO ON! And what they were watching at?
September 9th
One of the scariest days of my life.
So, a small recap of my day and my legs are REALLY tired.
But unfortunately, the blog don't want to upload that video, so I'll try to put it on toworrow.
When I finally got home, I ate a little and finally answered my Interpal letters. I have waited too long with this. And I was on Twitter and I found a Super Junior live. As you know (or found out just now) Heechul went to the army and let's just say - Super Junior with out Heechul isn't the same. And guess who was the one who took over Heechul's act? See for youself!
I have noticed that Super Junior dances aren't that complicated but the fact that there is about 10 people dancing at the same time, gives it that power. I'm not saying that the dances are lame or anything but they aren't just...well like Shinee "Lucifer" ^^
And that reminds me that I found a super cute picture about Kyuhyun.
Simply adorable. I can't even see Ryeowook next to him ^^
I found another Super Junior video and when I watch it, I can't really help myself for smiling. It's just so silly...next to Mr. Simple of course. And I just have to mention this - while Kyuhyun is dancing there comes a cap in his bangs and that really bothers me XD
And now it's U-Kiss time. They have made their comeback and that's really great but I just can't help myself from criticizing.
1. They all are way to oily.
2. Kiseop has too much bangs and he still reminds me of Edward. Maybe because I kind if miss him...anyways.
3. Why do I feel like a traitor, when I think that AJ looks hot in this video?
But other that those 2.5 bad things, they're comeback is really awesome and I am proud of them. And did I forget to mention I really like "Neverland"? XD
And I really like watching "I Don't Know" lives? They are also so silly and those lives make me feel better, more cheerful ^^
Since, I go to school now and since I have so much to do, I won't wear something exciting every day, so I will choose an outfit of the week.
So, what do you think? I really liked it because it was ÜBER comfortable and that beige this I'm wearing is really soft ^^ I think I wore it on Tuesday.
So yeah, I'm really going to bed now...it's not very late but I'm tired from all that standing around.
...this I have different thought and I wanted to share ^^
1. Thunder looks cute in this video ^^
2. Why are there so many back up dancers? Usually there is just MBLAQ but now there are like MBLAQ plus 4 backup dancers. Kind of like second MBLAQ but they don't sing.
3. Then what's with those screams before Joon starts singing XDD Like they are losing their minds XDD
4. Seungo looks very juvenile and he is like a better version of Yoseob (Beast/B2st)
5. Joon looks very cute when he smiles.
6. Mir is very jumpy and changed a lot. I think he wants to get rid of that "you look like Lee Hongki"-image. But I still love his rapping.
7. Then there's G.O with grandpa glasses and a really high voice but I think it's suits good in this video.
8. One of the backup dancers have cute pigtails XD
9. Mir is ÜBERCUTE in this video ^^
10. The ending is funny XD
So, small recap of my thoughts about "Mona Lisa" 's follow up single. What do you think?
Oh, and I have watched every newcomer or just performances that come up in allkpop and I give them all 1 minute chance. & If they don't impress me I move on. There is only one song which I don't like much but I wait until 1.50 or such. Why? Because Mir has a rap part there and it usually ends around that time. The song itself is here.
So, the big news (that I was suppose to tell you about yesterday) was that my sponsor called me and said that she will pay for everything and I just have to go with her to an Oriflame gathering in Tallinn. Anyone would say "Hell yeah!" but Natsumi is rather "I don't know". Why? Because I don't like when people treat me something. Maybe because I'm too independent to let anyone do anything for me..but this time I said yes and I don't regret it one bit.
Although, I would have liked to sleep longer. My morning today started at 5AM. And to be honest (& that might sound weird) it's easier to wake up at 5AM than it is on 6AM. Don't ask why! XD I just have that feeling.
When I was waiting in the bus station, a relative walked by or rode by and I just couldn't recognize him XD He war riding his BMX and was like "Hay!" and I waved and when he passed me I was like. "Oh EO!" XD and I found an artist tonight and he looked just like that relative but he's at least 10 years older.
I don't know how but EO looks just like Korean. He is my stepsister's son basically and she isn't Korean and neither is her ex-husband (I think XD). I haven't really met the guy but it's Estonia, so it's very unlikely that Korean actually lives here.
Anyways, moving on. I think I have a bit of motion sickness. When we went to Tallinn by bus, I almost threw up. I had that feeling but I kept drinking water in small sips and it passed. THANK GOD! I haven't thrown up for year, so I'm a bit afraid of it.
When we finally arrived in the capital of Estonia, we took a cab and drove off to a training where we learned how to get more consultants and how we should talk to people and then we have to, on September 9, we have to go on the streets. We all must have matching uniforms, Oriflame t-shirts and white pants/skirts. I'll be wearing ripped jeans XD I have another pair of white pants too but if they get wet, they will be see through. So, no thank you.
What I really like was that all the woman there were so positive and open in it. They spoke out loud, commented, tried to crack jokes and such. But when I entered the room there was like perfume cloud. Okay, I get it, they all work in a cosmetics company. And they all were quite (very) tanned. I'm sure that I was the few who were whiter.
After that we got a small lunch. I got a bag in the entrance way. There was a bottle of spring water, a sandwich that was cut into a triangle, a muffin and a moisten tissue. Yuki would have loved the last one, it was with lemon smell. And she "loves" lemons XD I didn't eat any of it, just stuffed it into my bag. I wasn't really hungry. I had a pack of instant noodles at 6AM and after the motion sickness, I didn't really want to eat lunch at 12.
The event itself was...eventful XD It was nice and the crowd was loving it. A lot of flowers were given out and I learned that Oriflame was born on the same year as my mom and now there is a orchid named Oriflame or something similar - basically Oriflame's own orchid. And it was beautiful too.
I got to see Marko Reikop live (he's a famous host in Estonia and also a somebody in journalism) and there was a men's choir and folk dancers. Oh, and also little kids singing ^^ Kioptaaa!!
After that I ate something (it ended after 4PM).
I know it's not much but that was all I could bare. After that we just stood in front of the house and my sponsor chatted with her grandchild.
Oh, I forgot to talk about the house we were in. It was magnificent. It was so beautiful. I didn't have much time to photograph it but in the next post I'll post pictures from the Oriflame day.
The ride back I learned more about my sponsor and we discussed schools and exams etc - I had a really nice talk with her. She is nice and smart and we get each other. Oh, and I ate the muffin and the sandwich in the bus and fortunately I didn't get motion sickness again. Closer to Viljandi, I listened to the music and stared at the clouds and listened to Helios. It felt really peaceful and like I wasn't driving anywhere. Like time had just stopped and I was lying on a green field under a tree.
I wish that time just stopped for a while. Everything has moved so fast and it seems to me that I can't even catch my breath. (I'm getting more poetic in every line I write - clearly I have to go to bed)
When I got home, I had dinner with my parents, chatted with Yuki a little, exercised and stayed on Twitter. I found a post where there was Music Banks performances and chicks clearly dominated. AWFUL! Okay, I'll admit there were some good ones too.
Like this one. I think the song is really catchy and something I could listen to.
One of the few boy bands there. I think it has some kind of...I wanted to say GD&TOP's feeling to it but I think it really doesn't. I don'r know what does it reminds me of. I think it has that American feeling to it. The video is weird though but the song itself isn't that bad ^^
I like this one too. It's a sweet song with out that über cute feeling to it. Something calmer after X-Cross. This was the first time I heard of her, although she was debuted in 2009.
This one reminds me of 4Minute but it pretty good too. Something to keep an eye on.
And this here will be a shocker. I have never been in love with them. I would categorize them with Teen Top because I think they debuted on the same time too (I'm just guessing) but in my eyes, after Teen Top's "Don't Spray Perfume (something like that)", this band is better. And this song is really catchy (maybe because of that remix). I think you all have heard of them (unless you are a novice among Korean pop), this is INFINITE!
I think that was all I wanted to say today but I might be forgetting something. Just excuse me this time. I'm really tired and my bed is waiting for me.
XOXO Natsumiiiii ^^
PS. TT, you were right - Kimet Marianne tastes great :)
